In this life, after having identified with most of the ideological spectrum in sequence, I eventually came to the conclusion that the axis of nation vs nation, class vs class, gender vs gender, etc. drew my attention away from the axis of emotional numbness and suffering vs compassion and affection.I also believe this is grand scale intentional to stop a natural humane consolidation in society from forming to make it exploitable, though it doesn't really matter.This mostly clicked after having to look after children routinely. Being lifted out of spiritual stillness I determined that if you are willing to hurt children to achieve your agenda, even just as a means to an end, you weren't fighting the good fight in the first place.Since now my problem lies with an abstract concept rather than an "opp" which can be pointed to, I find it hard to come up with applicable strategies to combat it.One idea is based on the hypothesis that cold hearted people need an opportunity to get in touch with their feelings again first to even perceive what compassion is. According to this I would need to show care despite their satanic opinions and deeds.But sometimes during sleepless nights and lack of nicotine rage consumes me. Mad at the malignance of some of these people I catch myself entertaining the most extreme measures mentally, despite knowing those might not even solve anything or that the issue could lie with a misinterpretation on my part entirely.
>>41949902you can't defeat evil. it's just THERE. it's part of the struggle of being present.https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=bPcgoaZjsu8
>>41949902the truth can defeat lies, knowledge can defeat ignorance, and love can defeat hate... there is much work to do
>>41949949evil will be defeated in the future thus, it's only a matter of time
>>41949902With violence. Unironically. The threat of violence keeps evil people in check, and the actual application of violence reduces their numbers. Evil people don't have consequences anymore and that has allowed them to run wild and to accumulate.
As an evil person why would I fight my own team? I break laws where I see fit. I despise authority (whether legitimate rule of might, or rule by mob). I'm a hedonist at heart but too much of misanthrope to have sex with "real" women. People gaslight and are selfish fear operant rats doing the same heroin lever grab, just with more "dignity" and "chauvinism" than others.I find more company in the occult and literally interacting with physical demons. (not gay mental ones) My pride was raped long ago, and now I just live with the company of the Night. Even in my dreams I run into the same conflicts with people, jealousy, envy, bribery, favoritism, guilt tripping. That's why tulpas or dream people are fucking lame, they are just a cynical or wishful representation of the outside world. The only thing that makes me happy at night is a ephemeral lover that rides and kisses me (what people call a succubus). So demons are nicer sometimes than people.
