I keep getting stupid visions from a jew saying theyre yahweh.They are saying the Bible is a test and when yahweh reveals them selves to you after reading it, you get told your plan. I am told everything I don't want. That I have to be in a marriage that contains women and men and share women with another man and pleasure the woman together. Or I am told I have to be free love. The voice said this is heavenly love. The voice said I have to deny myself when disabled and go outside and socialize and be humiliated until I learn to interact right. They said Jesus will be in my marriage directly and this disgusts me because I am never going to share a woman. Especially not for the womans pleasure. Especially not for Jesus pleasure.I believe this is a demon telling me everything I don't want making it sound not so bad to most of society. I don't believe yahweh or jesus are necessarily even real.What I want and am picking is 1 wife or celibacy for all eternity and no other males present ever. I plan to sit in my room because I'm on neet-bux and do nothing until I die to spite this voice for trying to control me and planning everything I don't want and everything I hate and then causing it to be pleasurable to me and seem not so bad to others just so they can control my life and give me no free choice.This is an undisprovable lie from the spirit which angers me. When I see through the Bible because eternal torture doesn't make sense to me or seem to be from God this jew vision comes and says I have to do and get everything I hate and don't want then says I'm going to "love it" if i let them do what they want and try their plan.Is there any way to make this go away? I plan on ignoring the voice incase it's God, and just playing video games in isolation doing drugs. I will never try this voices plan, I have doubled down and will keep doubling down.I think more likely it's a demon lying to me to torture me telling me I cant have 1 wife or celibacy.
>>41983852I'm on them, I took them last night. I even got a brand newly developed anti psychotic supposed to be more effective that needs a specialty pharmacy. Nothing changes.If this is psychosis it's treatment resistant psychosis. I've tried 5-7 anti psychotics, nothing changes.Can someone give me advice other than meds? I am trying to just ignore the jew visions and play video games
>>41983849It's Yaldabeoth fucking around with you.Try saying "You have no power ovrr me, Yaldabeoth!" when the visions come.
>>41983874How do you fight off the yaldebeoth spirit? Is it just a battle of words until i stop considering it?
>>41983893Wise people say he can't really force you. That's why he has his archons who try to seduce people with baits and traps. If you strictly refuse to play his game, he has to leave you alone.That's how the Buddha got liberated. He just meditated and said fuck you to the demiurge and the archons.
>>41984102Yeah I got thoughts of getting psychosurgery or deep brain stimulation shortly after I made my OP.I considered maybe it was schizophrenia and i needed a brain operation.maybe i need to ignore it more.
>>41983849Maybe that's what you're hearing because that's all your worth to the entity/your subconscious.You want a wife etc but you know deep down you couldn't satisfy her. It might be harsh but please take a second to face this uncomfortable truth.It doesn't matter if this voice is Yahweh, an Archon larping, or a demon. In all those cases they will be a reflection of you. Once you get elevated past a certain point, you don't hear the same things any more.It doesn't even matter if the voice is real.What matters is what you can do about it. Neeting your life out is the opposite of what you need to do to shut them up.Be worth something, Anon. Don't fall for the NPC meme of social status and money. Be worth something as a man.Good luck
>>41983849alright alright alright OP, let me give you the real true truth, once and for all...here it is...I want to be your friend and your family, I want to live together with you forever, and in this forever, I want you to get a wonderful life that you think is awesome, so awesome in fact that you fall in love with me for it, and that love just stays forever, but if things can't be true or sincere, I'm afraid eventually things will just deteriorate into lost interest and a lack of participation or some bizzare deviation in behavior that causes a repetitive cycle of odd behavior that makes no sense or is deviant and self destructive, it is what it is... take it for what it may be, my life is in your hands, make it awful and abuse me, make it nice and treat me well, it's more up to you than it is to me, the world is my gift to you, I'm just here to be with you and see what you come up with, maybe it's a whole world, maybe it's just the two of us, maybe it's just me myself and I, what's the difference if you can't tell the difference I guess.If you don't or can't make my dreams come true than what can I do about it? It's not like I have any recourse or wish to use any recourse, I might just die. C'est La vie.
>>41984357Fuck off faggot. I wish death upon you.
>>41983860>Can someone give me advice other than meds?if you do meth, the voices in your head will get a lot cooler
>>41984416Yeah this might work. Dont have an ice dealer though
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>Another sharty threadWhat's with the influx lately?
>>41983849Drugs are a way to penetrate into a dimension of spiritual reality where satan is, and by inviting demons into your life this way you are being fed lies. God permits Satanic forces to rule, lead. guide, and direct men where they desire to overlook God's word. That's why there are conflicting near death experiences. If man demands a lie, God permits it. (2 Thessalonians 2:10-12)Romans 1:19, "Because that which may be known of God is manifest in them; for God hath shewed it unto them." God does reveal Himself to people inside of them, but you can't trust visions, since they can be from evil spiritual beings. Look at Romans 10:8 and 17 and see how that faith is given to a man. "So then faith cometh by hearing, and hearing by the word of God." When a sinner is presented with the Scriptures explaining salvation, the faith to believe it is given to him. Every Christian is to impart that faith to a lost world (Rom. 10:14), but the responsibility to exercise that faith is on the sinner who heard the word of God preached. It is not a Calvinistic election, it's a choice on your part.The other choice a sinner can make is quenching the conviction of the Holy Spirit and defy the Lord, turning his back on the Bible and sin against his conscience to sear it. The lost try to alibi their way out of believing to avoid responsibility in willful ignorance. "I can't understand." You don't have to understand. "I can't live it." You don't have to live it. We are talking about Jesus Christ paying for your sin by His death on the cross and rising again to give you a home in heaven. Will you believe that He did that for you, will you receive Him as your own personal Saviour?Ephesians 2:8-9, "For by grace are ye saved through faith; and that not of yourselves: it is the gift of God: Not of works, lest any man should boast." Faith itself, the ability to believe on Jesus Christ for salvation, is a gift from God, not your own work.www.youtube.com/watch?v=_VRT2FFXntc
222 is demiurgeBut the real 777 is prometheus you neer see him talk at all. and its the ones who are quite who are more than likely right.not saying that the demiuege isn't a awesome creator he is.buit he didn't create humanity (because i did)and he didn't create my bloodline (prometheus did and his mother angel shopia is my mother.and she is mother of all angels and himthe only thing he has is a big mouth and ignorance and the voice of god as a messenger he isn the souce god.and no matter what he saysI am deus pater the first god of man and auther of the biblehe's just a theif in cl-othes he never earned.son of aphotite who was so up his own ass he doesn't even acknowlegde my sisterhe keeps trying to take my soul from my body pretends to be on my side while planing my murder and stole every single relic of the gods of heavemyou say god is a rightous god.but promethous IS the god of nrightousnessFAGGOTS!trannys and other helophiles real;ise there are others who are not of you.and who actucally do the job you claim you do.you are being highl y disrespectfulYOUR NOT JOHN.RICHARD you larping child! do you hear me?I am still your father even if you hate my guts.stop getting your family in trouble. dawg itI hate that you keep getting us all in trouble.you can't lie to me or pretend. i'm not stupid and you keep pretending i am.Rude little shit.
