I can say without a shadow of a doubt that my soul is forever lost to damnation, as I feel that my heart became so hardened after repeated calls for repentance that I never answered, and thus its too late. Any general tips or coping methods? Should I just an hero to get it over with? Please just tell me to an hero or better yet can I get a sponsorship for execution by the Vatican? Do they still do executions? I need to be executed so I hope someone's offering.
>>41985272God hardened your heart.
>>41985275>they keep calling Satan God
>>41985275Can't blame this on God tbqh I am a legitimately pathetic piece of shit who has done objective harm to others and thus can't/shouldn't exist anymore so once again either help me to facilitate my immediate cessation of existence or fuck off.>>41985282I am an acolyte of Satan tbqh, I feel like im evil enough anyways to be, and not even thr cartoonish evil like no real pathological cruel evil.
>>41985282>namefags keep trying to be edgy
>>41985272edgymy best advice is to man up and be a better person
>>41985272https://benthams.substack.com/p/universalism-a-comprehensive-defense
>>41985305>man up and be a better personLiterally impossible, im gonna level with you, I tried, I made a legitimate appeal, do you know what The Man Upstairs said to me directly? Here are His exact words:"No""I will not forgive you""You are not going to get peace, I will not allow you to attain peace"This is exactly what I heard from Him through His messenger, and thats that, no ifs ands of buts about it, im gone, finished, dust of the earth. Sorry! No retrys!
>>41985301Stay yet a little while, and the hellish fire will kiss thee
>Here I will shew you exactly the pith, kernel and heart of Lucifer, and then you will see what a devil is, or how he is become a devil. Therefore take heed, and do not invite or entertain him as a guest, for he is the archsworn enemy of God, and of all angels and men, and that in his eternity.>Now if thou understandest and apprehendest this aright, then thou wilt not make of God a devil, as some do, who say, God has created the evil, and that his will is that some men should be lost; which men, that say so, help to increase the devil's lies, and bring upon themselves the severe judgment, by their perverting God's truths, and so turning them into lies.
>>41985272Christianity is a slave religion and it is the best thing since sliced bread for Sociopaths.
>>41985272It's not for you brah. A bunch of Jews founded that shit. Spirituality has always existed before they ever sprang up and paganism is the typical norm before and aside from them.Maybe get a Tarot Deck and don't be so hard on yourself OP. You can forgive yourself, and look TO yourself and what's inside for guidance.I guess you need assurance. You're not gonna burn. Your experiences are valid and so is your pain and struggle. I at least suggest meditation if not just to relax and de-stress.
>>41985312>universal salvationNope, Wrong again, exclusion is necessary, did the farmers include the chaff with the wheat? Did the alchemists include lead in their gold? Sin is me and I am Sin, God excludes Sin from His kingdom, ergo I am excluded, I simply must be, it would not make sense or be just otherwise.
>>41985340>don't be so hard on yourselfWeakness of character is what got me to where I am today, critical analysis of myself is the only thing im allowed to do>You can forgive yourselfDOESNT MATTER! The one person whose forgiveness would actually matter to me I simply will never attain! Too much pain was inflicted in ignorance and now that I have knowledge I can only assess the damage! No healing! No bandaid big enough for this Boo-boo!>look TO yourself and what's inside for guidanceThe only thing that guides me is my member and it guided me straight into the maw with the inscription that reads "and they shall be made to crawl on their bellies and into the kingdom of darkness"
>>41985272that sucks dude, I'm not sure what a soul is, but is that bad for you? Does what ever you are feel stuff or is this automated words generated based on data and input output, how does it work?
>>41985395The electrochemical singal that pulses through my nervous system, its gonna get seared by Sulphur.
>>41985322And the nigger told me he hated me. Whatever. I'm a Theistic Satanist now. It's worked out for me. It's sweet and loving, with certain terms and conditions, and never asked me to eat any babies ir sacrifice anybody. Just shit like incense and water. Pagan stuff. Altars. Prayer. Semi-religious but nit really because the actual entities involved are just chill and want to be your friend and not just govern you. The self-liberation advertised by Luciferians and Satanists is very real. Just please, PLEASE avoid the Qlippoth and all Hebrew crap. Same shit that told you that you wouldn't get any peace masquerading as actual Satanism to Jew you out of spirituality.If you wanna know what Satan is like, think dragon-esque human crossover between Shiva, Odin and a big goat. Very helpful and very doting on humanity. The howling, screaming pit of fire is for ACTUAL evil, not the kind that would guiltpost on 4chan asking for spiritual help and *insisting* they're bad.
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>>41985272If my people, who are called by my name, will humble themselves and pray and seek my face and turn from their wicked ways, then I will hear from heaven, and I will forgive their sin and will heal their land.2 Chronicles 7:14Repent, then, and turn to God, so that your sins may be wiped out, that times of refreshing may come from the Lord.Acts 3:19For the Lord your God is gracious and compassionate. He will not turn his face from you if you return to him.2 Chronicles 30:9bChrist is the end of the law for righteousness to everyone who believes.For Moses writes that the man who practices the righteousness which is based on law shall live by that righteousness. But the righteousness based on faith speaks as follows: “Do not say in your heart, ‘Who will ascend into heaven?’ (that is, to bring Christ down), or ‘Who will descend into the abyss?’ (that is, to bring Christ up from the dead).” But what does it say? “The word is near you, in your mouth and in your heart”—that is, the word of faith which we are preaching, that if you confess with your mouth Jesus as Lord, and believe in your heart that God raised Him from the dead, you will be saved; for with the heart a person believes, resulting in righteousness, and with the mouth he confesses, resulting in salvation. For the Scripture says, “Whoever believes in Him will not be disappointed.” For there is no distinction between Jew and Greek; for the same Lord is Lord of all, abounding in riches for all who call on Him; for “Whoever will call on the name of the Lord will be saved.”That if you confess with your mouth Jesus as Lord, and believe in your heart that God raised Him from the dead, you will be saved.That if you confess with your mouth Jesus as Lord, and believe in your heart that God raised Him from the dead, you will be saved.That if you confess with your mouth Jesus as Lord, and believe in your heart that God raised Him from the dead, you will be saved
>>41985764>Universal Despotism
The best remedy for your problem is goodwill meditation. Seriosuly OP. https://www.accesstoinsight.org/lib/authors/buddharakkhita/wheel365.html#ch6
>>41985808In jesus name I command you to leave satan do not return.
>>41985838Guess what? That's bullshit.
>>41985275>>41985275Yeah. God does that. And people the christian golems want us to beleive in free will. I mean, if God can make the heart of a person become like a stone then this is a clear signal that God can influence your actions to the point that he turns you heart into stone. TOuché. Free will is a lie.
That Universal Despotism leads these people to superstition and ignorance. Way to go, Jesuits
Reflect on how the better religions never demanded conversion.
>>41985272The book says you have time to change course so long as you're alive, I'm guessing if you know your going to hell on your current course, just change course any decent way you can.
>>41985413>The electrochemical singal that pulses through my nervous system, its gonna get seared by Sulphur.So is that bad, or does that change the electrochemical system so that you no longer feel anything, or did you feel nothing to begin with, or what does that mean? I'm still confused, a soul is electrochemicals? You feel, you don't feel? What's an electrochemical? Is that like a chemical with electricity in it?
>>41986333Also is feeling something better than feeling nothing, why is it good or bad, better or worse in either instance do you suppose? I don't really need you to tell me how to reach these conclusions from my point of view, but rather you are not thinking the same way as I do, so what is it you think?
