I have encountered substantial evidence that before I was born into this world I was a literal demon in Hell and the instant I was encased in this flesh I forgot everything about that realm but retained the innately destructive tendencies and that's why everything in my life falls apart no matter what I do, even if I do nothing. It's in my nature. I do truly want to be good, I do. I don't have any misanthropic or violent feelings or anything like that, but nevertheless I was engineered from the ground up and sent here for the sole purpose of making this world worse against my will merely by existing in it, and cannot leave due to the DNA-level programming that prevents me from dying on purpose. I don't have a choice in whether or not I carry out my mission of natural enshittification. I just enshittify, it's what I do.I am firmly convinced my presence on this earth contributes to its destabilization and eventual collapse in some way, and my designated purpose is to save humanity from total bliss which in itself would be a problem. I also think there are many others like me, perhaps billions, and the earth is overrun with us. We had an important role as contributors of negativity but the balance was lost somewhere along the way and we've become somewhat of an invasive species, so to speak. None of us want to be evil and we're all convinced we're doing the right thing but in reality we can only improve the world by leaving it. The problem is that none of us want to, because of our biological programming which gives us an imperative to fight to stay alive no matter how illogical that may be, which is why a holy war is needed to take us out. You guys are gonna have to start killing us. There must be a mass culling and the pure are going to have to be the ones to carry it out or we all die. There's no other way.
>>41985437this Pokémon card will explain everything
>>41985437I'm not allowed to ask for your substantial evidence, point out that your post is a metaphor for the human condition, or observe that you have generated an approximate formulation of my beliefs that still manage to misrepresent them in key ways. How were you hoping for your thread to be engaged with?
that's right: 19 x 21. the beaver. and Charizard is carrying it. QED
There are beautiful things in Hell, like Lucilia, she's great, and it takes a special kind of asshole to end there for eternity. Many are purged into new incarnates as their soul exhausts, but some earthlings, like crotchety scientists Mephistopheles likes to fuck with, are also brought to Hell as a dark paradise, a nice counterbalance to Heaven, or other "afterlives" for the more spiritually "bright among us."You may be carrying over negative karma from your life in Hell. You could've been a really shitty demon that Malebogia sentenced to scrape the shit off gluttons, but you could also just have a naturally chaotic resonance. You can reform this from your own conscious choices, thereby altering the trajectory of your personal karmic spiral, but the information embedded in your soul from prior actions are permanent features of your personality now. They just appear in subtle ways throughout your life and can alter slightly based on the choices you make.Maybe consider allowing your soul to exhaust (shrivel up and die) so they you can be reincarnated as a Zeta Reticulan commoner. They tend to have a much more complex understanding of such causal chains and loops.
>>41986020Actually, you're allowed to do all of that stuff. How does the post misrepresent your beliefs?
>>41985437You probably have a generational curse, what're your parents and grandparents like? did they reject Christ, my dad had a dark aura cause of his pride and never fit in properly cause people would make assumptions like i'm a psycho/potential killer, my 20s were drugs and depression, thank the good Lord above for his Holy Spirit cause now people seek my presence and warmth rather than being put off by me
>>41985437Neither Angels, nor Demons incarnate.
>>41985437I suspect i have the same curse. I have self destructive stints where I harm myself and put down the people around me and they're the most energizing periods in my life
>>41985437sometimes it takes evil to drive the story forwards
>>41986136You're allowed to ask me that. Sorry for the misunderstanding.
>>41985437That's what sin is, and why one prays to Jesus to cleanse it.
>>41985437I have to say, this is to some degree a remarkable post in its honesty and I have to commend you for that.
>>41985850the beaver is wearing a policeman's hat. stare into it. it is the truth
>>41985437you are nothing but a brutal ape in pantsnothing more, nothing less
>>41985437memories exist physically in the brainthus if a demon possesses a human they would inherently have those memoriesthen anything that could cause you to forget your demonic memories would make you think you are actually just a normal guy
>>41988417What makes you think an ape can't be a demon from hell? Reincarnation is the most logical belief system because it makes sense to assume that post-life is the same is pre-life. Pre-life ended in life, it's logical to assume that post-life will be no different.
>>41988440You don't even know what a demon is. You are an ape dealing with cognitive dissonance.
>>41988433Memories aren't the only clue. Sometimes you don't remember something but you have an intuitive feeling that you know it from your past. Even if your memory is gone, the influence it once had on your subconscious remains
>>41988446I don't know what literally anything is, the nature of reality is just my assumption. You're just clinging hard to scientism, you want to believe it has the all answers. Science only deals with observable reality. Whether observable reality is the same as the fundamental reality, that is something science will never be able to find out. But scientism believers don't understand the limitations of science, they think that whatever is observed must be fundamentally real
>>41985437>I am firmly convinced my presence on this earth contributes to its destabilizationUnless there's exactly two Earth Angels for every person like you. According to this NDE, this ride is based on a perfect 2/3rds light, 1/3rd dark balance that keeps attracting more and more carnival-goers.>https://trickedbythelight.com/tbtl/nde-transcript.html
>>41985437What substantial evidence did you encounter?
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>>41985437OP don't be offended but you're demonstrated a lot of self aggrandizing and schizotypal ideas here, you need to stop using any drugs you're using and start looking into deliverance based Christianity / ministries. Get sober. Stop constructing some mythos for yourself and look at the Biblical explanations. Human beings are sinful by our nature, from birth, we learn to lie and cheat and steal before we can walk or speak, if children aren't raised properly they naturally become "bad people". It is our nature.This is why Salvation is a thing. You're not a demon. You may certainly have some "company" with you in your incarnation however. It's extremely common and you're not alone. Deliverance is real, redemption is real, there is power in the blood of Jesus Christ. You have the right to invoke this power.
>>41995428*you've demonstrated
>>41994249My mom was in a cult and engaged in certain fertility rituals in order to facilitate my birth. I think she did something wrong and ensouled me with a demon. Also things are a little murky here but I'm like 70% sure I don't have a biological father.
>>41995579Are you sure she did it deliberately? Most people aren't in control of themselves unfortunately. The Vedic scriptures talk about how important the method of conception is. People who are conceived in evil are often born "demoniac". Sometimes this is done deliberately. All redemption comes from the blood of Christ. If you are having an awakening, just know you are not alone. Don't be afraid. If you were a demon, you wouldn't be capable of the kind of introspection you're demonstrating. Stop any and all drug use immediately.
>>41985437I'm not convinced, but I fell same.I had a recurrent dream when I was young I was chased by monster and always die in the end by falling into a pit, it only stop when I called my innerself and transformed into a demon and was finally able to fight back.
Fufufufufu. I too am a demon, here to do evil. I didn't even rinse out my last coffee cup before setting it on the counter today! Now, cleaning it will be even worse than if I had rinsed it. Fufufufufu, just part of my demonic hell nature and evil intentions.
>>41995631I feel you anon. When I was a drunk I once broke down crying about not wanting to go into the abyss. Only years later do I realize what was happening.This thread might be relevant for some of you, just throwing it out there>>41991736if it doesn't seem relevant, ignore it.
