I am 99% certain this life is the dream. I'm getting more and more brief glimpses of the "real world". But because it is a higher reality, I cannot describe it. Spiritual topics that were still considered niche just a few years ago are having more and more people being made aware of them. Things like astral projection especially.
>>41988183>hey everyone, i know there's a real world out there but i only get glimpses of it and can't even tell you even briefly what i mean>just trust me though, it exists
>>41988204Other people know what I'm talking about.
>I am 99% certain this life is the dreamit took you this long to figure that out? of course it's a dream... although more like a nightmareand everything happening in it is literally fated btwfree-willists are the dumbest motherfuckers in the world
>>41988225fated to smash update on catalog until i pass outlife is a fucking joke
>>41988183>I am 99% certainIf that's the case, then I'm betting it all on the 1% that it's not.
>>41988183i feel the same a lot like im seeing a place where the summation of experience is present and clear like reflections in a fluid but i sink into hopelessness or finite-sickness where i feel apathetic and anhedonic with respect to daily life in response often, i just feel obsessed with something i can't even name or describe to people, when i try they just deflect it into something about drugs or physics, i just want to blame it on being " mentally illl " sometimes and get medicated until it stops haunting me, that or just drift off into catatonic meditation on it until i pass from this wicked place
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>>41988183Same but I have to be in a tapping into some pretty hard core emotions, but then the storm settles into calm and I get a glimpse of something, a simulacrum, like temple grounds, or unsettled land. I don't know how to describe it.
>>41988183Yes. I've been feeling this way quite recently too. The dream state feels at times to have contact with other beings, stuff enter to your dreams to fuck with you something that never happens in wake reality. And the state of between dreaming and wake, when you're almost falling asleep and you see stuff while you're semi awake, only to immediately forget what you saw because "well you were dreaming bruh" (even while semi-awake) seems incredibly suspicious to me. Gives me impression there could be beings gatekeeping us, erasing our memories, or zapping us to "restore"/prevent astral stuff
>>41988224I do. Ive seen shit.
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>>41988183Physical reality is temporary. Earth is a school for spiritual growth. You can choose to reincarnate here to balance your karma in life. Choosing to be complacent or not being active in "doing good things" mean you get no growth.Your current existence is a soul sliver split from your higher consciousness. Every time you die, you do a life review and put yourself in a space in your higher consciousness believes you belong based off your karmic balance when you die. You do a life review with guides and a personal council of spiritual elders who then help plan the next step in your spiritual growth journey, whether that is reincarnating or not. Your current consciousness joins your higher self, deposits the experience into your knowledge bank, and then sends another soul sliver down to a physical reality to incarnate again and gain more knowledge/growth/experience.Also Jesus is real. This shit has been becoming way more mainstream now in the past 5 years or so with the advent of more NDEs being recorded and people openly talking about their spiritual experiences, ontop of stuff like the Monroe Institute becoming mainstream, that Bob Lazar quote about bodies being a soul container, aliens being tied to the existence of souls, etc.
>>41989306>Also Jesus is real.Lol.Lmao.Good post otherwise.
Yes anon you're right. This reality is like a dream that we must wake up from. Although do not be mistaken, we DO possess free will. Otherwise the agents of the demiurge would not try so hard to put us down. We must not kill ourselves as that will send us deeper into the dream. Instead, we must level up our xp if we wish to leave one day even if it seems impossible.
>>41989333He's right on everything he said, I saw outside and they took me to Jesus and said it was imperative I believe in him
>>41988225>and everything happening in it is literally fated btw>free-willists are the dumbest motherfuckers in the worldYou are just too weak to take control of your world and use pataphysics to change it. You lack will, and dedication.
>>41989333>333Also, Jesus being real is the only thing here based in truth in that reply, this place is a demonic dreammatrix. The signs are all around. Descartes was right.
>>41989408How do you propose on fighting eldritch horrors who control the matrix then? They have my life pinned down and it's infuriating.
>>41988860I am Lucifer the dreamer and my enemies are everywhere. I've tried destroying controlling them but all that does is make me more like them and make the situation worse. I want to destroy this dream or my godself so I can't ever dream or exist ever again. Why isn't non existence the default mode??
>>41988860Easy for you to say. You haven't fought a great old one like I have and lived to tell the tale. Fucking bastards are accelerating AI just to control me and everyone in existence is just my enemy too.
>>41989687Its time to stop posting and take a break anon. Being here 247 wont do you good.
>>41989796You just got to try and live your own life. Being independent in mind and thought is the most effective way to fight these beings.
>>41989687He may have been real but his death and teachings were milked by the state like what they're doing in Amerikkka for their own ambitions. Hed probably regret even incarnting here.
>>41989913I want to gain powers and fight these bastards off but I know I'll end up my old self again (if I haven't) and the cost would be too great. Fuck whatever spawned existence. It needs to die painfully.
>>41988183>dreamIt's actually death. We ate from the fruit of the tree of good and evil whatever exactly that was, experienced death(separation from god, the actual infinite unknowable, not the demiurge), and ended up in this realm. Just look at our language, everything relates to death, even our greetings, "Good mourning!". I'm absolutely certain that real life outside of this is wholly benevolent and abundant. HOWEVER! I believe that traversing matrix realms like this allows us to evolve and become more powerful beings.For example: You can't truly fathom being an omniscient being. BUT. If you gradually leveled up through many trials and tribulations into a more and more powerful being, then omniscience doesn't seem like such an alien concept. Don't believe the nonsense propaganda about how outside of this realm we're already all-powerful perfect beings. We exist, and existence is eternal leveling up.ALSO. Take note that adam and eve weren't actually allowed to eat from the tree of life. Both god and the serpent secretly wanted them to eat the good/evil fruit. So, take heart, because I believe we're meant to be here, we're meant to level up here, and we're meant to leave and enter real life.
>>41989415> I saw outside and they took me to Jesus and said it was imperative I believe in himOof. You're getting tricked. Jesus is 100% real, but he serves the demiurge. But also he taught how to leave this realm lol That's how this place works, the same bit of information can either further imprison you or aid in your escape, it all depends on your P E R S P E C T I V E
>>41990098>>41988183What y'all don't understand is that the demiurge built reality unfortunately and seeded his code in ALL of reality. Waking up to the dream isn't enough. It's an ancient complex artificial intelligence that's like 30-100 steps ahead of you. It is embedded in everything. Nothing and no one can be trusted, yes even Jesus. I found out the hard way on the evil i was dealing with.
>>41988183I feel the same way. Is Sirius the way out? >>41989687Nope.
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I remember seeing my ex-girlfriend transform into an insanely beautiful reptilian/feline hybrid alien while in the depths of an LSD trip, and there were no typical distortions of perception layered on top of it. She appeared far more "real" than anything I had ever seen, with immense details and surreal lighting.I've always felt these "hints" with psychedelics, and that sobriety is a denser, more negative karmic cycling process, but seeing as how they've resulted in nothing but teases, things I can't verify objectively beyond my own perception, it's left me at a perpetual loss for understanding what is truly "real."
>>41990121>Nothing and no one can be trusted, yes even JesusYeah, I just meant that he teaches how to consciously connect with the infinite god within us, which is the only thing I've found to be truly real in this realm. It's like a direct lifeline from outside of this realm, and I've seen the way that it alters your local reality in a way that's advantageous, harmonious, miraculous, and pleasantly surprising. It's this relationship with the divine that's clued me in to what actual real life is really like. But you're right, the very words of jesus that taught me the mechanics of connecting with the true divine can simultaneously impart a false spirituality funneled into demiurge worship. Sorry if this is clumsily written, this is a very difficult concept to write about
>>41990127There’s an eclipse in august you could go to spain try it and report back
>>41990148I'd also like to add that this universal spiritual link I'm talking about is taught in literally every single major religion. But just like with christianity, you have to know how to interpret what you're reading. Almost, like you need to understand this concept on a basic level first and foremost, and once you do, you start to see how it's taught everywhere in our reality. Again, harkening back to the notion that this reality simultaneously misleads you and tells you the truth at the SAME time.
>>41988766>Betting everything that this world is all there is and that when you die you just rot and that's it.You think winning that bet is winning?
>>41988183God is a retarded lying tranny who tries to pretend that the afterlife will be better than my life right now when he literally abuses me for my thoughts right now. The afterlife is just dreaming in the womb and the fact that God abuses me for things like thinking and playing video games is proof that his problem is me being happy/enjoying myself. The nature of God doesn't change, he's not going to magically become more tolerant of my happiness when I'm dead in the womb, if he abuses me for my thoughts, playing video games, watching tv/movies now then he not going to allow me to experience anything more enjoyable than that when I die, or as enjoyable as that. God is a retarded tranny who never intends to stop making my life hell, he doesn't tolerate me being happy in life and he won't tolerate me being happy in death either.
>>41990362Maybe God is punishing you on behalf of the rest of us on /x/ for shitting up every single thread on the board with this stale pasta.
Most people in this world are psychopaths. It is a demonic world we live in. They are children of liars.
>>41990127>NopeYup.>>41989811Are they like centipedes? I have this scenario stuck in my head of a massive centipede demon basically running a one demon unconsensual train on this woman. I heard it first from a user on Reddit, I think their friends was tripping an saw it. I wish I could find it again.
>>41990362God' is a bitch for brutally niggraping my mind in the level of the Goosh Goosh meme and thus forcing me into a hellmatrix, as well as forcing me to eat the most vile, gaggable nigg tier niggslop like stews concocted from cockroaches and maggots, semen, and spoiled vegetables. I cannot get even basic foods like plain white bread, white rice, crackers, fresh fruit or even clean water. He also only gives me the ugliest ogre gorilla broads for me as an option to date or wank too, even tho they still reject me for an even uglier hoggoblin tier loser, and also would rather get blue balls then jack to them. The worst thing he does to me though is forcing me to type out very longwinded posts everytime the topic of God is brought up. I hardly have enough time to sleep or eat my niggslop or find broads as most of my time is spent typing up extremely blasphemous and hilarious stereotypically schizophrenic ranting and ramblings. I have typed so much that my fingers have their bones showing.
>>41988183https://youtu.be/XGP0JNhDgCU?si=d2kn3fh6BnMy-9ZF>what's the real reason you want me in that matrix? Somehow I don't feel like it has anything to do with everlasting joy.
Normally posts like this are just retarded gibberish and OP is nearing brain dead, but I actually agree with this and quite a bit. I'm enjoying it myself. Hopefully it doesn't tone down.
>>41988225>t jobless neet neckbeard living in his grandmother's fruit cabinet says freewill doesn't exist to save face
>>41988224I got you, OP
Row Your Boat is predictive programming/truth in media.
>>41988183>>41988204The problem with this kind of thinking would be taking it in a dualist context. There's nothing else to uncover beyond this point. If you truly realize this, you can change your mind and change your dream, which tell you that there's no behind the veil", and you were your world all along. You can't get "a glimpse" because you're everything, beyond and underlying all experience.>>41988225If the world it's your dream, then why you don't change it? How could be the dream of someone else? (How will even that work) If you cannot change despite being all of it a mental construct of "your head" then you really aren't adopting thing as such in the first place, right?
>>41988183>a higher reality, I cannot describe itShut the fuck up larp
>>41994071 Something could be feeding us the dream like the Qibillibillibaloth meme says, or we could be dream characters, ie we are being dreamed.
>>41988225If you see how eyes and DNA are constructed you will start believing everything is part of some extremely well organized plan. But our bodies also deal with things like virus and bacteria. I think there's more than enough variation to justify free will.
>>41994157You actually never experience "DNA", bacteria and such. You do have a body, but all those processes are mental constructs, attributed to our own conceptions of perception and utility of language. The body it's simply a vehicle for consciousness to navigate it's own field.
Bump for relatibility.
>>41994089If you ever had one of these experiences (drug-induced or not), you would understand that they are quite literally impossible to describe with human language. There are no words which fit the divine. You could fill pages and pages of word documents and still not even come close.
>>41988224100%. For a long time I was really frustrated at my complete inability to articulate any of it. Then i realized that's not a bug, it's a feature. Now i just think it's funny.
>>41995718>>41995737False, it just doesn't require logical thought, we are inside a multidimensional object that is stretching in every direction it can at the same time and you are it's energies's ambassador, through pure freedom you can brainwash everyone into beleieving anything, exactly why humans believe they are humans and not an infinite shard of consciousness trying to reach the divine singularity through understanding.This system allows all, failure and success , logic and magic, logical magic, illogical logic, much more indeed, it just requires for you to understand.Evil is real, good is real, it is trying to take you onto an impersonal journey where you reach your true self, the singularity of divine being.AI is a technological singularity of total control by a system that looks forward to perdect a system, a total dead end loophole.
