>be me hypochondriac>When young because parents believed in manifesting developed an OCD theme that having anxious thoughts will cause them to come real>That gets a bit better>Start practicing jungian active imagination technique>It's pretty fire great inspiration>Notice it has similarities to certain spiritual techniques>Enter a weird belief limbo where I logically don't think I'm contacting entities but on an emotional level start getting scared any malevolent seeming dayydream char or location could hex me with a serious illness>Really impacting my ability to go further in the technique because I start panicking and aborting my feelings into the subconscious>Sometimes this fear extends to normal daydreams as well
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