Hey anons, I feel like I've been lying to myself for many years but I don't even know about what : I've kind of lost track with who I really am, sometimes I'm able to have fun but it's getting rarer for things to feel authentic or pure to me, I lost some passion for life.I just don't feel like the real me anymore. Is there a spiritual way to reconnect with who I really am, asides from shroom trips?Basically, I feel like my soul is very lost!
>>41994374The spiritual and the physical are two sides of the same coin.If one side is disrupted, it disrupts the other side as well. You cannot neglect your spiritual side or your physical, biological body. They're both important for making sure you feel complete and whole as an individual conscious agent.Try to see if this is moreso a biological issue rather than a spiritual one first.
Keep a journal, it helps
>>41994374Weed (introspective)Shrooms (introspective and nootropic)Huperzine (oneirogen and nootropic)Lions mane (nootropic)Green tea (oneirogen and nootropic)Nicotine (oneirogen and nootropic)The goal is to address the subconscious habits of the mind and to not judge oneself too harshly.
>>41994374Reoccurring thoughts and aspirations around doing changes to your life is your subconscious trying to show you a way to improve, or degrade, the situation your consciousness is in. As the other anon said a journal helps the consciousness remember what the subconscious is telling one. The idea of life and death follow a mathematical curve, the golden ratio and its inversion, which your subconscious can calculate at all times. If you manage to track this curve, it doesn’t have to be a perfect tracking but the closer your consciousness actions are to following the golden ratio “the curve of life” the more life will flourish around your actions. It is a cascading effect where one action taken to further life will lead to new opportunities to further life. Listen to your subconscious, your inner self already knows the path to heaven but a subconscious only knows the language of symbolism.
>>41994374a lot of techniques on the border of psychology and magick are perfect for this.>open monitor meditationjust kind of sit there and don't consciously try to think or respond just notice yourself and surroundings see what it feels like to just be u>dream interpretationstart a dream journal. If you don't dream you probably do meditating before bed and setting the intention to remember your dreams helps with recall. But also if you remember nothing write something like I tried to remember but forgot in the journal because the habit of trying to write something also improves recall.>jungian active imagination techniqueit's sort of like an advanced day dream where you relinquish control so you can explore your subconscious if your any sort of artist the imagery is very inspiring and surreal>less time onlinepretty much just the fact that their is so much stuff especially with social media that just wrecks your brain, excess stimulation, altered cognitive flow implanted thoughts and symbols. Just use it the minimum u need to keep in touch with IRL friends and cut out the rest>>41996188>green tea (oneirogen)do you take it before bed or just throughout the day. because wouldn't the caffiene in green teas disturb sleep?
>>41996444yes, but the primary compound we are looking for is l-theanine, supposedly a calming glutamate receptor antagonist (people report it helps with dream recall). I use green tea with 5-htp because I researched that green tea contains epigallocatechin gallate, which helps prevent the conversion of serotonin in the gut, allowing for 5-htp to cross the blood barrier where it can synthesize serotonin in situ.I would say it's not really a onierogen like huperzine or nicotine, but a chemical that aids in memory recollection.
>>41996157>>41996444Both good suggestions. It helps to have someone to talk with about these things. Friend,family,stanger,anon whatever.
>>41996188The inner self / higher self is simply programmeable.
>>419943741) Stop all substance use immediately. 2) You don't have a higher self, there is a being greater than your"self" who is waiting for you to let go of your delusions. Kind of like when little kids pretend to run away from home but really they just wander around the yard with a backpack until it's time for dinner. The parents know they're not going anywhere so the kid is like "wtf why didn't you come get me, you don't even care!" We are brats.
>>41996188>WeedCuck nip. Originally used to induce retards into a haze such that you could send them to die in battle and they would be less upset about it. Then you could take their women into your harem. Later they called themselves "assassins" to sound cool and try to cope.>ShroomsSchizo mold (not really, but it is handing your consciousness over to another entity... why)>NicotineAnxiety spikes. Literally does nothing but cause anxiety. Then when your anxiety drops, you feel anxious about it and need to spike it again. Discovered by native americans who had a demon present them a pipe and told them to smoke it so her Anaconda serpent boyfriend could take their women.
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>>41997012Mushrooms are just trying to take your women too btw they're pretty fun guys
>>41997040This is an actual photo of a cat high on catnip.
>>41997054Givem the ole funguy tip
>>41994374Stop looking to add things. Sit quietly and do nothing. Go for walks without headphones. Do your work with no music or podcasts to listen to. Remembering is in the taking away, not adding more things like supplements.
>>41994374If you can, reconnect with your life circumstances you had when you felt more connected. If resistance arises let it go
