Have any of you had any actual paranormal, spiritual or supernatural experiences? What was it like?I want to believe in a Deity, but i feel like i just cannot.
>>42010304I want to but have not. Does that make me inverse schizo?
>>42010304When I was young. Still in primary school can't remember what grade. But a translucent , red Chinese dragon would follow me on my bus ride to school everyday for like three weeks. There was this other time when I was drinking at a bar in Portland and this one lady with a wig and very Hindu accessories sitting with our friends looked at me, and the way her eyes glistened for that moment was very unsettling.l and appeared very unnatural. When my brother died in the hospital my background changed to the lighthouse pier from our hometown. The first few nights of sleeping with my now ex after she had fallen asleep, when I looked at her appeared to have very sunken in eye sockets.
>>42010304My sister was studying at her dads spare house and she was scared to be there alone and asked me to come .It was two stories but the stairs that lead up were on the side and leading to one room only not like a normal house. It looked like pic rel. Unironically i think her dad was a mason now that i know what i know.Anyways at night even though noone but me my sister and her dads chihuahua would be there weird stuff would happen. The door leading up would exude a red light you couldnt see through the gap in the door and there was no signs of any one being on the 2nd floor. Also at night there would be a clear noise of some one or something walking through the hallways on the first floor. My sister and i both heard it and it was like the sound of a woman wearing high heels. Her dad also had that bead door thing and they would move with no airflow at night.That experience is the only reason i dont fully doubt the paranormal.
>>42010304Yes it's completely isolating and I'm lucky to have good friends otherwise I would probably be fucked. That doesn't include the glowies that operate here
>>42010304I infrequently have visions of the future, and I've had an experience where my mind connected with another person. We both felt it and, at the same time, asked "were you thinking _?" These experiences are the ones I'm most confident were supernatural. Then, one time I believe I had a visitor in a dream - someone or something from a higher plane who let me ask a few questions. I awoke feeling this type of bliss I've never experienced again. Could've been supernatural, or just a lucid dream.These experiences happen significantly more frequently when I'm more actively meditating - particularly those visions of the future. I believe our minds can tap into this heightened state which allow us to predict and affect probability, as well as interface with other minds on a higher plane.
>>42010304There are codewords in my mind that seem to show themselves to me randomly that cause me to have the craziest visions, Ive done salvia since and there is some geometry infront of what my eyes can see, its so so so so large and honing in on it youll start to feel like youre traversing through every terrain at once, water, gravel , mud, all of it -- it happens alot thats why all this shit has to be paranormal ya heard?
sometimes the voices say what card will come next in online poker
>>42010304If you haven't had one by now you aren't going to make it.
>>42010509I imagine its a geometry (they always talk) that panders to blessed pipoh
>>42010304Last one I had was i appeared somewhere out of darkness onto a road or drive or path at night, and out of nowhere these 3 guys appeared in dark and very dark blue robes with symbols on them and it was like a onsie because they had a white sort of mask that was part of the robe and looked like a sort of thick cloth, and there was stars on the white mask and i could'n't see any pupils behind the face coverings (because it was at night i suppose just darkness) and they seemed to be trying to corner or contain me and they had been sort of whitish greyish rods they were carrying and did not seem violent, and i remember feeling what I was thinner than I am now and felt older and my hands were bound by something I could not see and as they tried to surround me in a sort of triangle i felt my awareness gaining greatly and i was straining the bonds greatly and I woke up. I told this to others before and one said it sounded like something off epsteins island, which is a bit amusing in a dark sense I suppose.
>>42010304The entire world started giving me signs and I ended up solving a grand puzzle of sorts. Haters will say its psychosis but in reality it's just the spiritual grind.
>>42010304Yes, it was weird, even scary at the time.Appeared to be done by a trickster or a demon though, rather than some everloving god. Careful what you wish for, I guess I'd have to say
>>42010304ive seen a couple poltergeist couple ufos and had a visit by i can only describe as a seraphim in a dreamall those have made me a firm believer in the supenatural i also have the tendency to have consisten lucid dream spellsenough empirical evidence to firmly believe but so rare and negligle is its impact on my day to day life that is nothing more than a fascinating oddityi did manage to get one poltergeist in video
I wonder how many of the posts ITT are made by schizos, which ones are lies, and which ones are genuine.
>>42010831i have also visited places in my dreams that later visited in real life those are always hilariousa couple times ive experienced precognition
we've had a poltergeist in my house for 35 years, among other thing it made a huge plush doll walk into the room and sit in front of the TV I was watching -- seen tons of orange orbs and other UFOs doing freaky shit -- saw a black triangle flying pretty low over my 'hood a few years ago (never believed they really exist) -- a couple instances of telepathy -- shared dreams -- near OBEs -- hundreds of precognitive nightmares some including dates -- absolute strangers knowing who I am and details about me -- at least a million synchronicities large and small -- being cursed -- probably some other stuff I don't recall right nowlast year I called a banishing servitor through a sigil and when it appeared I was slammed with something like an energetic shockwave, that was quite memorable
I saw a flying saucer and had validation next day. Also, weird vivid dreams involving an alien
>>42010304>I want to believethen believe, faggot>I want to knowah, that we can work with
>>42010844read the energy behind the post n00b
>>42010304>I want to believe in a Deity, but i feel like i just cannot.Why? If you start believing in any deity then this means that deity will have power over you Is not best to live your life free of that kind of crap? I mean, if I had the chance of growing up without the christian thing that my parents gave me I think I would be so much happier now. The fact that they made me believe in God sucks because now God is evil to me. God is not good. God is a faggot. See? Why would you want to feel like I feel? It sucks. Trust me, anon, you are better off the way you are, being incapable of believing in any deity. That's one of the best things that can happen to a person. You are free in this sense, anon. If you want to believe in a deity you will lose your freedom in this sense. It will hunt your mind. Don't do it.
bruh one time now im homeless i seen this cloud above my face when i woke up sleeping on the streets it was a ghost say waaaaaaat
Yeah, but mostly not in a good way. The paranormal is real and we live in a spiritual world. But, it is not for the faint of heart to know.
Yep, i do
>>42011377interested in your worldview elaborate
>>42010304Some nearby family was annoying me and I gave them a flick off. They passed away and I'm constantly confronted in the higher mind by someone thinking something wrong at me or told by someone I gave the flick off to some rubbish to make them look less guilty as something I've done wrong. I mean people will even make believe in the afterlife as a constant mind push at someone just for escapism.Because time in the afterlife goes faster their minds just made a block at me.
>>42011530It's a hard thing to elaborate on, but I'll try speaking from the heart. This world was made by demons as a way to extract energy from NPCs and real people. You and I, are just spirits attached at birth to a human body which is why we cry extensively at birth; we lost the battle for our souls before our life on earth even started. From there, we are forced to undergo "trials" that are in reality just scams meant to extract energy from us in different ways. Then, we die before starting the process all over again. Intellectually speaking and as a Christian, I am aware the above contradicts the bible (if we take everything besides the 4 gospels into consideration), but you can just rationalize it in your head that it's other people's turn while you are allowed to leave. Going back to the heart, people's minds and hearts become blackened and possessed by spirits and demons who use them to advance certain agendas. This is a prison farm after all. Even the most wealthy successful people are just slaves with a fancy tie. Ironically, the only way to escape this cycle of reincarnation and suffering is to "grow" from your experiences and win the battle that you lost at the start of your life. It's kind of like dark souls or elden Ring in that aspect; you ate shit to the boss at the start but come back stronger than before. Now speaking personally, there is a hierarchy of demons/overlords in the spiritual plane but you can btfo them out pretty easily once you grow up. Growing up is a 3d process after all: mind, body, and SOUL. Many just think of it as just the body, perhaps the mind too at the most, which is why their cycle of suffering never ends. Even those who become aware of this cycle often fuck up and repeat it, because they were not strong enough to say "no". Just like in dark souls. And what happens when the stronger one wins? The weaker one loses; might makes right.Finally, is it actually possible to win? Yes.
>>42011575this is schizophrenia
>>42010304My life is average and I‘ve never been religious so I just like reading about weird shit. I don’t take it too seriously.
>>42010304More than I can count on both hands.All with a veneer of plausible deniability.Therefore I must conclude two truths.1) The Supernatural forces of this universe are Supernatural because they MUST maintain plausible deniability. Think Vampire the Masquerade but everything Supernatural is playing.2) This strongly implies God exists as he's very famous for refusing to be tested or known in natural ways and is the only being that could control every supernatural force I've ever seen and that the world claims to have seen.
>>42013899>All with a veneer of plausible deniability.do elaborate
>>42010304I'm pretty sure a demon entered my dreams yesterday and I called him a faggot before and after it tried to spook me out. >Get nightmare>Feel entity controlling dream >Call entity out to fuck around and find out >Dream ends >See black shape with tendrils, the size of a cat>Should be shitting bricks because it's a hallucination. >Heh, though so. Goo back to sleep. >Anxious dreams that fail to go full blown nightmare. The entity was a petty bitch too apparently.
>>42014618Just that any story I tell you about seeing the supernatural or synchronicity will always have another explanation to indicate it was not supernatural.I believe this is true of every supernatural occurence.For instance if I told you I saw a ghost and the particulars of that sighting you could easily dismiss the claim as a dream, a delusion, or a lie and under no circumstances could I scientifically prove my story as that would make it not a paranormal or supernatural event.This means there either are no supernatural or paranormal events (which I doubt because our definition of natural is only for the current time period and surely there must be some things outside of our understanding of reality currently) or there's some kind of higher power reigning in all supernatural forces.
>>42010304don't remember exactly how old i was, but 8-10, i'm 42 now, very long time ago.anyway, i was at home alone while my parents went grocery shopping, and i think my brother went with them, or was at the neighbor's house or something. i was getting old enough they trusted me there for a little while, they said they'd be back quickly.so i'm there on the main floor in the kitchen looking for something to eat in the fridge. i was listening to weird al smells like nirvana in headphones, and as i was walking back into the living room from the kitchen, the batteries in my walkman died.i go upstairs to my room to find new batteries, but while doing so, realize i have to piss, so i walk to the bathroom which is next to my bedroom.as i'm walking through the door into the bathroom (it's a long narrow room), i look at the window and then hear a voice say my name audibly, very clearly in a calm male voice.i stopped for a second and looked around, then walked over to the window and looked around to see if possibly a neighbor was out there fucking with me, and nothing. there's a roof outside that someone could have been on and jumped off the other side, but they would have needed a ladder to get up there.i didn't respond to the voice, but just felt like it was weird that it happened, but i also wasn't afraid of it, the voice wasn't scary.
>>42015061yeah that was me, hahasorry about that
>>42015069ah fuck i can't believe you've done this
>>42010304When I was extremely little, I saw a magician do a sleight of hand trick to make a red ball disappear. I was convinced that anyone could just do that, and one day when my mom was in the bathroom doing her hair, I asked if she wanted to see me make my red bouncy ball disappear. It was just one of those ones you used to get from supermarket vending machines for like a quarter. Anyways, she was absentmindedly paying attention to me and said sure, and I said okay and closed my hand tight around the ball, opened it, and it was gone. I told her to look, that I did it, and she wasn't watching. I looked around for the ball, and found it in the hallway behind me, about 5 or so feet away. I have never been able to recreate that, and it's not something I've ever shared with anyone irl because I know it sounds crazy and people will just say I misremembered something and probably dropped the ball and it rolled away, etc.I also have an extremely vivid memory of when I was a toddler, of something that couldn't have possibly have happened. My mom took me to the "local" amusement park (it was like an hour and a half drive away but was and probably still is the biggest amusement park in that state), and we stayed until night. I was too small to ride on anything but the kiddie rides, and one of them was this little car ride where you sat in a small old fashioned style car (meant for toddlers, mind you) that went around on a rail track. It wasn't a rollercoaster or anything, but it did have small hills and curves. Anyways, my mom put me on that ride and the part I vividly remember was me, somehow still in the car, but very high up on a hill, like I was looking down at the amusement park from the side of a mountain. I could see everything, the ski lift ride that took you from one end of the park to the other, the giant rollercoaster, the ferris wheel, all of it. And then the car turned in to a tunnel and suddenly I was back on the ground, at the exit of the ride track.
>>42015178Continuing, but the only thing that's happened to me as an adult is that sometimes I see flashes of color out of the corner of my eye that take different shapes and forms. Sometimes it'll be like a grey/black blob that just skirts across the corner of my vision and startles me, and if I turn to look and see what it was, I never see anything. Others are tiny orbs of like orange and purple (and nearby colors like hints of yellow/pink around the edges of the main mass), they kind of look like the wax in a lava lamp when they split up in to an orb and float up/down before merging with the other wax at the bottom. I saw one earlier today that was very clearly a wisp of white smoke, like you'd see from a lit incense/cigarette, that seemed to be coming out of my soda can, and I looked at it reflexively and it disappeared.
>>42015234This one sounds like phosphenes.Most of the time they are random firings of the visual system. You are more likely to get them if you have practiced meditation in the past.
>>42013781Some people you knew that are in the afterlife now worked and agreed with the idea here for material wealth and your alive mind here can be seen from the afterlife. They would attack your views and put pressure on you because it's a hallucinating wave function with it's own gravity that gets in their way. Something like that, or some disagreement.
>>42015285I have practiced meditation before, though I wouldn't say I was particularly successful with it. I can sit for like 45 minutes but that's not 45 minutes of "silence" really. Mostly just trying to acknowledge and let thoughts flow, trying to sense my body, etc.
>>42010304the times that I have i was on DXM AKA cough medicine and from what i've read everyone has the same experiences on DXM so I can't say that any of what i experienced was actually paranormal.
>>42010304repost from other thread1. Think about someone and look at my phone to find it imediately starts ringing, answer the phone and they were stammering about asking me something, and I answered the question without being asked first which I immediately knew made me suspicious2. Being approached in the middle of the night by rampaging thuds and being overwhelmed by the realization I was about to die, only for my body to begin moving on its own and flying me to safety while I was busy accepting my death3. Approaching the stall in the back of a barn only for it to sound as if someone had gripped it and shook the hell out of it trying to escape. Look inside with a flashlight only to see there was absolutely nothing there4. A light in the night sky coming out of another light in the sky and descending down into the woods, trailing along up and down surveying the woods for several minutes before shooting back up to the other light in the sky and vanishing into it5. Waking up at 3:33 am and noticing that the oven timer next to the alarm clock was 2:22 am at the same time6. Being in a deep dream and one of the characters leans over and says to me "you know this is a dream right" laughing it off and going to the bathroom standing in front of a mirror when I finally realize it's true, I begin to seize control of the dream only for the entire world to become like a flame wobbling around rapidly, and the dream bucked me off or out like I was riding a horse or something, to waking up7. Laying in bed I saw and heard a little kid run under my bed giggling, which woke me up making me realize it was a sleep induced vision8. Feeling ill and laying in bed, behind my eyelids were vivid imagery and a devil approached me and grinned, which made me jump up lean over a trashcan and throw up, which in turn purged the visions and me me feel well
I broke into hell, fought my way through and challenged the mirror for the throne and crownVictory wad not through challenging the throned, but by winning the legions to my side....bleeding for them,....fighting harder for them..I was only there for them....the slaves....the broken....the forgotten....the hated...the vile and despised...the spit upon....the hopeless....the motherless....the leaderless....those who knew no kindness in life....I go to hell for them...not you...NOT YOU!....and left with the knowledge of the secret fire....If I give it this gift humanity, with what would you use it for? Know this well, I have stood among the stars and touched The Creator....
>>420103049 grams of dried psilocybin mushrooms in a salad, with lemonade after a 3 day fast, and metamucil cleanse.You will meet God. It may be scary, but remember He/She loves you.
>>42010304>I want to believe in a Deity, but i feel like i just cannot.Why would someone's words change that? I didn't believe in anything before personal experience. Aphrodite is real, and indicated others are too. But I've said that before and it blends in with the made up stories so there are still threads like this.
>>42016950>Why would someone's words change that?i dunno
I know this guy that keeps divining things that actually happen and people got upset with him very publicly and told him to stop but he ignored them and now he doesn't know what to do so he just keeps doing it.I still can't tell if he's genuinely retarded(ly lucky) or not. The worst part is, no one else I know that knows him seems to be able to either. Can you be retarded and pretty normal at the same time? Is that a thing?
>>42010304I went to two places randomly while travelling. One was called two kids creek or something and I noticed I could literally hear two kids laughing and playing and occasionally a footstep just outside my sight range.Another one I went to capertee and saw a bright light above the clouds move at insane speed silently.I frequently blurt out the next words someone will say. Sometimes very unusual ones that couldn't be guessed, that might happen 10 times a day.I've had other ones but I'm not sure if they were real per se.
>>42010304It awakened me and I'm grateful for that, its allowed me to simply Just know that their things about this world that is beyond the mainstream reality.
>>42010304Was gonna make a thread but decide not tooLast night was interesting, I stirred awake to the sound of rockets going off, like fireworks. I managed to figure it was my imagination and they stopped while I was surrounded by two female demons as my body started vibrating that asked me what I wanted and touched my limp penis. I said "sex" firstly aspirated, then a second time before I accidently bumped myself out of the trance state.This isn't the only time numerous occasions do I have my genitals fondled by demons in the night.When they attack me, my body endorphins render the blunt force more dull like a a back massage, and have had dreams of numerous blonde people walking on my back and giving me a body massage.That's why I'm shilling for 5-htp, an extract from the seed of the Griffonia simplicifolia, when I take 200-400 mgs before bed, I run the occurrence of being awaken to a parasomnia dream of sorts or being reality shifted in my bedroom.I implore people who have it to try it before bed, or people who never had a supernatural experience. The supplement is pretty pricey ranging from 15-30 dollars for a 30 day count. I believe this is the means to convert hylics and make them achieve a gnosis of the corporeal forces of the night..
>>42023889Anon your getting used and abused by these negative entities
>>42010304>actualAs in physical thenCE5 worked, saw star craft, pulled strange maneuvers. Saw visions of greys, reptoids, and heard chatter in my inner monologue. Sped up impossibly fast and stopped impossibly fast too. If humanity is responsible for this, then that's somehow more terrifying than there being actual ayys. The fact that they can immediately respond to your *thoughts* used to put me on edge. Saw a few ghosts when I was a kid. One of them was what looked like a little victorian era girl, orange hair, blue eyes, frilly red dress playing with my sisters dolls. Shushed me and giggled; I ran off screaming "GHOOOOST!" and no-one believed me until later.Saw another one when I was a teenager. Was at school; finished up business in an empty bathroom. Got the sudden urge to turn around, and saw this dude walking out of the stall I was just in. Wore a black shit, jeans. Walked out an into the other one. His footsteps didn't even make noise. Was in a small program, and had never seen that dude before. I didn't say a word, waited for him to walk in and noped out. Got my friends to check with me immediately after. Bathroom was empty, but the air felt heavy and cold. Asked the teacher about it, and a guy had killed himself there a few years ago.That shit spooked me bad. Ghosts in particular are something you have to see to believe. Every smartass seems to have a plausible explanation for them; mass hallucinations, gas poisoning, shifting old house, etc. When you walk into a room, and the temperature inexplicably drops to walk-in-freezer temp, and you see a person made of mist, you will change your mind. Like-wise with CE5. I was already a believer but I can imagine the little skeptics that do try it either go into harder denial, or become one of us.
>>42023902Except these aren't entities of my mind.. They have corporeal bodies, they are purely physical. So the question is, are they hallucinations (hylic take)? or are they supernatural entities that 5-htp allows one to commune with them physically at night? I wouldn't say all my experience were negative, some are actually euphoric and pleasant.
>>42023966They're not hallucinations, be careful.
>>42023973I figured they are curios to me as I am to them, like they asked me for my name one time, and this time they asked me what I wanted.I think it's cool, cause if I can physically alternate the dimension they are in, I wonder if they can interact with our reality by moving stuff. (solomon's temple?)I'm thinking of sleeping naked with writing on my body to communicate with them. (name, location, and questions) I think this will work cause even if the ink doesn't come with my body, the histological changes of mast cells and other histidine acting compounds. I would expect something similar to when a person spills peroxide on their body.If this works I would be able to communicate and get esoteric knowledge on the other side.
>>42010304On the evening of my accident I was completely blasted on what might have been laced weed. I saw one of my buddies under a streetlight and started bombarding him with questions, but whenever I asked why he only appeared in the shaded in the shadow area beneath the light, he’d give me this intrigued glance. I kept pushing, asking why he refused to come out into the light, yet I never got a reply. 30 minutes later, I hopped in my car, wrecked it doing 50, and miraculously "survived" without a scratch. The whole thing has me thinking certain parts of quantum immortality might actually be true.
>>42026758anon those were just drugs talking
>>42030609And what if its not drugs, mr agent smith?
>>42024000They are hallucinations, be careful.
>>42010304Why do you need to have experienced paranormal phenomena in order to believe in a deity kek. I mean, do you just “see a ghost” and then you’re like “i believe in Odin now”?The nature of deities is daimonic, it’s relational and devotional, belief isn’t a calculated choice.I have experienced many paranormal phenomena throughout my life, most i can rationalize, some i can’t. This hasn’t influenced in any way how i relate to any specific deity or dogma.
Plenty, I've seen close up and personally, as in, not in picture, several extra-dimensional beings. One was like a circle with a head and hands and feet coming out of the circle, the other was like a very weird blue dude.
>>42010304I don't know.
I was fucking a witch for a year and was around for some of the rituals she did. When we broke things off I kept getting demons showing up in my sleep. I ended up converting to Christianity and nowadays they just flee whenever I just think about Jesus in some capacity during my sleep paralysis and nightmares. They've even gone as far as trying to impersonate family members and friends. Idk what the fuck clung onto me but it was PISSED for some time. I still miss the witch though, too bad that crazy bitch would not stop summoning demons