The picture is hilarious

Saw apparitions pretty often as a youngin

>>42034983
I saw many big eyed glowing colorful spiders crawling everywhere in my room when I was very little

>>42034983
>5/7 year oldish
>With my parents and aunt out to eat food
>Waiter shows me a cool wine glass anti gravity spin
>Cool
>After the dinner we walk in the center
>See a seated couple in the distance making out
>Dont think im intruding and im curuous so I approach them
>They turn around
>See some type of aura or spirit come from them
>It has this scarily look, almost like the mask euatace uses in courage the cowardly dog
>My aunt takes a hold of me
>Think nothing about the aura and mask apparition ontop of the couple

When I remember it now i'm like the fuck was that moment, didnt feel like my imagination

>>42034983
I wasn't young when this happened but it makes no sense and i can't explain it.

My dog is yipping at the back door so I let her out and watch her scamper off into the back yard. I close the door and go sit on the couch but soon hear a "thunk thunk thunk" noise on the stairs. It's the dog. She is somehow inside and the sound is her tail whacking against the wall. I have no idea how she got back in, let alone up the stairs without me letting her in. The only thing I could think of is somebody grabbed her from the back yard, carried her around front, and sent her through the front door. This is a horrifying idea but all the doors on the house were locked. It still fucks with me.

>>42034983
someone in 2005 recalled that as a kid, underneath the couch emerged a gnarly zombie-like hand that carried a crumpled paper bag. zombie hand put the bag down, paused, and withdrew under the couch. the bag had nails in it.
another person around that time had a remarkably similar instance, but icr how that went. the bag had broken glass.

reminds me of the zombie hand in the toilet from zelda games.

>>42035690
oh fuck, dude... oh fuck...
you did get hurt, but you just can't remember it...

>>42035690
Sounds like a reality shift or you died there. I got something similar.

Around 5-8 years a whole glass cabinet fell on me. I froze and stood up. The whole closet went through me as I stood. When everything was on the floor, I looked around. Everything was broken, but I didn't have a scratch. My mother came into the room and looked shocked. Every time I tell this story to my mother, she's vague about it.

>>42034983
My earliest memories was probably when I was 4 or maybe earlier, but what I remember is that the world was only filled with corners. Walking around like a small dipshit banging my skull into a universe of corners. Probably why I'm on this site right now

>>42035866
one day the realization will hit you hard and fast.

>he has seen the hands
uh oh

>>42036030
its the ones that don't see them reaching that are never heard from again

>>42034983
One time a crow flew through my back door and landed in my kitchen sink, I called upon my mother but when I looked back it disappeared

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>>42034983
yes [spoiler] ghost [/spoiler]

>>42040639
AAAAAA

>>42034983
hmm I wonder why memories from earliest childhood would be unreliable. what a paranormal mystery.

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when my parents took me to visit my grandma's house, my older cousin who lived down the road would take me to really secluded spots in the house, like under a bed, or in the cabinets of this bar in the basement, and make me suck his dick. I was 5 and he was probably like 10 or 11.

Also, my parents periodically took me to "Mary's House," which was like some kind of boarding house, very old furniture and decor.
i have no idea what we were doing there, and we'd just stay a couple of days, never leaving the house.

There was also this time I was in the pickup truck with my mom, and I saw this car approaching from the right side, and could just tell it was going to collide with us, several seconds before it actually did. I envisioned it accelerating down the side street and hitting us, and then watched reality conform to what I had imagined.
After it hit, I wasn't upset at all, and was calmly analyzing whether to cry or not, like I could go either way and seamlessly transition into either crying or not crying.

and then there was that time I drilled a bumblebee out of the air with an electric drill, still not sure how that's even possible

>>42034983
>Mid 2000s-ish.
>Be 9-10.
>Waiting in the car while my parents are dropping by to see a friend.
>At a native reservation at the top of the "tribal hill" as the majority of people there called it.
>See a guy riding a bike that was really thin.
>Black long hair, his entire outfit was really light tan leather with a dark green backpack, prescription glasses, and a wide leather hat.
>"Cowboy hat" for the sake of basic description.
>Seemed normal and whatever at first.
>He then seamlessly goes up from the street over the sidewalk. No ramps or bunny hopping.
>Goes into the grass then straight through the fence.
>Vanishes instantly.
Not like trailing away in the distance. He was just gone in thin air.

I have 2 - first one I was too young to remember.

1.

>Live in very remote property in inland Australia, 300m twisting driveway from the main road
>be 12 months old
>2am
>Mum gets up to check on me
>walking towards my room, sees lights flashing like a torch in my room
>assumes it’s my dad
>walks into my room. Lights stop, no one in the room except me.
>mum panics and checks all windows and doors. All locked
>dogs never barked
>Dad was fast asleep in bed.

Mum still gets weirded out telling that story.

2.

>be 3-4 years old
>live in slightly less remote part of Australia
>6pmish
>watching tv, eating dinner
>doors and windows wide open cause summer
>out of nowhere I start freaking the fuck out saying that a bat is going to fly in the house
>I vaguely remember having a vision of the bat coming in
>mum and dad laugh at me
>bat has never flown in house before
>have never learned what a bat is
>parents start asking me how I know what a bat is
>2 minutes later bat flies in the house and gets trapped behind the cabinet
>first and only time this has ever happened

I've told this one before, but I have the strangest memory of a friend's mother taking me to some padded room where symbols were lit up on the walls, and when we came home I was super sleepy, and the sky was fully pink.
I have no idea if this is a thing that happened, or a dream.

I also have the common memory of floating to the ceiling while in bed. Even doing it collectively with a friend who was sleeping over

I have a memory of a helicopter flying right past my window, which in retrospect is impossible. I have the hot air balloon memory (I have never been on one).

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>>42034983
When i was a kid my mom was filling out paperwork to immigrate to the US so I would frequently go with her and sit in waiting rooms of governemt buildings. In one room there was a little window that would open and a man would appear and call people up. My mom leaned over and whispered to me "look, next time he comes it will be a different room." Every time he came and opened the window he would be standing in a different room with a different background. Im in my 30s now and asked her about it recently. She doesnt remember any such thing and I cant explain what happened or why I remember this.

>>42035690
What material was the wall? And what part of your body took the brunt of the impact?

>>42048458
placing money on the final major impact spot will be right between the base of neck and both shoulderblades, upper back.

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well…i think i remember seeing some kind of black shadow ghost thing with red eyes in a doorway while I was in the bath once. Honestly though, I just think I was bored and hyper and imagined something I thought was cool lol.

BUT since people are sharing near death experiences and things, I feel as though ive died at work before.

h*cl, im an arborist and it’s possible ive died so many times at work lmao. very dangerous job with chainsaws and woodchippers.

i remember an absolutely gigantic piece of wood was falling out of a tree (tied with ropes but out of control) and i was right under it. i figured i was gonna get squished to death, but i don’t remember what happened and i was safely standing there with the log on the ground nearby and started to untie the rope like nothing happened idk.

also car accidents. like i thought for sure im losing control, im gonna get hit etc. then idk what happens and im back to driving normal again.

makes me believe in a quantum jump theory or whatever…like if its not your time to go you hop across universes or something and just keep going.

>>42049546
then again idk im retarded maybe i just get big adrenaline or cortisol spikes then dumps and they go back to normal when nothing actually occurs and i feel weird for a minute :-Dddd

In grade school some girl freaked out because apparently a "green hand" came out of the toilet and all the kids gathered outside with the teachers and we were all too freaked out to go inside,felt like one of those Japanese urban legends lol

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these memories all sound like implants.
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=JavPI3Iw7LE&pp=0gcJCa4KAYcqIYzv

Two things come to mind.

Earliest "memory"
>Visiting massive stone castle/palace with parents
>Remember the rickety uncomfortable stroller
>Been sitting for too long, legs itching
>I have to be quiet, it's so echo-y
>the sun shining trough tall windows located absurdly high up
>Its hot and stuffy, air full of dust
>Sun's rays catches the dusty air
>Ceiling seems infinitely far away
>Wooden desk/reception in the middle
>Im struggling and twisting in the stupid stroller
>Its hard to breathe with all this dust
>Cheap old toys in a small rotating metal wireframe stand, on the reception
>Sun-bleached plastic, their once vivid colors slightly distorted
>They’re absolute treasures
>Most beautiful things I've ever seen
>Can't have them, they're not actually toys
>Not upset or anything, it's just how it is
>No one can have them, they're decorations
>Concept so alien to me, baffled, think about it for what felt like hours
>They spin slowly around in the dusty rays of sun
I can't even begin to describe how insanely surreal the experience/memory felt like. Typing it out and reading it back, it's just seems like nothing but it was so incredibly ethereal and abstract experience, yst vivid and sharp if I e er experienced something similar today I would loose my fucking mind, fear for my life type shit. Sheer terror.
Used to ask my parents every few years if we ever took a day trip to any structures like that, they don't remember, closest was a local museum and a church but they don't fit the bill.
Probably not even a real memory, just an amalgamation of dream snippets warped over the decades. Stupid mind

Cont.

>>42034983
>be me
>about the age of 4
>sitting on couch with my mom
>watching tv
>see a kid from the corner of my eye
>turn my head and see him
>he was a mixture of purple, blue and red
>he turns his head to me
>he waves
>i wave back
>he heads out the door and disappears
>mom asked me who i am waving to
>tell her
>she shits herself

I lost my Power Ranger figure outside and found it in my room a few days later. It had fallen into a river from a bridge and my friends and I tried to recover it but we couldn’t find it in the murky water. A few days later it reappeared in the container where I kept my toys in my room. I still have it.

>>42050162
Second, tame but scary in the moment
>6 years old ish?
>Visiting a big theme park zoo hybrid
>Very busy day, peopleeverywhere
>Parents & their closest friend couple and their infant child
>I'm so excited and impatient
>Adults take forever to walk anywhere
>I run ahead to scout, then rush back to report practically everything I saw
>Back and forth, back and forth times ten
>Running as fast (reckless) as I can, dodging between and occasionally bumping into people
>Nothing can stop my mission
>There’s no monsters nor ghosts, I am the most dangerous thing here. The apex predator.
>Two women on the approach, stand out in the blur of bodies
>I abruptly slow down and stop, trying to process what I'm seeing
>They’re just up ahead, casually conversing andfollowing the flow of the crowd
>I don't realize why they prompted such an action
>It hits me
>One of them doesn't even resemble a human.
>I assume it's a female due to the apparel
>Entire skin covered in bulbs, growths or bumps
>Shins, hands arms, neck and face especially the face completely covered
>Theres not a single spot of "normal" smooth skin
>No distinguishable facial features, there's no eyes, no nose, no mouth just bumps of varying sizes
>Monsters are real!
>An honest to God actual monster right before my eyes! Not a cartoon or a movie, not a story or book. Real monster, walking towards me.
>I am in danger
>360 away, crying my eyes out in desperation
>Holding my breath too for some reason
>Run too far, past my parents
>Feel like I'm going to pass the fuck out
>Realize too late that I overshot them, have to back track while terrified of encountering the monster again
>Locate adults, run into them and bust my lip
>Crying and more crying, incoherently howling
>They’re confused but mom takes me to the car because Im absolutely hysterical
>Sit out rest of trip in the parking lot
>Mom tries to comfort me, monsters are not real
>Bitch, I KNOW what I saw
Cont.

>>42050316
whooo, are you familiar with the music video for "kids" by MGMT?

>>42050316
Today, I realize it was most likely some poor woman with a pretty extreme case ofn eurofibromatosis or whatever, must be awful to live with
Scary shit to me as a kid though

>>42050329
Just know the cover image and the song. Its the all the other kids etc right? Haven't seen the music vid, why?

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>>42034983
This happened to me when I was 5, way back in 1986.

>parents left me and my 10 year old sister home alone while they went to catch a movie
>we had a beautiful white spitz like pic related
>she was a very good and protective dog
>stayed right by the front door whenever my parents were gone in case any strangers tried to come in the house
>my sister and I were down the hall in the living room watching some Disney movie
>decide to go to my bedroom to get something
>walk by the entryway and look over at my good girl sitting by the door
>she’s not a good girl anymore
>she looks like she was charred and smoldering like she had been set on fire
>beautiful white fur turned to smoldering black with smoke rising off of her
>she lifts her head up to look at me with white gnashing teeth
>her eyes look red
>stand there frozen in fear for 5 or so seconds
>turn around and quickly walk back to the living room shaking with fear
>sit next to my sister and throw a blanket over my head
>Sit there with my heart pounding for a few minutes before deciding to get up and check on my dog
>slowly walk back to wheee dog is sitting
>she’s beautiful white again and wagging her tail
>walks over to greet me

I’ve never told anyone about this my entire life. I can’t explain what the hell happened but it has been burned into my memory my life.

>>42050344
because it's very pertinent to your story. ugly little repto kid is the focus of the music vid, and he's actually frightened by adults wearing really revolting masks. like actual "wtf are you wearing the mask of the guy in the funkytown cartel video" tier masks around a little kid. an ugly little kid, but still.

>>42050412
Interesting, .ill give it a go later, have to take care of some stuff.

>>42034983
>be 7 or 8
>living in unfinished basement of abusive stepfather with my brother
>have a nightlight
>there is a lighbulb with a string hanging in the middle of the room
>anytime I turned the light off and made the string still, it would always start swinging
>always remember looking up and seeing it start swinging and would fall asleep

>be 8
>dream that I'm floating around in my room
>fall into my bed and wake up
>I bounced in real life, as if I was actually floating and fell into my bed
it wasn't a small bounce either, my body was completely in the air for a moment
also this is less paranormal, but I have another one
>walking to car in walmart parking lot, walking behind mom
>wasn't thinking and wandered from side of street towards the center, behind mom so she doesn't notice
>car is coming at me
>as I hear the brakes screech and watch the car coming towards me, my life flashes before my eyes
>it was as if I suddenly remembered everything I did up to that point, all in a single moment
>car stopped, mom scolded me for heading out into the road
>too shocked to tell mom what just happened
thinking back on it, the car was never going to hit me
it was a parking lot so everyone including the driver was driving slow and she hit the brakes far enough away, when she came to a complete stop she was still several yards away
but having my life flash before my eyes was a very surreal experience as a child

I have 2. first one actually freaks me out a bit because it's a clear, detailed memory and I don't believe it was a dream.
>nighttime in our shitty trailer
>I'm in the kitchen, awake. Maybe 5 or 6 years old
>see a bug on the floor. it moves like an inchworm
>I get down to look at it more closely
>it's not a bug, it's a thin red feather from off of one of mom's shirts
>it's moving like a fucking inchworm even though it was 100% a feather
>even as a kid I was like wtf
the other one was definitely just a vivid dream but it did give me a phobia of spiders for my entire childhood:
>falling asleep in bed
>sense something above me
>see a GIANT spider creeping toward me down the wall
>shaped kinda like a black widow with spindly legs, but way too big to be native to anywhere but australia (I'm not an aussie)
>I can't move
>open my mouth but can't scream
>spider gets reeeeally close to my face but then just slowly turns and stalks away
I never feared any critters up to that point. I've never been afraid of bugs, snakes, or rodents. But after that dream I was petrified of spiders, even feared going to the bathroom because we always had those little corner spiders (they're chill and never moved, I was just being a huge pussy)

>>42034983
>>42035690
mfw demons fw euphoria physics in our world the same way ((we)) do in vidya

what goes around..

>>42049582
sorry that was me

>>42042340
What the fuck

Anon, I got chills from this post

I was just thinking about posting about this time that I had to do something with colored lights on the floor, there were no windows, and then I got moved to a room with really high up windows, and there was like light pink or orangey light coming in, but when driving home, the sky was a normal blue.

But then I read the rest of the post, and I'm freaking out even more... I also have a a memory (or recurring dream?) of floating out of my bed, and a bright light shining in my window that I thought was an airplane spotlight or something...

What the fuck does this mean, I feel like I'm tripping balls right now...

>>42050602
And for the record, no, it wasn't a dream, because I asked my mom about it a little while ago, and she told me it was a hearing test, but what the hell kind of hearing test has a padded floor with lights and symbols?

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I was in a park late at night with a friend. It was dark in the park but it's not particularly big and all around it was well lit up streets. Saw a camera flash (a real one, not a gay phone one) go off 5 meters infront of me with no source for it in an empty field. I then barely perceived a blurr cover 150m from that spot around the corner in a fraction of a second. The guy who I was there with who saw that would always try to change the subject or get mad at me whenever I would bring it up.
Here's a google maps view of the actual park and my 500 hours in MS paint sketch of the incident. I'm sure you could figure out what the drawings are

>>42034983
Yeah, a feminine spirit awoke me when I was 4-5 and told me to wake my mom up because he was 'in trouble'. I didn't feel frightened at all.. I immediately told my mom those exact words. He's in trouble I said.
Well, turns out he actually was struggling to breathe and my mom called an ambulance. By the time they arrive, he had stopped breathing but they were able to save him. He's still alive 20 years later.

I was also in the GATE program, had to repeat kindergarten because of my "hearing problems" which were miraculously healed after I went into the GATE program at such a young age.
Always felt fascinated by 60s counterculture and the music of that time although some of it makes me feel weird and anxious. LOVED Yellow Submarine growing up and had a fascination with drugs too, even at 10. Also feel fascinated by futuristic/retro Y2K stuff whether its music, movies and shows or the general aeshtetic of it all. I even love how shows like The Sopranos and The Wire are shot.
Then at 12-13, my parents becme drug addicts and we lost everything. My life story is crazy and I'd be here all day if I told it all.. but yeah, I have a lot of strange experiences. I always have felt 'targeted' if that makes sense. I have never been gangstalked though, at least not to my knowledge. But they do keep an eye on me because they love me. Around the time my life went to shit which was immediately a week after the supposed doomsday 2012 event and I found out about the "Illuminati" and satanic conspiracy theories. I went into psychosis because of it. Now, I realize even Christianity is a fucking lie. It's all bullshit. And reptilians? They're fucking real. I have suffered so much loss and grief i just drink to cope. My existential intrusive thoughts have gotten worse and I hate living.

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>>42050650
>Yeah, a feminine spirit awoke me when I was 4-5 and told me to wake my mom up because he was 'in trouble'. I didn't feel frightened at all.. I immediately told my mom those exact words. He's in trouble I said.
>Well, turns out he actually was struggling to breathe and my mom called an ambulance. By the time they arrive, he had stopped breathing but they were able to save him. He's still alive 20 years later.
I should've specified that I'm referring to my brother. Apologies.

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Top down view for better depth perception. There's trees in the field now, 17 years ago there was only 1 big tree in the center that's gone now and nothing else.

>>42035650
I once found a dog just roaming around outside at like 11 at night. I called the number on the tag and the guy told me he wasn't home but his son was and gave me an address that was a minute away from where I found the dog. So I knock on his door and this guy, maybe 18 or 20, come out confused why I'm knocking on his door so late and I tell him I have his dog in my car and he says no way I just he just locked her up or something I can't remember his wording. The gist of it was he secured her. He was mind fucked when he came to my car and found his dog sitting there.

>>42035796
This is hilarious

>>42048509
Why?

>>42050699
i'm not gonna spill my secrets.

I still remember the time i was 3 or 4 and gaining conciousness. Was trippy af sitting on the couch enjoin my milk then all of a sudden remembering everything that happen to me up to that point then forgetting it then just realizing i can think. Shit felt weird then i went back to watching tv and sipping milk

>>42050180
maybe she had a miscarriage?

>>42050602
abduction screen memories?

>>42034983

sorry for terrible writing.
>be young kid me
>very sick and feeling delirious
>have high fever and lay in your bed
>family is sleeping
>fall asleep in your room
>wake up in the middle of the night
>not feeling tired
>decide to watch television in the living room
>house feels completely empty and eerily silent as if everyone left
>shrug it off because remember that everyone else is sleeping
>hop on couch and start an old CRT TV
>TV blasts static noise at max volume
>only TV static snowfall is visible on the screen
>panic the fuck out
>TV wont lower volume or change channels as i smash TV remote
>run towards TV and unplug cord from the wall socket
>nope the fuck out
>run back to your room
>cry and panic more
>fall asleep again
>wake up next morning
>remember what an awful fever nightmare you just had
>out of sheer curiosity walk in the living room
>start TV
>won't start
>check the wall
>TV is unplugged
>feel your face getting pale as the realization hits in
>unsure was it a dream anymore
>plug TV back in
>works normally
>wonder till this day what went down

Whole episode felt like a trip to another dimension. My dad used to wake up to the smallest of noises back then so he would have yelled at me at the dead of the night if i was blasting TV at max volume at that time. But even after all that noise and me panicking and causing a ruckus, nobody would wake up and check what i was doing. I still to this day have no idea was it a nightmare or was i just completely delirious from the high fever and painkillers that i couldnt get the TV to work and by some sheer luck i didnt wake up the whole house. I still remember this episode vividly after two decades.

>>42050941
>miscarriage
Her reaction makes me think abortion instead

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>>42034983
>be me
>3-6 years old
>go with my grandparents to a krystal's
>food is good.png
>car crashes into the restaurant, the front wall which was completely glass just got shattered
>me and grandparents walk over to see the destruction
>i shout "THAT WAS SO AWESOME"
>grandparents explain that it actually wasnt awesome and somebody couldve got hurt

i tried finding out more about this incident but i cant find any pictures of the incident, it was in the nashville area between 2011-2014

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>>42050773

>be 7
>live on old farmhouse that parents bought
>but its now in a suburb because sprawl
>look into the hallway all night afraid of angels
>more afraid to see an angel than a demon
>see a tall figure wearing a robe in the end of the hallway
>terrified, it turns to look at me then vanishes

another time in same house
>old cherry tree in backyard
>see a huge black leopard climb tree
>so convinced that i saw what i saw that i scream and parents run in
>they call the cops
>no one can find any evidence of a big cat
>iknowwhatisaw

PNW, 1995

>In school
>Teacher is going around handing out work sheets to groups
>We get our sheet
>all talking together
>Few min later
>Teacher comes to give us the same sheet
>Six of us at table
>"We already got this!"
>Teacher looks at us weird, tells us she didn't give us one yet
>We all search the area for the sheet
>gone
>All of us believed we got it still, insist she gave it to us

I think we got the sheet but the universe glitched or something

>>42049546
How much do you get paid? Was wondering how much ppl get paid to make that worth it.

>>42035708
Creepy, I've seen a story like this but it was razor blades.

I recall seeing a very intense sapphire-blue colored object as a toddler. I don't recall the shape or anything, but the color really sticks with me. I had run over to it, but it wasn't there when I got close.

>>42049546
my buddy's younger brother died in a bark chipper accident like 13 years ago, in WA state. It was really tragic. I've also had a lot of "whoa how did i not die there" moments but for me it mostly involves how i used to sit there and inject heroin over and over then mix benzos with it, drink a large glass of vodka, completely black out, then wonder how i ended up in a different city.

>>42053484
Weird question, did the color feel more real than reality? Do you feel a strong urge to see that color again somehow?

>>42054096
It was special enough I wanted to go get whatever it was. Anything further, I'm too far from that point in time to recall. I do happen to like that sapphire-blue type color though.

>>42037399
Eric Draven?

>>42047950
It was the baby eating Tribe member who enabled your immigration.

When I was a kid I had these dreams, almost like they were memories, of an older man with long white hair talking to me in the woods I grew up in

I remember screaming, "I don't want to go back, I don't want to do it again, " as he was forcing me to live another life here

I saw what life was like before I came compared to what life is here, and I slowly forgot as he forced me back into this life and everything faded, as if was only ever like it is here on Earth

That was when I was four of five, and I may have had other memories or moments of God speaking to me with very vivid feelings and visions

I had another dream along the same lines when I was in my early 20s, that I took off flying in a lucid dream, and came down to the trees and saw two men, identical, with white hair, robes, and blue eyes

They entered my dream to give me some knowledge I think

I have been diagnosed with schizophrenia for a few years now and have a consisting voice in my mind, like a fully fledged person and has shown me 100/100 divinity, extremely vivid feelings and full body/emotion/mind experiences

I mean, true divinity, it's hard to describe because it's bigger than the world when I'm shown those things

I was a shown a feeling today of exactly how Jesus felt about God, and what it felt like to Jesus, and it was unmistakeably, "how I felt when I was Jesus," dealing with divinity of that sort

But the memories of the white haired man forcing me to live this life became very vivid a few years ago after remembering again

I had no mental health issues aside from anxiety around the time I was remembering a lot of my childhood

>>42054694
Why would this deity go specially out of their way to force you to reincarnate? You must have had a relationship with the deity before your life here. Probably Yahweh

>>42054922

I don't know, but the entity I'm stick with now/the voice I hear in my head 24/7 and is a fully fledged person

Spent almost all of 2023 portraying themselves as a white haired God, just God (as stereotypically as possible

I would lie on the sidewalk each night with my cigarette and have full conversations with Yahweh, God, his entire face vividly painted on the sky, voice booming

During this time, from January to September of 2024, which is when I experienced God in several different, unimaginable, undescribable experiences

It was like, there's a quality in everything, this something makes up everything, and all of it is the same, as myself, and I was literally just God walking around on Earth discovering myself, feeling and experiencing being God in these 1 million percent vivid and spiritual experiences

It's impossible to describe these emotions which can only be described as the feelings only God would have, but it is unmistakenly true divinity

The voice has tortured me a lot over the years though, and says he'll be kinder, and I really hope so

He says he will

>>42055006
Sorry for the bad grammar

>>42034983
When I was 8 I had an extremely vivid dream in which I saw what I was going to look like as an adult. It turned out to be completely accurate.

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>>42050633
It's called VRA (visual reinforcement audiometry). I got tested at 2 and they had these little black cabinets with drumming animals like pandas on either side of the room (you can see one in the picture) that turned on with lights and sound to test hearing. When they were off you couldn't see inside. Scared the shit out of me back then. Room wasn't really padded though as I can remember.

>>42050405
I have something kinda similar, not paranormal though I guess.
I was at home one day, 12-16ish years old. I walk into the kitchen , which has a C shaped countertop layout. My dog, medium terrier, comes up and stands at the entrance to the kitchen and starts growling at me. Ears back, fur up, like he seriously wants to hurt me. I start yelling at him, yelling his name, and after like 30 seconds of just staring at each other he walks away. It's not like he didn't know it was me, and he was like 10ish years old at this point I think. Never happened before, never happened again.

>>42034983
Because this happened in 1989, so I was 8. Is that too old? In any case, I'll tell my story. That year in my country one of our worst disaster which began the quick collapse of a developing town happened. This was before, early 1989. It wasn't the town I lived, however one grandfather moved to it in late 1970s so often we visited. You must visualise his house and surrounding: yard close to the river, houses on both sides, alleys between, many trees behind, inside his house the entrance angled with a big window to see the river. When visiting, we (I at 8, my sister at 5 and our parents) all slept together in two connected rooms with an opening wall. I and my sister slept with grandfather (his bedroom), room closer to the entrance because he needed faster toilet access (across entrance).

This night I woke when grandfather made some noise on the toilet return, then couldn't fall back so I went to drink water in the kitchen (across parents). Visualise the doors: in grandfather's bedroom open, in corridor closed, so I couldn't see parents. In the kitchen a window with river view, in the yard I saw a small white man walk right (out of view). To be clear, not European or such but completely white like very pale, naked, bald or very short white hair. His movement was slow and shaking. It was scary. When I stopped seeing him, I ran to open the parent's room door in the corridor and told about seeing a ghost. Dad said probably he was homeless and drunk, not a ghost. Mum made a small quick ghost ward ritual. Because I couldn't sleep, so I went to look out from the right alley window if he was there. In the corridor's end on the right (from the corridor's end point so the wall on the right was to behind the house) had the interior entrance to the cellar that always scared me. An exterior entrance also existed, however grandfather never opened because animals could get inside so on the inside was a shelf.

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When I came to the end, from the cellar I heard one banging noise. The window was in front of me so I saw the next house's wall and light in a window (at home somebody was awake). In the alley the white man carried a rice bag, walking left (towards river). I ran to tell parents, the white man stole grandfather's rice. Because of course that's what I thought, he broke in the cellar's exterior entrance and that was the bang I heard. But, it wasn't. Grandfather hoarded in the cellar because it preserved better, so he knew "I have ten bags" or such, all remained. After this, the visitation was normal.

Next time we visited, probably few weeks later, I couldn't sleep because I was scared of the white man's memory. At night I went to the corridor's end and looked outside but didn't see anything, so started walking back to bed. This time the parent's room's door in the corridor was open so I saw them. Also, the white man stood in the corner and watched my sleeping parents. It was too scary so I quietly walked around (still in the corridor) to grandfather's room to wake him. He turned on the light so it brightened the parent's room too. The man wasn't there. Because of the light, my sister also woke. This time dad quickly looked around the house if an intruder really was inside, however didn't find anybody. Mum made another quick ghost ward ritual and then back to sleep.

Next night I slept but my sister woke from a nightmare with crying. She said a white man took her into a hole and told her about how all he can eat is raw rice and always hurts. This time parents were angry, both at me and "drunk neighbour" for scaring her. Despite not really believing in him. Because I had told about the light in the next house, now in the middle of the night my dad went to make an angry speech. After all, he had to live in that house. That was wrong: a young married couple lived there, like grandfather said. Nobody in the area looked like him. This made our parents angry at only me.

2/3

Many years later, late 1990s or early 2000s, I asked my sister about the white man. She got angry because she completely forgot, now that I reminded she had a clear memory of that time when he woke her and by hand walked with her to a hole in the floor and went inside. When she said, his hole was full of clothes, the memory I forgot came back: I also saw his hole, though this was later. Many times when we visited grandfather, nothing scary happened and it became like normal again. He lived there until 1999, ten years after the disaster. The year when I saw the white man's hole must be late 1991 or early 1992 so I was 10 or 11 because I remember after another incident. On the yard's side a ditch redirected rainwater into the river, its right end (farthest from river) behind the house in bushes next to toilet's wall (window above). That time for some reason I went in the bushes and found a girl's shirt on the ground under the window. Everybody said it must've been some neighbour's daughter's dropping.

That night, I had an experience or nightmare that later I forgot. I went to the toilet and the floor had a small hole. Inside, full of clothes. I took the piss and flushed, washed hands, then saw outside the window the white man was looking in. In the morning I told parents about it, though they didn't believe and no hole existed. So, it must have been a nightmare. But, how did both my sister and I have this same nightmare about the white man's hole with clothes inside? The hole was only so small that a man must squeeze to completely fill it, filled with shirts and pants and skirts and socks as like some sort of nest.

Nobody ever saw the white man again. I don't know what he was or who. Because his hole wasn't there, that's why I think maybe he really was a ghost. Though, later as an adult it's scary to think about the clothes. Of course he wasn't a murderer or such because in the area was very low violence, at most a thief. Unless, he really was a ghost or other.

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This happened when I was 7 or 8 years old. My parents had been divorced for a year, and I was quite spoiled. Since my mom had no one to leave me with, she took me to the Amazon. Excited by movies like The Mummy, I thought I would be an adventurer.

We stayed at the house of a friend from college. Both the locals and the professors warned me not to go out at night: some children had disappeared in the jungle. Obviously, I did the opposite. One night, when the house was empty, I went out to explore, looking for ruins. I walked among the trees using my DS as a flashlight. After a while, I got hungry and wanted to go back, but I couldn't find my way.

Then an old woman appeared. She said she would help me get back, and I trustingly followed her. She took me to a cabin on a hillside from where I could see the jungle covered in fog. The sky was clear, but everything below seemed hazy. She spoke to me with an accent I could barely understand. I tried to teach her Mario Kart as if nothing had happened. She offered me “natural chocolates”; I saved them without eating them.

I had charged my DS before leaving, but when she touched it, the battery began to drain until it turned off. I started crying over my lost record. The lady didn't understand why I was crying. When she got tired, she grabbed my wrist tightly, said something in another language, and dragged me outside.

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>>42056647


The old woman pulled me through the forest until we reached a stone path, and that's when I stopped crying. On either side of this stone path were very tall rock monoliths with figures of men on them. I remember these monoliths clearly because I felt like they were watching me. The fog was so thick that I couldn't see the sky. All I could hear were our footsteps and nothing else. These monoliths were enormous, imposing like buildings watching me, monitoring my every step, observing and judging me. The air was cold, and I found it difficult to breathe.

I tried to touch one, but the old woman pulled me back harder. After that, we crossed another stretch of jungle, and the woman literally threw me into the chicken coop of a house on the edge of the jungle. She spat at me and left through the bushes.

I stayed there for a while processing the sight of those rock monoliths. I had never seen anything like it. I still have a vivid memory of those stone men in front of me. What snapped me out of my thoughts was a child who screamed when he saw me among the chickens.

His parents quickly saw me and took me to the plaza where a search party had been looking for me. It was already dawn, but for me, no more than an hour had passed.

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>>42056678

During that day, the adults overwhelmed me with questions, wanting to hear my story, and I repeated it to them several times: the old woman and the stone men. An elderly man came over. He looked like he was over 90 years old, and silencing the rest, he asked, “Did you eat something that lady gave you?” I told him no and tried to show him the chocolates the lady had given me from my pocket, but all I got were pieces of insects wrapped in tree leaves. I quickly threw them on the floor, scared.

The old man silenced everyone and tried to calm me down. They took me to his house on his orders, where he began to do some things to me. He made me drink a horrible juice and rub leaves on my body. When I smelled the plant and was about to vomit, they finally let me go. No one said anything to me about the event for the rest of my stay with my mother in that town

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This is still fresh in my memory almost 20 years later: that old woman, those rock-like men, and the icy air around them. When I turned 19, I told my mom about this, since the old man had spoken to her privately after leaving me smelling like plants. She tried to dodge the question but quickly spoke up.

She told me that the old man was a shaman and that he had protected me from the witch's magic. He told her that I should not go near the jungle again, or else the witch would try to find me again. He also told her that if I started seeing these “rock men” in my dreams, she should prepare my funeral, as they were guardians of death and would come to claim my soul soon.

I have no memory of ever dreaming about these rock men, and I returned to the Amazon a couple more times without anything relevant happening, but I still have that “adventure” etched in my mind.

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>got invited by a friend to sleep over at his dads
>house is located outside of city like 20 miles
>basically in the middle of the woods and fields
>after dark decide to go with my friend to the fields
>nothing to do so we lie on the ground and watch stars
>notice one particular star that was somehow pulsating
>explain where it is so that my guy next to me can look at it as well
>dude locks it in after a struggle to see it
>fucking clear night sky okay not that easy
>he says that indeed it is acting weird as fuck
>we spend the next 5 minutes contemplating and looking at it
>starts getting cold so we head back to the house
>his father goes bananas when he sees us
>starts panicking and shit asking us where we were
>we explain we were nearby in the field and we weren't even out for more than an hour
>dude looks us dead in the eyes and picks up his phone
>calls a bunch of numbers explaining that he found us and to call off the search
>mfw he said we were gone for more than 5 hours
>mfw he shows us the time and its 3 am
>mfw when we went outside at 9 pm

>circa 2000
>I was in sixth grade
>My classroom has a view of a stream/river that separates my part of town with "across the bay"
>The rivers mouth is to the west, and the other end flows through the main part of town to
>In class one day
>Look out
>See black triangular plane flying from town to the mouth of the river
>It doubles back towards town
>It's completely soundless
> nobody else sees it, no reports of any training or anything
>There's an airport a half hours drive or so to the east, and a former military base in the other direction
>It wasn't going the right way for either, plus the base hadn't been active since the 1950s

>>42034983
I was maybe 3 or 4 years old, and I remeber waking up from a nap and everything seemed off. Everything was dark and I got out of my bed and went toward the door to my room which was closed. I remember trying to open the door and it was locked. I remember grabbing at the handle and starting to freak out since I couldn’t leave the room.

I then remember something like a big hand, or some type of force, covering my mouth and preventing me from screaming. It was as if I was being held back and couldn’t scream or grab the door. I do not remember anything else about that time and I can’t ask if anybody else knows. But it’s in my memory. Perhaps it was my first sleep paralysis?

>>42056779
How high were you guys?

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>>42056921
Probably the b2 stealth bomber or F117

>>42058882
They look similar to the airplane I saw. It was definitely a "triangle-ish" aircraft. I know little about military aircraft now, and I knew even less when I was in elementary school lol.

It was completely silent, though. All I could hear was the teacher going on with their lesson

> Parents in front seats of car and me and my brother in back. Driving down road in Minnesota
> before we were all forced to wear seatbelts
> see a monkey run across the road behind us
> there's a monkey! A monkey ran across the road
> no one believes and I get teased by my family for years about it

Years later find out a pet monkey in our neighborhood escaped

>>42060316
Turns out that you weren't monkeying around after all!

>>42055014
K, don't have bad grammar again though. You are better than that.

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>>42050837
I wonder if certain souls enter into the body later like at ages 3-4 as you and other people have said, and then there's some who've been there since birth.
When I think back to my earliest memories, I can still remember my thought process and mindset even at the age of 3. It feels very close to me and far away from where I'm at now at the same time.
Do you know if you were crying out of the womb or quiet? I've heard that quiet babies are more hardened and familiar with this realm than new ones, who are often crying when they are born because they just entered a new life after the last one.
My brother and me were apparently very quiet babies to the point it scared the shit out of our mom half the time. I don't have any past life memories or anything significant happening in my childhood relating to that, but those who do often had a traumatic death before this life, so it's probably due to that.
Sorry for the long unrelated ramble. I've just heard a lot of stories of people remembering gaining consciousness as toddlers and it always intrigued me.

>>42065666
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Walk-in_(concept)

>>42065666
>be around 6
>night is outside
>i want to go out
>mom says you cant its dark
>pls mom
>i said no! There is cangaroo outside
>rn you have to go to bed
>me looking at window outside to see kangaroo
>holy shit
>shocked
>there is really kangaroo in the yard running in circles
>kangaroo looks at me
>i moved away from window very fast
>jumped into bed
>28 rn
> i still remember kangaroo and don’t have explanation for my memory

>>42034983
I had a night where I was biting off the insides of my cheek and swallowing them all night long. It felt so real to me.

>>42065666
yeah i gained it as a baby and went back to sleep.
at around 3 started having full recollection moments like shitting without diapers.
don't have photographic memory.
Personally did not want to be put in this body obviously we do not get a say in this and are forced to play it out...
Wanted to kill myself at 4 and didn't do it then so i have decided to live until my fated death.

>>42034983
>be 3 or 4
>mom and dad suddenly walk inside the room
>dad is holding a cassette tape
>he looks anxious
>"anon, satan has sent us a message"
>he puts tape into the player
>on screen a huge owl is looking straight at the camera, behind him the earth is burning
>the owl talks in a human voice, he's clearly a satan
>"second coming is near"
>says also bunch of other shit, how us humans have fucked up etc
>the tape ends
I didn't dream this shit, I remember it as vividly right now as I did back then. Never brought this up with my parents tho, they would think im crazy lol. Still scared of owls to this day.

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>about 5-7ish
>walking on the sidewalk infant of my house because the washing machine (think it could have also been the car) was making a strange noise
>right in front of me and old rusted railroad spike falls from the ski and lands in front me
>strange sound in appliances stops
>gave it to my mom and never saw it again
Its not overtly paranormal but it never made much sence how a spike from the early 20th century just fell from the ski i live nowere near train tracks

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This is really starting to piss me off this thread made me think of a couple of months ago when I asked my mom.about a strange memory from my childhood but for the fucking life of me I can't rember what

>>42065760
Did you ever ask your mom if she remembers?
I have early memories of my mom saying weird stuff, all of which she denies but I can see and hear clearly in my memory

demons emerged from the dark (eyes closed). I prayed every single night to God to “heal my visions”. It worked. I slept like a baby the rest of my life. ;)

> Came home early from school
> an opened envelope is on the kitchen table
> inside is one of those gimp & beads geckos people used to make
> written on the envelope, “a token of appreciation”
> whatever
> parents come home. “Anon, where did this bead lizard come from?”
> told them up read the envelope
> envelope is missing
> no one ever believes my claim about where it came from or what the envelope said

>>42034983
>>42036030
>>42036179
It's crazy you mention hands, As a child 3/4ish I had a fear of hands underneath any bed/sofa that would grab me by my ankles and drag me down. It was a bizarre series of nightmares where I was helpless trying to pull myself for my life. No one came to help/save me. My parents would watch shaking their head as if I deserved this. They were human hands, not demonic ones or claws. They had abrupt endings. I remember "Thing" from Addams Family kind of freaking me out.

>12 years old or so
>live in rural canada
>in walk-out basement with buddy
>hot summer night so all windows open
>reading video game magazines in my room
>hear footstep-ish sounds outside under the deck
>hear a deck chair slide a foot or two across the rough concrete
>friend and i look up at each other
>a voice says something low and gutteral
>at the time i described as sounding like an elite from Halo
>whatever made the sound would have been a scant ten feet from the open window
>friend and i's eyes bug out and we run around closing all the windows and locking the doors
>dog doesnt react much but does stare out the door for a bit before laying back down
my best guess was a black bear or something had wandered close to the house, the voice sounded much too deep to be a normal human voice, and i dont think it actually said real words. still cant explain it, and i became a skeptic for a long time during adulthood

>>42065622
You don't have to go ape, anon!

>>42060316
>no one believes and I get teased by my family for years about it

They were a real monkey on your back huh?

I still vividly remember this happening, and don’t have any explanation
>be me, Probsbly 8 or so
>sat in my sisters room to watch a movie my parents put on for me
>they pop in the vcr tape and leave me alone to watch it, was some generic kid movie
>movie has 3d components, and tells you before it starts to put on the glasses
>sitting there watching it, when all of a sudden a pair of 3d glasses pop out of the tv and float themselves onto me
>think nothing of it at the time since small kid
Still makes me wonder wtf happened, might post more but not in greentext since I’m anit at it

>>42034983
For a short time me and my parents lived in Acapulco, Mexico.. during that time I swear there were apparitions of what seemed to be witches on the curtains of the room I slept, like a projection but they talked to me,

>>42071307
Second one is a recurring nightmare setting I used to have up until I was around 12. In these dreams, I am usually being chased around by these giant floating geometric shapes, they usually have the color patterns of beach balls, and the main ones were a giant sphere and cube. Felt real when I was having a nightmare, running around to get away from them in these weird circus tent or factory looking areas. A couple of months ago I was researching salvia, and some of the details in the trips describing a sort of cartoon circus or factory makes me wonder if there’s any correlation between what I saw and the common themes of salvia

>>42071333
Last one before I go to bed.
Used to sleep with my parents as a kid, Probsbly everyone has. One night I’m laying between them staring at the ceiling, when I see something move above me, I crane my head a little more up until I could see the headboard of the bed, and this large shadow figure is perched on top of it staring at me. I promptly scream and freak out, parents wake up and console me while I’m rambling about how the “cici” monster was gonna get me. Apparently cici is a Lakota word for a boogeyman, no idea how I knew that from a kid since I don’t remember my parents saying anything like that to me

sup Fagsuya

>>42041833
Going to Mary's house was probably your parents visiting a friend. Either just to visit, or have some specific activity or conversation that you as a kid wouldn't be involved in.

The pickup truck story is interesting. There's a number of ways you could interpret depending on your metaphysical worldview.
If you believe in splitting timelines then how the crash turns out could've been a major splitting point.

Also sorry about your cousin. Sometimes kids can be really evil, and adults don't know to expect it.

>>42049546
Sounds like you subconscious takes control when you know you're fucked, and your conscious mind and/or memory turns off.
Like I can believe in someone being supernaturally saved from death once or twice, but if it happens regularly then that seems less likely.

>>42050602
Floating out of the bed sounds like you accidentally started astral projecting.
There's a couple of different methods that require going to sleep first, since the processes of going to sleep, dreaming, and waking-up are all altered states of consciousness that temporarily change/reduce the connection you have to your physical body.

>>42035650
>>42050678

some animals seem to have that ability, or sometimes happen once in a while, I have a cat which I had many problems for a time because he went outside a lot, and I swear he did some crazy stuff like disappearing one side of the road and appearing in the other, then we both got very sick and cat have stayed home since then, have not done any of that anymore.

>>42035796
that's crazy, do you remember something else from that time? it does sound like your brain wasn't fully developed regarding the spacial stuff, but who knows

>>42050650
things haven't been going right lately and it sometimes feel ridiculous, hasn't always been like that for me , but I hope your life improves, actually hope both our lives improve.

>Because this happened in 1989, so I was 8. Is that too old?
I'm from 1983, this place is hitting 20 years , not surprising a lot of us are around that age anymore.

>>42056647
>>42056678
>>42056713
Very interesting.
So she put you into the chicken coop of an abandoned house, or the house of some random villager? I'm confused what her intentions were.

>>42034983
There is this very strong emotion which I associate with vague infanthood memories.

It has a tinge of melancholy and also home. Like a misinterpretation of Home. A soft lulling into this world while still tasting the Home I was in before being here.

I associate it with Mists, Malls, Domes with painted skies on them. Checkered Floors. Red Haired Woman with Prominent Front Teeth and a light blue dress in a grassy area with white fence.

>>42071644
It's like, being a baby and seeing pictures of the Home I was in before coming here and feeling comfort from them but also feeling the pull into this world.

>>42071647
Misinterpreting this world as home as I am lulled into it. While images of the true home blend in my eyesight. and I lull into this world.

I'm going home after I'm done here. I'm not having children here.

>>42058882
>>42056921

Yes I also saw one here in Mexico City around the time anon describes, probably earlier, like 1999, and I later learned it was a military plane, what it was doing? who knows, but yeah.. completely silent as anon describes.

>>42034983
This was a long time ago
>Around 4 years old
>Alone in my room playing with some plastic toys
>I'm holding a figurine of some knight that appeared to be from a Disney movie, brass/copper cuirass, I think blue cape, blonde, darker beard, I think it was the guy that gets the girl in the hunchback of Notre Dame maybe?
>Turns its face to me and starts talking, can't remember what it said
>Even as a kid felt weirded out
I eventually rationalized it as hyperactive imagination, but it's the only memory of that sort I have. I don't remember any other occurences of objects talking to me

>>42056355
>he was like 10ish years old at this point
Sounds like it may have been early signs of dementia or something? Did he ever get that?

>>42053484
Could've been any object with that color that wasn't safe and your parents grabbed it before you could.

>>42050216
oh you're such a retarded fucking zoomer. the first figure is long gone and you just had another fucking one in your container. ugly incel