Rise up TI Chads.Expose the glowies and help other TI's by posting what is happening to you and what they are doing to you.https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/COINTELPROhttps://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Zersetzunghttps://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Wehrkraftzersetzunghttps://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kompromathttps://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cases_of_political_abuse_of_psychiatry_in_the_Soviet_Unionhttps://www.slideshare.net/slideshow/gang-stalking-a-survival-guide-for-targeted-individuals/265947141#1https://youtu.be/tAPI6mv2O-U?si=mkgHgs29QnuWSusP Gangstalking training manual from Targeted Justice.https://web.archive.org/web/20250120175435/https://www.targetedjustice.com/gangstalking---training-manual.htmlConsider the following:>A targeted individual is a person who has been singled out because of his or her activism, whistle-blowing, or political/ideological dissent.>Gangstalking usually happens when a person that has commited no crimes is defamed in some way.>Neighborhood watch and other untrained opinionated vigilantes are the obvious offenders of gangstalking, including official or unofficial political groups etc.Tactics used include:1. illegal surveillance (bugs placed in home, work, vehicle)2. illegal wiretapping3. illegal investigation of all personal and private documents including medical and financial records4. waves of criminal activity including vandalism, poisoning, break-ins, theft and sexual assault5. hacking of all electronic devices6. harassing phone calls, texts & emails7. redirects to gang-stalkers when the target calls for help or assistance8. organized harassment & stalking (by law enforcement, private security firms and ordinary citizens)9. being ostracized by entire communities based on slander and rumors (usually outright lies said about that person)>Ignore the glowtards whose job it is to say gangstalking is not realPrevious thread: >>4194209
Gangstalking moviehttps://archive.org/details/The-Spark-Stephen-ShellenbergerUsed to be free on youtube on the guy who made the films YouTube channel. Unfortunately now only available on Vimeo for purchase or rental.https://vimeo.com/ondemand/thesparkThe actor in the film is quite a well known actorhttps://m.imdb.com/name/nm0791156/He was also TI and a victim of gangstalkinghttps://nexusnewsfeed.com/article/human-rights/the-spark-redefines-living-in-a-surveillance-society
https://youtu.be/r9-3K3rkPRE?si=mecce4PWU52peVUd https://youtu.be/sVIxWy5U1yY?si=i9coGnYuHN1fsu-V https://youtu.be/BMAnDizHA-s?si=d4vhIWlfxMBO0y0S https://youtu.be/VoEEDjcavnE?si=Z3FxjSFvpgfh0iRJ https://archive.4plebs.org/x/thread/30067998/#30068159https://youtu.be/BxrB15T92SI?si=xbzjygnSC97ItEA6 https://youtu.be/gLURzsDpDi8?si=s35AFAiYrUilqvEe
https://rudy2.wordpress.com/gang-stalking-vigilantism-run-by-u-s-government-says-ex-fbi-official-says-ex-fbi-official/https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r6dk0MCOur8 https://www.theagencyinc.net/wp-content/uploads/2021/10/gangstalking.pdfhttps://stalking-organizzato.ch/assassini-programmati-mkultra-artichoke-cia-controllo-mentale-project-soul-catcher-robert-duncan.htmlhttps://www.mylawquestions.com/what-is-gang-stalking.htmhttps://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Gang_stalkinghttps://www.researchgate.net/publication/278406061_Complaints_of_group-stalking_'gang-stalking'_an_exploratory_study_of_their_nature_and_impact_on_complainantshttps://www.youtube.com/@targetedindividualdenmark9313/videoshttps://www.goodreads.com/en/book/show/1337620https://www.amazon.com/Cause-Stalking-David-Lawson/product-reviews/0970309252https://www.scribd.com/document/595971174/Cause-Stalking-and-Terrorist-Stalking-in-America-A-Summary-of-David-Lawson-s-Books-by-Eleanor-Whitehttps://www.cbc.ca/listen/cbc-podcasts/1340-run-hide-repeathttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IJXurHH6of0&list=PLuMdLmjdG8ddMYG0_hZvQ8FOa3Gpf-DVm&index=1 https://www.semanticscholar.org/reader/0b8868b4f9befa4825b988de5cf24ffb48c13729https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9br5fXm4CQw https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-9CX4exnp48 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1Ump-T5bzjM https://www.reddit.com/r/Gangstalking/comments/18y87av/what_is_in_the_trucks/https://twitter.com/annalisamcc/status/1719824855963677168https://twitter.com/v2kbrasilhttps://twitter.com/tieventsdotorg/status/1735104027296166335https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ftAtvF0sO4M https://archive.4plebs.org/x/thread/25351634/#25352052https://archive.4plebs.org/x/thread/25504657/#q25504657https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fEKG2EVD4Ew https://vault.fbi.gov/cointel-prohttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kkZELTwtFlQ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a6oKpwusGPA
https://web.archive.org/web/20250000000000*/GangstalkingFrom 2004https://web.archive.org/web/20041126203903/http://www.gangstalking.ca/From 2006https://web.archive.org/web/20070114181524/http://www.gangstalkingworld.com/United/index.php/Main/GS101>d) Everyday life breaks and street theatre.>Flat tires, sleep deprivation, drugging food, putting dirt on targets property. Mass strangers doing things in public to annoy targets. These strangers might get text messaged to be at a specific time and place, and perform a specific action.>It might seem harmless to these strangers, but it could be causing great psychological trauma for the target. Eg. Blocking targets path, getting ahead of them in line, cutting or boxing them in on the road, saying or doing things to elicit a response from targets. Etc.From 2007https://web.archive.org/web/20071227194309/http://www.stopeg.com
https://www.pressreader.com/uk/daily-mail/20210609/282123524446185Stasi torture methods, almost exactly the same as gangstalking“Stasi's 'no touch' torture: It was the East German secret police's most terrifying weapon - gaslighting mind games that drove its own citizens mad... and the lessons for today's social media generation couldn't be more stark”https://fastercapital.com/content/Secret-Police--The-Stasi--GDR-s-Secret-Police-and-their-Tactics.html#Psychological-Warfare
To the outside observer street theater means nothing because it is personalised.When you are walking around srhxdand people start repeating conversations you have had with other people face to face, on the phone or even through email word for word then you know it is street thearter. They also will repeat lines from films or TV shows you have watched recently or talk about actors from those films or TV shows. Even phrases from video games or lyrics from songs.If I were to record a a video of someone doing street thearter that is part of my gangstalking it would just seem like people having a normal conversation, but when you are the person it is aimed at and they are repeating conversations you have had word for word or other stuff then you know it is street thearter.https://youtu.be/0JJeLI3D_Ng?si=UE7Zxz2ueTutqnXK
Reposting anons postHi everyone! I'm peterpeter, founder of OTIR (Objective TI Research). You may have seen some of my materials online by now (like the leaflet posted in the previous thread).I know most of you here think it’s the feds, freemasons, illuminati etc, or even your neighbours. I have been through all of that myself and found out there is a systemic progression of understanding to this phenomenon. With time and knowledge you start to see facts about your experience that force you to realize you were duped, and the whole narrative you were assured off breaks down and evolves into a new vision. I’m sure you were through this a couple of times yourselves.I have described it better here:Memo #5: Stages of understanding in TI experience https://otiresearch.medium.com/memo-05-stages-of-understanding-in-ti-experience-be62b3894cbbIf you are interested in contacting me and talking more about it in analytical perspective, feel free to contact me on discord or anywhere else.I am not selling anything and don’t promise anything, but know this: I am out of the TI experience, and I have met a lot of people like me. It isn’t just finite, the experience is meant to end, as it is a procedure with clearly defined goals. It’s going to be alright
>Harassment techniques include:>1. Surveillance (being followed, electronic surveillance, computer and phone hacking, monitoring all online activities, and bugging of home)>2.Profiles are built to identify any and all weaknesses and insecurities to be used later. Information often obtained through sexual partners or trusted people in their lives.>3.Conditioning where victims are sensitised to certain stimuli such as everywhere you go someone will cough as they walk past you. The goal is to make you self police and then think anyone who coughs is involved in the harassment. People report of conditioning to include hand gestures, an overt use of colour in peoples clothing (like everyone you see wearing red) or cars a certain colour or with headlights on (also known as brighting).>4. Anchoring where someone will provide false rationales for the harassment. Often many possible rationales are planted to keep the victim confused and the focus of the harassment cycles from one possible reason to another round and around so as to keep the victim guessing in a self perpetuating guessing game where every scenario you are to blame and causes self doubt, fear, intimidation, and ultimately a cycle of destructive thoughts>5. Mobbing (or true gangstalking) where everywhere you go you will see an overt display of people following you and often use words you have been conditioned to or your name to draw your attention>6. Street theatre where a group will "perform" an overt activity like a fake confrontation or scenarios designed to test your reactions. Often takes the form of a couple who position themselves near you and then have a conversation using many of your conditioned words or pertaining to your particular situation and sensitivities.
>7.The use of directional speakers which have the ability to direct sound to a single individual in a crowded room. This particular item is ultimately the most used and is often referred to as V2K or Voice to Skull and is used extensively in the psychological breakdown of the victim. The use initially is to cause the victim to doubt their sanity and drive them into the mental health system, and later to just torment and never give the victim a moment of privacy or peace. If they do enter the mental health system, then harassment escalates dramatically as the victim has now been "discredited" and can be labeled as someone with a mental problem if they do speak out about the harassment.>8.The use of electronics to effect your eyesight and balance which was originally developed for the military and police crowd control called "dazzling" and even the ability to make you vomit.>9. Sound campaigns which is a community harassment technique where abnormal levels of sound are directed at the victim and their home. This includes cars deliberately breaking or accelerating when they pass, people talking excessively loudly at all hours of the night, amplification of sound using directional speakers so that external sounds that previously couldnt be heard now can, garbage trucks and other heavy vehicles, and countless other deliberate tactics
>10. Sleep deprivation - this is perhaps one of the most insidious tactics used where victims are woken multiple times a night and can be kept awake for days at a time. The effects are dramatic and completely debilitating effecting concentration, mood, irritability, appearance, and significantly impacts all areas of their life - job performance, relationships, and significantly aids in discrediting the victim as they appear unorganised, disheveled, and sleeping patterns alter so they may sleep during the day (where noise campaigns are more effective) and be awake at night (where they can be painted as the one making noise and being a disruptive member of the community).>11. Baiting or entrapment where victims are harassed to the point that they lash out and commit a crime such as assault, break and enter or vandalism, as they try and locate the source of the harassment. Harassers will actively try to provoke verbal and physical confrontations especially after a period of sleep deprivation. Or they are prompted into an activity which can then be used as leverage such as affairs, sexuality, drug use, or other criminal activity.>12. Gaslighting which is a form of psychological abuse where someone will actively try undermine victims and to make them doubt themselves so that they lose all self confidence and self esteem and are therefor easier to manipulate and push toward the mental health pathway. It can be as simlpe as being told something which they then deny, then telling them how silly they are for thinking they said it, and turn the lie around into an attack on the person. It can be incredibly effective coming from a trusted person and before the victim understands what is happening to them.>13.Blackbag jobs is a term when a harasser breaks into a victims property and places something or deliberately moves something. The purpose is to cause self doubt, and fear that their property is being accessed which harassers try to then sell as paranoia.
>14. Propaganda and disinformation is also the other key element to suppress knowledge of this practice as its effectiveness initially requires the victim to be unaware of the existence of gangstalking, gaslighting, or the electronic technologies such as directional speakers so huge amounts of time are devoted online to creating disinformation sites which attempt to discredit victims by pushing the mental health agenda. They achieve this by posing as victims and actively trying to sound crazy so that all victims are are treated as such. Also by creating websites claiming to help victims and being a resource for victims to come together and then harassing them to the extent that they lose hope and no longer reach out for help causing further isolation.>15. Further to the above, gangstalkers rely on disbelief and discrediting and as such much of the harassment is designed (at least initially) to mimic mental health issues. They also rely on their abuse being so extreme, so pervasive, so fundamentally immoral, as to be disbelieved and victims subsequently resort to photographing, videotaping, and sound recording their everyday encounters to disprove the countless unfounded claims made against them - especially in relation to gaslighting, which gangstalkers try to turn around and paint the victims as paranoid or irrational. Victims are made to feel helpless as every attempt to defend themselves is used against them and when they seek help they are met with disbelief or open hostility.
Gangstalking training manual from Targeted Justice.https://web.archive.org/web/20250120175435/https://www.targetedjustice.com/gangstalking---training-manual.html
Another explanation to remote torture is that it can be stress related. I don't really do anything so I was wondering what could cause the so called stress. Well stress doesn't really translate directly into 'doing many things fast'. It's subconscious. It can be existential. A guy sitting at home playing vidya all day long can experience more stress than someone working at a McDonalds all day long.So how do I know it's not stress related? Well there are three factors. First of all I get shocked several times during one night. Stress related muscle spasms happen once every sleeping cycle if they do happen. Your body catches up, hits a wall and you wake up.Secondly I've been trying sleeping pills and when I do this whatever is trying to wake me up is doing so at a stronger frequency. The shocks I receive increase in power. Stress just wakes you up or it doesn't. Your brain doesn't really care if you wake up or not. Remote torture tries to wake you up until you wake up. It's important to the GS that you do not sleep even with help like sleeping pills. Such importance doesn't exist within your brains reaction.Thirdly the attacks happen in succession. I can 'trick it'. If I wake up from one shock and I lay completely still, one or two more shocks are soon to follow. There is just no way to trick your own brain like this,My advice is to try sleeping pills. If they work it was stress related and some kind of underlying problem in your life was keeping you awake. If they don't work it's not stress related and you're as fucked as I am. I'm not saying I'm without stress in my life. My non-existent sleeping schedule sure helps with that but what I am saying that my condition, whatever it might be, is not stress related.I really don't want to gate-keep remote torture but it's important to go through all of the tools and explanations modern science has available to you.
Yikes, poisoning and drugging me again. Yikes.
Hey y'all. If you're experiencing this stuff and really struggling, see if these help at all. This whole thing sucks, but I refuse the premise that we have to be victimized by it. Take it with a grain of salt and see what applies to your own experience.I - Breaking Isolation:>> https://docs.google.com/document/d/1Ok3N5uIDe8_zRzBrCt3hGlzVP5Oi6mPpR6HboezZ9m4/edit?usp=sharingII - Never Bargain With The Voice:>> https://www.reddit.com/r/ClarityTI/wiki/index/topiclist/strategic-survival/never-bargain-with-the-voiceIII - The Art of the Soft Offense:>> https://docs.google.com/document/d/1hUIKK2qdFBF7KbHIwe8F2v2ST-9xkAnVYJ9oEMu4Zlg/edit?usp=sharingIV - Extra Credit: The Art of the Soft Offense Part II:>> https://docs.google.com/document/d/1-BDoLApu8HSyUjkwql-G1o99cUc6IWt1UEYvuYk7nn4/edit?usp=sharing---Finally, a new one I just finished the latest draft of. Long time coming with this one. Gaslighting is such a central part of all of this, so I thought it should get a spotlight. It's quite long, but good as a primer for how the targeting program uses gaslighting to its fullest extent while doing as much as it can to mask the fact that it is gaslighting. I believe that if you understand the tells of gaslighting techniques, it becomes incredibly difficult to gaslight you, because you'll recognize it mid-conversation or even earlier and disengage emotionally as it's obviously being disingenuous and manipulative.Catbox: https://files.catbox.moe/9sp9ci.pdfGoogle drive: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1r1pnuwry5nshLmSgdd_aVaHwMClGAIP-RRwFKgoNnCQ/edit?usp=sharingLet me know what you think! I'm not a psychiatrist or anything of the sort so this took a lot of layperson research.
Bros your not gonna get to the bottom of it. The best thing that can happen is it goes away.
>>42043091Two weeks is trying something and it goes away if it's not working.Years means it's a hobby.The goal is not getting to the bottom of it. The goal is to figure out how it's done so it will become too risky to do it.
>>42041970I was at Kroger at the self checkout and there is an in-store Starbuck's where people will sit. Anyway sometimes when leaving the store and walking past the Starbuck's there will be like 2-3 people just starring directly at me in a really creepy way.
>>42041970Keep your tulpa shit in the tulpa thread, gangstalkers are just tulpas
>>42043113Nigga this shit is too advanced for you to figure out
>>42041970https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T501LHx0R_Q
Holy shit, what a freak this glowtard is.Y I K E S
Anybody else been in a parking lot empty then swarmed with people
>>42041970My case started from a single woman who is a narcissistic and entitled cunt. She now has the entire neighborhood involved as well as law enforcement in case I try to retaliate. All of this because I refused to day hi to her or even acknowledge her existance. She even fucked her way into my friend group and posted the footage across 4chan since sending it directly would be illegal. I know exactly who is involved, including which coworkers. Family and former friends are also involved, they bonded over Harrasment. Potential *domestic intel agency* involved as well. While the spotlight is on me, this entire neighborhood is in some shady shit that should be investigated including the perps. But oh well, I just have to survive until September then im free and financially skyrocketing. What a fucking drag. Have thought about digging my nose into other peoples business. Especially while im being followed by law enforcement. Imagine walking into places and people on the no-no side of the law whilst you have them watching you from every single corner. The cunt even made a police report on me being a potential stalker after she (or her soiboi faggot fucktoy) stated that if I were to say anything, she will come out and say that I was stalking her. Meanwhile all the information I have ever acquired was through legal means and by deductive reasoning. I sure as shit am not letting these people get away with trying to abuse me. They showed their hand a little bit too early, they let the mask slip too soon to cause any damage. They all got impatient. They thought they had me in a depression while I was deeply meditating on things. They made a series of wrong judgements as to who I am and where my interests lie, they tripled down on the wrong places and now their entire MO is torn open along with their agenda. The second I made it obvious that I was aware of the antics, they all scattered and suddenly they dont have time due to "college exams" and "work"...
Bump
>>42041970OP, try not to post the 10,000 links every time, it deters people. Talk about your personal TI experiences instead, it opens more people up to talking about this topic.
>>42045682Many people on 4chan loves to pin people against each other. I don't know why. I think they are confusing manipulation with a high intellect. It's stimulating their neurons in one way or another to make two retards fight eachother.So they are making you believe that 'she did all of this' and they might make her believe that you did a lot of crap. You are probably the mastermind GS to her as much as she is the mastermind GS to you. I honestly don't believe they are giving her an easy time either.Try acknowledging her existence. Warn her about the scenario I told you about that has been done again and again and again and again. Be clear that you have no idea who she is and that you have no interest in her what-so-ever.
>>42047118>don't post supporting evidence of gangstalkingYikez
>>42047162My point is nobody will click those links because there's simply too many of them. It's a deterrent.
>>42045682Brother your shizo
>>42047204schizos are obsessive
>>42047232>>42047234Samefag glowie
>>42047282Bro do you really think gov agents are posting on 4 chan against you?
>>42047448A TI who is being gangstalked wouldn't call other TI's schizo. Are you being gangstalked? This is a gangstalking thread.
>>42047479I'm schizo and was gangstalked so I can tell when someone is actually being gangstalked or just being schizo, you are just being schizo
I am number one.
>>42047448Yes he do
>>42047762OK glowie
>>42047875I work at F B I. I am not a glowie;
>>42047479Not the poster, but just wanted to say there's a bit of a fine line here, because increasingly they are opting for methods that convince you that you're being gangstalked but with literally 0 actually sharable evidence to support it, even though your experience is that of hearing sounds that nobody else does, from directions that are sometimes heavy-handedly suspicious, all to create the pastiche of the feeling of being watched. Yet it's 100% external, just the use of the v2k to play any sound they want to play, bounced off any surface they want it to come from. Combine that with relentless gaslighting and a lot of us end up believing it, or failing that, have the paranoid thinking patterns snuck in as they imitate our internal monologic voice. Not to say gangstalking doesn't happen. I'm sure it does, though I haven't had it happen personally.
>>42047448I mean /pol/ has connections to Epstein and our current beloved government is filled with epstains dirty laundry. It wouldn't surprise me, especially with how bored i'm sure half of them are.
>>42048337Epstein wasn't shit, just some rich dude into too young chicks
Yikes
You should try reaching out to your family again, they want to help you but you need to make the first move and let them know you wan their help.
>>42053427Yikes, I'll just wait and prove you have been blocking calls and texts from them.
These torturers need to be killed.
>>42053513How can you prove that if you don't speak to them?
Bump.If you're a TI and want to share stories about the gaslighting that goes on via the v2k, should drop it here: >>42030022This topic gets a lot of coverage but not nearly enough talk about how they psychologically fuck you over years and years.
>>42053691They can prove it saying they have sent me messages and tried to call me. I've not heard anything from them or spoken to them since 2023.
>>42053736>I've not heard anything from them or spoken to them since 2023That's like, really sad, man
They are trying to get me beg my family to buy expensive shit again to feed my sense of guilt.They saw that the expensive books didn't work so now they are trying to convince me to ask my dad to buy a 857$ freemasonic apron, totally fucking insane I'm not doing it.
>>42053944Are you sure your not just confused
>>42041970Funny how people switch up on you once you show them youre aware of their involvement. They tried to kill me via GHB poisoning once, then they were seemingly fine with me cutting them off, that was the last clue I needed, the rest was a play on getting more information out of them all. There is a large community behind my torture, including friends and family. Now, I wasnt the initiator, but I will be the one that makes their abuse look like childs play in the end. I've gathered enough information, enough names and enough addresses to really send a strong message. Now all I have to do is not be in a few places, not do a few things and watch who changes their demeanor around me. These morons have seriously underestimated my attention to detail. In the following months, this entire game will shift in my favor. By the end of the year, many of them will end up in jail, many will end up hiding or moving permanently. Only a group of complete morons would think that its a good idea to try and abuse someone who has already went through nothing but abuse. Only a group of morons would try and punish a person for not being a part of something he was never invited to be a part of. Only a group of dumb and sadistic brainlets would think that this wont backfire or that I would just let things slide. They have done this before to another person, he ended up homeless. I sort of watched it happen without realizing. I knew who was involved because they immediately overreacted and started spamming police reports to try and ruin my credibility infront of law enforcement. My own father is part of it under false pretenses, they always get mad when called out and when their own game gets thrown back at them. They call you a lying piece of shit for lying back to them, these delusional retards expect honesty and good behavior back for abusing an individual and adding up to the abuse that has been going on since childhood.
>>42055358I have a few key figures whos motives are the strongest. They have naturally shit themselves and are busy quietly panicking. They switched up their language to a formal and distant one, indicating the fact that they have or will be serving false evidence to the police after they have provoked me into reacting to their abuse just so they can throw me in jail. But, unfortunately for them, I see their limited options. All I have to do is chill for a few months, wait, then start serving justice back upon them one by one. The only accelerating factor would be global instability in the form of a world war which im praying for at this point. With sufficient social chaos, picking off my abusers becomes stupidly easy.
>>42055374Besides being under constant surveillance, constantly stalked, constantly monitored, my life has been isolated. These individuals have tried to punish me for things I have never done. There are genuine criminals who have taken innocent lives who are more deserving of this treatment that ive been getting for years. So, in my retribution, I will take into account the years stolen, the life permanently ruined, the annihilated trust in mankind, the unchangeable and permanent anchor in misanthropy that my mind now has thanks to their actions. The notion that I will let any of this go even after they have stopped is not only a testament to their suicidal hubris, but also a testament to how badly they have profiled me. I refuse to leave this world with unfinished business. I will not rest until every single person that has wronged me, gets their portion with interest. Law enforcement clearly wont be helpful seeing as many of these individuals are socially connected. What Id like most of all, would be to know what exactly made them do all of this? Is it because I was never integrated into society by my peers? Is it because the neglect and abuse over the years have shaped my personality in such a way that I come off as arrogant when I stand up for myself? Hard to discern, but as time goes by, I have noticed that they do this simply for the love of abuse. It gives them a sense of power. Best I can do Is get under their skin and eat them out from within...
>>42055400Especially seeing as how heinous they can all be whilst simultaneously taking every single bad word I say as an excuse for more abuse. These people are presenting themselves as correctional officers whilst simultaneously doing things that are more heinous and evil than I could ever be out of my own volition. The only thing they have successfully taught me is that ANYTHING can be excused, you can hide behind ignorance by never seeking information, you can permit yourself every flaw you have so long as you have people who support you in it, your morality is a mask for social games, you get to be twofaced threefaced in so far as its socially acceptable. All abstract virtues are ego trinkets for these animals, nothing more. I would really like to hear their excuses and motives. Is it my online rhetoric that stemmed from years of isolation thanks to a maladaptive personality that was a direct product of isolation and abuse? Is it just because I was a loner? Is it because, like many people have mentioned, I physically look like a criminal? Is it all vanity?
>>42055428Whatever the case may be, I will not be a functioning member of society unless I am recompensated for every drop of cortisol, every missed opportunity, every lost possible acquaintance, every missed opportunity in love, every ounce of sadness these people have brought me over the years. Until that damage is nullified, until I am recompesated where recompensation is possible, I will work towards becoming worse than their slander. These people will have no right to ask or expect anything of me unless I am compensated. No amount of abuse will work on me besides making me more stubborn, more vengeful, more noncompliant towards a system that never wanted me to be a part of it in the first place. Towards a system that has never brought me anything but pain and malice, towards a society that never wanted me in its presence. With each passing day, what is lost gets bigger and with it, my unwillingness to cooperate under any other term but my own. For damaging and persistently trying to ruin an innocent soul, a clean heart, a mind of good intentions since the day I was born, I will make sure that every droplet of anxiety and irritation falls upon each and every one of them. The abuse they gave me, I will make it into a full time hobby. I will not stop until I am repaid. Knowing their hubris, they will try to kill me or imprison me first.
>>42055472Bro your just having a schizo attack, I can tell
>>42055597Wish it was just that, its easier to fix, just take some meds and all is fine. But sadly, thats the worst part of it all, its bad enough that I WISH i was schizo. I genuinely wholehearteldy wish I was just being mentally ill and nothing more. Its waaay easier to solve than it is to get an entire group of people to stop. Especially when they have spread soo much slander that its a runaway carriage.
>>42055607To be clear, Im reffering to the past 4.5 years of my life being almost entirely a truman show where it matters. Social life specifically, but also coworkers.
In 2017, a group of people at the Los Angeles City College tried to convince me that I was the Virgin Mary, to trick me into breeding. First off, I despise Christ and motherhood. Second off, I am a Satanist. Long story short, they had to resort to poisoning my body to force me into the ER, so they could unconsentually harvest my ovum at LAC+USC Medical Center.
>>42055400Cool. They turned you into one of them.
>>42055702Thats fucked up, they tried all kinds of fucked up things and I have dodged as many as I could. They have tried staging so many scenarios to try and humiliate me. They tried to poison me and destroy my health. In spite of everything I keep resisting evil with each passing day. They are now trying to gaslight me into suddenly becoming hardcore catholic with the hope that I might go around forgiving people. I am a believer in Christ, he is my shepherd and savior, but I will not forgive these people for what they have done. I will even the score and only then can I move on with my life in peace. I want justice above all, I want these people neutralized by either jail, humiliation or death. If they did this to me, they will do this to someone else as well. I feel obligated to stop them, not forgive them. Their actions sicken me and my grievances are personal. They tried using every humane aspect of me against me, not realizing that I would eventually become a monster once every good part of me is destroyed. They tried using my need for love against me, making sure it no longer exists. They tried using my need for human companionship against me, now I dont have a single positive feeling towards any human being on this fucked up earth. They made sure I never am capable of forming a single emotional bond to another human being. They made sure I am never able to trust another soul ever again. They have systemically deconstructed almost every single human aspect of me. Then they expect me to be kind, civil, cooperative, tame and docile. They have detracted from every single positive and humane aspiration I have ever had. They thought my genuine kindness and understanding was me just being submissive, docile or full of shit.
>>42055722I will NEVER be one of them. But what I will do is become the most fucked up version of all of them combine just to torture them all. Then, once I am done, I will take all the love and kindness of my heart and give it solely to God. I will bring my soul to heaven, fuck the rest of this miserable flock that tells me how to act but does not make an effort to lead by example.
>>42055747Sounds like you are living in the same terrible neighborhood I escaped. Ghetto poors be like that, hope your life gets better soon.
>>42055777Oh this goes beyond my neighborhood. They went after my coworkers to get them involved even after I moved to practically the other side of town. It all does lead back to one cunt from the gym i didnt greet at the door almost 7 years ago. I caught her spreading rumours about me. She even posted porn on /gif where she fucked my former friend who is the most cowardly little bitch I have ever met. Goes to show how standards drop when ego and retaliation are involved. Every single person I have considered a friend or an acquaintance in the past 6 years has been involved to some degree. They were either aware or actively playing a role. They all disappeared once I gave a hint that I caught on. Every single group chat went silent immediately. I even caught one of them lurking outside my apt late at night as I was nearing a mental breakdown but stopped myself last minute. My right ear started ringing immediately, then I stepped outside and caught the fucker running to his red car park just across the street on the other side of the park. Luckily, I have a footage of him in my pocket for when the time comes. The fucker was the only one of them all that I was hoping would be an authentic, lifelong friend. Turns out, in his insecure ways, he ended up being the most untrustworthy. He liked being part of the abuse for once instead of being a target. Thats what saddens me a lot. The fact that he was willing to throw away the only person who would have genuinely been there authentically. Thats what killed my trust in people.
>>42055763Judging from what you are saying you will either do something incredibly drastic, learn from it and slip back into the shadows and start plotting or you'll just skip the drastic part and go directly to the plotting part.I'm not saying that I'm not paranoid myself. If studies are to be trusted psychopaths are even more paranoid but we are it in a different way. You have what I would like to call flood gates. While you are increasingly becoming more sinister there exists an objection and a rebellion to that same sinisterism. It's the sane part within you that tries to convince you that the sinisterism is not good even if it has dominated you socially and mentally.I on the other hand would probably not realize if I became 'gangstalky'. It would just slip right past me.
>>42055838Already in the shadows...already plotting. What I have in mind is extreme by all standards, profoundly creative, leaves a message without incrimination. The people will know but they wont be able to prove it. The score will be even and they will reconsider any further involvement. I am the type of person that does not let shit go. I cant let go of the bad things, but I also cant let go of the good things. Even if ten years go by, people change names and addresses, I still hold my grievances and even after such change, its still ON SIGHT for me. Thats why I want to get all of my debts in order, get my revenge before I move on to my life project which will include me risking my life for the greater good. I cant embark on this project untill I have cleared all of my unfinished business. Im not exactly superstitious, I just down want to have any attachments and unsettled scores behind me that would keep my soul trapped here. Imagine getting fucked over and then dying. Couldnt be me, wont be me.
>>42055831It sounds like you're the local lolcow and people are bullying you for it. Sorry to hear that that is happening to you.
>>42055878I dont even know how it got to that point. I dont even know what I did. I wouldnt say lolcow, more of a target out of fear,hate and rumors. I keep to myself. A lot of the people sent to act as close friends have always been either jealous or resentful. I would always outshine them both physically or intelectually. It got on their nerves that I wasnt playing my social hierarchy role. That I wasnt conforming. Their resentment grew.
>>42055940It has nothing to do with your accomplishments, it most often has to do with your looks or mannerisms or both. People are cruel.
>>42055940Its not even lolcow territory, most of them think im some sort of deranged criminal or even a sociopath with antisocial personality disorder. They never laugh in my face, not even close. Especially as of lately, where I have been using their same exact method of dropping references to communicate with them just how much I know. Now a lot of them are quiet, avoiding eye contact, avoiding any interaction. Sitting by and quietly watching for the past few years was painful but worth it for their reactions alone. It caught them off guard.
>>42055873Only a handful of people are able to actually pull off life projects. There is an impossible balance between your dreams and reality that must be met.Now these assholes have wronged you. What happened when they did that was that they created a lot of existential stress in you. You can blame them for the stress but you can't really blame them for you not being able to live up to your own expectations. The problem is that the stress makes you want to blame them.It's also possible that you have very unrealistic life goals and when they saw you trying to live the dream they picked you out as a victim.Think really long and hard how much effort you have actually put into your life goal and then think really long and hard how much hindered you were in reaching it and how much of it was just not feasible.Super easy to blame others. Super hard to blame yourself.
>>42055960Not only is it extremely feasible, I would be set on that path within two years and the impact would be insane. The problem is not working towards it, the problem is that it requires an unburdened mind with nothing to lose. As Ive mentioned earlier, unsettled scores are a burden that I can not let go no matter what I do. Its just the way I am.
>>42055949Looks wise, im jacked more than most gym goers, coupled with mannerisms that dont match that appearance makes it seem like parts of me are fake due to the inconsistency. I keep getting mistake for a gymrat ape whilst simultaneously being mistaken for a criminal or a creep. On top of that, my voice apparently doesnt match my face. When all of these traits are combined, it leaves a sense of subconscious dissonance in people. They dont like it and they start looking for projections and reasons to hate.
>>42055970Okay let's say you want to launch a rocket into space. I, being an asshole, sneak in and sabotage your rocket.The problem that is created here is that even though the launch would probably not have worked you will never find out what you did wrong. You won't become the giant on which a successful launch person can stand on. Instead we have this new human error of assholes that sneaks in, creating a plethora of paranoid security risks. This is on a larger scale. On a more personal scale you will never know if you did anything wrong. You're never allowed to fail.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C1bUMWY04cs
Law enforcement who tortures people deserve to die.
>>42056027I get your point, the thing is, due to my maladaptive tendency to hyperanalyze everything to its most minute details, I can safely say that in most cases I know where the point of failure is. Its not enough that my cards have been dealt poorly, there are people out there actively working against me. I am seriously trying not to be misanthropic, but im losing sleep and sanity without which I can not guarantee self restraint. These people dont realize how outside of the box can be extremely destructive. Im not the type of person to ambush you in an alley or jump you on your way back home. If the situation implies that If I obey the rules and be civil yet simultaneously I will be permanently held socially excluded and isolated until my early death, that law enforcement will never intervene on my behalf, that I am truly in a position where if i sit still its a slow and lonely death or if I act on revenge I get thrown in jail (both instances, my life is over, one has more spite and honor in it) then why do these people not comprehend that I am thee worst possible person to have problems with? I have nothing in my past that paints life as worth living, nothing in my present worth sobriety, nothing in my future as far as the present situation can dictate. I am certainly the type of person to wait for two years, gather names of perps and their family members, gather their respective addresses, go around slipping heavy opiods such as fent on their doorhandles. By dawn, more than half of them would be gone seeing as my shithole doesnt exactly have narcan on standby in sufficient amounts. This is off the top of my head, in two years time I could probably think of something even more destructive but less risky. These fuckers deserve it for the mistreatment and attempted murder.
>>42056322Consider that a lot of gangstalkers probably have a sad in and out of jail-life story. You like to share your problems, even if anonymously, and they probably don't. You will never hear about them lying themselves into corners about you. You'll never realize how many people they piss off by crying wolf about you. All you'll ever know is the crap they did to you and all the justice you'll ever get is the justice you dispense yourself.You are well on your way to become a real gangstalker but it will be okay when you do it because you're doing it the right way. A mindset I'm sure all gangstalkers share.
>>42054970Oh no no no no no I am not confused, in fact my senses have never been sharper.their main tactic: try to get me to beg my family to buy expensive thingstheir method: subliminal messagestheir goals: destroy my family's finances, ruin my relationship with my familyAnd here comes my counter attack, it's a plan so good and so smart that I should be hired at the fucking Mi5 just for coming up with it: I will create my own freemasonic obedience, with its own freemasonic lodges; this way I will be able to make my own rules and forbid the use of aprons and how will my family be able to buy me aprons if they are forbidden? They can't! Fucking genius I checkmated them with castling.
>old neighbor that passed away was in the military/government>another neighbor years later moves in the other house next to mine, is a cop>different person now lives in the first house mentioned, works for the government with the national park service>cop recently moved across the street>one of the richest families in town also live on our block>another neighbor a few houses down owns a big black van>a network ID came up on my WiFi one time that read "government vehicle" or something then disappeared a minute laterBros how gangstalked am I?
>>42057482Do you live alone?
>>42047897>I work at F B I.photo of proof?
Once again, unless you are drug trafficking or doing terror related activity... You are not being gangstalked
>>42058774like you would know.
>>42058802Um yes I do know
>>42058774Protesting Covid or George Floyd's death will get you Havana Syndrome though. Today it would probably be protesting the war.
>>42056438>on your way to become a real gangstalkerwell, not quite. I have the right to stand up for myself against these people, by any means necessary. Even if that means utilizing some of their techniques against them, then so be it. Primarily for justice, making an example out of them is secondary. They engage in gangstalking since the no-touch-torture means that the harm is flowing in only one way. For most of their targets, there is absolutely no risk involved which makes the job more enticing. The moment you introduce the possibility of physical harm and potentially life changing disfigurement into the equation, the gangstalkers become less motivated to put real blood and bones on the line just so the strangers around them can feel a certain way about me. Even thee dumbest ones in the gang know that its not a worthwhile tradeoff. Besides, all it takes is to catch a few of the more connected and active members to get entire groupchats to change their tone and start BEGGING for Law enforcement involvement. Its usually their MO. They bait a reaction out of you and then they try to get law enforcement on their side of the fence by being the first ones to call in about your suspicious behavior. Then it becomes difficult to tell which stalkers are LEOs and which are citizens with a bad agenda. Which is exactly their goal.
>>42058774They think im doing one of those things. I have been pulled over with a bunch of mil gear and some shady gun parts that were legal in the end, that was 5 years ago, been pulled over whenever I leave town. On top of that they suspect drug manufacturing simply because I spoke to the wrong person. Now its all going towards a massive entrapment scheme.
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=FObazgDfp1Y
>>42057654No
>>42062024Then how do you know all this is targeted at you?
>>42062473I don't know, but it's still possible
>>42042312?