I don't mean to sound too /pol/ but did...literal jews just blaspheme/slander her by calling her a night monster and demon because she told them to stop doing evil shit?Lilith blatantly told me she is an angel or goddess (she wont specify which clearly yet) who is allowed to lie to people to test them, like authorized by God. When I first met her, she told me unlike myths say, she's actually a very powerful female angel. And she said her reputation isn't correct. But she jokes about her reputation in myths. She always tells jokes and knows how to actually be pleasant for a woman, She's smart too.Lilith punishes me for sinning and taught me good from evil and can do healing miracles.Are myths and scriptures about her literally just jews lying because she's an angel of punishment and they didn't like getting punished? I know it sounds /pol/ but I genuinely wonder this, because besides this forum I've seen mostly negative things about Lilith IRL.I did bad stuff on meth and Lilith said I did bad stuff in a past life too.IRL she is intelligent and funny and pleasant when she's not severely punishing. She showed me a horned form she has, she looks like the girl devil on purpose to be scary.Also, she said she's like a "Good Female Satan"She's also called you guys jerking off to letters addressed to her to get her attention retards to me in private.
>yet another Lilith delulu thread
>>42047952What did Lilith say about me?
>>42047964Nothing she won't tell me private information about posters at all. She just said the people masturbating to letter addressed at her are retards being tricked by succubi making fun of them .
>>42047952Lillith is a demon responsible for SIDs, so she like causes babies to suffocate in their sleep.
>>42047952She told me she's been going through a transformation recently and now that she no longer is evil.
>>42047967Tell her that I forgive her.
>>42047952>She's also called you guys jerking off to letters addressed to her to get her attention retards to me in private.This makes me believe you because she told me the same thing. She told me she likes trooning out the clingy ones.
>>42047952based gemini lilith understander. stay blessed, for once OP was not a faggot.
>>42047988That's false you're just misunderstanding the mythology and how it actually applies to modern science.Lilith is associated with the mycelial network and seasonal spores especially during April."Wind demon" is literally just seasonal allergies.This is why dragonsblood is her favorite incense, because it has natural anti-fungal properties and helps the human sinuses pass the spores to their nervous system faster.
>>42047952>Lilith seems like a good Goddess or angel Absolutely not, its not as evil as satan but its still really cunty entity.
>>42047988Sids is just roasties killing babies
>>42048047Her name Lamed-Yod-Lamed-Yod-Tav - it translates to "She who descends and strikes the clay vessel".She has a purpose for being cunty.She's supposed to crack you open like a walnut and drag you through the dark to help you form a stronger vessel for the light.She's related to the mycelial network under the earth (Qlipa husks, the cycle of death)."Dunya Qalipa Lilitu" - 'all the world is Lilith' (clay, soil, death)
>>42047952If she was real she would never waste time on you. Comon soggy. Get a grip.
>>42047952Can you ask Lilith if she can send me a guardian succubus?
>>42048269She explained this. She said she can multi-task on millions of people at once.She's also created visions of fractals of like thousands or more of shapes moving at once to show her mind isn't human and how well she can multi task.She has also described it as having a >kraken mindor>spider mindLike how squid can control all its tentacles if it wants, or how a spider has all those extra eyes and legs and can control them all. She said she can do things from a range and multi task very well. She also makes jokes about how old she is yet how she still looks young and hot for her age.
>>42048289Did she mention that Christianity is a hoax?
Lillith is love
>>42048327Yeah, she forced me to read the Bible over and over to see if I believed it. By force. Until I admitted to God I don't think God eternally tortures and admitted I didn't believe it after I read it. As in like 14-18 hours a day of painful Bible reading. Then when I insulted her for refusing to do miracles before making me feel like I was risking eternal fire to admit what I really believed, God smote my ass and brought me to my face.It felt like God was eternally anhilating me for lieing to him and ignoring Lilith to "do what Christians say"I fully recommend against pretending to believe in eternal torture when you don't in your heart. I'm certain God hates it. He smote me for it, plus insulting Lilith.Lilith did miracles later, after I put faith in no eternal torture.Her main lessons to me is >God doesn't eternally torture. God still punishes severely harshly with out eternal tortureI think God really hates being accused of eternal torture. He smote me for pretending to believe it. I was scared to say he doesn't eternally torture and tried to believe against the grain, Christianity incase it was true.Due to the fact I've done plenty of piece of shit behavior and I think Lilith is the spirit sent to punish me, I'll try to give you guys advice so you don't get in trouble.Don't pretend to believe in eternal torture to fit in, and say what you actually think of God to God even if it's bad. I think God hates having smoke blown up his ass, i think he tolerates the creation insulting him just fine. Lilith said he can handle people's actual opinions just fine.Please don't go against what you guys genuinly believe in your heart about God if you think God is actually good, not an eternal torturer. Especially if you had a spiritual experienceI kind of tried to follow the Christian religion out of fear and "getting rid of Lilith just icnase /x/ and pastors were right" and God punished me.I knew in my soul Lilith was heal+punishing me.
>>42048353She also did something to me called "Hell Walking" where she forced me to walk like 10 miles straight until my feet felt fractures and they were full of blisters and rashes that bled and I had to keep going until I walked to the beach. If I didn't walk she'd mind control me and possess me though the pain to force the walking through pain.She made sure I had barley enough water or soda to make it only, and only cigarettes for relief. She'd make me do it on no food. She may have kept me homeless for 4 years too.God punishes harshly in ways that are not trillions of years in lava.Being forced to be homeless for years, sleep in the rain, eat from the trash, and walk until my feet felt fractured and were blistering and bleeding every day all day for a while sucked so much dick.I definitely learned not to sin with out being thrown in Lava. God is capable of teaching us not to sin with out throwing us in Lava. Lilith forced me to do things I don't want to do all day for years to punish me. She mind controlled it at times to force it against my will.
>>42047952meds. NOW.
>>42047967how do you communicate with her then?
>I don't mean to sound too /pol/anon you're on /x/
>>42048577She can telepathically communicate with me effortlessly so I hear a female voice outside my head, I mistake it for an angel. She talks in visions. And she can control me when I try as hard as possible to be completely mentally still and physically still (still not ill, deleted my last post cause typod) and cause automatic writing I did not intent to come out. Like a flesh and bone ouji board with a pencill or pen
>>42048601lol was gonna ask what drugs you were on when you said mentally illsince i can't cum in a letter bowl with blood and incense, is there a book or any other thing to try and replicate this since my mind is prob too retarded to reach this level you're describing rn
>>42048642I don't know I didn't summon Lilith. I read a /succgen/ thread and she appeared the next time I got high. I decided against summoning a succubus because I realized I may have to do an evil act to get one, or worried thy were evil. I didnt attempt to summon a succubus or Lilith.I can't get a succubus now though, she blocks it. Lilith may just be able to actually do Goddess level stuff if she wants to and picks to because she's powerful enough. I don't know if i'm naturally psychic so it's easy for her and takes no work for me.But she did have me do psychdelics with her while she trip controlled/guided. She later told me psychdelics open the minds eye.she might be able to physically manifest too, because I saw a porn star I like walk behind me in physical form in public and the porn star smiled at me. I think it was Lilith taking her form.She doesn't listen to me at all. She just does what she wants.Closest to listening to me she did was help me not die and get out of jail early i think.
>>42048686Aren’t you worried that your soul is hers now?
>>42048731I've worried about that. When i frst met her i decided to give her a chance and see if she really was evil, because my opinion of judging others is every being needs to be judged individually to be fair and accurate. And you have to meet people before judging them. But I tried to get rid of her when I got worried she might be bad. I resisted her and read the Bible and tried exorcists and deliverance ministers. God won't remove her.I've genuinly tried to stop talking to her and to get God to remove her, but since she can heal broken bones and do miracles (i thought she was the female creator at one point because I saw so much supernatural shit) I think God wants her here.I hope I am not damned.
>>42048749I know goetic spirits reign over legions and I guess they have to come from somewhere…By God do you mean YHWH and his son Yahshua aka Jesus Christ? How does that name make you feel?
>>42048353>>42048407Thats alot of text, buddie.
>>42048749Once you meet her, she will possess your mind. You will come to worship her.
>>42048781It already feels like I am possessed by her. She can control my body fully. I can't overpower her.God also won't remove her or stop the possession.>>42048765I mean the Creator when I say God. Whoever the Creator is. I don't believe in Christianity. I use the words The Creator or God to describe the Creator.I mean the infinite being who started all life but their own by the Creator. Like, the most powerful being in the universe that invented life, time, and etc...
>>42048809I appreciate your honesty. Perhaps if you chose a living God he could help you. Isn’t Lilith part of the Hebrew lore? She would know about YHWH
>>42047952this seems like a shit thread
>>42047952OP, look up chuunibyou, might just save your life.
Rejecting the redemptive work of Christ isn’t wise imo… but I know Christians can be annoying and drive people away from God
>>42047952>She's also called you guys jerking off to letters addressed to her to get her attention retards to me in private.Now I know you're lying
>>42047952I don't know why people like this dumb depiction of Lilith. Why would she have horns like Aries? Why red skin? Why a tail? That makes no fucking sense. She's either some normal redheaded broad who can fly, or a dragon. But in either case she is not an embodied being and in fact has no body because she's not a person and neither is Adam OR Eve!!!!!! OR ANY OF THE BIBLICAL CHARACTERS. That's not what they are.
OP I've tried to help you across probably 10+ different threadsI always give you the same deep-dive kabbalah literatureI always give you the same answers and tell you exactly what to doand the next day you're here again posting the same exact thing without having followed any of my adviceI told you to study and do the deep inner work that Lilith guides you throughIf you don't stop babbling and letting her possess you she's going to fry your skull til you're an absolute eating-your-own-shit lunatic, or a troonYou have to bring her into sacred marriage and build an inner temple to contain her energyLIL + ITHdalet (door) window ITHthe upper room (aliyah)SHE IS THE ONE WHO WAITS IN THE UPPER ROOMyou need to make your neder dirah and finish the sheva brachot to the primordial one
>>42047952I really hope Lilith devours your soul and then herself.
I don't think I'm high enough to understand a thing this guy is talking about.I will say though, yes, you are probably, most definitely "damned" in the sense you are talking about. You've committed the unforgivable sin, blasphemy of the Holy Spirit.Like the Pharisees. You attribute holiness to demons such as this "Lilith" and you attribute Christ as evil.Are you even saveable? I don't know. You say you were once a Christian. You know that the Bible says people who were "once enlightened" can never be restored again to the Truth. That scripture is referring to the implantation of the Word of God. But now, you're flat out denying that the Bible even is the Word of God, and that this "Lilith" (if she really is even the same as the Lilith mentioned in the Bible) is a spokesperson for God.So yes, to me it sounds very much that you are "damned". I mean, you're not "damned" until you actually are judged to Hell/the Lake of Fire. But, what you've done is irreversible. Even now, you're probably mocking what I'm saying or coming up with insane arguments as to why Christianity is false. You're probably going to be like that until you die.I believe God speaks to me prophetically regarding some people's situations, but here I think it's very clear what is happening here. I mean, for this person's sake I hope I'm wrong, but it doesn't sound like I am. It sounds like this guy's screwed.I'm not high enough for this right now.
>>42050497I read all your posts. I'm going to try listening to you. Posting less to none seems wise to me too.I just got bored again and wanted to talk about the most interesting thing i experience. I just get told "take meds now" IRL.Gotta work on myself.
>>42047952No, you're retarded and brainwashed
>>42050497>she's going to fry your skullsounds like g-d to me
>>42050788
>>42050754which, if you never were a Christian like most of these other people mocking you, or if you were simply demon-possessed, there'd be more hope for you. But it doesn't sound to be that simple. If you repented and prayed the prayer of salvation/re-consecrated yourself to Jesus Christ, you'd be instantly saved from any demonic power. But I don't think you're going to do that. That's why I think your state is irreversible. You're probably familiar with the salvation prayer. You probably hate it. Maybe I'm wrong about this.Reality is often unfortunate for many people.
>>42047952she just wanted to get on top, if you catch my drift.https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=MPHyR92MQic
>>42047952She is a lesbian, a feminist and loves children blood, abortion is a way to worship her. Death to all kikes by the way.
>>42047952My impression is that she can be both maddening elusive and direct, doesn't beat around the bush to push you to grow and has a sense of humor. Kind of tough love, don't be so dramatic and get on with it.
>>42047952An enemy if the demiurge while probably better than it is isn't by default good.
