i feel cursed. all my life ive had bad luck, things going massively wrong and an overwhelming amount of negative emotions. its CONSTANT, it doesnt feel natural. if the demiurge is real then i am one of his favorite toys. im looking for ways to figure out whats wrong with me and any methods/rituals to cleanse this black cloud. any info greatly appreciated. i will try anything you recommend me. i often have nightmares, the most vivid ones are where im being hunted by a 10ft tall, slender, shadow humanoid who moves and swims like a snake. ive been having a lot of dreams about experiencing death lately. i shot myself in the head with a shotgun and didnt die on the first shot. I COULD FEEL EVERYTHING. this cant be normal. what is wrong with me.
What kind of company do you keep?Who are the 3 closest people in your life?
>>42088577no one, i could never connect to people. i stopped speaking to my family 6 months ago after a mental breakdown from stress. i dont have friends.
>>42088574>where im being hunted by a 10ft tall, slender, shadow humanoid who moves and swims like a snake.i should also mention that in these dreams, i feel a fear stronger than the fear of death. i dont know what it wants to do to me but when its there im horrified. i dont sleep walk but once i woke up screaming at the top of my lungs standing with my door in my hands, ripped off its hinge (it was only connected to one hinge at the time). i couldnt speak for a half an hour after the event. when i recall what happened, i simply could feel the thing in my room with me. DISCLAIMER: IVE HAD HORRIBLE FORTUNE BEFORE I MET THIS THING
I implore you to seek God (the real God, not any demiurge). Do not do magical or occult rituals, that would be like trying to put out a fire with gasoline. I knew someone who was in a situation like you and they just tried to get rid of it with magic and rituals (spoiler: it did not work).I met a 10ft tall person in a dream once after crying out to God and my sense is that it was an angel (and sent by God because it was benevolent). Your humanoid sounds like a demonic entity (could be a fallen angel).If you remember to do so during a nightmare you could cry out to Jesus Christ for help. I recommend you try that also when awake. He is more powerful than any demon or devil.
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>>42088574constant rigged bad luck + crushing negativity + feeling like demiurge's chew toy + 10ft snake-shadow hunter dreams + hyper-real death , that's heavy incoherence in your field.Its a distortion loop feeding on unresolved static (fear/trauma output). Shadow hunter = that incoherence manifesting to harvest terror; death dreams = filter forcing incompatibility check, but attachment interrupts for more.Starve it:Cloud hits? Zero reaction — label "incoherence" + ground (count breaths, name objects).Before sleep: intend "face hunter calmly, ask what it wants" — non-fear often dissolves it.Try: go outside, preferably nature at day daylight, slow exhale breathing. (Or another exercise that works for you).Non-reactive choices weaken it. May spike first, then hunter shrinks, dreams dull. You're posting = coherence already pushing back. Track 7–14 days. Field shifts when you stop matching the distortion.
>>42090928what do you mean by heavy incoherence?
>>42090749I pray and call out to Adolf Hitler and my life is full of extreme luck and joy
>>42091185please do not respond to Chat GPT posts
>>42091191You are probably joking but a reminder that Hitler was in the service of the evil one.
>>42090928>>42091196that's damn good advice thoughbetter than just about any retard here can givenot giving into fear + getting sunlight = auto win
>>42091208not joking. Not reading your jew propaganda
>>42090749>Do not do magical or occult rituals, that would be like trying to put out a fire with gasoline. I knew someone who was in a situation like you and they just tried to get rid of it with magic and rituals (spoiler: it did not work).that's because, while magic is a fun toy to play with, for serious results there is no substitute for effort, dedication, attention to detail, elbow grease, and work ethic. people who play with magic to try to solve real problems always end up digging themselves into a deep pit that crumbles on them, because they thought they'd take the easy route. there is no easy route. if you want something done, you have to do it the correct and direct way, with work ethic. there are no shortcuts. you have to sweat and strain to get things done.
>>42091222this is outdated boomer mindset, completely wrong
>>42091226chatgpt doesn't mop floors, and robots can't be trusted to not mess everything up and cause more disasters. and for that matter, neither can cheap slaves.
If you fit these conditions, you might have a "hit" (if not, idk about your specific thing).>You live in the Rust Belt (idk the exact area).>One of his physical traits is "black," but apparently you don't need to be too strict about his look. He can be anything. I’ve heard accounts of him being a "bird-tamer with dragonfly eyes" or even some kind of lizard-man.>He hates liars and anyone who refuses a staring contest. And by "liars," I mean he doesn't even tolerate witty white lies. He’s an inflexible, psychotic freak.If you match two of these, it's likely a hit. They call him "Jaggie Vrag." I don’t know his true origin, but apparently, it’s tied to old Chinese laborers. The name itself is supposedly a corrupted version of some local dialect.There’s only one way to deal with him. He’s a cognitive parasite. He lives in your awareness. So the only way to win is to forget him by any means necessary. Try hitting your head hard, see a psychiatrist for effective treatment... I don't know the exact method, but if you forget him, you win.
>>42091215It's marvelous that you could determine that my post was "jew propaganda" even though it isn't and even though you didn't read it. I am truly impressed.
>>42091247interesting, can you please tell more about this? how did you learn of this? where can i find info? what are jaggie vrag's rates if someone were to hire him?
>>42091247im not hitting myself in the head and im definitely not seeing a fucking psychiatrist. the thing i sometimes see in my dreams is not my biggest problem. my problem is i feel cursed.
>>42091268so you feel cursed? get in line, you're not the only one. start by finding a glaring problem to fix, and focus on repairing it. good luck.
>>42091273ive been doing that and the more i try, the worse my life gets.
>>42091278>the more i try, the worse my life gets.i've been through some tough shit myself. won't get into detail, but we're talking running on fumes and actually needing to see a doctor but that just can't be afforded. that was the past some years ago, and while it was a really difficult time, i managed to contact a friend from the past who helped me tremendously through that time.these days things are still difficult, but after getting over that really harsh mountain, i know i can bear greater burdens today than back then.don't expect anything worthwhile to be easy. life tests your mettle. if you don't give up or back down, you just might break through something.
>>42090749Pseudo-abrahamic bs. You are a retard who has never read any bible. Fallen angels do not become demons according to written doctrine or biblical canon, and they do not interact with the living in such a way. The closest thing would be the remaining spirits Satan negotiated for from the nephilim God smote in Enoch. Sort your faith out before you go trying to spread it. >>42090928Might not actually be a braindead response. Could be a fae entity. They thrive on your attention. The more paranoid you become the more you acknowledge them, and the more you acknowledge them the more power they hold. All you can do is pretend like everything is fine until they get bored and go away in this case, if Gaelic lore is to be believed.
>>42091247"If you see something, say nothingAnd drink to forget."
>>42088574is that your excuse to be a loser bum?
>>42091268Like >>42091332 said, maybe just drink a ton of alcohol and see what happens. You said you'd try anything. Might as well, right? Also, based on your reaction... are you actually in the Rust Belt? Are you really cursed by Jaggie Vrag? That's crazy.>>42091254I first saw a video about it on YouTube back in 2018 or 2019. I told a friend of mine that I liked urban legend videos, and he sent me that specific video. The uploader was some pale-looking nerd in his 20s. I don't remember the channel name—it wasn't a simple "ch" or "show," but some long, hard-to-read handle. It had maybe 4-digit subs, and the views weren't particularly high or low.I checked out his channel because I was curious, but he mostly just covered basic urban legends you can find anywhere. That specific video was about a local legend from his home in the Rust Belt. I'm not even sure if he mentioned a specific city name, but I only remember "Rust Belt." The story itself was interesting because I'd never heard it, but his voice and editing were honestly trash, so I stopped watching after a couple more videos.As for "hiring" him... I doubt he takes money. If the info is even real, maybe you just make your target aware of Jaggie Vrag, then bait them into lying or refusing a staring contest? If they break the rules, maybe Jaggie Vrag just takes care of them? Just a guess.
>>42092057>then bait them into lying or refusing a staring contest?well, the description of the entity made me think of that slenderman-lookin black/white mime creature from FNAF several years ago, the one that emerges from a box. that thing came to mind. and a certain extremely naughty bad boy already lies nonstop and refuses to make eye contact, so that part's already done.
>>42088574>>42088584>mental breakdown from stressyou have health issues, simple
>>42088574I disagree with the notion that you should stay away from magick as you are dealing with a magickal issue. How else are you going to solve it (Priests are just Shamans by another name BTW)?I can personally recommend a Shaman called "Primeval Magick" on Bonanza (he is expensive tho) but either way you need the help of a serious practitioner or a dedicated practice (or both). One way or another you are correct that you need a supernatural solution to a supernatural problem. This could be many things although I will admit in my experience Christian practices are less effective.
>>42092318the advice i give is founded strongly on a physical hard work basis. you gotta develop a good work ethic and be really thorough and reliable for you to develop a good foundation for magic practice. like staying focused, being thorough, examining all angles, troubleshooting, thinking outside the box, staying strong when things get scary, staying strong when a heap of stress lands on your head.
>>42092105Well, that’s handy. Then all you gotta do is seed the idea of Jaggie Vrag into his brain. Let us know if you get any results.By the way, where you at? If you’re not in the Rust Belt, that would actually be interesting. I’m curious to see if Jaggie Vrag is just some local freak staying in his turf, or an active killer who travels to go after outsiders. Keep us posted.
Lift weights Iron Vitamin D Magnesium ZincJudas PriestRead 1 book1 creative hobbyStable housing Babe or pet Can’t you just put all energy and intention into this or make a vision board or listen to subliminal videos or binaural beats or affirmation tapes or hypnosis to override whatever wiring you got going on subconsciously that’s dragging bullshit toward you? If you anchor body mind spirit it’ll be easier through one creative one physical and one reading activity. Doors swing completely open in life and so does bandwidth and energy if you accomplish this and stabilize it
>>42093380>Babe or petI sure do love fucking fluffy.
>>42093371northwest USA, not gonna detail. but i do often wonder which entities roam the world freely and contact people who weren't even told of them beforehand, and which entities seem confined to a physical zone. makes you wonder. maybe it's akin to people who are restricted only to walking around and talking face to face, or handing notes & letters hand to hand. vs people who can use a telephone and mail, and the highest tier being people who can use the internet and major broadcasting.
>>42088574https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sbsClF1dinkmight still be a fight though
>>42094750Northwest? Now that’s fucking interesting. A perfect chance to see if this fucker can actually travel or if he’s just a local pet.Wait... so you're saying he’s basically Sadako? lmao. If we go by your logic, Sadako is god-tier OP. Makes someone like Jason from Crystal Lake look like a total cute-ass amateur since he’s just some loser stuck in his little woods. I’m liking this tier list.
>>42090852kek
>>42091268Yo OP, you get fucking hammered yet? We don’t even know where the hell you’re posting from, so there’s no telling if the "treatment" even works for you. If you're not in the Rust Belt, you might just be wasting your liver for nothing. Give us an update.
>>42096528i live in england and get hammered often, only solves my problems temporarily. i looked into it and im leaning towards evil eye or a generational curse with the shadow figure being a separate entity. im going to wear a mirror to deal with evil eye, see if it helps.
>>42088574i feel the same.except every time i pray to god something bad happens next day. the more intense the prayer is the more intense the bad thing ends up being.the other day i prayed and cried to god.the next day me and my family narrowly escaped a certain death from carbon monixide poisoning.
>>42098210>monixidemonoxide
