What you believe is true to you.

If you believe you are immune to curses because you notice that they're purely mental realm, you will be cured.

You just have to notice it.
It's draining you because you think about it.

You feed the thought loop, it pops up more often, you feed the egregore, you make it reality.

Also this is depression which i solved by learning albedo, rubedo and nigredo.

Get out of nigredo state - I mean, focus on physical reality, shift your mind away from thoughts.

When mind focused it narrows down attention and ignores stuff. UNFOCUS. OPEN YOUR "GOD EYE" THAT'S ON TOP OF THE PYRAMID AND SEES ALL OF REALITY. SHUT YOUR THOUGHTS AND "DEMONS" THAT ACCOMPANY THEM CAUSING OVERTHINKING

Just hang in there man, the show is going to get post-satire. Keep your eyes out for the Epstein class. They were always scared of getting caught diddling kids so when they tried to seize power they went for schools/councilors/therapists first. So take your mental health into your own hands for now.

Smoke weed every day. Bob Marley was a prophet. One Love.

>>42153761
Depending on what you believe:
go to a priest, be honest about what you may have done to get a magic practitioner pissed enough to gather the means to curse you. Tell it all to a priest, be sorry you were an ass and receive his blessing.
Make amends with those who you offended and get the curser to lift it.
DIY. Remove the curse yourself with magick.
I've given one of the rituals away, but it usually turns out to be someone who sluffed it off. You'll have to ask for it. Understanding its references can be a difficult, but it isn't dangerous.

>>42153761
>witch with voodoo
tell me more about her

>>42153825
Look man I know what you mean but it's not like that. I had some strange experiences when all this began, starting with looking at myself in the mirror and perceiving my eyes as "evil": a marked change in my perception. Followed by a dramatic change in my mind and self. I'm doing LBRP to help cleanse myself now.

>>42158078
Since you already know LBRP, you can use this copy-paste, from the classic Golden Dawn by Israel Regardie.

>THE USES OF THE PENTAGRAM RITUAL

>2. As a protection against impure magnetism, the Banishing Ritual can be used to get rid of obsessing or disturbing thoughts. Give a mental image to your obsession and imagine it formulated before you. Project it out of your aura with the Saluting Sign of a Neophyte, and when it is about three feet away, prevent its return with the Sign of Silence.Now imagine the form in the East before you and do the Banishing Ritual of the Pentagram to disintegrate it, seeing it, in your mind’s eye, dissolving on the further side of your ring of flame.

>>42153761
Unironically go get sunlight and do exercises to uplift the curse. You need more light energy and more vibrational energy to counteract the negative effects of any curse. And sunlight with exercises will give you the light and vibrational energy needed to break it. Good luck anon. Just don't hurt yourself by overdoing either of those.

I'm going through the same thing anon.
It pisses me off when people say "oh just Believe that nothing bad can happen!" because multiple times I have tried to shift the reality around me or put my brain into the reality i want/beliefs I want, am completely convinced everything will be fine, and bam. Something awful happens. The timing of it is always disrespectful as fuck too.

I've been clearing my charkas, don't eat USA garbage, go in the sun, my career is about helping animals, I pray, I exercise. I'm a fucking ray of absolute sunshine.

Yet it persists. I actually forgot about the LBRP though so I"ll do that now. HOWEVER.... working with YHWH has also led to unfortunate coincidences.

I hope we are both okay in the end.

>>42158078
lbrp?

well, why did she hex you? what did you do to her?
there is this documentary where some guy who doesn’t believe pays to get cursed a bunch of times and eventually, it gets him and he starts to feel it and has to go back to get it removed. (it is called A Cursed Man, was a decent ride).
you have to go to someone to get it removed. or rectify whatever you did to the original person.