>be me>be decent looking, a proper personality and a nice dicc>almost every single girl that I know and had interest liked me>we end up in a relationship>everything works so good between us for a while>out of nowhere shit happens into relationship and everything goes downhill even though not a long time ago we both had a really great time togetherAt this point I'm starting to feel like there is something metaphysical about this, literally every single relationship which I had no matter how great it was and what a good connection I had with my partners they all ended up bad so randomly. I'm I cursed, I may be doing something wrong beyond the usual human relations, is this just my destiny? This shit is crazy and I'm really curious what I could try to fix it
>shill image macro spammer>>>/r9k/
>>42159779I ain't no shill, I'm just interested into exploring more into metaphysics with my issue
>>42159743welcome to 'life'there is no fixing it. it is part of the program. the woman in the red dress. this sequencing of pattern ensures the most efficient extraction of the essences required to power this 'life' some will call it loosh but the name is not relevant, names are part of the system not above it so what you call this resource extraction matters not. you might ask why then wouldnt it just make it hell all the time? because those negative emotions are not the only ones needed, they cannot be used without an equal positive resource, we see this reflected out in 'atoms' and physics. to make neutral you need positive and negative, and neutral can only be generated by combining the other two. so you go on this merry go round, in relationships and other facets of life. yeah anyway if it was all negative or positive you'd become baseline or too used to it and not generate loosh. this method ensures you will be agitated to the desired results. you cant fix it. all you can do is intuitively understand the dynamics and subvert them.
>>42159789>Posts 2010s bullshit image macro clearly google image searched>/r9k/ tier retardation thread>I ain't no shill>>>/r9k/
>>42159808You get me wrong>Posts 2010s bullshit image macro clearly google image searchedI had nothing better to use >/r9k/ tier retardation threadI just noticed this pattern which I'm curious about because my relationships ended up at already 20 something and all were perfect like good connection, good times, good sex everything like that until a random moment when shit went completely downhill, it's just my curiosity
>>42159743You’re just waiting for your fated match, some people meet them late in life
>>42159743Nigga is you for real my nigga?
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>>42159743Without specifics for each relationship I'm not sure if I can tell if it's something or nothing. But I'm leaning towards nothing. I had similar troubles, but that's because I'm a downer to actually be around.>>42159779>>42159808OP wants to know if he's cursed, and you want to be a bitch about sadboi image use? The fuck is with you tonight?>>42160039>GenesisNah, brah.
>>42159934Sounds like you lack basic self awareness.
>>42159743Need to find a way to make it work after the "in love" phase. That early relationship feeling is like being high on drugs.
>>42161443Indeed, but in my case this feeling between me and a gf was going for a quite long time, I had several cases where we've been for a long time together, one day she was writing me all day long, asking me to go out, sleeping together, getting back home, still talking all the sweet stuff and out of nowhere problem happens and our relation starts to fall apart
>>42161886That "female behavior" is culturally enforced at a young age. A lot of negative behaviors are. Because the culture is corrupted.
>>42159743m8 at least post your astrology natal chart or something if you want people to enlighten you
>>42159796who's the fucker absorbing all the loosh ? and how do i make him pay?
>>42159743My lust died the second I wrote the average feminine nature on paper and stratified it according to its moral nature. I am now convinced that the only thing you are supposed to do as a soul, as a man is to wrestle your own flesh into submission, find God and develop a prosperous and altruistic relationship with our creator in order to escape this prison. 99% of women are half humans with no souls, everything they strive for and enjoy is ultimately evil in its nature. The very core of femininity is absolute evil that seeks to devour good men with the same glee and joy you'd get from stomping out some dorky kids sand castle.Once I realized why women are the way they are, it's like I've finally been enlightened as to why hermit monks become hermits in the first place. It's all a lie, its all a joke. This planet is a prison, women are archons who genuinely don't give a fuck about anything but they have to pretend to have interests beyond themselves just so men don't become suspicious and notice the huge disparity in the nature of each gender. It's not a complimentary nature, it's completely one-sided and parasitic. The entire role of women is to entrap a mans life force and pull another soul onto this false reality incarnation trap. That's all they were designed to do. Satan takes a hold of their hivemind vessels with comedic ease and no resistance. They are all beyond corrupt, they fall apart once a month and endure pain unless they fulfill their ill-natured task. There is nothing in this world worth striving for besides Gods love. There is absolutely NOTHING in this world that is worth your place in heaven.
>>42159743>>42161416had a similar experience this one got kinda sabotaged by my grandma lol
