My life is terrible I had this demon possess me. I would talk to myself but it would be her talking to me through me shit like she was God and shes hot and everyone is trying to ignore her to death and then it came up that she controls everyone. Bad things began happening to me like psychwards and jail all while going through episodes of screaming. She told me I was the son of God her son or whatever and my name was Kamina. Then I got out of jail and she got really scared of me telling me I was spawning dudes that looked just like me into peoples homes and shooting them in the face. She started asking who I was and once she came to the conclusion I was her dad God she got really scared. Then I went back to paychward and jail one last time. I guess Im the one fucker who is real and ur all faggots and I guess God hates me (Gods dad (in human flesh)) and now Im like fucked unless I just come out of my human flesh and take over the world. Many such cases.
Sounds like you really could profit from anti psychotics, not to castrate you, to order your thoughts
>>42164724It's ironic you mentioned castrate was that intentional because the drugs often or always make it so you can't orgasm is my understanding.
>>42163476You should probably see a doctor to make the demon go away
>>42163476Your demon is clearly driving you insane, toying with your mind. Not much you can do but deal with it and try your best to keep your thoughts straight until it eases off, which it should, or at least mine did. Avoid drugs, they make it worse, especially stimulants.
>>42164773it was meant in the "feeling mentally castrated".But OP is somebody (if it isnt a larp) who would really profit from anti-psychotics
>>42163476I take abilify for bipolar and it hides my psychotic symptoms (just makes you fat though)You should go on anti-psyche meds for a spell until your psychosis goes away and the woman no longer is tangible.having violent thoughts only makes you suffer, even if you feel good shooting people in the face. happiness is what you want, not conflict.
>>42166990one does not need to be psychotic to shoot people in the face, plenty of justifiable and very rational reasons beyond some voice in ones mind
>>42163476If you want to cure the psychosis, accept all thoughts no matter how intrusive or deranged they are and just let them pass.Don't try to hide them or not think of them.Ruminate on them for as long as they need, let them reach their logical conclusion. Treat the whole operation like someone who is not letting themselves be ragebaited by a retard. Pick up a mantra of " oh thats cool" "awesome sauce" or some really cringe shit everytime you start getting schizo thoughts telling you fucked up things.
>>42163476Anon, your mind is like a bag of water, and your brain has pinched the middle upwards so that it divides both waters.Stop thinking of "the demon" as a separate person and mix the waters.If you need help with dreams/nightmares, stop having gay little subconscious fears and reality will bend to your will.For example, you might have dreams of flying but once you take notice and try to fly again you fail. This is caused by your subconscious taking some of your higher reasoning in believing that flying is not possible and manifesting it in the back of your mind.
