Have you ever truly gone off script and started walking without a purpose or aim or plan to stop? Have you ever committed to something without a purpose or aim, maybe just to see what happens?How did it go?What the spiritual implications of doing this?
once at the end of september 2008, I just up and started walking at midnight to the other end of town and back for no reason, something like 15 milesdidn't say nothing the whole time, brought smokes with but didn't even touch 'emnot sure what possessed me...
>>42166789yes, i feel like that moment is getting closer for me, saturn return us happening too.>>42166841hm i was thinking about something more dramatic, weeks of roaming. How did you feel after you walk? I smoke too.
>>42166767anyone want to meet up in Athens in about 3 weeks and talk about Jesus? Deadass.
>>42166789>>42166767I live off script
>>42166977Athens, Greece? I'm in Romania and never traveled abroad.>>42166978Details? I can't do it because of my family. I, the /x/ poster, am pretty much the most stable one, they are good but fragile people and i can't do this to them.
>>42167346as i said here >>42167289, i can't do it for a long time, it would crush my family, they care about me very much but are fragile and getting older.I also think that being fasting, being humble, not having sex etc gives you protection so i wouldn't get into hellish trouble, like freezing my leg off.
>>42167384disagree, i am sorry you are victim to your view, you gotta care for some, it's important.
>>42167395>>42167384
>>42167425apologize for saying that or get out of my thread.
>i’m off script everyday wait this isn’t an improv show?
>>42166767Genuinely and truly — every time I try it's like Truman trying to leave his hometown. So much shit just starts happening and people will go out of their way to push me back on my scripted paths. When I was younger it genuinely made me feel like I was in the Truman Show; now I know that the system does this for all player characters.
>>42167482Both of those characters are giant fucking losers lmao, also empathy is a basic tool of survival even fucking bugs have empathy. You are less than an insect.
i stayed up for multiple days and fasted, only drinking water and coffee and personal ritualistic food/drink near the end. saw spooky things, synchronicities, reality melted and i ended up getting a chakra zone scar while meditating on my abuse/abuser and it ended up getting me an offer to work for the government at a state psych hospital.
>>42167289bucharest by any chance?
>>42166767Yes. All the time. God hates it. He panics when we go off script. Aha.
>>42167346Dude, if you are going to become a person who roam the Earth it goes without saying that you must have some kind of autonomy. How the fuck will you survive as a homeless individual if you don't have some kind of autonomy that allows you to live like that? If you become homeless without something to back you up then you are just screwing yourself.
Hi, I want to leave a simple riddleI hope it's not difficult.If anyone wants to participate, just speak.
>>42167425He didn't mean "you must care for someone or else" he meant that caring is inevitable. You are being petulent.
>>42166767Yup.
>>42167722Checked, i had the feeling that would be one of the results.>>42168143Good story, seems like you did it and it changed your path. That's another thing i expected to happen.>>42168502>>42168510Yes, please.>>42168740What happened?>>42168256Left bucharest before Christmas, moved back home at least for a while. As i wad saying about family, they reall need someone like me around.>>42168424I KNEW IT! This is more of a reason to go.
>>42166767DONT know anon shits scary but I feel empty watching ‚it’s strange
>>42169382this will sound shady but I know about a gnostic circle here in Bucharest. if you're ever around you can hmu
>>42170535What does a gnostic circle do? Are you in it?
>>42170824get together once a week to a guy's house and discuss stuff related to christianity, other religions, ego etc. I still have my doubts if there is any point to this but it's pretty interesting
>>42172771Is there a psychologist/philosohper Răzvan P in it?
>>42174142no, there's an Andrei guy. I don't know if there are any other organizers involved.
>>42167289Okay I will come to Romania just tell me how to find you.
>>42175397I'm good, thanks for bumping though.
>>42166767You can't. If you truly go "off script" you instead pick up the script of "homeless vagrant". Everyone plays a role, and that role is defined by the net perception of you by everyone else. You never can "go off script" there is a script even for psychotic breaks that go on mass shootings. Everything you can ever think or not think and just act to do, has a defined role and script. Nothing humans do under the sun is actually "different" or "contrary" to nature. The only way to actually go off script in a real way is to develop magic powers that actually never existed until you develop them. Nothing you do, mundanely, will ever be considered to be "not in the script of humanity".Deal with this fact.
>>42166767Yea, but it leads back to where you were or were meant to be. I hate this life. Actively trying not be part of shit. But keep ons screwing me over. I despise this world, these people and even God for my loneliness. My hatred grows daily.
>>42175595>develop magic powers that actually never existedI actually think i might have this. It's not physical tho. I get very deep abstract ideas i never heard elsewhere which are also obviously true. This is part of the reason tend to think we are in revelation(s).>>42176105God is probably lonely too so... You could be more sympathetic towards Him.
