As someone who has autism, i expect some of you to relate to my thoughts. Often times, i feel like being a good human being isn't that hard. When I get provoked, i don't feel upset on the level that others get. It's like sometimes i realize that i live among evil creatures, and i almost have to force myself to evil acts but i just can't. A lot of things seem clear to me in this life. Of course some questions ill never truly get the answer of. I understand that, but from what i already do know, its like never ending, and then my thoughts face a barricade and i forget about it. I often argue that i find life, (the society that has been created), to be absolutely futile. Others might argue that this is the result of many people in a group, naturally forming a society. Ok, but why just like this? I seriously start to hate everything in my life, i'm aware of technology, food, the education system and propaganda that the government has forced upon us. Yet i can't escape it. We are waiting , and waiting and waiting. Waiting for preschool to end, then high school, university, get a job, drivers license, earn money, marry , build a family, and retire. I know this isn't an original thought and has been discussed a lot before and now. I just don't understand, that many people are just not aware of it at all, and it feels weird to me. Its right there in front of you, why don't you care?? I get that since a lot of us can't do much about the government, we just live with it and try to get as much out of this life as we can. Although sometimes i envy ignorant people, whether its on purpose or not. I really wish that was me sometimes, since these thought loops are just never ending. It keeps tormenting me. They said slavery ended a few centuries ago, but what people dont understand is that we are all victims of slavery. Why do i have to be a slave, just so high ranked people can r'pe kids? I just feel so different from everyone else in my daily life. I have nobody to talk to abt it
>>42175987Free thinkers like thinkingeventually you burn out doing thatfind framework to stabilize, give meaningoperate within a lindy frame basicallywhile you build your mental mapnot much else to be done
>>42176006I can't really get myself to, it's all infiltrating me daily.
>>42176208world is illusionwhile at the same time realreplace the world illusion with alternativenow you suffer in one realm instead of two
>>42176006>"You burn out"Not necessarily. What most "free thinkers" do is perform the equivalent of an unbounded computational recursion with limited hardware capacities and run sooner or later into the problem as a computational recursion, a buffer overflow error of "meaning", putting meaning into patterns and crashing their systems.To evade this one simply has to implement a base case into the function that triggers when hardware capacities get closed to max out. Personally I use eulers identity; e as the the exponential thought and relationship process and the power of i times pi as the reminder that the thought process has to keep returning to the horizontal axis of physical reality and not stay on the verticals in i, with +1 being proceeding of time and knowing it always resolves to 0.
cud-chewing goyim morons really believe there's come sort of god-given standard of mental behavior everyone must conform to and can't even imagine that someone born from them might be intellectually inclined or eccentric or passionate about things other than money and sex, can only reason that it's because he's fucked up in the head and needs jewpills, then go congratulate themselves on what an evolved and smart species they are and wonder why aliens haven't contacted them yet
Your mind is crowded with things beyond your control, and judgements on top of that. Thinking errors and rumination keep draining you. Mental maze Climb the walls And see more
>>42175987>wait for school to end so you can get a job and retire so you can wait for living to endproblem?
>>42175987Hey fren,you're in a safe placeyou can write "rape kids"and what I mean by that is you don't have to censor the truth if the matter>The Epstein class and CIA rape kids.I feel you bud.People fucking suck.And it's not hard to be a good person, in fact it's easier - for us.>the shopping cart testIt's tiresome.I'm a creator. I would classify myself as a free thinker.Maybe you're also a creator.Society steals our ideas, or ends up adopting them one way or another down the roadAnd we never get the social credit or monetary credit for the ideaAnd this is the reality of creatorsThere is an industry of>takersand>distributorsusually they are the same.Like a Rust server, someone will stalk you or happen upon you, after you've harvested resourcescap youand reap the benefit of the resources you harvestedThis is how most of the world worksLook at Nikola Teslawe have a few creatorsand armies of patent trolls, idea thieves, and people who practice making money - even stealing ideas - not making novel things.And it is those people who rise to the topand use us free thinkers/creative types as toolsand they use us until we breakbecause there is always another toolwe are left taken advantage of, doing honest work, even trying to better mankindthey get rich, and their exploiting/distribution systems grow stronger.It burns you out, man.
>>42177305>>42177305cont.What to do about it?Fuck man. I wish I knew.Well, with the help of LLMs, I kind of do.You have to play their game.Their toxic, shit hucking, race to the bottom, rug pulling, nasty game.>Manager promote people they likesimple as.>People listen to people they likeagain, simple as.>Show results, not process.This is the language they speak.And you need to blackbox your process, you need to hold them hostage to it.>If you make it look easy, people will not respect itIt's bullshit, but they think they can do it too, like being a stand up comic - no you can't.>People are constantly and openly hostile, and if you don't defend yourself in front t of your peers, it signals to them you aren't a threat, and because you aren't a threat, you are to be taken advantage of - because what are you gonna do?Just because it doesn't bother you doesn't mean it doesn't affect you. Look up Status Jacking.Also, being polite and letting someone explain a process you know, you think you're being polite and humble, they think you're a dumbass & they're smarter than you because you needed this explained to you.Talk to an LLM about this human psychology stuff.This is "The Game"Most people are inauthentic fake mother fuckers who are 2/10 competent and 5/10 socialAnd that social stat is what society rewards.A 5/10 socialite can steal you 11/10 idea, and take credit for it, and if you pipe up, your 0/10 social ass looks like a whiney sore loser who is jealous of the super smart person - who isn't, they just legitimately stole your idea Like you telling a joke, nobody laughing.And someone else, later, tells the same joke, and everyone laughs.It's a social status game.And if you don't play ityou lose.
>>42177305>>42177356Describe your interpersonal scenarios to Gemini. It's really good with this stuff.It sucks at a lot of things, but it can cite scientific papers and doctors etc to back up its social dominance hierarchy claims.Once you understand you're optimized for a track the world doesn't actually care about, and you understand what the relevant track is, and you learn the rules, things may start to change.People won't change.Butt your process interacting with people will changes, thus your outcomes will change.I'm just starting this journey myself.This is why gang members kill you if you smudge their Puma sneakers. In front of their peers they need to show they won't be disrespected.But you, you were just at a movie, you don't hang out there or know any of those people.But to those people, and that person, you just disrespected them hugely, because sneakers & respect among their peers are all poor really have.I'm rambling now.Just ask an LLMdon't give it personal information, that's how you get the bad ending.Do give it honest scenarios, person A, Person B, and as what it thinks of the situation(s).You'll intuit from there, you fuckin autist, haha.I am too.And, I'd rather be competent, a good person, who is un/underappreciated, than a fucking imbecile who is also an asshole.
Can relate, cat anon. I don't know how to explain it without sounding all woo-woo new age, but most people are simply at a low level of conscientciousness, and really are a functionally evil sheerly through their ignorance. I am and extremely kind person to my own detriment, and can feel the pain and joy of other people, but through experimentation I've learned that the world takes this kindness as a weakness to exploit, whereas when I've forced myself to be ruthless, mean, dismissive of other people out of curiosity, people all of a sudden are putty in my hands and seek to cater to me and treat me like a king. People want to be treated like shit and it makes me depressed because it's not in my nature. Being treated like shit signals to a normalfag, this person must be high status. Truth is most people around us are spiritually peasants who have been convinced to think they're smart through literacy and other illusions of intelligence.
>>42175987Its an evil world you know. Like the proverbial apple. After that man heirs and it procreate its self. Thats when just t ice comes in not just physical but spiritual. The sheriff's in town and he's getting to the bottom of it. Epstiens caught. The god they sacrafice children to is dead. Laws will protect us from bad tech, frankenfood, and other things. Your a wise guy for realizing the now. Most people miss out. It takes many hand working together. Your a good guy. Stop being a slave and get with the rest of the community and find out what's going on, maybe even help out.
I like my you like i like my chicken, fried!! *uses electrical cable whip*You are like the next seven seconds of my life, exciting but short lived. *stares at foe*There is one thing I need from you, and thats what god promised you when you were born. Now die!
Lol someone tried to put a hit on someone for 2,140,000 US dollars and I stuck them with a wanted poster for 8.4 million.I think that he was trying to get me assassinated lolKids dont even know the rules of this place and they began breaking the rules the minute I tell them about the apple.xDPoor guy... Donald J Trump only had a wanted poster for 8900 hahahaIt was the same rich kid retard that assassinated Charlie Kirk BTW, and his friend tried to get Donald trump assassinated, so those rich kids that are 25 years old from Yale and Harvard.They are the ones you are looking for.
Shoop da whoop.Swiggity I'm gonna see if there was the way over at theWaitThere was that one quarter with the well it looks like has been or was it the section of how could we let this and
Don't ping me stupid retard
>>42175987We are currently powerless to change it. You either make peace with that or commit to finding a way to change it. It doesn’t have to be an act of reckoning against the corrupt, just try and do some good where you can. Just do what you can and don’t give up. If you start blackpilling it’s very very very hard to climb out, and nothing good lies that way.
>>42175987There's no such thing as autism you stupid fucking retard
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