also this thread is paranormal because in my worldview:
>emotions are supernatural and affect your aura (which is real and spiritual)
>the weak aura can allow demons to enter you
>outside thoughts felt like from legit real demons
>i asked for spiritual purification advice, which is paranormal

>>42181238
Eat healthy, exercise, take a deep breath and realize it will pass
Coke is really a shitty drug especially the stuff available on the streets because it’s stepped on
Praying in the shower and then meditating on the answers I receive usually helps me

>>42181238
My "friend" had me do meth foilies one night.
Then he left.
I put on The Matrix
and then fell asleep
went to school in the morning.
He cooked it and dealt it, so it was good shit. wound up killing him in a roundabout way - he was murdered or ODed on something else.
Anyway
shit put me to sleep.
more than once.
cocaine, too.
use to hang out with a coke dealer
was his ride
he tried to keep us up and hanging out
but I was like dude, no, I'm tired I need to sleep, you're just gonna waste it
he insisted
snorted that shit
promptly fell asleep in a cold ass house.
sorry your autism is causing you to experience demons my man.
it affects us differently for sure.

>>42181261
yeah, mods/jannies/users reporting have been pretty faggoty for about a month now. maybe two.
>what is the spiritual implication
is the catch-all I use

>>42181238
Are you sure it wasn't laced with fent? That doesn't sound normal.

>>42181335
it didnt do it to anyone else. it's something about my brain, i have autism. i'd tell you what each drug i've done does to me, it's all unusual, but that'd be too long to read, so i'll just say: weed just makes me puke.

i know i'm probably talking out my ass but i believe 95-99% of people have never experienced energies as dark and demonic as what i did. there's no way i can prove it or compare. but damn. if we can experience something THAT bad on earth... imagine how bad a hell realm truly can be.

>>42181238
Not sure you can ever be rid of the demons you allowed to enter your soul that night. You need to start eating clean unprocessed foods. You need to work out and abstain from all recreational drugs including caffeine, alcohol, nicotine. Stay away from porn. You will need to study the ascetics and live a simple life by doing things like sleeping on hard surfaces. People were killed for the cocaine you ingested and by doing so you welcomed the demonic to take possession of your soul. Don’t masturbate, no porn, and if you’re religious you better become a devout Catholic/Jew/Muslim/Sikh whatever you are.

>>42181335
No that’s pretty normal reaction to uppers
They bring out the demons but some are more sensitive to them
Fentanyl actually makes people feel good and relaxed
>>42181308
This guy sounds like his shit was laced because it was making him sleepy

>>42181448
>people were killed
damn i wasn't even aware of that. it's obvious now that you said it. for that reason alone i can not condone the buying/selling/using of cocaine. i think more people should at least be aware the path it took to get to us.

>>42181238
It'll take you about a couple more days to clear itself out of your system. You'll be fine, don't listen to the schizo fuckwits trying to make you more paranoid than you already are. That being said, consider this a warning and never ever do any drugs ever again. That shit is not for you

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>>42181498
The moment you take it, you’re not just altering your state - you’re letting something in that was shaped by people who would never hesitate to harm if it meant profit. Their intent doesn’t vanish. It grew on soil once used for sustenance crops such as quinoa. The conquistadors caused much bloodshed on that soil.

>>42181238
I can get high from snorting coke lines. Maybe a quick high, I need to shoot it, gives me a 10 minute high, then I can't feel coke at all for weeks. Same with some other drugs. Lame..

>>42181600
Most fields in Europe have had battles on them. Big fucking deal, do you think some Russian peasant will hear voices just cause his potatoes were grown in field people died 80 years ago? OP just has a sensitivity to substances, he simply needs to avoid drugs and live a clean life to maintain his health
OP if you're reading this, don't let these retards make you paranoid. You will be fine, it's just gonna take a few days to clear out of your system. You won't be in any more spiritual danger, as long as you abstain from drugs in the future. You'll be OK, maybe you should pray or read some Psalms

>>42181238
congrats, stimulant induced psychosis. you must have latent mental health issues, stimulants 'enable' or turn them on. Sometimes it's permanent.

I wouldn't fuck with any other uppers/psychs, for your own mental health.

>>42181238
>autism
schizophrenia

>>42181238
Yeah man, coke is bad news. I’ve seen it turn two people close to me into absolute miserable husks. Also, whilst we’re on the subject, I truly believe that meth is demonic as fuck. The amount of heinous true crime shit I’ve researched where meth rears its head is insane.

Was addicted to coke for most of my twenties and early thirties but I'm 7 months clean now. I feel alive again

>>42181238
Just don't do coke. I would recommend large quantities of water, sleep and patience

>>42181238
Buddy, relax, you just burnt out your dopamine receptors. That's what that "dark and evil aura" is, your brain chemically cannot feel bliss right now. You've just got to rest and recover, it'll go back to normal over time. Eat healthy, get good sleep, you'll be back to baseline within a month most likely.

>>42181238
Have you ever taken Ritalin (specifically) and did it do something similar? It could be a dopamine reuptake problem.

>>42181238
Don’t be a pussy, nigga

Just get over it

Been there. You’ll get over it in a few days. Drink plenty of fluids, try to sleep, and most importantly, switch to psychedelics

I lost a friend to cocaine. I mean, he’s alive, but I’m not his friend anymore.
Turned him into the worst possible version of himself. Guy’s a real asshole now.

>>42183199
I did coke for a while and hung out with cokeheads and fucking hell dude, never again... It's paranoia central, it's not enjoyable whatsoever

Just don't take droogs. Don't be a druggie. It's that easy, skill issue.

>>42182406
Congrats anon. Keep it up bud

>>42181238
exercise/make yourself sweat and eat lots of protein while drinking even more water

just keep doing these things and keep it as simple as I just described

What does coke do spiritually, anyway?

I have only done it I think twice and one time sticks out to me like crazy.
Was hanging out with two mates that were really keen on coke, I wasn't really I just liked weed. We were hanging out for a while and then I finally thought fuck it, I'll have a line. Go to the bathroom with mate, line it up and snort. As soon as we leave the bathroom his latina gf and her latina friend have shown up to the place we were at and are there to hang out with us for the night. I just found that so crazy, like as soon as we snorted this coke these latina chicks were summoned. I swear the timing was more than coincidental.

This has happened with other drugs for me too, a lot of times I took acid I would be contacted by friends to hang out that I wouldn't be expecting to be contacted by.

>>42183646
It’s sexual magick. Witches are summoned by drug use and you could have had a wild orgy.

>>42181238
Ima give you a solution.

Jesus can help you.

Repent for your sin of taking drugs and opening yourself to the demonic. Say "God, i repent for my sin, please forgive me".

Afterwards say. " In Jesus name, i rebuke all demons associated whit that sin." ( Think on what you feelin', and say " i rebuke the demon of fear/ anxiety/ or whatever")

Jesus is your solution my friend. Repent and rebuke the enemy.

Don't think to much about it, just do it. Pray to Jesus.

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unironically do dmt

>>42181238
Serves you right for being a degenerated individual.

>>42181238
Schizo reporting. If you get voices from cocaine I recommend you stay away from drugs entirely, that shit can be permanent.

>>42181238
It's normal OP, most people experience this but they are around people who are familiar with the side effects. I'm assuming you're not very social or talk to anyone about your experience that's why you're venting on here.

Those upper drugs enhance your mental capacity and thoughts so if you're already a high functioning autismo it will only make you more paranoid and overtime things. Most normies who take it just feel autistic for a short bit but autistic who take it feel like their brain is cracking the matrix and seeing demons and spirit particles.

You'll feel better in a few days, just let it pass and do stuff to distract yourself and build back your "happy" chemicals in your brain. Go eat your favorite foods or watch TV shows from your childhood or comfort movies. I was in the same boat the first time I tried it when I was 26 and you'll want to do it again as soon as your brain normalizes again but don't give in, I did it again 1 month after my first time and I wanted to do it more often almost every weekend but I had to force myself to go cold turkey and I haven't tried it since.

Us autismos get affected differently for a while I could have sworn it made me psychic I could read people's thoughts when I was high on that shit

>>42182317
It was literally made by Satanists during the war to summon demons into the battlefield. Like do some research into its origins and the scientists who made Meth were literally part of an occult research department in the military. It was made to burn out a soldiers humanity so they became cold killing machines, I wouldn't be surprised if they made a pact with some demon or something for the formula to hack the human body into using its soul as fuel for energy

Cocaine and weed depletes grey matter in the brain
Eat more fish to repair grey matter in the brain because fish is the best food for the brain. I would recommend raw salmon as the best thing for this. Alongside prayer and meditation because those are probably equally important

>>42187823
OP is demonically oppressed now, it’s what happens when you take illicit stims.

>>42181238
I have autism too, no your autism didn’t cause you to have the negative reaction to coke it was your subconscious fear/stigma of it. Because you have a very active imagination, you let that influence your experience a lot.


Cocaine relates to the planet Mars, taking it is the same sort of experience as invoking the planet magically. If you genuinely had that bad of a reaction to cocaine, your imagination aside, work on the assertive part of your personality.

would NAC help this guy bros?

>>42181238
Coke also lasts for like 30 minutes

>>42188883
You can’t take a drug imbued with evil and with evil people at every step of the supply chain and expect to get away without consequence. It’s like leaving your door wide open all night when you live in the hood. He invited these energy parasites into his life. OP needs to read the works of Jerry Marzinsky immediately.

>>42188929
Also most Latinos involved in the drug trade pray that Santa Muerte sacrifices the user and protects the pushers.

>>42188929
My experience with cocaine has been completely fine, it’s your attitude towards it that makes it evil, it’s a part of the earth like any other plant and it’s call energies that are already a part of yourself. Addiction and such comes from an unhealthy and unbalanced approach to cocaine, so does aggressiveness and overdose. Mars is a sacred force, but if abused that fire will consume.

I do admit that unfortunately the supply for cocaine is filled with evil

>>42188959
coca leaf in its natural state is a mild stimulant. It’s nothing like the shit that gets processed with petrochemicals.

>>42181238
Aleister crowley.
On cocaine.
Read it.
>If you possess a supply of the drug, you are the master, body and soul of any person who needs it

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>>42189028
I didn't know