Figured it out.Ever since I was young I have had extremely vivid dreams, often following some kind of narrative. Often they are about the apocalypse or weird phenomena, but theres these nightmares that are reoccurring.Essentially most of the time I’m in the passenger set of a car with a relative and we drive off a bridge or into water somewhere but theres just this one that always happens. I’m young again and on a school bus and we’re on a game reserve, it’s always some kind of field trip or an evacuation? Anyways sometimes theres water but most of the time theres tar pits around us. >and this is where I made the realization….It’s not tar….. it’s oil.These reoccurring nightmares paired with apocalyptic dreams, we’ll end ourselves over oil which some of you would find obvious. But, for me just now connecting the dots, it just hit’s different?Oil is made from the decayed remains of ancient marine organisms, such as plankton, algae, and bacteria that lived millions of years ago. In a way Oil is death and entropy and will be the death of us.
>>42185062Oil is but potential. Death happened to it long ago. Isn't fire beautiful? The liberation of that darkness into light. New life.
>>42185062I was talking about oil being parasitic energy sucking force on /x/ since Covid yet glowies constantly tried to shut me up
>>42185510I’m not too sure about oil being sentient, I view it more as an agent of entropy.
>>42185510>>42185062Look up the book "Cyclonopedia" it explores the idea of sentient oil
>>42185062My brother in Christ look up black goo threads in the archive.
To me this sounds very similar to having a thought form manifesting off you or taking from you, I had a similar thing happening with myself except it was a concept of like "soul knifes" as I called them, which were like shards of whispy faded blue smoke that hung in the air and would float on the wind and if they hit you they'd cut through you and hurt but your body wouldn't take damage. These dreams kept happening and I consulted my teacher on it and he showed me that it was the result of picking up someone else's obsession, which is why it felt crazy and out of character to me along with why it was so uncharacteristically vivid: I am a hazy minded person and don't have vivid thoughts like that, it felt like waking up into a different reality with a different better brain and mind. Everything was much clearer than it was in real life, every sensation was optimal. I would suggest that it is something which is attempting to push you away from the concept of oil rather than draw you in, in my dreams the soul knives happened to be of great advantage to me because I was immune so they weren't nightmares, more perturbing and weird. My teacher said this was it trying to draw me into it but my perspective was so different compared to the mind it once was latched onto that this appeared to be disturbing and alien to me.For you it's trying to push you away, I cannot imagine the reasoning as these are beings beyond easy comprehension. I would say attempt meditating on it while burning syrian rue to help fine your focus, change is better than stagnation and patterns with these kinds of entities because they are like things latching on while being pulled in a current and you can detach them very easily once you take more time to being aware about yourself and how to shake off thoughts. Practice a few times and you'll eliminate it.
