how do you develop the mental resilience to not curl up in a fetal position in your bed and start crying when you once again realize how cruel the world is?
>>42194150https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gU3ubk8u7dA
>>42194150Sometimes it helps to curl up in bed and yell or cry or say fuck this all. It can be a cathartic release Last night I had a similar experience (I think it was archons attacking me) afterwards I felt better and moved on. My dog was growling at strange lights/shadows I could barely see so I saged my house in the name of love and felt better immediately then slept like a baby
>>42194150Read schopenhauer's studies in pessimism
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>>42194150https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iekhjR2JiP8I get all of my world events information from pepe the frog memes
>>42194150Embrace the concept of SISU. Embrace hardship to such a level that you become the hardship.
>>42194150By retardmaxxinghttps://youtu.be/rIQ3t1ixUIESeriously try it. N quit taking yourself so fucking seriously
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lUYOqmlUyjE
Put in the work to try and see how beautiful the world can be despite it all
>>42194410>worklolLMAOFuck that shit
>>42194150Retro fantasy anime https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=B5r9uRA3mn8
>>42194150>>42194750The song is from "The Weathering Continent", but the pic is from "Record of Lodoss War"
>>42194150>>42194750>>42194758for multiple reasons. one is the aspect of beauty present in them, it shows that beauty does exist in reality and it could even be possible that worlds like the ones depicted in these anime exist somewhere in reality/what exists. it also shows the "purity" and goodness of beauty in its illustrations and especially its music, by giving positive emotion and comfort from its presence, for those who like it. it ALSO seems to me that these stories describe universal "aspects" or qualities that people have that exist, like how apparently in the record of lodoss war novels I think Parn's father was described as having "a warrior's spirit". Reading about that was really interesting to me, because I never thought about something like that, that a person can have a particular "type" of spirit like that. It's so interesting. I think works like this channel knowledge of some universal phenomena that exist. It's really healing. I was also never into medieval or fantasy Western stuff until recently because of liking Japanese people's aesthetics and taste for fancy Western things, and I think older fantasy anime is kind of related to that. I did always love 80s-90s anime since I was a kid though
>>42194150Allow the curl up and cry you’re resisting to flow through you and you’ll free up the bandwidth to do what you can
>>42194150it's more absurd than it is cruel, so I can't help but laugh
>>42194150You sound like a fellow infp Just try to enjoy the ride, this incarnation only lasts 100 years at most and we’ve all loved 1000 year lives before
>>42194150Have you tried going outside and absorbing the sunlight's energy for your mental and spiritual fortitude, anon? It helps with that, trust me. Just don't burn your skin off. Good luck buddy
>>42194827Nice.
>>42194150Smoke weed every day.
>>42194150By having a comfortable standing of living. But I feel you. I am looking for work and this is the one thing that prevents me from living a decent life with a decent wife and have a decent retirement if I get to there.Interesting work is the one thing that can help me feel good and get my life going. I feel like punching every fucking person that rejected my applications, although I am not for obvious legal reasons.Just one cool job, and I can get my shitty life moving again.
>>42194150By realizing that this reality is an illusion.
>>42194150Sometimes I have instrusive thoughts of all the times I have felt awkward or humiliated in my life and cringe so hard I feel the need to shout or hit something with my hand to handle the pressure. Shrorly afterwards the intrusive thought goes away but after a day or two it comes back. Is this like tourrete's syndrome or something?
>>42197071It's a form of ocd called pure ocd. Sounds like a mild case. Lucky you. It can be brutal.
>>42194150Because no matter how bad the world is, I remember that I am worse
>>42194150>4chaaaan
>>42194150FIDO. Fuck it, drive on.
>>42194150You can do it. You’ll get through this
>>42194150Don't feel bad that you are hurt from seeing this cruelty. The pain means you have a soul and it isn't sealed. But the pain should make you want to fight the cruelty. The cruelty and the pain won't stop if you curl up. You have to do your part to end it.
>>42194150I haven't. I do that sometimes.
>>42194150Fully embrace your emotions. Feel them as hard as you can. Anything else is foolish.
life is pretty great idk what you are talking about anon
>>42194150By transcending my suffering and devoting myself to the divine arts
>>42201158You're an ignorant moron.
>>42194150I console myself with the knowledge that despite the meagre paycheck i actually do make some tiny difference to other people.
>>42194150It's hard not to. I've had a few days where I found myself weeping uncontrollably as I think about the evils of the world. Curling up and bedrotting can feel like they only option left when you find yourself in a rock floating in space run by baby eating pedophiles and loosh harvesting archons.But you have to keep going, you have to hope for a brighter day. Hope for a time where everyone won't be so ugly to each other, where everything can truly be beautiful and free. Some will call that copium and a waste. I say that the constant barrage of propaganda, gang stalking, and blackpilling, wouldn't be necessary if everything truly was hopeless.
>>42194150jack off. smoke up drugs and jack off. its hard to ball up in fetal position if youre tuggin it
>>42194150Realizing the impermanent and empty nature of all conditioned phenomena. It's in your head and there's no need to be a pussy about it.
>>42194150Because i think i am here to learn how to be a warrior. In the spiritual sense. Doing what you describe is not warrior like.
>>42194150i make the false god jesus and his child rape cult salt as fuck by existingpretty fucking good cope for meyeah my life sucks but i shit all over the child rape dungeon party god jesus and his evil elect
>>42196328word.
jokah laugh
>>42194150play some vidya, OP. try to get more daylight in the room too. it'll all be all right, anon.
