I am plagued by synchronicities. It's so bad that multiple times every day I am typing a word and someone on the radio will say it and I'm not even talking about simple common words, it'll be words like "preserve" or something. I am also always getting songs stuck in my head and I'll walk into the grocery store and it's playing. Another one is that more times than not I'll park my car and the mileage will have, for instance 86 at the end and right about it it'll 86 degrees outside and the clock will be 8:06. I also seem to have horrible luck that coincides to the synchronicities. Most of the time they are benign, but then oftentimes they just pop out of nowhere. Example, I have tinnitus, most of the time it's not a problem unless something really loud happens near me and then it flares up. A couple of years ago someone started their motorcycle right next to me and revved it up and it revved up my tinnitus to really loud. It took 6 months to go back down. THE DAY it returned to normal I was out working in my garden and my neighbor walked out of his house and blew off a shotgun about 25 feet from me and it threw my tinnitus back up for a few more months. I truly do feel like I have been cursed. My stepmother was an astrologer and there is very bad blood between us, I used to hang with a bunch of new age kinda people when I was younger and I had a stepdad for a while and his entire family were Freemasons and when I was 21 they were "inspiring" me to join and I told them I would and never did and after that they never spoke to me again and my stepdad left my mom. I need some insight here. What could be happening. I don't feel like I am going crazy but I'm sure it seems that way to others. The only other person that sees this is my wife.
Synchronicities are premonitions. A part of you subconsciously knows something supernaturally that you consciously don't know. Take them as warnings and do things to avoid what is coming. Whatever you were planning on doing, do the opposite.
>>42197548and how have you arrived at that conclusion
>>42197628Because that is how it started for me in the past. I used to get blasted with synchronicities before a crisis. I'm psychic now and I don't need synchronicities anymore.
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>>42197479Burn sage in your home.
>>42197479I have the synchronous too for a long time even what you wrote stands out to me because 86 is one of my synchronous numbers like the top 3 numbers for synchronicity and I found out 86 is slang for kill or "killing it". When I think of a peculiar word like that the radio or whatever repeats it and often as the same exact time as my thought. Idk I thought it was like wavelength quantum mechanics or something like I am quantum connected
>>42197479same but much worse than your situationyou choices are either go mad or pretend like nothing happened
>>42197479just stop projecting correlations onto everything, you are literally self inducing schizophrenia
>>42197479Probably schizophrenia. You don't have voices but not all schizos do.>but it's realI know anon, I'm schizo as well and I'm cursed in an entirely different way. Normies will never understand you're literally cursed. Try antipsychotic meds, they help some of us. ChatGPT says they lead to much better outcomes in the longterm.
>>42197479Synchronicities not "bad or good" that's a primitive understanding of them. That's like an African tribal man being terrified of an airplane flying overhead. Please avoid the doomer schizo neuroticism.It is something to pay attention to, of course. Your deeper, unconscious soul is trying to guide you. You don't have to obsess over it, because even if you miss it then it will just come up again in another form. Also, you are right to avoid the Freemasons. Never join a group that operates through secret manipulation such as that.You sound like you have a destiny that your souls really wants you to pursue, but as with any destiny there are birthing pains. Like you are being called from a far away place to embark on a journey, but you know that it will have challenges and doubts.It's a good thing to realize the synchronicities in your life, that's growth. Even if they appear negative, they are the workings of the spirit that manifests the matter, calling you forth. Good luck and God bless.
>>42197479It works both ways anon, let go of your trepidation and assume it is beneficial then watch what happens!
>>42197479I start getting more synchronous events happening near the spring. They start small, like media stating specific words that I was thinking of. I never specifically look for them. Often after these, I'll start drifting into the more paranoid direction. Maybe the patterns somehow throw my brains prediction model off the rails either due to the novelty and unpredictability of the events, or due to there being a genuine phenomena I cannot consciously observe as a fully structured and connected system. But at the end of the day these coincidences make mathematically perfect sense to happen chaotically here and there, especially when we're talking about something as constant running as human language. Your are also prone to pick up any environmental cues and predict external language, probably something we start doing as a baby. Or that's what I assume, I don't read about these things.
>>42199008You're an idiot.
>>42199235You no longer put any value in math and you want to seek truth instead.
>>42197479Are you able to rest when you sleep? Regardless of what you dream about, what wakes you up?
>>42197479>Songs in head>Syncs>High patternicity >Tinnitus Lean in or out. Lean in to ride the wave and play with all that meaning you choose, or lean out and go dark to it all. I choose the latter, and after half a year I can say things are routine and basic. Still quiet mind for hours.
>>42197479It's hilarious to me how people speak of synchronicities and tinnitus in the same breath, without realizing the connection between the two.I'm an insider and let me tell you that there are microwave weapons who can alter thoughts and to plant words into your conciousness.These microwave weapons are employed through cell towers and 5G networks.They not only implant thoughts in your head, they also make you hear the buzzing sound also known as "tinnitus".They also wreck your immune system and kill you slowly, your body will begin to fall apart the longer it is exposed to these frequencies.If you are vaccined, then you have mercury in your brain which makes you more susceptible to these frequencies.You speak of motorcycle and a shotgun, but these factors only awakened you to the reality of the situation.You can suppress your hearing through medicine, but the broadcasting radiation would still be there, Implanting throughs in your head and killing you slowly every minute.There is salvation for you, except to go and live in the jungle
>>42197479>I truly do feel like I have been cursed. My stepmother was an astrologer and there is very bad blood between us, I used to hang with a bunch of new age kinda people when I was younger and I had a stepdad for a while and his entire family were Freemasons and when I was 21 they were "inspiring" me to join and I told them I would and never did and after that they never spoke to me again and my stepdad left my mom.just schizo, you have no special abilities
>>42197479Test
>>42197479You're talking with the Gods(angels.) They are showing you their magic is real. It is spiritual.https://youtu.be/asrNETl_Css?t=626>>42198773I would go mad without the synchronicities. Atheism is madeningly boring. I am glad the angels make their power known to me. God is watching, and judging.https://youtu.be/b-qLC_ptImo
>>42197479TL;DRMake it into 3 or less lines.
Do you draw deeper meaning from conversations with people - like hearing everything as a metaphor for something deeper? Or dual meaning in everything?
>>42197479>What could be happening. I don't feel like I am going crazy but I'm sure it seems that way to others. The only other person that sees this is my wife.Don't count out the crazy thing. Schizoid breaks from reality are disturbingly lucid, and that's what makes them so convincing. Also, your wife could be the crazy one and has been gaslighting you to the point of insanity so her reality isn't quite so lonely.That being said, don't doubt that you may be in tune with the cosmos. Synchronicity IS a thing, we just don't understand it. So, to get a handle on this, you'll have to understand yourself and strengthen it to handle the path laid before you. Even if we're in a godless universe, strengthening yourself would be a good course of action to facing the challenges ahead of you.So how do you do this? I'd recommend embarking upon a heroes journey. The first step is realizing that you've already turned it down and thus what the call was, where it will take you, and what you're doing this to protect or recover. What this ultimately does is pushes you all in on the cosmic game of poker. Win big or go home (be crazy, with your wife, who still loves and supports you). But it is within your power to add a condition to your wager: choose before you start what you're willing to do and what you're not willing to do. Think of it not as a contract or even a plea, but rather a rudder you're using against the force of the cosmic stream you're swimming in to help you pull synchronicities into your life that present you with the steps to becoming a hero.
>>42197479Half of it is probably reaching stastically speaking. Why don't you embrace the synchronicities rather than despise them? That sounds pretty interesting and cool if you ask me.Consider documenting each one just to back ur shit up mayb
>>42199649Yeah unless my noisy neighbors dont let their dog bark all night I tend to sleep well and have dreams that range from strange and meaningless all the way to lucid and meaningful. I've had a couple of dreams that predicted the future. One night almost exactly 20 years ago I dreamed that people were auditioning for American idol and pouring corrosive acid on their faces and it melted them off and everybody clapped. A few days later I learned a friend of mine shot himself in the face and lived that same night and when I saw him in the hospital his face looked just like the people in my dream.
>>42199811Yeah it's not that.
>>42201191Not too often but I've had some ominous conversations with people over the course of my life.
Wow so after I made this post yesterday I listened to this exorcist explain demonic possession and he explained my situation to a T. So I took stock of the areas in my life that I need to improve, primarily anger and lust, and repented to God and then later went to my car and in the floorboard there was a white feather. My car was closed and the windows were up and there were certainly no birds in my car so that was weird.
>>42197548>>42197660How did you train that ability.
