I'm being heavily spiritually harassed. Last month was where it was at its peak. It caused my demonic instrument neighbour to leave cause I gave their window a loud kick which ended up in a confrontation where the reason wasn't divulged for reasons.It's that whenever I cough, he would immediately cough too. Our rooms are close. His coughs are very taunting. There are other neighbors which were light.I often test him and sure enough it's not my imagination. There are also times when he would cough in the most exaggerated manner which even my mother would hear. It always makes me uneasy as it often happens while my mind is delicate.I tell it to my mother but she acts like one of those dumb characters in a horror movie.I'm questioning my sanity which is crumbling.After they left, I thought it would be better, and felt a little sorry, but they came back for a brief period while they were settling in the new place which was when the blatant confirmation took place. The sorryness was gone.But I think the other one is picking up. I confront this guy through the window, I think he got the gist of it but the conversation was messy so I just ended it. He got the warning, so it was enough. I'm afraid he will really pick it up which would end bad. I got one kicked out already, I don't want to get into a fight.I'm planning on going to the gym very soon for my mental health but I'm sick. Away from my room, I'm not a complete outsider, I also get the urge to cough when in my room.I wonder why, cause I'm a nobody.I used to debate with atheists and then bad things would happen to me. This was in the past though. I don't why this is happening. Godmaxxing blatantly failed while I was in the middle of this.I plan to tease and confront this guy. I'm a total neet lying in bed all day so I'm not yet confident I can manhandle him.
>>42201548tl;dr get raped lil boyo
>>42201548Haven't mentioned this to anyone cause its personal but I figured much of the same thing.From my own observation no matter what the sound is, some cunt in one of the apartments adjacent to me would make what I thought was a 'response noise'. Every time, no matter what kind of noise, there was a response noise.Got so bad that I just blatantly fucking hated them.I thought about it for like two years and I've settled on the conclusion that it's just what humans do and we're not supposed to notice it; that somewhere in our evolution if we hear someone else making a sound we feel more comfortable making sounds as well,under the guise that if it's safe enough for one human to make sounds it's safe enough for them to make sounds as well, and it has to be near the same time otherwise any longer and it might alert some prey or something.I've just accepted it as some survival instinct left-over from when we were living in bushes and shit and I've gotten a lot better at dealing with it.The worst part is that they literally don't know that they're doing it, so I called a couple of them out on it and they were confused (which I thought was just them being manipulative and fucking with me), but they genuinely have no idea they're doing the response noises or that it's in response to noises I make. It's completely invisible to them.
>>42201560Yeah no, I'm not taking that shit. It's really hard when your mind and body are not compatible, I feel like an outsider. One time I met a relative who was very pretty and my body raced wildly but inside I feel irritated and so done with my pathetic weak body. I have to change the body to catch up with the mind.I secretly hope it doesn't end so I can beat him and revel in it but I would not be complaining if he stops.Which is better, I don't know what to hope for.
>>42201577nga what you met a relative you were sexually attracted to ?
>>42201588No, I was a nervous wreck. The body just does that, I had to properly recollect myself. I wonder if my sister figured it out, we were picking them in the airport.
>>42201598just kill urself ngl
>>42201574It made me more critical of a lot of things like a detective, calculating probabilities.
>>42201616I didn't say it was sexual, cause it wasn't. Just me being exasperated with "myself".
