I don't know why but I'm drawn intensely towards spiritual evil. Pure evil, basically. This has resulted in me adopting some very disturbed spiritual practices and being part of some "movements" that people here and irl find detestable, esp the freakier kinds of satanismNot sure what to do. I mean, it's not like there's a reason to do good in a world like this, but I have some distaste for the path I'm on for reasons I can't discern. But it does feel like my nature, so why not obey it?What can make a person drawn to evil? Demons? Am I plagued by malicious forces? Genes wrong? Or am I not a person at all?
>>42205945Malicious force here, do you do demonic yoga? :D
>>42206002nah not my thing. not opposed to it though. whatever that entails
>>42206009Print demonic sigil in cloth, seated meditation will be done on it, plus you can use same sigil to tratak meditation while seated on the sigil, if you have chants for that demon, they will come in handy. If you cant do any of that, but still have your sigil and wanna use it, listen to the sigil mentally while gazing at it.
>>42206019How do you print something on cloth? Can I put it on my laptop? Can we just draw something on your hand with a pen that'll fade later?
>>42205945Left hand path gets a bad name. Unfairly.
>>42205945It's okay, we were all edgy teenagers once.
>>42205945Human males are hunters, often night hunters. We are naturally fascinated by blood, violence or death, and the safe embrace of darkness.Women and small children usually fear these however, since they're merely victims to other predators.
>>42205945>spiritual evilNo such thing.>Pure evilEvil is a judgement.What do you call evil?
>>42205945Do u just don't bother others. There is no right way to live. No one knows no matter what your doc, friends, or other anons say, even if they all act like they have it all figured out. But I think it's reasonable to do whatever the fuck you want in this life - without harming others.
>>42205945And try a heroic dose of psychedelics. Fk it, y not? Might as well try everything
>>42205945Everyone is, it came free with your humanity. It's called concupiscence. You aren't unique in this. Consider how society encourages and profits from our vices. Society is only made up of people. Videogames and movies feature grisly violence and pornography is readily available to anyone with an internet connection. Don't be too down on yourself over it but don't give into it either if you can help it. It's just how we are. We're tempted. Keep your chin up.
>>42205945Good thread. Bump.
>>42205945just don't whine when you experience the full consequences
>>42205945>Why am I like this Because you choose to obey your nature.Everyone is naturally drawn towards evil.To choose to overcome evil entails the act of becoming selfless.It requires you to face your desires and your inner cravings and to say "no" to them.Of course, some people are too entangled in the thorns and they cannot break free.In such cases, accepting your fate and your doom is your only path forwardYou will always be plagued by your choices too, till the end of time.
>>42206398Very interesting. Something I will have to meditate on.
>>42205945>I don't know why but well figure it out retard. its obviously foreign, external influence acting on your impressionable little mind
>>42206763How do you know? How do you know it's not inate?
>>42205945Yeah, same here. It’s why horror movies, dark music, nazism is so magnetic; shit just feels good in the body for some reason.
>>42205945the world is pulling you into its orbit. it will suck you down to oblivion.https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=bPcgoaZjsu8&ra=m
>>42205945truth and and being good are hard, lies are sweat and easy, and a slippery slope my friend."Yes there are two paths you can go by, but in the long run,There's still time to change the road you're on."Have a beautiful life amigo.
>>42207011LMAO being "good" (and being a cowardly hypocrite about it in almost all cases) is the easiest shit. Truly embracing evil coming from good is harder than anything.
>>42205945discordgg/zfVbW8yZm
>>42205945God is a retarded tranny who forces me to exist as the sole frame of reference for and only persistently real person against my will in a retarded hell world where everyone else in it is controlled by him as a retarded tranny hivemind that rapes my mind every second of every day and that only exists so that he can abuse me through them. God is profoundly evil and so are all his minions whereas its tautologically impossible for me to be evil because of the circumstances of my existence and the nature of everyone else's existence relative to mine, there is literally nothing that I could do that would be immoral because everyone else on earth is wronging me on a profound fundamental level, I exist in a condition of perfect virtue relative to anyone else and literally anything I do would be completely justified by the nature of my forced existence and the nature of everyone else's existence relative to mine (they are all controlled y God as a retarded tranny hivemind that only exists so that he can abuse me through them, they force me to actualize their existence by forcing me to act as the sole frame of reference for their reality and only persistently real person in it so that they can temporarily exist materially for the sole reason of abusing me
>>42205945Humans have an inclination towards evil due to our fallen state. The Evil One understands this and portrays the Satanic as something mysterious, intriguing, and a curiosity. Resisting this deception and overcoming the inclination towards evil is a good work.
>>42206092There's probably a business doing it, I've seen wizards like Asenath Mason with stuff like that
>>42205945Abrahamic religion is so unnatural that it makes their concept of "Evil" or the "Satanic" seems pleasant by comparison. Don't fall for it. Take the third position and leave the false Abrahamic paradigm all together.
>>42207150Peterson said it best. I’ll paraphrase, but who would you find more trustworthy, the man who is “moral” because he is weak and can’t enact his own will if he wanted or the man who is capable of enacting his will in evil ways but does so selectively from a perspective of general morality?
>>42207011No, it's not hard. Tell me, whats more likely? a) You behave well and help your community, the police gives you a beating. b) You sneak (with lockpicks) into a church, steal the hosts, dunk them in dmt, lsd or devil abramelin oil, and put them back. The police gives you a beating. Which one do you think happens irl and gives a difficulty spike?
>>42205945Parasite cleanse.Also, listen to this:https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N1LnDT4lI6s
