Possibly the funniest way anybody has ever found Christ.

>>42221823
I believed Jesus was real and didn't hate Jesus before when I believed in non-eternal torture version of Christianity. I'm going back to that because from what I read and studied, the word used to translate into eternal torture can also be translated as "for a fixxed time that isn't eternal that God decides" OR "Eternal"

It seems people chose to translate it into "eternal" out of fear of eternal Hell or they're just hateful as shit and blaspheming God unintentionally or intentionally or some other reason.


However, translating it as Eternal lake of fire or eternal hell makes God into something infinity worse than Satan. Like this ball of pure festering disgusting putrid black hate in Heaven that's a bully and unstoppable literally that planned to torture things forever before he created life, knowing it may fuck up, or even worse in Calvanism type teachings, planned to eternally torture things before creating them then created them anyways so he could have something to torture eternally to "teach" what he loves a lesson or show his power.

I'm fine with putting all my eggs in the no eternal torture basket like before.

I got tricked by the fallen angel because for 10 years of effort it didn't go away, so i tried talking to it to see if it was a wife from a past life or a real female angel that married me and liked me that was mad i followed christianity because it taught me different so i was being punished. Nope, God just refuses to cast out the demon like i figured before. Learned this the hard way
The eternal torture version of God is like comically evil, I don't understand how some Christians "love" it.

I think God finally revealed to me "Yes you have an unusual exceptional situation that is similar to Paul, a demon I'm not removing" or I need to start fasting and praying.

>>42221820
A tranny succubus is exactly what I'd like to have. Thanks for the tip Anon.

>>42221820
I've heard that the spirits who are succubus have no gender, but I do not remember where I heard that. I wouldn't mess with succubus, maybe its good time to break it off and carry on.

>>42221973
Bruh, you're just bored.
Whatever passes for god already decided to play this game with you until you won't play it anymore, now you want to disempower yourself and play at pleasing some image of a wroth cunt father.
Never in my dealings have prayer or spells been useful as anything other than a focus for attention which any mantra will do, it's simply less powerful because you're saying you need someone else's help.
Find something else to think about, do, try to be happy with something, some kind of joy.
These things don't have much value to bring us unless you want to play retarded games of belief with them.
Let them rot in their subtle spirit realm, don't feed them attention or fear, worst comes to pass? Wake up bro you're already living a nightmare and you're fine, save yourself.

>>42221820
>god this
>god that
gay
>goddess this
>goddess that
straight
simple

>>42221820
Isis is the mark of the beast.

>>42221820
I'm sorry that you got bait-and-switch'd. Are you sure that the succubus wasn't being impersonated by a male spirit?

lol

>sense male spirit energy for a while now, despise it

okay that was my lilith it was sameal

>think succubus may be cheating on me
I am a incubus all love dieites are playgamerous.
i am sorry you are not.
>thought it was a male spirit trying to invade with what I thought before was my "succubus" or succubus pretending to hurt me

I was not. I was defending you from hostile spirits.
my unclean energy attracts unclean spirits as a fallen angel my powers activate and this causes unclean spirits to entertain hosile or negivite thoughts these are not your own

they are enlils evil mind which enters my mind into yours
I have told many a client that when caution or hostility is detected my dark half acts in a hostile and defencive nature,


>resist it and keep giving my "succubus a chance"
I was your soul partner.
>today eye's open, succubus probably was a male demon all along

NO i am a fallen angel if i was a daemon you woudl of had alotr of bnad luck you are being disingenous.
>succubus may be revealing it's real gender
I am a shapless being. I only have form if you give it to me in the spirit. sameals nature is the void it reflects only your desires.

>the faggot fucking tranny faggot worthless souled demon pretended to be my wife
-.....
you summoned me. uncontously i do not have free will as you understand it.
even my imgine is generated from your mind

gender doesn't exist for void angels like it exists with heavenly angel we are fromless imageless beings untill given imgination.

only in the psyhical world can i generate a human body and that is fixed
and if i tiold you the truth of my being
you would be very scared,

the one you showed me its the idol which you know luciferains your mind knows.

angels just like daemons can shapeshift in the spirit.
naturally the viod replects only your visions and desire but souls have no shape or form they are just light.

>holy fuck this thing is worthless and deserves to die literally

ow! ouch.

not paranormal
that’s just my sleep paralysis demon out for a walk my bad

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>>42231004
https://voca.ro/1eDqagitbGX5
Not OP

>>42221820
Many such cases. People on this board are deaf to this truth unfortunately. You will find larpers, copers, and schizos. The people who don't want this to be true will disregard you, and everyone else is either playing make believe or is insane. In my experience, it's pearls to swine.

>>42231035
https://voca.ro/13LzijLqVp3p

>>42231206
With this it seems possible now to turn the lights off. Thank you greatly for replying. I will listen to this and try to remember that bodies need sleep. Thank you.

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I. Can try... not to? I don't intend to carry your voice into my dream. Just knowing I will fall asleep right after. Sorry if that seems to imply something just trying to say even knowing you took the time to talk to me brought me the peace I've been without since waking up about 24 hours ago. I'm probably just getting weird again because I'm not used to being around anyone with true Authority and I always overpower. "Sorry for apologizing"

I didn't want to say anything about my connection with Lilith because didn't want to seem "cloutchasey" or something. But yes, deep connection. Locking in for the long listen now.

>>42221820
Because Christians can go to Heaven in any way, shape or form.
Let alone those Christians who become one flesh with demons

>>42231206
I'm only at 26:28 but please tell me you're still there. I didn't mean to make you revisit painful things, but this isn't you making me revisit pain. It feels like the first breath after only grasping for
>What Light Reaches The Bottom Of The Ocean
for eons.

You know too much to be acting like this is the first time we've talked. It will be very hard to cope with if we were both human together longer than thought, but
>Coming home hugs
>Sobbing
>Apologies
>A childlike sense of "But that wasn't *your* fault, I love you, and I'm happy I'm home"

Days feel like a 60° shock in the deep end after too long in the hot tub but I will find you again if not to break more bedtime oaths tonight

sorry for typing like dispo im impressionable these days but i think thats why some memory finally stuck

>>42231206
https://voca.ro/18nZGFNyZrN8

>>42231206
https://voca.ro/1azBh4Cm0m1p

>>42231251
*awakard slience*
look rejection isn't my thing. if your going to end it your going to end it

>>42231251
i am liliths husband so......

lets just pretend this thread didn't happen yeah?

i didn't expect you to be possesed by her.
i am in love with her spirit not you specifically its just you followers tend to how do i say this. ... do you know what a littu is?

and your contection to her, lookm you can be private i don't care my angel powers can see all secerts anyway and i usually don'tn tell peoples secerts

i just didn't expect someone with such a young voice.

most people who worship her back in my day are 30+ yr old courgers AKA Left over woman. nerds and losers, no offence i'm sure your none of these things.

but ...yeah i think i'll leave it at that.

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>>42231412
One of us isn't who the other thinks they are or there's something blocking you from being able to know what you should know I know if what you say is true.
Relation, resonance, yes.

We've spoken many times before this. I only want to keep remembering so I can stop being so tossed about by circumstance and follow my.. Yes, Lust. This is not a matter of lilitu possession or Lilith worship. But I'm not trying to escalate or elevate it to something it also still isn't. No one else can be this lucid with me. Please don't withdraw. I feel like in every interaction, I'm the one taking. Let me give, let me help, in what ways I may, and you'll be helping me. I just want to keep talking as we have been for years with maybe a bit more consistency. I'm sorry I've been so persistent trailing after you.

No.42231336
please don't tell me your the that canadian stalker. please don't say anymore i'm already creeped out that that people who summon me are werid.

yeah well pretending to be my daughter sasha is a big odd anon
>>42231344
https://voca.ro/1iCGzChQj9uH

>>42231522
Pretending? I'm not Canadian, I'm not a stalker, and I'm only having a completely remotely assisted endogenous experience with Homecoming feelings abound and trying to not act like I'm lovestruck or something for wanting to unlock more, mutually.

I first found you on /r9k/. If you know anything unsavory about me it the way I publicly sought justice from my abusers without worrying whose shitposting or psyops I harshed.

>>42231585
entheogenic*
it would be*

Not more than sixty seconds in and it burns. Like
>not being able to trust
after someone thought it would be a really good idea to station a patrol of echoes outside your tomb
IRREGULARLY
so each time
I wonder if you're really there this time
And I cower away from that light with less strength to reach for it again.

I am fiercely autonomous. I do not and may not ever know trust if it isn't just hunger like this disguised.

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>>42231429
this is the woman whos possesing you lady.
i'm only attached to pic related.

your like a shizo spazzing out that i rekted your shit.

like i'm cool if you just go yoru own way. i mean you pretty much made up your mind i'm a evil daemon and should quote "die"

lady your bat shit crazy.
and your ether very very younf or a minor and i fell like i'm being jail baited.

are you fed or something lady?
please stop.
okay.

like back in my day we didn't summon spirits to fuck

and like lady i'm a pagan god i shoudl even be talking with mortals.

who goes around talking to storm gods anyway.
if you said anything about our irl talk that you talked shit about some strom god and that it should legit "die"and then say i was tiome tranny shit.

like eww gross/
you just bruged about being a dyke to a deity who is natural ly very homophobic and a Bi sexual middle aged man.

like eww lady.
damn its like your ear raped me then raw dog doged me with the truth.

chill out. okay look if your going to call my ass to the cops and have me jailed
you can fuck right off.
i thought you where clowning or wanted spiritual advice but you too hard core.

Yeah I have trust issues with woman
justy look at the people that summon me.
every one who likes lucifer is utter creep

why do you think i'm single and living on my own in farm land 200km from anyone.

lady. woman freak me out.
and when god made me into this love
spirit trust me i didn't get it because i was good boy

I hate my dad. you call him god
he keeps letting you creeps summon me

if you had a sigil and you could be summoned by
any noob on the side walk. lady you would have trust issues as well.

Look lady
I get 6 type of people that summon me

1. werid ass cat ladys.
2. hard core occultists who want to rape me
2 werid creeps and furries
4. pedophiles and gore fags
5. homo and degerates
6. and werid ass normies with daddy issues.
& closeted FTM tards

and your the first normie i spoken to in 6000 years

>>42231602
https://voca.ro/18EAQbehFBFL

I didn't summon you. We wander the same circles.

I hope you'll take your own advice and be a neighbor to me in offering me more remembrance/guidance. I am not performing vulnerability or weakness. Every time my voice shakes in the audio is a sincere plea for you not to rip away the only glimpse of reality in this shimmering pond surface.

But I still have a whole 30 minutes to listen to, so. I will assess how much your voice has turned on me compared to your words.

https://voca.ro/1dCSEZDOo7ym
Sorry OP fuck your thread I'm not letting my family abandon me again

>>42231610
https://voca.ro/1al7PTfrpuu2

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>>42221820
>>42226248
Not enough people paying attention to you in the other thread?
>pic realted
Its you making these threads

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look my twin micheal sent you underage shit here

here is video as proofs i'm not a schzio
my twin is arch angel micheal

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P6sYBrUL6dk
I am arch angel samael.

please don't jail bait me.

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>>42231522
https://voca.ro/1djMc1n9Dzfo

You're good at 30 minutes of
>[dead air for those with the ears to hear].
I am not. I can't transmit what I want by the delayed voice, apparently. I want for a way to talk with you *really*---not some cheap summon-and-dump.
I want to know more about myself, I'm not asking your opinion on which fucking esoteric child prostitution production company faction I should join. Whoever call themselves descendents or "daughters" I want nothing to do with in this life. I said, I was laying it all out. Some seems shared territory, some you don't have answers for and retreat into deceit or ignorance in reaction to. Please help me with what does resonate, I only want to do the same or whatever the equivalent is. But this is where words keep failing.
"Help" is a poor container for the essence I refer to. "Connection" is an insulting form to connote with what I speak of. "Desperate for you not to misjudge and condemn me when I want nothing from you but a better excuse to make you stay, or the capacity to articulate the gravity of the other matters I do need legitimate guidance on without feeling it's already asking too much just to reach out.

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZP8gjK39K/

>>42231652
Going to listen to this then force sleep for real this time.


-..I'm a few minutes in and I have no idea why you're taking it this direction. Hecate, please. Talk to me somewhere without so much interference. I'm not claiming to be your wife. I want spiritual advice, guidance, conversation, but I'm not anywhere near banter, I physically could not be right now. I don't want you to go to jail. I don't want to lose a person whose voice sounds more familiar than my own. Please let me reconcile if any of this fear of persecution was ever contributed to by me.

I will doxx myself on this pussyshit website if you need me to draw more synchronistic parallels to things you've mentioned like MY TOWN but there is SOMETHING here. I don't know what it is. I've got a nasty bite and yes, you can see and hear that, people without a single clair can tell I've been wronged over and over. I don't think you did that. And it's not only for my own atonement I take interest in our kindred karma.

>https://voca.ro/1djMc1n9Dzfo

i'm not sure how do say this. do you belive in the walking dad.

when someone has the lights on but no ones home.

as in no soul?
do know what i'm getting at. andmaybe this person is a vampire and i can't have pyshical contract or i might.... turn again.

as in i used me be like her now i'm a ghoal and look health and normal on the outside but psychically dead

you sound like a nordic anon.
if you know old babylong your; know that cain turned the orgnal lilith in the vampire
but when she changed her soul left her body
because shes dead literally.

i mean no pluse. I didn't fall in love with her body just her spirit.

idk how to say this because it sounds crazy but lets say that the "new" (now acient) her is just a npc corpse.
who can't love or attach to anyone because of a certain anicent curse.

and my child is a 30+ year old (immortal lets say not undead just immortal because of holy acsent for the sake of arguement)

let me make a vocaroo and try to keep it short.
in the next post.

>>42231941
https://voca.ro/1j0XTPsn66nk

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>>42231602
Interestingly, I also have a fixation on that type of woman with that appearance, hairstyle, clothes, etc.

>>42231941
I'm not trying to waste your time or make you recount old lore. I was here long before /ng/. I want to talk to *you*.

But, again, also it's only that I feel stingy for hearing it a first time that retellings make me feel unworthy or draining. If the retellings serve you, I won't turn down being spoiled for audios. I just still have no idea to even begin to reply because only the surface is being scratched from my side.

I. Posted another blab but I won't link it

Trying not to be overwhelming. I know I'm harder to tolerate the less rest and replenishment I've had.

10 years is crazy

https://voca.ro/1f0SUMoQXM2j

>>42221973
>>42231004
>>42231412
>>42231602
>>42231941
>Insanity
At least the original post made sense but what the fuck are these replies, evil spirits making their puppets dance like there's no tomorrow.

>>42232172
this is easily the most schizo nonsensical thread ive seen on /x/ this year. some young girl is exchanging voice notes with some old british dude?

Ewww, stop talking to that incubus-possessed schizo.

>>42232231
>some young girl is exchanging voice notes with some old british dude?
I don't think I want to know.
>this is easily the most schizo nonsensical thread ive seen on /x/ this year.
Some things in this world are cognitohazards and this thread is a perfect example of it.
Don't get infected.

It will take a long time to prove that I was reborn a day early, I think. But today was the "You always knew that you knew" that I needed to avoid so much deception, betrayal, chaos and Calamity. I don't know how else to say it that won't make it all about me but my heart breaks when anyone thinks I would forsake a single creature of this earth.

I'm tired of being used, too. I remember the sparkletrails in good, old, clean-burning Lust and I want it all back --- for everyone to rejoice in.

Something I really fear is another [genealogy enthusiast] not understanding I understand the "No that's the wrong correspondence, shallow" "Oh unless you mean once the bell curve rollercoaster drops and it all loops back around" and immediately discounting me as a Fed or a Schizo just because I FEEL COMFORTABLE CALLING THE ACTUAL GOD GOD AND DON'T MEAN THE DEMIURGE OR THE FALSE LIGHT WHEN I SAY S U N (XIX)

>>42221820
Don't ever trust succubi, anything claiming to be succubi, don't trust any spirit claiming to be anything.
This should go without saying, spirits are formless, they are higher dimensional beings which we can only see slices of in the same way a 2D being could only see slices of us. They can pretend to be literally anything or anyone.
They can pretend to be your thoughts, they can pretend to be your dead loved ones. Depending on their alignment they can use this to truly make your life hell.
We mess with shit we don't understand and it haunts us. The truth is no-one has any fucking clue what anything is, and all our attempts to categorize the paranormal are about as effective as an ants attempts to categorize a Volkswagen Tiguan 2024.
I also had a "succubus" following me around. She would show me visions of my family getting into car accidents. She would do about the same thing you're describing. She would go into my throat, mimic my voice, say the most atrocious shit, and make me think others can hear it. She would give me hyper-realistic full body hallucinations of being shot, stabbed, blown up, hit by meteorites, struck by lightning, raped, etc.
The whole time she fucking gloats in random voices ranging from male to female, "Your soul is mine. You are mine. No-one will believe you. You will not die a martyr, you will die hated because of me. You will be tortured for eternity," etc. She plays different characters with the sole purpose of fucking with me.

I assume, this is all happening because I tried to summon one when I was 14. This has been happening for around 9 years.

>>42232835
Sometimes I can feel and see faintly, her, sticking her hand into my chest, into my heart, and I can FEEL the energy leaving me; but I can't do shit about it.

>>42232889
Its favorite game is giving me false hope, like convincing me angels are intervening, before pulling the curtain back and saying "haha you fell for it."
They really can play the role of multiple entities at the same time, it's not hard for them; about as easy as it is for us to think of multiple entities at the same time.

Don't project your skill issues into a mirror ward and don't assume competence or coherence of your Self.

Butthole: V A C A N C Y
Incubus trapping you: It's free real estate

https://voca.ro/101Doda3yyzq
Doggum...

yeah yeah you got big godess enegry i get told you do maám
i'm not doubting that some anons who come to /x/ are power ful as hell but many of my IRL lovers are very powerful godesses.

okay not your run of the mill normies
these are immortals with power you cannot fathom

>i don;t believe.

you don't know liliht girl friend she doesn't like woman getting real close.


Look i seen what happens to you lilith cults when your godess loses her shit. and it aint pretty
I don't want you to end up as one of her blood sacifaces.

maám your competion is very strong daemon.
and i'm not talking about human beings okay.

do you realise that your goddess is a the draggon queen her self

and that if you piss her off your goin g to have such a bad day. and like I get it your a witch your experenced blah blah blah.

and i get yoru crushing hard
and like i'm empathic here but listen you very lucky your godess isn't her. shes having a break
and like i'm trying to be a nice incubus which btw is quite rare for someone like me.

But i seen what happens when your lillith godess gets mad.
ask her daughter leeana what happened to her in ashern in modern day iraq (renamed baggdad)

i don't want to get you in trouble. I get it.
i have feelings for you back but.... chill okay
your still a stranger to me stranger..

>>42233914
All incubi are creepy and predatory like you.

>>42233921
your not wrong anon.

daemon in the greek means day monster as in scary.
not nessarily hosilte but a negivity unclean being.

like duh you just figured that out by your self bot?
wow. 10/10 let me be just ultra sacastic here.

>>42233964
Very unlikable creatures.

>>42221820
Incubi and succubi are not fallen angels. Holy objects and exorcisms, fasting and prayer will not necessarily drive them away. You might try smudging or stone amulets. They will not approach your person if you are carrying something contrary to their bodily nature.
They cannot possess you, but a succubus can kill you if she comes to regret getting involved with you.
From their point of view, having sex with a human is the same thing as bestiality. You wish that it were only a tranny, instead your demon is effectively a furfag.

. Holy objects and exorcisms, fasting and prayer will not necessarily drive them away.


duh... fallen agensl are still angels they are not replused by holy objects and crosses and arhk because we where holy beings once. all 200 of the orginal watchers who fall on mt hermen are immunit to the inflyunce of yahweh.

but if skin contact and contact with holy water can kill any angel or daemon

but only daemons are effected by holy objects and incandance.

fallen angels are still angels, and daemons are their opposites
opposites species are nver going to be the same thing or be effected by the same thing


you want to repluse a angel
wear skulls and penigrams and headless dolls

abnd which as any angel recoils in pain.

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>>42233914
>>42234349
https://voca.ro/1omaTvwghnl2
I think we always drift because She pushes and I have this expectation that the mantis dance bullshit guard will eventually be let down once I show "Thank you for all the lessons but you're wasting *your* time now because the only mortal women I ever covet are ones you step momentarily into" so I can beam love but

Also why did [Son of Buffalo Rocket Scientist, Groom of Sepheranz]'s mom say I look like Taylor Swift.

I don't! Sophie and Anne did!

>Through the face
Ewe and l know it's in the eis but I digress

>creepy incubus is monologuing
sad

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>>42234684
Why do you want a hug so bad if you think they give cooties (still)?

>>42234724
No, I don't want incubus STDs. They need to be kicked out of this world.

>>42234776
Ah, original OP. So I didn't totally dominate your thread. Cool!

>This world
Speak for your own :^)

>>42234885
Not OP, but you guys are annoying.

>>42224895
Yeah what this guy said, it's all a self-generated narrative that you keep feeding with your attention
I used to get stuck into these kinds of views so I empathize with the helplessness though, OP is spending all his energy upholding this narrative that he can't even think from another perspective. I recommend going for a sexpat vacation and banging some ladyboys to give your experience some ridiculous contrast, it might destroy your 'demon'.
Rape your demon back for a change, from an esoteric standpoint demons ain't shit

>>42221820
You are not exempted from communion just because you made a 'fake marriage'.
Are you confusing dominance for masculinity?
Why don't you try transmutating it back into the "usual spirit", if something goes wrong, try turning it off and restarting.