How do I get ambition and drive in my life /x/? Are there any rituals that I can do? I'm a NEET, and while I do make money on the side a part of me is just bored with life and wants to get a proper job so that I can move up in life.What do I do /x/? I will even give permission for you to conduct POSITIVE Magick on me (if you ask me) to change my mindset and make me stop being lazy so that I can get off my ass and make my family and friends proud of me...And also fyi, its not even really because I'm lazy although I am at times, but I feel like my mind is constantly at war with itself procrasinating and doubting myself etc. Like I just want to better myself, but I definitely need paranormal guidance to help me.
>>42222759Is your NEETdom sustainable? Like could you continue to be a NEET for the foreseeable future? Or do you need this job otherwise you will be homeless?
>>42222759>>42222759Job magic is being done for you at this very moment.
get a job and see how much you hate it, no paranormal needed
>>42222938>sustainableNot forever, because I help take care of a familymember, and the day they pass I will no longer be able to sustain being a NEET since I get paid by the government to help take care of them, since they're a disabled veteran.>foreseeable futureYes, but the social stigma is really starting to become too much and also staying inside pretty much all day most days can be exhausting, and I don't want to be a wimpyneet my whole life.>otherwise you will be homelessNo, I live a comfortable life right now, but more money couldn't hurt.>>42223001God Bless Anon>>42223056I am anon, and I want too this month I'm just dreading it because I almost am for sure I'll hate it but I don't want too, so I'm stressed thinking about it.
>>42223285>social stigmaStop caring what normies think about you. That's their entire function in the ecosystem, to enforce the social order by shaming, bullying, and ostracizing you. Don't give in, don't let them shame you or make you feel bad. I know this is easier said than done but you must not let the normie enslave you.>the day they pass I will no longer be able to sustain being a NEETWill they die soon? You should consider that.>staying inside pretty much all day most days can be exhaustingBeing a NEET and shut-in hermit are not the same thing. You can still go outside and do shit despite being a NEET. This part is entirely your fault.>I want too this month I'm just dreading itBeing a wageslave isn't fun and it will drain all of your energy. You need to find some way to survive comfortably without having to wageslave, whether that is becoming a travelling vagrant or buying a parcel of land and living off-grid. Are you expecting any kind of inheritance when this family member dies that you could use?
>>42223313>Stop caring what normies think about you. That's their entire function in the ecosystem, to enforce the social order by shaming, bullying, and ostracizing you.I'm trying too anon, its just really difficult when especially its your friends doing it to you.Because I don't want to lose them, I want them to be supportive of me and so far they have but they insist that I get a job and I'm scared of making them upset any further and of course I'm not going to lie to them about that, so idk how I'm going to please them other than givingin and getting a job even for a while to show them that I can do it and that its not for me and I want to do my own thing.>Will they die soon?Probably not, and I hope not. Doctors have said that their time is limited, but even then they have lived longer than that.>You can still go outside and do shit despite being a NEET. This part is entirely your fault.Yes that is my fault, but most friends are far and busy with their own life and I have nobody to hangout with around me because I live in a boring neighborhood surrounded by lots of traffic and the highway (I don't know how to drive which doesn't help, and I'm scared of driving where I live.).>Being a wageslave isn't fun and it will drain all of your energy.That's what I'm worried about. Having less time to do stuff aswell. And possibly yes, but possibly no so I can't say for certain.
>>42223436Get better friends. Friends shouldn't enslave you like that. And even if the outside is "boring" you should still be out there. Go outside and take a walk, breathe, meditate, get some vitamin D.
>>42223436Although I'll admit most stuff I do is just watching youtube or playing vidya and jackingoff then taking a nap, other than spending time with my family.
>>42223459Thanks for your advice anon, and thats true because I could easily just go to the park and walk around or something...I'll admit sometimes I don't go outside for like a week, but I still take a shower and everything but still feel like absolute shit so I need to definitely go outside more.
>>42223485But it's unironically true. Just getting outside and talking to random strangers and just taking it in gave me just enough strength to start overcoming depression.
>>42222759I will just give you the crystal response because I'm too lazyFor Burnout wear/use:start wearing: Garnet, Ruby, Vanadinite or ZinciteFor Confidence wear/use:Golden Calcite, Orange, Calcite or MalachiteAnd for Courage wear/use:Charoite, Chrysoprase, Golden Calcite, Tigers Eye or SunstoneAnd other stuff which I'm too lazy to explainedAlso checking if I'm unbanned
>>42223541>explainedexplain*Also nice I'm unbanned
>>42222759I’m sending you blessings anon
>>42222759> I'm a NEET, and while I do make money on the side a part of me is just bored with life and wants to get a proper job so that I can move up in life. I’m a NEET but have had several jobs off and on. I have never worked for a company that was worth it. In my experience they are all unappreciative pricks that don’t pay what they should and don’t care about you. I guess everyone is replaceable in todays economy so you’re just a temporary tool for them. > What do I do /x/? I’d say if you really want to try a job go for it but don’t be mad if you want to quit after a few weeks. Jobs mainly provide superficial meaning for NPCs boring lives. > I feel like my mind is constantly at war with itself procrasinating and doubting myself etc. Like I just want to better myself, but I definitely need paranormal guidance to help me. The thing that really matters is who you know and what cult you’re in. No one just gives good jobs or careers to some random Joe that’s not in their club.
>>42223541>>42226170>>42226184Thank you all so much for the advice anons <3 I really appreciate it, and please keep me in your blessings. God Bless.
>>42222759Your mentality is in the right place, anon. It's even better if you don't need it, it wouldn't be a dead-end path to you. Men need to seek independence, layer by layer. I would advise you to meditate on freedom. Just stop and think about your own concept of freedom and try to find your own answer. If you need drive, more will to life, start working out at home if you're not. Dealing straight out with ceremonial magic or chaos magick is no good if you intend to enter a realm of social shenanigans and normalfag whatnot. If I could come back in time, I'd say find purpose first, start moving your drive and building what you want to build. Strong purpose is the most solid foundational ground you could have to deal with everyday bullshit and preserve your essence. You need instinct for that, for that is the realm of men, action and will. The ability to develop this can't be borrowed. Meditating on fire also helps. Literally put fire on something and observe it.
>>42222759I see myself in you, or I used to in the past (and still do, sometimes)I think youre taking a good step towards becoming who you want to be, and I trust youll get there, whatever the means are.Do you read books? Sometimes they help me find motivation, specially manga and such, It can be anything really, as long as it resonates with you :)
>>42222759Get a job faggot
>>42222759Make a contract with a powerful spirit who wants what you want. Negotiate fair terms. Let the spirit consume your doubt until only your purpose is left, and act together.
>>42222759Quantum entanglement. Think positive and believe and it will happen.
>>42222759You have ADHD. We are not meant to exist in the normal structures of modern society. We are incompatible with it. We need to exist in danger, not social safety. yes, to the layperson, our inability to do things comes off as lazy. But you yourself just admitted that you have a war going on in your head, leading to indecision paralysis. Your brain ain't built for the safe mundanity of modern life. You are not like them, and it's foolish to try to be.
>>42229962>you just have mental disorderthere is a genocide and you have to be an ignorant buffoon to ignore the cutthroat social game. they want you dead.
>>42229987Psychology and spirituality go hand in hand. They are not diametrically opposed to each other, as bad actors would have you believe.While yes, there has been a large national/global saturation of mental illness diagnoses, a good majority of them are faux-illnesses. They present the same symptoms, because we exist in a society that explicitly designed to manifest such things, but those who had those symptoms regardless of the shit society, for them, the issue is amplified and augmented 10fold. It causes a degree of alienation that at times can feel unbearable, but unlike the normoids, our will is somehow built of sterner stuff. These mental illnesses are real, but they are overdiagnosed due to society explicitly manifesting the symptoms. In essence, real brainrot, no meme.The circumstances of society have manifested symptoms identical to those who suffer from the real disease, the real disease being active regardless of society. It's artificial mimicry.
>>42222759Ambition and drive you have them. You are just comfortable.If you didn't have any of that you wouldn't wake up from sleep and live on the streets you take care of someone else that drives you to get paid for it.Think you have all the answers
>>42230006mental illness isn't real and the alienation is a perfectly conceived op by jews. the goys know.
>>42222759Go find your anima. Talk to her, if possible. Lack of drive is... Well, I ain't explaining shit, but there's a good reason for it, and you can overcome it.Protocol is as follows: Try tulpamancy, and just create an absolute best friend for yourself. Writing will also work. You just want some way for the opposing self to be embodied in your life. Art's another good one.Then study up on Jung's mapping of the psyche/archetypes, that's where most of the real answers sit. Go into Jungian Active Imagination, and ask questions while you're in the state. Other visualization-heavy practices work fine too. You should get symbolic answers, which will self-encode so that you don't delude yourself by accident. It's like solving a riddle every time, except you automatically know the answer.Writeup on how that works: https://galahaderidanus.substack.com/p/the-puzzle-methodBe ready to study Christian esotericism, even if you don't believe in that sort of thing: Shit attracted all of the autistic wizards for, like, two millennia, it's basically impossible to get by without inspecting their ideas.Finally: Don't fucking give up, don't turn into a psycho, and listen to your impulse to rest when you need to. If you feel really imbalanced, go read up on Rudolf Steiner's cosmology, especially his lectures about Ahriman and Lucifer.You're gonna do just fine, and you're going to live a great life. Good hunting.Source: It Just Works(tm).>>42230006Duality's bullshit, it's all one thing.
