A few years ago, before I was diagnosed with schizophrenia (just adding for the fact that it was a real memory), I had this memory of crying and screaming when I was a child, begging not to be sent back hereA white-haired, long bearded man in a white cloak was over me in some woods (I assumed to be the woods of my childhood home), telling me I needed to go backI kept screaming and crying that I didn't want to come back, but the man forced me and my vision grew darkI knew for sure as I remembered that it was a real memory, and I remember having it when I was four or soA few weeks to a few months after I'd remembered, I had an extremely lucid dream and began flying, and as I came down to float above some trees (I was forced to), I saw two identical men resembling the first man, both godly figures, and both had blue eye symbols on their chest, and gave me some advice before the next part of my dreamBoth experiences were at my childhood homeNow, since having been diagnosed with schizophrenia, I have a fully intelligent, conscious voice that tortures me, but for the past three years has given me fully vivid hallucinations and feelings of God and divinity that I could not begin to explain. The feelings and visions change my entire world, as if completely jumping into another reality, feeling like Jesus did in Judaea, seeing as god wouldIt's more vivid than any psychedelic trip because it feels real, and massive, impossible to explain in any capacity it deservesThe entity in my mind went by Yahweh, and full enveloped what that name means, giving me fully vivid experiences of his face high in the sky, booming voice coming down at me as I just lay on the cold sidewalk, the feelingsI just figured I would share
that evil piece of shit doesn't deserve the name "divinity," but yeah I have memories from before I was born...crystal clear oneseven verified some of them with my mom
>>42224399Checked. Have you done a [parasite cleanse before, anon?Schizos are sensitive to etheric phenomena. And demons use parasites to better interface with your body and torture you more efficiently.Try Pic Related. See if it helps.A word of warning though. The parasite/demon WILL fight back and try to scare you into stopping. Do nott stop. That means it's working.
>>42224690Also. 'Yahweh" is a plasma based lifeform.And you can affect it with you imagination.Your imagination is a weapon. Use it.
>>42224704I haven't, but I might give this a go
>>42224710It's hard for me to even think on my own, he has my mind blocked almost 100 percentHe keeps saying he'll unblock it and it seems like he's telling the truth
>>42224399>before I was diagnosed with schizophrenia (just adding for the fact that it was a real memory)lol
>>42227491Rather try neuroleptics, parasitic demons dont stand a chance against them. Speak to a psychiatrist they can help. I´ve been there too, twice, years ago, psychosis has its perks but nearly always ends in catastrophe. Good luck.
>>42224704Do you have experience with parasites? Did you know they also devour negative energy?
>>42227557 It was three years before I had any symptom, and I only developed schizophrenia because of shrooms
>>42227598I'm on clozapine and abilify now, but no medication has ever put a dent in the voice
>>42227661ah shit sucks. sorry to hear that, I only experienced what I perceived as divine voice revealing me truths for a few months while full blown psychotic, but meds made a stop to that completely. dont' work for everyone 100%, but keep taking them, they should keep the worst in check. cant imagine how its like to have to deal with this shit just all the time, as a few months of this shitty troll voice was more than enough. You have all my respect for hanging in there. If I were you, I wouldn't take anything as truth the voice tells you, not without a huge grain of salt, it's probably really just trying to fuck with you like a interdimensional troll would.
>>42224399i told you god is a rapistevery time they try to get me to leave i push them aside and come backwhats it like being shit on in your own rape dungeon jesusdoes it hurt being proven false every day god? you non omnipotent child raping nigger
>>42224704i am doing this, altho the pdf i have does not have the same supplements on the maintenance - www dot docdroid.net/FX4DpXm/cdf-nac-protocol-pdfi on week 5, i never took 1 week off with the oregano oil and nac, does this ruin the whole process? i felt alot, many shits in the beginning, and my sugar cravings got squashed which was very nice. i need to know i used this oregano oil which has stomarch coating - iherb.com/pr/now-foods-oregano-oil-90-softgels/731 is this bad for the protocol?and the shit with the worms and parasites never happened to me, i saw some pictures on the cfg general with worms and parasites in the poop, and expected this to happen, i live in europe so maybe i did not get as many parasites?anyways i think i am gonna stick to this protocol in picrel and buy the pomegranate extract for the maintenance
