In the summer of 2021 I worked a construction job in Nebraska. For years I had been a drifter, travelling throughout the country, working short term jobs, and leaving without saying anything. And Nebraska was mostly a bad experience but I got meth 'right off the boat', you could say, as it was manufactured not too far from where I was. I didn't get a lot of sleep due to this and having worked a night shift, and I was also very depressed and anxious, so I was rather miserable.One afternoon, on a day in which I wasn't able to get meth for long enough that withdrawls were beginning to creep in, I was working at my shift and due to my boss and colleagues pressuring me to work harder I became very angry. I went on a break and laid down in a field. I blinked for what I thought was one second and woke up in a sweat, seeing that the sun was beginning to set. I must have been out for hours. And I very vaguely felt like a bunch of strange things had just happened, one of those things was walking around in a huge empty library, but I can't remember anything else. I was confused and in a daze, and my boss was walking up to me, I could tell he was upset. In my rage and confusion I beat him mercilessly and ran away. I ran for so long it felt like my heart was about to burst and my blood could melt steel. I hitchhiked from there.To this day I don't know what happened, and think about it every day, but can't make any guesses. It was as if I time travelled. Am I a sage?
>>42225352Sounds like sleep deprivation caused from meth. When you got off it for a couple of days your body was finally able to rest and you got some much needed sleep. Stay off that shit anon it's going to kill you, your heart feeling like it was going to explode was no coincidence.
>>42225352This is apparently some sort of ghost world we actually live in
>>42225378I don't do meth anymore. But I know for a FACT that that wasn't sleep.
>>42225389ntacoma>inb4 howa coma can be as few as 1-6 hours
>>42225352I assume you probably weren’t eating or drinking much since stimulants like meth tend to kill appetite, so you were probably unintentionally fasting, which tends to have interesting spiritual effects. That, along with grounding through the grass/soil, coupled with sleep deprivation and the lingering effects of the meth withdrawals probably had the combined effects of a kind of makeshift purification ritual that put you into a sort of… uncontrolled or “wobbly” higher vibrational state.If I had to guess I’d say you accidentally astral projected to the Akashic records based on your description, which can also feel a bit like the “missing time” that some ET experiences report. If you weren’t expecting that or planning to do that intentionally the experience can be pretty jarring, so I can see why you would kinda freak out when coming back because it can feel like you just white out and “fast travel” to the future, even though it doesn’t really feel like any time passed.
>>42225532Very interesting, what are the Akashic records?
>Am I a sage?Seems likely. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ If you’re interested in experimenting with it then I’d encourage you to legit try fasting in a healthier setting for maybe a day our two, then going out in nature somewhere with lots of grass or water and a cool tree/trees (you’ll instinctively know which one) and sitting near it or against it and then just kinda soak up the environment, look around, touch stuff, become one with nature and all that jazz and then just slowly close your eyes and then focus on the ambient noises like birds, bugs, wind and stuff then focus on your breathing and the sensations you feel from your toes all the way up to your head and just try to sit in that moment and quiet your mind and relax enjoy it and see if something happens.
>>42225538Kind of like… a metaphysical universal “event log” or “database” that stores accessible information outside of space/time about everything that has or will exist. My explanation isn’t really doing it justice, but I digress. Perhaps someone else can chime in with a better or more personal description if they want. I imagine it’s probably different for different people, but I only have my own experiences to work off of.You can sort of consistently access it through practice with things like prayer, meditation, astral projection, etc. everyone has their own preferred methods. I would argue there isn’t a singular “correct” way to get there or experience it. Feel free to experiment and figure out what works for you.
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