i was born in iskcon and when i left their god started torturing me and destroyed my life, using natural causes such as causing me to get bedbugs from our neighbors, and controlling my abusive father and aunt's behavior to torment me even more. i had a vivid nightmare and felt shockingly potent darkness and "disturbance" once after i prayed to Krishna promising i would cut off the leather from a pair of jean shorts i had, and then around a week or 2 later i ended up wearing them without cutting it off and that's when i had the nightmare. i dont want to convert to an Abrahamic religion. even ex-ISKCON members didnt believe me when i shared this. my life was completely destroyed by their cult and the things i went through because of them, I'm now severely disablingly-level mentally ill from ocd and ptsd and i have intense dark nightmares every few nights about paranormal stuff. they are really disturbing and i can feel serious darkness in them. i prayed to Krishna for something over a year ago and i haven't been able to remember most of my dreams since then, and before that i had vivid dreams that i usually remembered for my entire life since i was a kid. https://youtu.be/xj7ylgj2JlQ
Krishna fucked me and my family UP when I broke my tobacco devotional.
But I think what happened to you seems more like the minute Krishna washed his soles of you a trickster entity immediately stepped in. Maybe egregoric in nature, the wrath of the temple following you. Explore in those realms. You are not fighting a God. You are fighting a being's recognition that God is a very important concept to you.
>>42234594>the wrath of the temple following you. yeah, lots of my dreams actually take place at the temple i went to my whole life since i was a kid. some of my nightmares about Krishna have happened there too. >You are fighting a being's recognition that God is a very important concept to you. i don't believe in God anymore, mostly because i started believing in Buddhism for a bit (the problems started when I ALSO left Buddhism and didn't want to return to Hinduism either), but maybe you're right. during my worst moments the first thing i find myself thinking is "Why won't anyone help me?" there were multiple times in my life where i prayed to Krishna for help in a situation and He really did help me, it was in situations that objectively were really logically unlikely to go the other way if i didn't pray. i think youre right and it could be a trickster entity. so many scary "coincidences" happened to me regarding Krishna before. one time i was doing something in my house and thinking about why my life is like this now, i don't remember what, but exactly at that moment i heard someone in a tv show my Mom was watching say, "You abandoned God, now you float around like a leaf." another time, i was in the shower, and i insulted Vishnu in my mind, and literally immediately a drop of water from the moldy shower curtain rod splashed into my eye. (1/2)
>>42234562Whatever God you're placing your misfortunes on likely doesn't give a cotton picking fuck about you.You are insignificant, and these troubles are a matter of RNG.
>>42234594>>42234662(2/2) this next one is a bit complicated so please bear with me. i also once had a nightmare about Krishna wanting me to submit to him and it had an ending that left me feeling uncomfortable. then i saw the time on my phone and battery percentage were the same combination of numbers, like 3s and 5s. as a teenager i got into this popular new agey belief that was common among gen z's called "angel numbers". there's a lady called Joanne Walmsley who has a site about them with an explanation for basically each number or combination of numbers, it's considered to be a sign with that message whenever you see one of them. when i looked up the meaning for the combination of numbers i saw after the dream, it said something like "Your guardian angel/angels are sending you messages through signs such as your dreams" and i think something else about how the signs are things about my life purpose or something. oh, i also see 1:08 all the time when i didnt expect to, and sometimes it happens when I'm specifically thinking about Krishna or religious topics. Before i was on psych meds it would happen MUCH MORE and it would happen very often specifically when bad things happened to me, and because of weird timing with other "synchronicities" or coincidences, i would think other things are also a sign, like once i was listening to music and i think i was thinking why is Krishna doing this to me and then a song called "Special To Me" came on. i have a lot of religious trauma combined with bad supernatural experiences and i think ISKCON's specific general mood of hysteria and fanaticism and basically spiritual authoritarianism significantly contributed to it.
khisna did all these to me too OP.all because he wanted me and lilly gone and my son randy gone all because he wanted powerhe was the most trusted family meber but his own going betrayals screw me up. yeah i'm gettin g bed bugs too op and rats and wetas and cockrochs in my house and its all comeing from him my finances are des toryed and he lies to me using my sister cythnia. idk what to do at all.as i do not even like fighting. i just tolerate it. because fighting yeahweh is a death sentenceI had shut my mouth untill 2026 when i final cracked.to top protect me but humanity isee him as a danger to humanily and all life on this planet.but listen OP dispite the tormentheaven is still real. i and I still love humanity and you OP.even if the world and the cosmos hates me.i don;t actually care about my self i always work for others glory.never my own.i'm just minor storm god who has a problem with the material god attacking my children who have the RBA1 blood type the children of sethbecause i am from the tree of lifeand the source god made me to make you. so that the highese god would express their love for you.my son randy flag is out there somewhere. i get tormented by hermes/kishna for years and years because i refuse to be friends with the worldbut instead i befame freinds with the most highand i am srounded by his angels as a incarnated angel learning humanity as io wwas one once game back to be a brigde for heaven and earth because i am full of light.hermes ofc wants me and my brother enlil dead.and likely all the other annunki babylon angels because we know the truth. I didn't die. horus never died. thoth could never kill me.he just hates me. and that's fear as he hate my brother set as well but like i didn't ask to exist or make my son jesus who would lead to my downfall.i'm not stupid OP i know whay i am hated by yahweh because i spoke the truth and now paying for it.maybe you spook the truth too koren anon.
>>42234562Oh, it's not the god, it's the clergy doung black magick on you.
>>42234801And if you want proof, do the "devil horns" mudra when you feel bad vibes coming your way, you'll stop some of the junk. Now now, I wont help you further, as you're worshipping the light. >WatI'm not human. Yes, you guessed. No, not from abrahamic religion. Wanna come? XDDDD
>>42234698I’m sorry my friend you have classic case of mental illness. Krishna is an Aryan, so to his non Aryans subjects he would bestow them with courage and love for life, to be a hero. To head first into calamity and come out stronger regardless of the pain, to not succumb to suffering. You need medical attention. Stop giving into synchronities they’ll drive you mad, you have to realise this world and all of us are loosh farms for lower spirit entities, you are basically falling victim to lower entities. And iskcon is by large an abrahamic Psyop. the ways of the Aryan remain in the vedas, Ramayan and Mahabharata, each are riddled with the Aryans struggles to not succumbing to these lower life forms, giving will to power, but not low impulse(it should be reigned by wisdom) these are the lessons the Aryan bestows to the non Aryans. you have become afraid of life. Own your body, own your mind.
>>42234893That’s not the devil horn mudra. That is literally the cow mudra which is holy to us Aryans.
