For context I've never actually done psilocybin, I'm just curious to know if this is at all similar to what actually happens when you take it. I forgot most of the dream when I woke up, but apparently I took 5g psilocybin in it, not in the form of a mushroom but some weird clear gooey liquid with black chunks in it. A while after taking it I was experiencing extremely vivid sensations, the obvious being colours which were appearing more bright and vibrant and the expected hallucinations, but there was also this deep sense of connection to myself. Like I was able to bridge some gap between the me that was experiencing reality, and the 'actual' me, the one who was in control of everything. Not merging them together, but disconnecting and distinguishing them further. That feeling of you're actually piloting a meat suit, but multiplied tenfold. Not only that, but I was extremely in tune with emotions like they were some kind of energy, like I could almost mind read people just based on what emotions they were emanating. Also everything, and I mean literally everything seemed to give off these 'emotions' including plants and even inanimate objects, like everything had this 'energy' to it. I realised that if I didn't like a way me or someone else was feeling we could just simply choose not to feel that way, as stupid as that sounds. For instance, if I felt guilt or shame I was able to completely disconnect that feeling from me, because it wasn't even me to begin with, but rather something I adopted (something about the ego I'm guessing). And if there was someone I wanted to interact with I was able be 'myself' unconditionally, without any weird feelings or emotions attached to it. Another weird thing was this feeling of being awake in the dream, but awake in real life at the same time. Usually when I lucid dream I'm completely in the dream, but this time I was also out of it. Not half and half, but completely in both places at the same time, it was weird as fuck.
>>42243490Maybe it was mushroom liquid culture , mycelium can grow in water and have psilocybin too I think..
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>>42243490Yes extremely similar, people assume it is just visual hallucinations and exclude the emotional part you described very well. Though with the dose you took in the dream you would realistically have way harder visual hallucinations, which could be overwhelming for a beginner.
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