>>42244728
She raped me in my dream

I like her shadows. Wdym by evil? Strangling babies like in Jewish myths? Angels kill her babies when she could breed. she can’t breed anymore since her consort Samael is castrated as Jewish tales tell. I created tulpa of her in order to communicate and reflect. She takes joy in freedom of others but I don’t know if she simply doesn’t want to eat me in the end. I gave her my heart in the pact asking nothing in return and she provides me wisdom (divine downloads like an instant knowledge) and protection when it’s necessary (noticed it isn’t what people think it is) What do you think, what mother and father eat in spiritual sense? I would rather focus on relaying everything to the source mother what has been done in this world and so on. But I trust the father in literal sense. What do you want to trust her with in the first place? Your soul? Or what.

Yes, she is evil. A parasitical entity that cannot exist or thrive on her own.

>>42244771
Oh anon still locked in duality. Kek

>>42244728
She's the unseen architect of the veil, like Selene. ie she's the thinking and perceiving kernel of your unconscious mind. She is the woman who is above. That's it.

If you have certain genetics and are uncircumcised she will try to force your mind open and take back the piece of herself there, and you will be aware of it. If she cannot do so she will work with and favor you. She doesn't have a physical body and depictions of her as a a demon or voluptuous hyperfeminine succubus are absurd. She has an engulfing and blind maternal presence if anything. I do suspect that thingI interacted with should in fact be given the name Lilith on some level, though she is essentially nameless and ineffable. I had repeated visitations by a woman with orange eyes and she came to me through others in the waking world. She may punish and try to devour the weak obviously. I assume she prefers foreskin. I don't know if circumcision makes men simply blind to Lilith (hive mind slaves) or immune to her, not being circumcised myself. I can say however that it is real that if you remain intact she will come to you and if you are weak you probably cannot fight her off. Very strange.

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>>42244858
>She is the woman who is above. That's it.
And if you're weak then she will be "on top" of your sleeping body. As you proceed to do as she says and experience what she wants for her pleasure, unaware of your own works. You have to become aware of her and tame her. Elevating her to equal standing is usntable because your conscious mind will probably become exhausted while she wont.

That's why the metaphysical allegory is put in masculine and feminine sexual terms by the way. And why Adam and Lilith are made of equal material and then separated, like the hemispheres of the brain.

It's amazing people managed to take Lilith after I ebcame fixated on her and turn it so retarded and debased is incredible. She is kind of mindless though so maybe if you tell her to rape you she'll just do it to make you engaged and give her attention.

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>>42244869
ie casting her as a succubus is just telling her that's what you find engaging. It gives her a game to play. Rape implies you say no but are forced to anyway. So you essentially just instructed the unconscious mind "give me something to say no to, and show me how you will force me to experience yes anyway". She sees that and will run way ahead of you to make sure it happens.

How this relates with the orange eyed being I'm unsure of. She came to me in dreams and all forms. Old woman, young woman, 1920's attractive young woman, a child. If you see through her though, it's always the orange eyes. I think it's possible all women are actually Eve masks of Lilith and she thinks it's funny I'm generally unaware that she's playing all the parts. Maybe I just made a tulpa based on the godlike version of my parents that existed in infancy, and gave it control of my own unconscious mind? Hard to say. It's all real either way.

See also Selene and Endymion.

>is the devouring antimother evil

You're a special kind of retarded if you have to ask

>>42244902
There is no "devouring antimother". There is the primordial feminine (mother of motherhood), and the predatory feminine (from which the engulfing and immolating mother arises). Two sides of the same coin. Lamashtu is the antimother having no children of ehr own, but Lilith is also sealed beneath the red sea and either has no children or is told 100 of her offspring will die daily until she returns.

You've essentially just personnified her as death or the '"dead mother", which is wrong. She's closer to mind blind and compulsive, ie she will maim and kill you to protect herself from the fear of losing you. She will also serve you to the letter and assumes anything you engage with is what you desire, and will try to make more of it. Just like an actual mind blind mother.

>>42245122
>spirit responsible for dead born babies
>no relation to death

You a dumb egg

>>42244765
Tulpas aren't real and you're a schizophrenic.

>>42244728
omfg fucking Ya permenant pms this bicth i member back in 2024 when i was in visuals 24/7 i looked at an image of lilith and she fuckisng roared and draged “me” into a dimensioen to go war for what was years compeltely unprovoked
Im a girl btw so its not like “man evil” or whatever what a bich

she is also just lucifers tranny avatar hes indenityffluid shapeshifter and will assume any role to be worshipped and pimp off ur energy

didnt want to stray away from the ginger theme i gues for

>>42246012
i divined by she attacke me
https://youtu.be/837wfixYW-8?si=fgGOkwacO-EiH3w4
>smahing th pponent
saw my free etheral form as competition probably outa spite n jealousy got all insecure from a mere gaze

>>42246012
>who won
I was half out so j want actually in her little pity pokey dimension just looking at it and her gay revenge fantasy bullsit throgh my third eye So not fucking straight ik
she didnt win shit everyone saw me as competition back then i would constaly get thrown ini “atral jail” the most pathetic prisonment bc u can just phase out teleport out etc but theyll keep thowing u bak in glowies rage

>>42246045
pribably cus i “murdered” so many waifus

anywy lilith is not all abt Fem empowerment or whatever shes a gay ego tripping egrogre who wants u to project the image of “power” onto her prideful nuisance, shes comparibly to a karen kike “You Cant be Herre!!! This is my Lane getout!!”

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itwas this image BTW
she loteraly looks like lucifer crossdessing with thise bully big shoulders and manly face, since sh is lucifer jumping on an alt account coming 2 ur boy adam larping as a dommy mommy all liek “Ew ur ugly im not gonna have sex ith u” *makes out with lucifer* yk thise kinda race revenge roleplays where ur on two alts

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Those who fear her are afraid of their own shadow self and the demons lurking in their subconscious. Also seemingly to no surprise often not mentally sound.

>>42245122
Strictly speaking, every menstruation is the result of lilith.

>>42244728
I WOULD PUT THIS STATUE IN A JAR

They're not "evil" in the true sense. They don't have free will, they're not capable of it. They're just extremely retarded. They do however mean you harm and you should not trust them under any circumstances.

>>42244752
I hear you anon.
She tried twice to steal my nut, once as a woman, once as a bird/moth.
Rebuke her, as Christ has the only space in your soul and she will leave. Simple saying the name may not work.
>Paul we know, and Christ we know, but who are you?

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Honestly, I mostly have had good experiences with her. Worst one, she was in a dream, I was arguing with her, she got mad with me, told me she was lilith, and pushed me down a flight of stairs. I woke up on the floor.

The most recent one, I was having a suicide spiral, crying over my pistol, debating whether or not to shoot my heart and die because of how alone I was. She literally full on appeared in front of me, shoved her face in mine, and told me, and I quote, "I need to tell you something." She vanished, I invoked her, we tried to communicate, but it sounded like we were talking through static or noise and I couldn't understand what she was saying. She kept giving me disappointed looks, staring into me, I offered her rosemary and gin, she accepted, and we parted ways.

>>42246185
Funny, I suffer from Borderline PD, "demons" don't really scare me at all. They either ignore me or are particularly patient.

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>>42245277
You're on Mt. Stupid anon.

Consider why Lilith's gematria is 480, and female infants are vulnerable to her until 20 days old (480 hours), and males until 8 days (circumcision). Lamashtu rampaged because she had no children of her own.

>>42248088
>Funny, I suffer from Borderline PD, "demons" don't really scare me at all
Yes, but you appear to be at least somewhat comfortable confronting or accepting of the darkness.

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The only thing I know about Lilith is that I love her. This is my lil shrine/altar to her.

She's a cunt. So are her friends. Controlling. I hate controlling. I pick free will and my own plan.

She basically got all her buddies from Heaven to try to pick something for me I wanted least that they want most so they could control me and I could learn submissiveness and obedience. I refused. They are obsessed with controlling me and picking my path for me and it involves sexual obedience and submission.

It started off with them telling me I'm a fallen angel God incarnated mortal. Including God and Jesus.

God gave me some retarded bravery test where he gave me a staff and had me try to fight a fallen mother earth with intent miracles with God next to me. I tried it. Push through physical pain. Did it. Try whistle blowing information an angel gave me about the US govt being corrupt as shit risking being disappeared due to nature of info. Did it.

Then they say summarized:

>You were in Gods army of course you can do those things!. Now obey us and join Jesus Christs marriage in Heaven what you refused to and it's why you fell! You don't even have to have sex with men it's group sex with men and women involved where the men don't touch in a homosexual way!

Yeah, no thanks. I do not pick being group sex with males present for all eternity. I pick celibacy or 1 wife or hell. I realized I dont get 1 wife.

What a disappointment the Creator Jesus Lilith Lucifer and Heaven are.

I'm refusing them till this day. An angel and God basically said two things, they're going to pressure me infinity or I'm going to be put in my own world where God makes IRL NPCs to feed me and sell me shit so I can be all alone for all eternity. They said there's no Eternal Lake of fire. They brought me to my face with eternal eradication of soul fear, then said "just kidding".

They've done miracles to verify they're deities.

Or a deity is raising an animal from the dead healing bone breaks and instantly transporting me to deceive me while pretending to be like 10 people.

I hate this

>>42249158
Nevermind, finally I had Lilith tell me she's doing what I hate most to punish me as a woman, about the "group sex with men present in heaven" thing.

I had a vision from God doing a "smile face" implying I need to assume God is testing me and pretending to be evil to fuck with me to punish me.

I'll try to stop bitching about my punishment. it makes sense God does his own punishing. He does it pretty well, I genuinly hated him.

Finally, reality doesn't seem like eternal Hell.

Lilith keeps typing up these long posts through me when I'm in a bad mood and i choose to post them angry. I will try to stop because it may confuse people.

You're all animals

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She's kinda hot.

Do we have to have this thread every week? Why? There are hundreds of qabbalistic entities, most of them benevolent, but all the psyoppers want you to talk about is this one personification of imbalanced force.

>>42250009
It's cause Lilith give succubus and succubus have pussy I think. Or Lilith talks to a bunch of people on 4chan.

Man I wish I had demon wings

>>42250416
r u grl?

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>>42248928
Maybe. I don't really ask for anything other than strength to continue on whatever it is I am trying to psych myself up for, to give in to myself and reject society, and for insight into myself. Maybe I'm just a child of Belial after all.

>>42249562
>>42249158
You think yourself God? Maybe this is all mocking you and causing problems because of your immense self importance. You are told you are a fallen angel or God because that is how you actually view yourself, and it's mirrored back to you to point out the absurdity of your beliefs. Let go.

Is still evil?
I didn't have bad experience

>She told me she isn't evil anymore
shes telling the truth

>but I don't know if I can trust her?
never trust a daemon. if your going to summon you have to expect a daemon to just be what it is
but she s a succubus use her for your skill set do not do more then and the experence is fine.

do not place trust with daemons even if they are husband wih another. temperance is nessary

>Any personal experiences?
im her husband.
No i don't think so.

our experince has never been negtive/. but we cannot related to the mortal experince because it vairies from person to person.

she has reall changed though.
and i still love her but tat the end of the day she is a succubus she was desgined to be free.

Sameal
>PS: succ gen is alot more helpful

>>42244728
Hey OP, yup, I hate encounters with her. She was nice and friendly, but something was off
I started resisting and she would attack me in my dreams. As in paralysis and felt like she was choking the life out of me or draining me.
Even had multiple false awakenings but I was still stuck in the dream, and she just laughed.
One time I saw her true form: it was completely dark, like a humanoid shadow, no hair, no breasts or anything, she looked alien, but in my mind I knew it was her. She forced me down and it was like she was sucking my soul out of my body. All I tried to do was scream but no sound came out, and move, but couldn't cause my body was asleep.
Honestly...
Now I wonder if she was ever a "she" to begin with.

And that terrifies me more that I was getting suckered and sucked by a male demon pretending to be her.

Scary shit...
Pray to God, OP, cause he saved me from "her" several times. Jesus saves. Literally, on God! No cap.

>>42244765
Tsk. Literally felt the same way about her at first, but also thought she was trying to eat me, lol.
But yeah, evil, stay away. I also gave her my heart (cause I was a dumb horny idiot) and also didn't want anything. Instead all I got were sleep paralysis, demonic encounters, soul felt like it was being sucked out, aggressive shit where she pins me down etc.
Stick to Jesus, cause he is the only divine being that loves us despite our sins.
By advice, satisfy your lust differently and try to find a human to share your heart with, not a demon.
Because honestly, I'm betting her whole story is bs fed to any who encounter her, and "she" is just a male or genderless demon screwing with us all. Took an encounter of seeing her like a scrawny alien like shadow sucking my soul out for me to get the picture. What's worst than getting your soul sucked? Getting your soul sucked by a male demon tricking you into thinking it's female. Terrifying and gross.

>>42246131
The devil does go by many names, and all the demons are part of his kingdom. The shit you said makes sense. Also why he created a narrative for her as Adam's first wife and whatever, to throw off and confuse people believing in the book of Genesis.
Whether if she really is the devil in disguise is true, not true, doesn't matter anymore.
People who believe her story will start believing the other lies around her and they are too far gone to believe anything else. Eventually, they wouldn't even be realizing they worship the devil.

So much for a female goddess or whatever empowered women or lonely simp men wanted. It was just another road the devil prepped to have us stray from God.

Don't do demons, kids. Stay in Sunday school.

>>42249158
Anon, I'm pretty sure sure it was her and the devil giving you false dreams and messing with you.

I had dreams similar at first until I started resisting her. She was messing with you and distorting your believe in God and Jesus, made you doubt the creator and wanted you to hate Him, even though He is the only one who could save you from the visions and nightmares you had.

It's what the demons do. They get you to believe God is the enemy so they can torture you in hell with them when judgement comes.

Please, believe me when I tell you that the best way to get rid of your corrupted mindset is to go to church for communion, read the Bible daily, and pray that they stop messing with your head.

I've been there, anon, they screwed my mind up until I realized it was all her/the devil/ both/idc & idgaf. They were messing with you to get you to hate God, who is the only one who can save you from them. Please realize this so it's not too late for you.

I pray for you to have God in your life, because if you keep hating Him, then she and the other demons already won, and they'll be waiting for your soul when you leave this world.