I've been using this board for about three years now but I still fundamentally lack the knowledge you have. I honestly have never really tried, and usually just come here to shitpost and make up alien sightings. But I am serious now. Where do I begin?
What educational interests and leisure activities do you enjoy? Do you want to be rich or famous more?
>>42249186I'd rather be neither. Rich I suppose so I can fund a life of solitude in nature. I like hiking, camping, reading, writing, drawing, board games - that's about it.
>>42249177you don'tespecially not on this shithole
read the upanishads. start with the ishavasya also called isha upanishad. isha is the sacred term for god and asha means something deeply holy in zoroastrian religion dont recall what exactly but even uttering asha is deeply auspicious according to the religion. then maybe dive into the gnostic texts especially gospel of judas and zostrianos it should give you a picture of gnosticism one of the big religions on here. read sefer yetzirah if you like kabalah. peace wassalam.
also take a look at the mahanirvana tantra if vedism pocks your interest and research hindu and buddhist cosmology this wont fit with most here but i strongly tend towards this cosmology.
>>42249211forget the last part op nobody knows the real cosmology this is all just guess work i read someone saying we literally swim in the astral so. that could be it.
>>42249177>make up alien sightingsDo you think it's common for people to make stuff up here?
>>42249177Notice that you can always see your nose. It's there, plainly visible, but you filtered it out. Ponder what other things you assumed were trivial once you learned their names.
>>42249177i don't know but my first advice might be to stay away from whatever blood magic is, if possible
do you want esoteric knowledge or estrogenic knowledge?
>>42249211Have you tried real cosmology instead of the brainfarts of ancient pajeets?
https://allreligionsareone.org/
>>42251032I want to be a girl
>>42249177lurk moar
>>42249177Read some old classics. People in the past knew more than we do now.
>>42249177>I've been using this board for about three years now but I still fundamentally lack the knowledge you have.Well, what did you do?>I honestly have never really tried, and usually just come here to shitpost and make up alien sightings.That explains a lot.>But I am serious now. Where do I begin?Start doing mental exercises from the Golden Dawn corpus until you can visualize everything you want.Then, try your hands at divination or anything you feel attracted to.
>>42251234Based
>>42250602 like the texture of a feeling.
