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Ashley Hatcher was a schizophrenic meth head woman who had several youtube channels where she ranted about stuff, she got posted here a few times
I was following her latest channel when she suddenly stopped posting late march

https://www.ksn.com/news/state-regional/officials-identify-body-of-woman-pulled-from-kansas-river/
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This is the last video she posted

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jHlM14lb4p0
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Did she post on here
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>>42249946
That's the kindest word you can muster for a dead woman?
God Bless this poor lady and may she Rest In Peace.
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>>42249961
I actually do feel bad that she passed, I've kinda grown attached to her in some way, she suffered a lot, wonder what happened since the cops say there doesn't seem to be any foul play
She was supposedly going to get kicked out of the house she was staying in around March

Anyway, rest in peace sweet princess
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>>42249961
We didn't know her as well as you did
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>>42249946
She was raped by her dad very sad and sick
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>>42250326
You don't know anyone until you let them in.
Strangers aren't roadkill just because you haven't shared a laugh with them before.
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>>42249946
the meth to schizo pipeline is insane. always get your sleep guys going without fucks your brain up.
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>>42249956
This is the last video she uploaded to youtube on march 23, but on her facebook she kept posting until March 26, and her body was found on march 29
Wonder what happened

>>42250565
Yeah, her father had schizophrenia and she also had that and bipolar disorder, the addiction just made it worse as she was on a constant state of psychosis, she lived like hell for many years
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>>42249959
I discovered her late last year and posted about her on here. But people here were probably aware of her before that as her downward spiral took place over the course of more that a decade and her youtube postings were rather prolific in a way. I feel bad for her kids. Clearly she had a lot of demons. Abusing stims definitely opens portals to the occult realms. I would know I was a completely unrecognizable shell of a human when I was mainlining MDA.
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Sharing this really nice video from Ashley where she's singing, thought it was beautiful and sad when I first saw it, even more now

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7HZKUdbEyFg
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>>42250545
Actually they are
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>>42252414
You’re so brutal and cold hearted, man. Bet that feels nice
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>>42252427
did you know her or something? not the first time i've seen this thread.
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>>42252460
Not him but if you dig deep you can kinda piece together most of her life's story, her drug addiction, losing custody of her kids, her abusive husband, her wolfdogs, her schizophrenia and bipolar disorder

She became known among here and other places because of her bizarre youtube vlogs after 2018 when she was already in a chronic state of psychosis
The reason she made all those vlogs was because they helped her with her memory, according to her, and most of them it seems she's just talking to herself, replying to herself and other "people" inside her head, all her ramblings are near incoherent and focused on something specific to her
It's really sad how she lived like this for so long without any proper help, people did help her throughout the years giving her places to live in and all that but nobody could properly help her
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>>42249946
Very sad? Why did she die? Overdose? Suicide? Murder?
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>>42249946
rip
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It's obvious she was living a painful existence. May she now be at peace.
>>42252460
A lot of people on x are schizo or "schizo-adjacent" and can relate in some sense. Many here could end up like this poor lady.
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>>42252885
No idea, could've been natural causes, her body giving out or an accident, all I hope is that she wasn't in pain
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Posting all her currently available youtube channels or at least all the ones I'm aware of, there was one where she had videos with her wolfdogs but couldn't find it

This one is her first youtube channel back from 2009
https://www.youtube.com/@dragonflyrahquel

This is her last youtube channel where she posted from 2025 until her passing
https://www.youtube.com/@AshleyHatcher-e5g

And these are the ones I found from between

https://www.youtube.com/@AshleyAlexanderexhatcher

https://www.youtube.com/@ashleyalexandernothatcher3419

https://www.youtube.com/@AshleyHatcher-df1js

https://www.youtube.com/@ashleyhatcher9443

https://www.youtube.com/@ashleyhatcher5113

https://www.youtube.com/@ashleyhatcher1921

https://www.youtube.com/@ashleyhatcher36

She also had a facebook page where she posted her last post on March 26 but I'm not going to share that just because it gets too personal, but you can easily find it as her posts are public
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It feels like her whole life was a tragedy. I wonder at which point she lost it completely. The earlier videos she is coherent. Found this list from one of her videos.
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>>42249946
RIP. I hope she never comes back to this Hell and finds peace.
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>>42249978
>cops already know the body in the river died naturally
Sounds sus
People get poisoned and dumped in rivers all the time and drug addicts get killed pretty often too
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>>42254185
That's what schizophrenia combined with meth will do to you
Her children are also in danger of developing mental illnesses since it's hereditary, skimming through facebook it seems her daughter of 18 years old went missing from late february to april 2nd, so there's that
Really tragic, everything about her story
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RIP, schizophrenia is fascinating
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I heard one of her daughters has been missing since february
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>>42250577
>feel bad for her kids. Clearly she had a lot of demons. Abusing stims definitely opens portals to the occult realm
Hearing demonic voices from running water or the air itself was a common occurrence while using meth and bath salts
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>>42251291
thanks for sharing, that was quite touching to watch.
it's like an old part of herself resurfaced through that song.
rest in peace Ashley.
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>>42256399
She reappeared earlier this April, was missing for a whole month doing God knows what

>>42256452
That happened to you?
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>>42250539
Dammit I just jerked off *sigh* *unzips*
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>>42249946
Does anyone remember Katy Groves? She posted a series of videos circa 2018 where she talked about being a victim MK-Ultra. She became homeless in 2019 and stilled continued to post regularly. She left for about a year starting in late 2020 and came back around late 2021, only now she was visibly psychotic and was going by a man's name. She disappeared again in early 2022.
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>>42256653
Yeah, the videos where she's mostly lucid and coherent are pretty nice, you can kinda see a glimpse of her real self
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tE82DyhxqVo
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>>42249946
the more adjacent to this you are the more likely you are to become it
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>>42249959
she posted mostly on /pol/
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>>42249946
hot
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She had 6 kids btw, 4 with Daniel Hatcher and 2 with James Lee Woodyard (who died last year I think)
I think the Hatcher kids are almost all doing okay, one of them went missing recently but reappeared as mentioned in this thread, another one of them is in foster care, the Woodyard kids I have no idea, they're the youngest as she had them around the mid 2010s
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>>42261664
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>>42249946
May she RIP in peace
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>>42260401
>>42261664
pretty
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>>42256016
>schizophrenia is fascinating
Rising Kundalini can veer off course on its upward ascent. Many of those who misused it are found in camps, asylums, or worse.

Bless this woman and I wish her the best on her next cycle. Advance, but cautiously, dear one.
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Ashley was 4'11, which means I want a gf that's 4'11
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>>42264348
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>>42249961
how dare you God is her rapist
how dare you lie and claim child raping nigger is omnipotent
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>>42264603
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Are schizophrenics low iq or high iq?
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>>42249946
She lived in my area. What a shame. I really could have saved her.
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>>42265592
No you wouldn't have you fucking liar, on the other hand I would've done everything I could to keep her sane and alive
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>>42266159
Why? Lemme guess, because it would have been the "right" thing to do. Fucking prey you are.
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>>42266241
Yes, there's no ulterior motives, just helping someone in real need of help, beyond giving her a place to stay
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>>42266440
And get some of that desperate schizo pussy along the way right? A little shelter, a little food. A sympathetic ear. Maybe some liquor.
Crackheads, runaways, schizos. The world is your oyster. They'll do anything to get indoors.
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>>42266626
I'd just take good care of her and if she falls in love with me while at it then what's the big deal?
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>>42265554
Both.
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>>42265554
Most of us are low-IQ both before and especially after offset. Some defy this though, actually being smart.
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>>42267113
I believe schizophrenia has been recorded causing a decline of almost a full SD.
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>>42267122
(That's the biggest decline I've seen recorded, most don't get it that bad)
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Trying to find out what actually happen to her since who knows if the cause of death will ever come out
Her last facebook post are around 70 pictures of voice to text rants and some of it mentions she had partial paralysis of the body as well as talks about suicide attempts and dying. A lot of the talk of "we" and "you" and such things were really referring to herself
Want to know if she really committed suicide or if her death was natural that just happened when she was outside

Her rants were very incoherent most of the time and only understandable by her, although one can spend hours studying her videos and almost approach her power level and figure most of it out, like learning a new language
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>>42249946
I don't remember her ever being posted here. What are examples of the reasons for her being posted on a paranormal board?
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Damn I was subbed to this girl many many years ago
RIP you goofy bitch
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>>42262364
Brutally honest and fair. I hope he heals.
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>>42258050
She now identifies as unidentified I guess.
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>>42249946

America need to take care of its scitzos. I watched her Videos. She was wierder then some of the homeless heroin addicts in Oslo.
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>>42270638
>She was wierder then some of the homeless heroin addicts in Oslo

Heroin addicts are the most well grounded type of addicts, they might get desperate when detoxing but nowadays any doctor or detox center wilk help them taper their habit down. . This bitch was a tweaker/crystal meth addict.
Guess which drug is neurotoxic and which one is pretty much nontoxic?
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>>42267122
Plus overdosing on MDMA and then continually abusing crystal meth. Is like she loved stimulant psychosis with schizophrenia combo.
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>>42269089
>I don't remember her ever being posted here
I discovered her on this board a few years ago on a youtube thread, she still remained quite niche, I'm sure if she became more well know a bunch of pieces of shit would've gotten her channels taken down and that would've hurt her on top of not helping her at all
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>>42262364
Ashleysisters...
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>>42270686
Schizos are prone to addiction
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>>42270638
Most homeless people in America suffer from severe mental illness and/or addiction and people think a fucking house will solve all problems for them. It's good that they have a place to be stay safe in but the real help is far more complicated
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>>42270634
>>42270714
It's okay, he will always love her
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>>42267729
>Her rants were very incoherent most of the time and only understandable by her, although one can spend hours studying her videos and almost approach her power level and figure most of it out, like learning a new language
Can I recommend you read Nijinsky's journals that he wrote immediately post awakening? That is to say, when everyone else thought he "went crazy?"
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>>42252427
>You’re so brutal and cold hearted
Not at all, I'm so compassionate and kind hearted that literally cannot care about people like this
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>>42269089
There's a few threads in the archive

https://archive.4plebs.org/x/thread/30330433/
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Just a crackhead
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>>42249946
She had the perfect screams for a black metal band or a punk band
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w5rvHRxntLc
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>>42271609
Wtf why are my eyes sweating
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Damn, whenever she's singing or enjoying herself you can see the real Ashley coming through, it's like for one moment her brain is not torturing her

https://youtu.be/FJp-EtP97cQ?si=EKnew2EDZzL3CIMt&t=135
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How does being schizophrenic feel like, bros? Not talking about hallucinations but how do they get this train of thoughts that I would never have
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>>42250565
Or just don't do cheap/over chemicalized garage meth.

I've stayed up several days just to study for college and uni, also I got bad lack of sleep due to weather change sickness(too hot or cold at night) where I couldn't rem sleep for over 144 days.

I'm mostly clinically sane and all I get is tired or run down sometimes.
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sad.. rip sweet princess. may you find peace
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>>42276424
Same, imagine having your mom an hour or two away and not being able to even talk to her because she can't properly communicate without going into a schizo babble rant, this is as bad as dementia
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>>42249946
She was a real /pol/tard, one of the real ones.
She left behind an amazing legacy of sons and daughters that will need decades of therapy because of her and a lot of animals that now will be put down like rabid pitbulls.
We could have saved her together, but instead we shitposted and LARPed like animals.
RIP sweet angel
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rip ashley, my grandmother also suffered from this which i believe stemmed from abuse by her father.. my mom would talk about all the hard times to me.
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>>42280073
>and a lot of animals that now will be put down like rabid pitbulls
I'm pretty sure the cats she had were just strays that she fed and kept around, so I think they'll be fine, I hope at least
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>>42261664
Ya no. I dont feel a fucken bit of sympathy for this tweaker schizo bitch. The fuck? When the fuck have you anon fucksticks ever given that much deep sympathy, empathy, and investigation to any and all hard drug addicts, ridden wkth psychosis that fucken disappear, get suicided or "killed" every day in the states. Been an IV meth, heroin user, wrecked the rest of my mind/soul with dxm and pcp. She got fucken handouts left and right while theres motherfuckers RIGHT NOW shivering shitting themselves in an alleyway or underpass, infected lesions and brain damage as well as all organs being pushed to failure--no jewtube account so no le fanz of our addict rock bottom, unless they superpost.

Any of you fuckwads with the pathetic, in the moment commiserative expressions that are cliche as fuck ever go to skid row in your city to help out? You feed any honeless that arent there cause of drugs or booze, just got fucked in life and are on the street? Donate to the sleeping bags and pillows they give with care packages to the destitute so they can make it through another night?

Met a million tweaked out junkie fucks like her. She received colossal amounts of aid from institutions that were providing food and room, rest of the time she was always given fucken housing, NICE suburban housing with people (friends, family, newly associated people she could sponge off of on repeat) who had copious amounts of water, food, clothing, bedding, basic medicine....For being so schizo, like others, they somehow still manage to fucken breed like fucken animals and pop out 4 innocent kids who are TOTALLY FUCKED IN LIFE NOW, cause crackhead momma couldnt stop. Genetic mental illness, neglect, abuse, disgusting environments they were forced to live in when around.You dont bring kids into this world by fucken poor choice and get a sympathy star cause your folk were the same psychotic ill ridden guardians that destroyed your psyche.
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>Actually caring about some druggie schizo whore

Good riddance lol
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>>42261664
Six fucken kids, yea a worthless breeder that now society has to pick up the fucken bill. Your words of empathy arent going to make those half dozen kids that have been handed the shittiest short end of the stick into successful doctors and lawyers nahmean? J. Staurt Mill was right and he was a classical liberal, the state should immediately step in, institutionalize the incompetent parent and then sterilize them. Kids are parens patriae, belong to the state, who we now know are mostly kid fuckers. So who really deserves sympathy? The witch is in the ground, yet half a dozen children are wandering through life aimless with their original parents absent. They get to deal with agony in life for decades cause of this shit. Everyone else whose kids they arent now has to fund their rearing...hundreds of thousands per child until just 18. Lived with other ex meth users that managed and balanced their psychosis in residential group homes or halfway housing, and they had 1/100th the aid. Guess all of use shoulda had a retarded yt channel to siphon free empathy we knew most of society when in person, never ever fucken has. Behind a keyboard online? Always holier that thou. Ignorant fucken plebs
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>>42271858
This. Fucken finally.
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>>42281859
>>42281876
>>42281895
You're so cool, aren't you?
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>>42278729
You have another character inside your head that comments on stuff, it's like imagining music, sounds off-beat to what you are actually thinking
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>>42281859
Difference being that most of those other schizo drug addicts are out there stabbing and robbing people, while this thread is about a small harmless woman who just recorded daily videos, screamed a bunch and took care of cats
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>>42249946
>officials-identify-body-of-woman-pulled-from-kansas-rive
what was the reason you killed her?
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>>42258147
she worked at petco?
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>>42282163
I noticed with Ashley here and other schizophrenics I found on youtube that they tend to record everything, including what they write despite it mostly being scrambled nonsense, looked it up and apparently it is a common compulsion they have as a way to cope with their reality or keep their memory
Sounds like absolute mental hell, and the worst part is that apparently some meds don't even work or they make things worse for them, must be why some turn to drugs

It's as bad as dementia but completely disregarded, so none of these people get any proper care and end up homeless or in prison or just living a shit life and dying
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A friend of mine began abusing stimulants. I think he only lasted about five years. In the end he was like Ashley, a shadow, a non-person almost.

He was high 24/7 if he could get the dope, in a seemingly permanent psychotic state. We tried to tell him it's the stimulants fucking with his head, but he just wouldn't believe it. The delusions and hallucinations were his reality.

We tried to help him all we could. Finally after putting his family through hell, he killed himself at 27 yo. In my opinion these people should be placed into institutions for a period.

Ashleys story is sad, tragic and hard to ignore. She broadcast her whole life story online. Much of it is now deleted from youtube. A lot of horrible shit happened and she became another person completely, a severely broken soul. It is all the more tragic because she brought six children into this world.
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She was pretty cute, such a shame how everything turned out for her
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>>42282383
>ashley
>working
lmao
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>>42249946
This makes me sad cuz I live in her area. RIP anon. I really could have saved her.
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>>42286427
You lived in kansas and never met her?
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Ashley being cute and having fun, it'd be kinda selfish for me to say I'm going to miss her since she was in constant mental agony and now she's finally at peace, but I will miss her
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RyUG9loYTkY
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>>42264613
>God's her rapist

wtf are you i love basedence faggot talking about?
go lick the cum of scientology somehwere else
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Not paranormal
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>>42289596
Calm down, you queer
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>>42283622
>In my opinion these people should be placed into institutions for a period
You're right, but I read that sometimes these cases can't even be treated with medication, or the medication makes it worse
Locking them up in an institution should be the ideal but how humane is it really? Keeping them doped up, locked in a sterile environment, with no prospects of getting better and living a normal life, these people are truly corrupted and that fills me with dread and sadness for them
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>>42249946
Rest easy, queen, going to miss your daily uploads
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>>42249946
This is sad. I hope she is at peace.
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>>42289601
Wrong, she's the queen of /x/
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>>42282762
>they tend to record everything, including what they write despite it mostly being scrambled nonsense, looked it up and apparently it is a common compulsion they have as a way to cope with their reality or keep their memory
now, if i were a dastardly big spirit or minor god on the other side, and i thought wackos were funny, i would command those under my puppet strings to share everything, for great lulz.
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For those who don't know, Ashley would travel from place to place. She used to be normal and have pets and then she did meth and started spamming youtube videos of her speaking in code language about the paranormal. She made many channels and sometimes interacted with people or the police. Peolle got mad one time because the cops saw her and did not help her. Lol.
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>>42265554
They are batshit insane and mostly stupid.
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>>42299758
>she used to be normal
Not really, she was kinda always on the brink of becoming full blown schizo, especially since her father also had schizophrenia
Drugs just turned everything for the worst

I wish her youtube accounts from 2018 to 2019 were still around but they got removed, this is the main reason why I never felt like sharing her stuff all over the internet, I knew that some reddit faggot cunt was going to try and get her shit taken down, that or some pieces of shit would've tried to turn her into a lolcow and harass her. Anything instead of trying to help her
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>>42287929
Nope. I'm in a small town thats about 20 minutes up the road from Manhattan.
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>>42281859
you believe in the social contract and so you hate anyone who is not "productive", believing them to be a drain on your boring domestic society. How dare a person have problems, they're supposed to be a cog in the machine. They're supposed to serve their function and then die, anything else is "immoral".
You hate "communists" but you are motivated by the same entitlement of the collective to the devotion of each individual. You too are concerned with production, efficiency of the state.
It is paradoxically the selfless who are the most selfish and the selfish who are the most selfless. Someone who would call themselves selfless would murder profligates for the "greater good", because the people come first. They'd do away with people's rights for public safety. The selfless don't care about any of that, they help who they want to help and don't care if they "deserve" it. They help because it is their natural instinct, because it is fulfilling and because the things they care about matter more than the wider world.
The latter type of people have always existed, even in pre-history. It is not a biproduct of liberal ideology, but a personality trait which cannot be eradicated, no matter how mad it makes you.
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>still zero updates on what actually happened to her
Her dead body was found in a fucking river
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>>42302826
She lived in Manhattan when she was in the trailer parks, this last year she was in Junction City
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I could’ve saved her

when she was younger
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Looking past all the self abuse and the stress from mental illness and homelessness she was still an attractive woman
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>>42307615
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xy7w4iW29Gg

;_;
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mhkJZ-HWu2k
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>>42311506
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Eb7bAmrV4J0
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>>42261664
Disappointing...
Is/was there even a single /x/-related female internet-personality who is a virgin over 30 or at least hasn't procreated?
Women really are completely enslaved to this reality...
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Last picture of herself she ever took
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By 2016 she was still coherent although doing drugs with her tweaker boyfriend, fast forward a year and she's incoherent and having psychotic episodes
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>>42318354
Then and now
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>>42249946
I'd really like to somehow find out how she died. Also I love these threads, the responses are indicative of there being a large amount of very empathetic kind people even here. Most normies would probably not give a single shit or just mock her channel. Yall should feel proud.
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>>42318617
>Also I love these threads, the responses are indicative of there being a large amount of very empathetic kind people even here.
The politics of the people on this board are very probably directly the reasons why people like her can't get help or end up homeless. These people are the ones who oppose social programs and socialism which would have helped her and more like her immensely. These people are bastards but the woman was obviously possessed by demons so maybe thats why their demons (not actually them) feel very minor kinship.
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>>42259518
Wait did she really post on /pol/? Is that something you're genuinely aware of? How did you find out she was a poster?
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>>42249961
>she thinks kinder words are needed for meth addicted schizophrenics
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>>42318617
I contacted her uncle and he doesn't know either, will see if he replies back with any news
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>>42319782
He's lying, doubt she even knew what 4chan was
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>>42249956
yikes! ya, when you can't stop crying on meth, it's over, sad to say

this isn't the same schizo meth head girl that /x/ posted several years ago who lived alone with a dog. we were all concerned about her welfare too because she would occasionally post youtube vids of her paranoid mental breakdowns, but other than that she seemed like a nice girl caught up in the wrong shit https://youtu.be/ekeq4szDmJo?si=07Jn5995Yj_-Arjq
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More singing
https://youtu.be/OAJ4vIGGZI4?si=OukUUP9FbvaV8Mio

Goes grocery shopping
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=LkiYBvYGxCc
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>>42322297
If you're asking about what caused her death then I'm 100% sure they don't know either, I think only her direct family knows, her oldest son most likely
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>>42322252
Nice, thanks for sharing, really hope none of her accounts get taken down, we've already lost 2018-2019 Ashley content
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>>42304801
Probably overdose, intentional or not
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>>42325905
I don't think she was abusing drugs anymore, but I could be wrong, my biggest inquiry is if it was an accident, a suicide or if her body just gave out while she was outside walking around
Thing is being found dead in a river is not exactly normal IMO and I'd like to know about it, she stopped posting completely on March 26 and was found March 29, either she died on the 26th or something happened on the 27th and the 28th
I think the reason the two people she was living with didn't report her missing is because she had a thing for not returning home for a while, at least that's what I read from people that helped her, she'd spend nights outside

Her death is almost a "who gives a shit" thing because she was mentally ill and homeless, that's how it goes with these people
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>>42249946
didis
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>>42318617
This
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>>42322297
>non-paranormal thread about some meth addict
>straight up doxing people she allegedly lived with
Why the actual fuck is this thread still up?
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>>42329427
She's actually part of /x/ culture, like it or not, anons who became interested in her and her life story instead of reacting like "ummm weird much?" upon watching her videos are player characters, it's why there's only a small niche handful of us
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>>42329427
literally 40% of /x/ are meth head schizos lol

thread theme: https://youtu.be/tN4s0P4sGMM?si=vFrIjgh3zZWxHBGG
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>>42332540
Actual thread theme tho, never forget Joey Jordison, Corey Taylor and Slipknot music group

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5abamRO41fE
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>>42249946
No clue who she is. I only browsed /x/ during 2008 - 2010 era. I got no idea why I'm lurking here right now. But this woman seems like a woman who had a good soul, but a damaged mind. I can tell just by looking at her, she's one of the good ones who fell into bad times. You hate to see it when it happens. May she rest in peace.
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>>42249946
"Please don't let them switch me off or change my shape or what I look like, like a dragon or shapeshifter, I have worm teeth so make them stop. I know some of you guys never do what you wanted to do, and you're professing baseball and golf, I need you to do me a favour I don't trust anyone else, they've separated me and my married self and the husband that I've had forever, and dad's up here, I can smell him, he's in the space with me and it's gotta stop. Guys we've gotta stop loving me just to hurt me and own me. I married myself with the King of Dragons, it's not a curable type of worms. Anyway I need you to come do something for me. I love me and I like me. Either help me because a room mate, or help me buy me back so no one can touch me again, please. Or knock me up."

This is a transcript I typed up from one of her older videos. Anyone brave enough to interpret the meaning? From what it sounds like, she made a pact with the devil and wanted out.
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>>42334475
>they've separated me and my married self and the husband that I've had forever, and dad's up here, I can smell him, he's in the space with me
>>42334475
>Or knock me up.
She wants to actually be spiritually filled with god's seed and made whole again in cosmic pregnancy, but the drug has shattered her perception and tore it into little bits that are disconnected from each other. She wants wholeness in pregnancy, as every real woman (the goddess archetype) wants, but she disordered the path to this with the helter-skelter chaos that the substance induces.

She will likely learn from this and either be drug-free or go nice and easy on the substances on her next go round.
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>>42249946
noob down
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>>42249946
OK
Where can I find some good ol' lore dump about this Pilar of society?
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>>42336814
Search the 4plebs archive, there's a couple of threads or just wait until some cunt piece of shit youtuber discovers her and makes a video essay about her
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Never heard of her, but RIP, lady. She was born along the same time I was, so that always hits hard
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>>42265554
High IQ. Their pattern recognition is so intense it melts their minds trying to cope and understand reality, because they can see the horrors behind the veil of the "human" experience. High IQ doesn't equate to socail intelligence, a lot of them do stupid shit constantly. Like abusing drugs or attacking people. A normal person won't understand their babble, yet schizo can understand other scizos to a degree. I can understand them and they always speak about the same subjects with varying degrees of what ever their core belief system. I never argue with them but listen and try to piece what they are trying to convey. Because sometimes they use bad words or what ever they are thinking will make them overreact, they lose sight of what they are talking about and it scares a normal person. I had it bad a few years ago but I was strong enough to fight it off, and the demons that tried to take my body. I think what happens is the ego is not ready, demonic/astral beings mess with them, then high trauma, intense spiritual happenings that make them go crazy. Luckily I pulled myself out of it. Also the other advantage is for some reason they will also help me out, and I will hear what they have to say and comment on it. A bizarre synchronicity.

Something bad happened to this poor woman and she tired her best to cope with reality. Because their soul wasn't ready for the hell that awaited on earth. I'm not mocking them, but its sad to see a person became a literal tragedy.
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>>42335534
Interesting.

So in normie language she is saying:
"I need help, I am mentally confused and the authorities keep trying to interfere with my life. Can someone please just let me live with them or make a family with me so I can be out of reach from the quacks?"

>>42337015
Also this is true. Smartest people I ever met were schizophrenics. What I think happens to schizos is they are unable to compartmentilize their soul from their mind. For non-schizos there is a "barrier" that separates soul from mind. People who are insensitive to spirit just think there is only mind, and no soul. Those sensitive to spirit understand there is a mind + soul. And we are able to separate what is spiritual from what is mental.

Schizos don't have that barrier, their soul just spills all over their mind. The schizo knows the barrier deep down they know the barrier broke, schizos call it the "veil".
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>>42249946
Is there anything /x/ can do to pay respects?
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>>42329491
>>42332540
>some random drug addict is /x/ material
No wonder /x/ - paranormal became /x/ - spam and schizophrenia.
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>>42339331
This thread is more lucid and reasonable than 99% of the threads.
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>>42339571
It has nothing to do with the paranormal. It's just lonely virgins lusting after some drug addict who's not even alive anymore.
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>>42339715
If people can make Art Bell or David Icke threads, they can have this thread. The woman spoke of paranormal shit and that's what makes her relatable enough for the board.
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>>42339715
>It has nothing to do with the paranormal.
What's the extent of the paranormal to you, ghost hunting and alium sightings? Time to grow up.
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>>42339898
You mean people who are actually involved in the paranormal?
>>42340805
Meth addicted schizophrenics who post gibberish and kill themselves are not paranormal no matter how much you want your shit waifu to belong here.
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>>42336859
4plebs search has gotten HORRENDOUSLY mega sucky in recent times... however. i typically use copilot (who has her ups & downs, she can be amazing or clunk out bad) who can dig up specific posts and add links. sometimes recently though, copilot refuses to give direct links to blogs or youtube vids, but gives search keywords instead. she has given direct links, and does search 4chan & 4plebs.
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>>42340816
>Meth addicted schizophrenics who post gibberish and kill themselves are not paranormal
Fix yourself
Heal yourself
Realize how horrifically sick you are my friend
Change course
Metanoia
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>>42334475
>>42335534
Her incoherent ramblings are code speak, they involve people and events from her life, including her wolf dogs, that's how she gets thoughts out
She also believes in possessions, so when she does something she didn't want to do she says she was possessed by someone, usually an enemy or group of enemies
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>>42269089
I made a thread called "ITT: Youtube Schizos a few years back featuring her. RIP.
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>>42341626
This isn't a paranormal topic no matter how much you want to trollshield your addict waifu.
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>>42343862
Stop whining about it
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>>42343157
That's where I got her from, so thank you for your service
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>>42249946
>pulled from the Republican River north of Junction City.
THOSE BASTARD REPUBLICANS CAN'T KEEP GETTING AWAY WITH THIS
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I have no sympathy for meth addicts
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>>42346490
That's cuz you're evil
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>>42338061
Be better
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>>42345059
>just support off topic spam bro
Fuck you.
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>>42348947
Nothing off topic about it, just because you didn't know her doesn't mean she wasn't /x/ related
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>42348981
This isn't paranormal, reddit.



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