Read the Bible (you can start with the new testament), pray to Jesus to save you, because He saved me when I was at my lowest and wanted to die. I was in my 20s, too.
Turned my life around. Seriously, I don't even know how. Things got better.
Never too late to accept him in your life

I’ve attempted to respond to your thread three times but I ended up deleting each time bc my replies just didn’t feel right. Please share more info about your situation and what in life gives you joy or craves your interest.

>>42267683
Don't fall for this, anon. If you really want to read the bible, read the old testament.

As for your problems snon, cry me a fucking river. Get a hold of yourself. Do something with your life. Your worth isn't measured in how much girls like you. Find something meaningful to you and do it.

>>42267611
Follow the path of the alchemist and be reborn again as your true self. Don't listen the christcuck. There's no sins to atone and your salvation will only comes from you ! It will be fucking hard though but what choice do you have ? Stay as you are now ?

>>Death and rebirth
Do your own research but the idea is the kill what you currently refer as "I" and replace it later with your true self. Your true self is the version of you untouched by external programming and freed from the tyranny of carnal and psychological impulses. The goal is to make you sovereign so you can make something for your life that really meant for you.

First you have to die ! Don't worry it's the easy part. There's plenty of rituals to do that but you can start right now by cutting everything from your life. You go full hermit mode : meditation, fasting (eat but frugally),(no drugs!), vow of silence, you play dead for several weeks. Search until you find it ! Then you will be amazed.

Once you reach the "what now?" Phase, then you will be able to slowly build yourself again. There's no rush, no wrong answer, don't try to force a new identity on yourself to ease the inconvenience.

You're on your own now. Good luck anon !

Hi dude… pray to jesus he is the spirit of healing and love. I was into meth addiction, lost everything in my life, i literally thought i was garbage… i did so much fucked up shit and i was about to end it until I remembered jesus… and it was magic man… my depression went away , the ocd , rumination. You gotta meet jesus half way, you gotta believe. And fuck the Pharisees who run around using the bible for their egos.

Dont let this world beat you down! Its really fucking hard but be strong.

>>42267611
Not worth it to get a girl in this current timeline. Worry about how you look indicates you desire attractions and love, but it's not worth it. I knew something about this world and where it headed but I can't reveal it.

You dont have to “die” to yourself thats literally the devil trying to draw you into their soul trap hell pit “shadow work”, “void” and they will leave you there with no fucking life line. Some of us have been done really fucking dirty by these demons and they want to finish you off trying to tell you jesus doesnt exist and you are the only one and god… no loose the pride and admit something are too big for us, some pain is to fucking much, and give it up to jesus and get out of his way and watch him work magic in your life. Be kind and dont become a bigot and hate gays and trannies like some bible thumpers do. Just know that you are not nobody and god fucking loves you and fuck all these demons and fuck all this pressure to be or look a certain way.

Depression is a demon and once you wake up to the fact demons are thoughts that have been programmed into your mind you can start using the name jesus to rebuke them everytime they come up.

Jesus was magic he was god he came down to tell us how to deal with these demons. Dont let the demon of suicide get you. It is the demon of rahab aka leviathan. Jesus jesus jesus man. And fuck all these carl jung dick riding retards! JESUS!!

You are not alone. Enter the kingdom! Fuck those demons of fear, anxiety, depression, suicide, doubt.

Love you friend for real

Jesus is calling! Pick upp

>>42267791
I have a lot of childhood trauma. My dad used to terrorize my mom and she used me for comfort so I was absorbed by her and terrified of my dad. That led me to try to fit in with others, unsuccessfully of course. I'm lost, I have nothing going for me. I did give in to hatred many times until there was nothing left but an empty whole which I later filled with pornography in order to escape reality. Now I'm a shell of a man, weak and scared. I'm willing to lose it all but for a greater good. If there's good in the world I want to devote myself to it

>>42267793
That's the thing, I don't even know what my true self even looks like because even as a kid I was drawn to darkness. It sounds corny sure but I was really into monsters and the paranormal. Now that I've seen how dark the world is I think it has broken me. I have a lot of anger and psychological problems and it's making me wonder; is that my true self? Because I genuinely can't recall ever being normal. Am I doomed to be this crooked spiritually deformed man?

>>42267814
Maybe that's true, what you and what some other Anons are mentioning about Jesus might be true but I think if someone has ever commited the blasphemy against the Holy Spirit that would be me. I did feel a call to turn away from my sins but I kept ignoring it like a drug addicts rejects help from people around them for another dose. I'm not afraid to let go of everything, my dreams, short term goals... I don't have anything left at this point

Bump

>>42267611
Lots of women like bald men. It's a sign of high T. Why don't you gain some muscle. I would guarantee you will get a woman if you hit the gym hard.

Theistic Luciferianism. And if you think that isn't the path of light, you've been duped. The same way you've been duped into thinking your self worth depends on how you look, or whether or not girls like you.

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>>42267611

First, you need to start talking about yourself better. "If you hate your life, you will have it for eternity. If you love it, you will lose it." Life is about balance man. You are not all those things you said about yourself. Change your mindset, and the world can be yours.

>>42267861
Start taking care of yourself right now. Just give yourself permission to only focus on that for a while. You’re going to want a sound body and a sound mind before you can start helping anybody at all
>Fix your diet
>Fix your hygiene (if applicable)
>Work out to get a little bit stronger. The only goal for strength is that you do not “feel weak”. Pic any form of exercise you like and then do it until you don’t feel weak
>Quit jerking off every day
>Start reading a book you’ve been meaning to start for a while. Just read a little bit before bed at night. It’s supposed to be pleasant so don’t push yourself for it.
Once you feel like you’re in the right headspace, you’ll have a much better idea of where to go from here. This is not the right headspace but you can fix it.

Prostitutes bro. Girlfriend experience. It's usually cheaper than dating or having kids and they're very good at their job.

>>42267611
It's all just a challenge to beat. There's no reason to be beat by it