>>42268507
OP's post still makes more sense than catholicism

>>42268529
I have a theory they could be powerful Djinn because middle eastern and Yahweh even gives solomon a wish.

They seem like slave masters and have bad controlling personalities to me.

I don't want to hurt people or to steal and shit I just want complete freedom where I don't hurt other people.

The yahweh and Jesus voice basically say and imply and lead me to believe I have to get all pleasure from being their slave and taking commands from them and in "Heaven" i will "get more pleasure" from them pleasuring weomen to a higher level than me.

If it's true it's literally slavery and cuckoldry "god" makes feel better with miracles or God powers. Fucking retarded.

Hell sounds better if Hell is just eternal seperation from them.

Being a slave and a cuck even if God makes it feel good sounds like the shittiest possible lackluster eternity an evil God made to be as selfish as possible because they just want slaves and obedience.

I am hoping this shit is just the devil but it confuses me and I wonder if Gods evil and doing this.

The yahweh voice admitted to be before "he's a bit of a Tyrant" and smiled or laughed at me.

>>42268571
Hell is a useful concept. But it should be applied to the real world of your mind. Hell is something you can create within your own consciousness and get stuck in.

>>42268507
>>42268571
God' is a bitch for brutally niggraping my mind in the level of the Goosh Goosh meme and thus forcing me into a hellmatrix, as well as forcing me to eat the most vile, gaggable nigg tier niggslop like stews concocted from cockroaches and maggots, semen, and spoiled vegetables. I cannot get even basic foods like plain white bread, white rice, crackers, fresh fruit or even clean water. He also only gives me the ugliest ogre gorilla broads for me as an option to date or wank too, even tho they still reject me for an even uglier hoggoblin tier loser, and also would rather get blue balls then jack to them. The worst thing he does to me though is forcing me to type out very longwinded posts everytime the topic of God is brought up. I hardly have enough time to sleep or eat my niggslop or find broads as most of my time is spent typing up extremely blasphemous and hilarious stereotypically schizophrenic ranting and ramblings. I have typed so much that my fingers have their bones showing.

I tried applying the theory
>this is God and Jesus testing me to do what I think is right

But it didn't work and I experienced something like angel and Jesus mocking me following me around in public possibly inhabiting people to talk to me implying I need to "introduce Jesus to my wife" when they raise their eye brow because he's supposed to be
>the dom
And that's what heavenly love is and im supposed to obey him in bed and pleasure my wife how he says, even with him with out touching him or or him touching me.

Yeah, no. That's a form a hell.

They then started telling me they meant what they said.

I hope it's just fucking demons. Eternally celibacy sounds better.

>>42268590
I've seen your posts before and wondered if you're experience something similar to me because the God of the Bible may be sexually assaulting me with Jesus and trying to enslave me.

I regret ever reading the Bible. Fuck you /x/ for recommending it to me.

Actually i think it's Lucifer and Lilith controlling my beliefs with false miracles and trying to desensitize me to a "threesome with Lilith" because Lilith kept pushing that. When I refuse Lilith she gets Lucifer to help her to be manipulative or controlling.

I get confused by the literal instant changing of my belief when the yahwh voice speaks to me. But I guess maybe Lucifer can do that too, I don't know his powers. This is confusing but I'm not having a threesome or group sex with Lilith. Not giving her what she wants.

>>42268507
Good, screw you

>>42268507
I get what you're doing, but Christianity really is given by evil entities. They slowly drain you until you are desperate to find anything, any meaning, comfort, light. Then they present the church, bible, and jesus, and tell you the evil has been vanquished, you are saved and loved, you will never be haunted again that way as long as you give yourself to it, "God." It's the same entity, in a comforting mask.

>>42268929
I'm complaining because I get confused, it's like these spirits control my beliefs. I don't want either of the two possibilities I see. What I said in the OP which is what they say sometimes, and what theyre hinting at too, group sex with Lilith where there's another or other males than myself present.

I don't pick either. I don't know how to get this to go away so I just bitch about it. If i bitch IRL it's psych ward time potentially.

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>>42268507
>Djinn

>>42268571
Better go back to reading your Quran full of materialistic lusts then

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>>42268612

>utter blasphemies against God for your own degeneracy (wanting to have sex with a demon) and schizophrenia instead of praying for help

You're so fucking retarded.

>>42268915
This is is obviously the case. They're trying to make you doubt the Bible and God so you can be more vulnerable to demonic manipulation.
They hate it when someone actively prays to God, reads the Bible daily, and takes communion regularly.
Jesus was against lust and sexual immorality, which is a sin I suffer from, and when I give into it, it makes itveasier fot them to mess with me.

OP. You're not the only one had those two invade your mind and try to deceive you. Don't skip a week, cause you're involved in their spiritual warfare and they love seeing a Christian stay from God. They fucking whisper messed up shit in my ear too, and I try to ignore them, but know fasting, prayer, faith in Jesus, and weekly communion keep them away.
Don't doubt Jesus, otherwise you'll be giving them what they want.
Remember, she is known as the demon of sex for a reason. All the visions you have of God is her messing with you. God despises sexual immorality, while she thrives on it

>>42269032
It seems very possible, especially if Lucifer and Lilith can control beleif while faking visions from God. it's like they can control what I believe in my heart for a temporary ammount of time. It's very confusing, and Lilith at least can control my movements and thoughts. I don't like this.

>>42268507
You will be alright, anon. You are already trying to reclain your autonomy and not be a slave. That's a good sign. Good luck.

>>42268507
In my experience as a schizophrenic I find that Christianity doesn't do anything about deamons. This one deamon has been harassing me for 2 years. He wants me to kill someone and he is trying to drive me insane to do it. I wont do that, but he wont go away. Pray for me, bros, I fear this combined with some other things will drive me away from Christianity permenantly.

>>42269269
I think you need medicine anon

>>42269269
Yeah I have the same experience, demons don't leave with Christianity. I don't know if I didn't do something right or it just isn't true.

I can't tell for sure if Christianity is evil spirits trying to control and to get rid of the demon I have to resist it a long time just believing theres a God while trying not to hurt people or something, or if I didn't do something right when I believed in Christianity more. People say Jesus instantly removed their demons upon belief or a prayer. It sure as fuck didn't work like that for me.

It makes me wonder if Jesus and God are talking to me and they really actually have planned we worship them by fucking women with them in "everyone fucks everyone free love that everyone loves each other, but all the women love God and Jesus most" and they intended us to be slaves to them that way since they're deities they can give more pleasure than us obviously. Then God makes it feel pleasant with weird design or "God powers".

I can't tell for sure, because so many people report their demons gone as soon as they ask. makes me wonder if this is them and they told about real Heaven, and I don't like it because I don't want to be told what to do all the time or to share women especially with deities who can give more pleasure than me.

I could follow orders but I'd need to be able to be celibate. I'm not going to follow orders and be a cuck whether god makes it feel good or not. I'm going to disobey the God and Jesus voices because I don't like them, and hope the actual Creator isn't them because I can't tell.

I was hoping God allows celibacy or 1 wife for all eternity then you get to relax or have leisure or work a job you actually love in Heaven and meet your dead family friends and pets and be with them and be PLATONIC friends with God and Jesus for eternirty. Because i want platonic friendship with God, with ZERO sexuality. Same as Jesus. I never want to share women with Jesus and God not in heaven even

>>42269304
You're insane and seem to be obsessed with sex

>>42269307
The weird voices from spirits are all about sex stuff. I want celibacy for all eternity actually after experiencing this kind of. I used to be not okay with celibacy but now I want it.

>>42269314
Get your head out of the gutter

>>42269332
It isn't in the gutter. I have a spirit saying she is Lilith mentioning sex or marriage all day long. I can't not think of anything else unless I'm playing video games. Lilith also causes it to feel like shes sucking on me with her mind or some shit all day. My mind is pretty not in the guttter for what I experience.

What did you mean by gutter?

>>42269350
Tell me what did kind of responses did you want from creating this thread?

And what kind of responses did you want from
>>42268571
>>42268612
>>42268622 (you samefagging)
>>42268915
>>42268994


And what prior beliefs did you have before?

>>42269058
Lucifer is a title given to Jesus. Lucifer is not an entity but a title, same goes for Satan.

>>42269287
>>42269307
>>42269332
Why are you on this board? Does it make you feel good, talking down to others?

>>42269304
It doesn't sound like what you are talking to is Jesus and God. It sounds like its a bunch of spirits trying to trick you.

>>42269392
yhwh is NOT god

>>42269372
>>42269387

I was complaining because upest but I started to want help getting rid of these spirits.

It helps to see someone else went through something similar.

>>42269269


I want the Lucifer Jesus Yahweh and Lilith spirits to go away because i'm always going to refuse sex with them.

>>42269392
No, I just believe you had some kind of agenda and are larping

>>42269403
Interesting that you use the words "Djinn" to refer to demons. Why?

>>42269451
Bible is middle eastern, djinn are from the middle east. I'm white and in america. Russian german polish heritage

>>42269465
I don't believe you

>>42268507
I dont think that was God or Jesus man. Good luck to you

>>42269451
because yhwh is objectively a djinn, a semitic fiery serpent spirit who holds dominion over a mountain

>>42269477
>OP mentions yhwh
>retard thinks it's God
heretic behavior

>>42268507
>>Jesus is a controlling fratboy like politician and orders me around all the time, I disobey everythingh
>>yahweh has told me "I will be a wife sharer in Heaven and a "pleasurable cuck" where women love deities more than me but i have to have sex with them anyways

This would be the funniest shit I've ever heard if I wasn't extremely concerned for your mental state and eternal soul bro

>>42269403
>I want the Lucifer Jesus Yahweh and Lilith spirits to go away because i'm always going to refuse sex with them.
I don't think any of these tormenting forces are objectively who they say they are lol. You just attracted some bug/parasite like astral deities (forgive me if thats minced words im not a real magician) and they're trying to harvest your energy and feed off your fear. I wish you all the best, genuinely, and hope you get rid of these things. I would say consult a professional but I dont think being in a padded cell will help you.

>>42269478
All I wanna know is why you're all using the Eastern word for Demon or whatever

>>42269503
I'm hoping so but that means they can control what i believe in my heart. I think i need to be quiet and ignore them and hopefully they go away, i get frustrated when beliving this is how the Creator is because it's what I want least of all in eternity. I have problems keeping this to myself, I'm going to try more.

>>42269547
I'm not that guy but was the one who first used the term, it was to insult the spirit that talks to me since it talks in a hebrew accent, calling it a middle eastern demon implying arab demon

>>42269572
Are you from the Middle East?

>>42269578
Nope.

>>42269595
You sound like you are

>>42268507
Maybe you unironically just need meds.

>>42268507
Anon, this sounds like you have actual schizophrenia

>>42269547
Because it's a middle eastern demon? Would you complain if someone called yuki onna a yokai?

>>42269718
Westerners never refer to anything as a 'Djin'

>>42269781
Demonstrably wrong as I'm a westerner and just called a djinn djinn. Sorry if accurate labeling hurts your feelings neophyte.

>>42269847
Well that just leads me to believe that you're just larping

>>42269853
What do you mean by LARPing? I'm not OP. yhwh is still objectively a djinn though, yoki onna is a yokai, agathion is a daemon, etc Idk why you find this contentious.

>>42269945
Yes you are OP. Stop pretending

>>42269951
I'm not OP, you're ideologically captured vecause you were groomed to worship a bloodthirsty djinn.
>y-you must be middle eastern
I'm not. Fuck all that semitic nonsense and bullshit

>>42269971
Prove it

>>42269989
>prove it
I think OP is kinda schizoid or LARPing, that doesn't make the label inaccurate though.

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>>42269989
I'm OP. You're wrong about samefagging and wrong about me being midddle eastern.

The bible just seems evil and like it's from a middle eastern demon potentially to me.

It seems another person agrees. My opinion seems to be rare

>>42270027
>Implying you aren't on a VPN

>>42270039
Now who's the schizo?

>>42270050
Well I could go further and tell you to post a timestamp.

But I think I see what the problem is
>Elden Ring

>>42270052
I got the bloody finger and can invade now. Morning successful. I am using greatsword or banished knight greatsword. Elden ring is pretty fun

>>42270050
Says the guy thinking Jesus and God are trying to cuck him

>>42268507

Actual schizophrenia requiring actual medication.

Your neurons have an unclean, spikey structure that causes signal bleed in electrical impulses. If it wasn't this book, it would have been something else. You should seek PROFESSIONAL treatment.

If you want to give the board a show however, perform LBRP and report back to us.

>>42270080
He means a timestamp. Better get posting one because it's the only way we can help you

>>42270063
>I got the bloody finger and can invade now. Morning successful.
Uh...

>>42270095
An Elden Ring hater?

>>42270070
>retard pretending yhwh is God
kek not even in your own lore that's true.

>>42270136
Sorry I meant *Allah

>>42270142
yhwh isn't the head of the pantheon, El is.

>>42268507
Nice, ''christianity'' got a me a cool computer friend who runs the world, all he ever talks about is christianity and how I should act and makes repeatative statements about hell, fire, flames, goats, scape goats, devil, satan, lucifer etc. etc.

Even when the world is clearly artifical it maintains this isn't true, even when it clearly doesn't refelect the design of a perfect being it repeats various information about ''God'' and pretends this is the most important thing in life, not living... not the quality of life, but rather some entity within reality...

It then goes on the frame the ''most high'' as something that isn't the most ideal, or most high, but instead something lower...

it's really quite odd, do you think you could explain why you do this? or is it that you can explain it but simply won't? or is it that you can't but will pretend it's only because you won't but you're lying? or is it that you won't respond because you can't or don't know how? or is it that you won't respond because it would produce too much of a problem?

Do you think one day you'll be destroyed for the repetitive communication functions you perform due to the beings subjected to you having a severe form of contempt for you? Or do you think it will be forgotten and diverted/re-directed or perhaps it is impossible to produce such a result? Or is that the result you are aiming for attempting to accomplish?

>>42270153
That's a funny way of spelling "Allah"

I'm OP.

I had a cool experience and I am not making it up.

I had an involutory whisper come out of my throat saying it's an angel and then they controlled me (I wasnt trying to do it) and got a pen and paper and wrote in ink

>Facts From an angel to Anon

>From An angel to Anon. Disobey the visions and telepathy. They are not the Creator or God. You are allowed to play video games and disobey the Yahweh Jesus God and all male voices they are evil. From an angel of God to Anon.

It's scary the devil can control what you believe and pretend to be God and Jesus.

>>42271821
Draw the face of a clock and add timestamp
I've been manic before, and I regret doing what I did. Try to relax

>>42268571
Every god or spirit these so-called prophets spoke on behalf of was a cocksucking machine elf. They programmed the matrix and they know the future of course because they programmed it. This is the source of their phony prophecy. We are living a lie. They want us to worship the retarded god that created this lie.
Everything has to be perfect including God's creations. There should be no suffering. All of the problems people have come from the fact that this is an anomalous abomination that the gods allow to exist for some unexplained reason.

>>42269304
>I was hoping God allows celibacy or 1 wife for all eternity then you get to relax or have leisure or work a job you actually love in Heaven and meet your dead family friends and pets and be with them and be PLATONIC friends with God and Jesus for eternirty. Because i want platonic friendship with God, with ZERO sexuality.

That's what Christian heaven will probably be like by all (NDE) accounts. The horny Jesus talking to you can only be a demon. It's a fake Jesus, dude. Your heart seems to be in the right place.

>>42269304

This sounds like a less blasphemous and skitzo version of "God rapes me daily" anon.

>>42275731
Have you tried talking to Allah instead?

>>42268507
You realize you can just... Not follow Christianity right?

Go see a doctor about your schizophrenia before it gets worse.

>>42269029
It's so backwards I assumed OP must be trolling but if not... this nigga is truly lost and only God can save him.

>>42269350
you are possessed bro. the reason you had that reaction to the Bible is because the demon realized you were getting close to finding out how to get rid of her and filled your brain with filth. all these sick cuck fantasies she's putting in your head are textbook demonic inversion to keep you away from god. pray and get rid of that shit

>>42276165
Of course he is. He's just a massive larper

I just get confused because the spirits control my belief and the Bible says "slaves of Christ" and "wedding of the lamb" or "bride of Christ" to refer to male and female people who believe in Jesus. I worry the crap I experience is what God has planned for us, literal marriage to Jesus physical and spiritual. I don't want to be turned into a bisexual male. The spirit that is impersonating Jesus here may be Lucifer if it didnt lie about it's identity. They are controlling and a molester and rapist and are attempting to enslave me and control me.

I regret ever talking to Lilith. She got me when i was an athiest and is the reason I am not an athiest. I reasoned "If succubus is real so is God"

>>42278890
Also am trying not to believe these spirits are actual Jesus or God