Anyone here every feel like shit after their spiritual awakening for years and learnt to like things again?Im having trouble liking NEW things, and i REALLY hate ALL new songs in the mainstream, all sounds like pink pony club to me.I just want to like current things.It all feels so bleak, that the future sucks arse too.
>>42268686What makes you think you were spiritually awakened? You sound like anyone.
>>42268689how would you want op to speak then?In riddles? would that show his spiritual advancements
>>42268686Usually you like things after your awakening.Life is goodZero Sum Society sucksZero Sum People suckPeople suck in generalMainstream things are mainly brainwashing. Mainstream is literally the nobles telling you what's popular, what's OK to like, and the NPC and people too afraid to be themselves flock to "what's safe"Why?Because creators are often individualsBeing individual is risky - if you do something to upset the tribe you are exiledSurviving on your own usually means deathIt still kind of does, if you can't get a job, if the government kicks you outta the woods, etc.Most Mainstream IS terrible.Find what you like.Why do you want to like "current" things? To connect with people?You want to connect with people who pretend to like things you don't? Or genuinely like things you don't?Why would you want friends like that?Oh, you want something you like that is common ground.How do you know people aren't faking it?Wanting to like what's "current" seems shallow.Why does it need to be "current"
>>42268686Those who are awake are not meant to be entertained but to do the entertaining. Nostalgia is an echo from the waking dream. Anhedonia is the natural condition of the Jester.
>>42268723OP, Anon is calling you an NPC I agree.
>>42268686>I just want to like current things.
>>42268713>why does it need to be currentSo i can like things in the here and now instead of having to look to the past only...tho im hopeful that the new wayans brothers "scary movie" coming out will be funny
>>42268794Stop trying to force it. Just do it. Yeah, you know what. Suck some cocks, shoot some heroin. Become a woman. Kill your family. It's there, in the back of your mind. The keys to freedom.
If you really are spiritually awakened, you'd realize this world is more or less a false reality and everything we once liked was just meant to control us.This material world has shit shoved down our eyes and ears and and throats even and once we realize our soul is immortal and is given a mortal form, everything becomes meaningless because it's all temporary pleasures.Songs lose their meaning. Movies and shows become propaganda. Our favorite food become just nutrients/junk food to keep us going. Heck, even sex becomes just a temporary pleasurable act to create more NPCs.We're not supposed to like anything in this world. We have been asleep too long in the matrix that one we wake up, it's too hard to go back. And the other NPCs we see who are buying into the material world hopelessly are too dependent on this false reality that they will fight to protect it. To them, you're the insane one for not enjoying the pleasures of life. Don't hate them for it, they aren't awake like you yet. Do good, endure their bs, smile and nod to get though the day, pretend the new iPhone is amazing or the new Taylor Swift album or Marvel slop is good, just to get through social skill checks at least.OP, instead focus on your spiritual life, because that's all we really have once we are unplugged and leave this world.
>>42269075>durr everything is shit and evil and sucks cuz im so awakened from the matrix>thats why you have to pretend you like it and agree with everyone and keep the system going by living like a normie!
>>42268713>>42269075Very valid.Thanks anons this helped me feel less alone.
>>42268686listen to soundcloud or something to fund new non mainstream music. you will never like mainstream again, you have been severed from the normiesphere.
>>42269559its just nigga rap and shitty indie songs
>>42272460>>42269559and reuploads of already existing songs
>>42268686I’ve never enjoyed much any music. But yea some from the 80s and before had at least more hopeful upbeat songs. Every once in a while there is a new movie or an older one I missed that I’ll really enjoy. But yea most are crap or unoriginal.
>>42268723> Those who are awake are not meant to be entertained but to do the entertaining.That sounds great and you’re probably correct. But I’ve noticed at get togethers of sorts it’s always the female NPCs that chat non stop and don’t let others shine. The awakened tend to be quiet.
>>42268686You should realize few people are tuned into what it takes to be a creator or art. Most are gifters or just untalented.Have you seen the new Dune? I've been listening to its soundtrack lately, hans zimmer, it is beautiful. It works better id you ve seen the movie tho.>>42268723Also this, learn to entertain yourself and others. Learn to play instrument or to paint etc.
>>42268686My spiritual awakening if the bset thing that could have happened to me. It started regrettably with a Kundalini awakening, then I spent a bunch of years suffering, yes, but then I went into sermons on YouTube, people like Dan Mohler and I found the true gospel (yes) which is the good news, it means "good news" (gospel) and it steered me away from Thoth.I was watching YouTube meditation videos back in 2014 literally saying, "Thoth" as part of the mantra; that brought me past life visions and probably a whole lot of bad luck.
