I am possibly possessed by Satan, he fucks with my mind body and soul daily. He said his name is Satan. Please pray for me. Going to a priest.
>>42276468Lucky....
Do you really think satan would give a shit about an insignifcant random like you? You are just suffering from mental issues and should seek therapy. Seriously, please get a therapist anon.
>>42276468let satan fuck you, like physically and spiritually, I know you don't want it, but you must become a woman and be a fag with satan now.
Just pray that Christ will deliver you. It worked for me.
>>42276468>Please pray for me.You got it. Will do. GL with the priest. o7
>>42276477He might kill me. Not lucky.
>>42276468What a pretentious prick you are, huh? You are claiming that fucking Satan is possessing your lame ass soul? I don't think so. Why would an entity at the level of fucking Satan, the fucking entity who fucking opposes God, want to possess a lame ass person like you? Shut the fuck, up. The worst offense is yet to come, you then proceed to say that you are going to a fucking priest!! As if a priest would be able to cast fuckign Satan out of someone? Fuck you! Pricks like you are the reason why spirituality is a joke or not taken serious. Fuck you. You pissed me off with your dumb statement. Pretentious prick.
>>42276489Exactly my point. A lot of us really put in the work to get demon possessed and shit and then this anon comes and claims that fucking Satan is possessing him. Give me a break. What a fucking lie.
>>42276468I advise not to, you're gonna get injected and scammed
>>42278654Currently I’m possessed. It could be him or someone else. I said the spirit claimed to be Satan. It’s what the spirit said.
>>42278828And you believe? aha Are you dumb? Think before you post, Sherlock.
>>42278652Uh. I’m possessed. I might be dead soon. What kind of person harasses a guy that says he thinks he’s possessed by an evil spirit. It’s not clout. I’m not bragging. I’m just saying. I’m scared. I’m asking for prayers. Grow up.
>>42278846I’m asking for prayers. That’s all
ur not that important for satan in person to come possess u and harass u bro trust me
Theistic Satanist here. Been communicating with demons on and off for years. Not once have I ever been possessed.When I have what I think are unsolicited contact with entities, I always talk it over with others as a sort of reality check as I struggle with it sometimes. My experience has been it's more about communicating something within yourself, your desires, or your environment. Never about possession. Never about missions. Never about powers and "magic". It's about self versus society and what "should" be.What you are experiencing is a mental health crisis. What you describe as "Satan" is just parts of yourself. Parts of yourself you refuse to accept. I would know, I have Borderline Personality Disorder with antisocial traits. The parts that are screaming at you to do such and such are also often and overwhelmingly you. I recommend finding an LCSW with a speciality in schizotypal disorders and personality disorders.
>>42276468do a Satan flip
>>42279032Thanks
OP here. Everyone’s freaking out. It’s probably not Satan. But I am possessed. Please pray for me.
>>42276468>>42278652>>42276489>>42278654It's probably an angry spirit that is just calling themselves satan. >>42279012In all your years you never encountered a spirit who would lie about their name? I doubt this. I also doubt you have never been possessed, you almost certainly have been but just failed to recognize it.
>>42279214It's good you recognize this op. It's important to remain calm and know that most people experience possession from a variety of spirits. Imo, best thing to do is start realizing which thoughts are you and which thoughts were something else. It may also be good to heal your vibrational state, it may be negative and as a result you attracted that spirit.
I find it hilarious that satanists are so easily triggered
>>42279214>It’s probably not Satan. But I am possessedWhat did the priest say exactly? I'm curious.
>>42279214You need to meditate and yes don't let them gaslight you they are possessed too
>>42279214>>42279347Yeah, I'm curious too.>>42279238Not as of yet, no. At least, I am given no indication as to them lying about who they are.>I also doubt you have never been possessed, you almost certainly have been but just failed to recognize itAs for this, I have a whole diatribe about it here >>42266714Picture related in case it disappears.
>>42279419>As for this, I have a whole diatribe about it hereI think I replied to that post in the other thread. I have personal experience with possession. I think you said something in the other thread that possession is akin to mailing a letter as it is a temporary state. After reflection I see this as true, however spirits can become obsessed with possessing a living individual to a degree that they are hanging around the individual and constantly try to possess them. This is what people refer to as possession - repeatedly being possessed. Things can also get fuzzy when a spirit tries to get the living to do something, is unsuccessful, but keeps trying. This can also be confusused with possession for an extended state and is likely the cause of famous possession cases.>As of yet, noI truly doubt this about any person. Possession is too common and many spirits strive to possess the living. Possession can be very subtle, it's likely you were you just never realized it. I could see it be insulting to a spirit if you are essentially praying to various spirits asking for possession, they possess you but you don't realize it. I could see that being insulting. Pretty much everyone gets possessed on a daily basis from what I see.
>>42278918From all the good christian places that you could have gone to ask for prayers for your problem and in all of your limited wisdom, you decided that this place was a good place to do just that? Let me ask you another thing, do you think if you had gone to, say, a church and asked a priest to pray for you because you believe Satan has possessed your body he would think that you are a schizo? You are not possessed by Satan, you are possessed by stupid. But this is a good thing because you just need to, like, apply yourself a little better and you can be free of stupid. Good luck.
remember there is a difference between demonic possession (your actions are against your true beings will) and demonic oppression (your feelings/power/strength are drained, succubi/loosh farming)
>>42279479>Possession is too commonNo, possession is extremely uncommon unless you're calling all attachments possessions. Actual possession doesn't happen often and goes on continuously.
>>42279479>after reflection I see this as trueSee what as true? Be specific, please?>Possession is too common and many spirits strive to possess the living. Possession can be very subtle, it's likely you were you just never realized it.Maybe. BPD is one of the few psychiatric conditions that the Catholic and Orthodox churches recognize as not a rule out condition when interviewing for exorcisms, still, to this day; and some parts of the Orthodoxy state it basically is possession, full stop. I tend to invoke "recklessly", as a few knowledgable friends put it. Little safeguards, ignore grounding rituals, tend to be fast and loose with the rituals themselves.Schizophrenia, on the other hand, is treatable with modern medicine; most "possession" cases are schizophrenic/schizotypal cases with the occasional seizure disorder. In the case with BPD and those like me, as I stated in the other thread, the "exorcism" is successful as we are effectively lying to those around us out of self preservation.I still personally don't believe in the phenomena. Dunno, maybe my drive to differentiate is far greater than sublimation drive. It feels to me like those who fall down non "satanic" paths are generally looking to become a part of something greater and to be subsumed by it. It makes them prey to spiritual psychosis, predators, etc. Just random work toilet thoughts at this point.
>>42279419>At least, I am given no indication as to them lying about who they are.I already replied to you, but check this out: I have a spirit that constantly harasses me. He states he works for satan, in reality he is trying to impress demons with a satanic demeanor and doing a terrible job at it. If I went off what he said I would think he's a demon. He definitely isn't associated with Satan but he claims to be. If you heard this guy, as a satanist, you would laugh - he is very sensitive to others pointing out his failures, if he fails he just does the same thing again, he only seems to deceive himself. All while claiming to be around me because Satan told him too. What a joke. He makes satan look bad, weak and ineffective. Even though he isn't very talented he did possess me for a bit about two years ago. Possession happens regularly if you ask me. Everyone from the homeless to the president gets possessed, it's necessary for the human experience it happens so frequently.
>>42276468Bros the keys on my keyboard broke in a way where i can type satan but not god or jesus. Am i fked?
>>42276468>what will i lie about today
>>42279679Uh fuck you im possessed.
>>42279647>See what as true?That possession is not a constant state but an activity like mailing a letter. However the possessing spirit can become obsessed and be around the person constantly possessing them - making it appear the individual is possessed for an extended period of time.>Schizophrenia, on the other hand, is treatable with modern medicineIt's not. I am diagnosed, tried so many meds but nothing gets rid of the voices. It's because they are the voices of the dead. I don't know where you get that schizophrenia is an effectively treated disease aside from some inaccurate statements from pharma companies. Lol, do you think that many people don't take their meds? The meds are ineffective, that's why they keep designing new ones.>>42279618>possession is extremely uncommonUntrue. However possession isn't always a negative experience. CEOs get possessed, the homeless get possessed, but you only recognize the homeless as being possessed
>>42279717>UntrueWell what do you call possession exactly?
>>42279735>what do you call possessionAnyone performing any spontaneous action that is under the direct order of a spirit residing in "the person's head". When a CEO says he makes decisions based on a "gut decision" he/she is actually confiding with spirits. Although this is not possession unless the action is sufficiently spontaneous. (Spontaneous meaning you don't make a conscious decision to do something and the idea came out of the blue)
>>42279672Funny. You'll get a kick out of this. I have an intrusive thought surrounding the church and religion, "mocking" me for things I have done, for "defiling" my body, things I should do to fit in with the local church, etc. It can get distressing, but usually the most I have to do is tell it to shut up and go away. Often out loud and verbally. It usually starts cropping up around church activities I do with family members, and church that hosts a local psychiatric support group I go to that I participate with their church stuff occasionally. Can't say no to free food and free hugs. Sometimes it gets so bad, I was at the good Friday thing, and the voice got so loud and cruel, it stopped; the Reverend went on about God's love, and I ffrreeaakkeedd. Sudden feeling of myself trying to be consumed by whatever was in the place, I fled, ran out of the church, screaming and crying, realised I had left my keys somewhere, went back in, panicked more, and hid in the audio closet, killed the monitor in the sound proof room, and started cutting into my forearm. Immediately it all stopped.I later identified the entity in this case as Uriel. Not because the entity told me, but through other means of identification. Themes, location, divination.How much of this is from prior religious trauma is unclear. But I have a history from a very young age of arguing with priests and reverends, calling them decievers and liars. Who knows.Demonic entities tend to be a lot more of an empathetic group to me. It's okay to exist, don't kill yourself, do not compromise on who you are, etc. Except Paimon. He just laughs at me, shows me things I can't understand, and leaves. Fuck that guy.>>42279717Ahh, yeah. I know a few schizophrenics irl. One paranoid, one disorganized, one catatonic. The meds do stop working, and you gotta switch them. In my case, meds make me a total psychopath. I do horrible things to people and animals, so I refuse the stuff.
>>42279802Good on you for recognizing the intrusive thoughts had a spiritual origin. I find a lot of spirits rather enjoy tricking humans to do things like what you did. You gave them a good laugh. I never ran into a Paimon but lol f that guy he already knows you don't know.Good to meet a fellow schizo. I never had meds that worked, but I take olanzapine only because it makes me not care about the voices. Hopefully in a few decades there will be better meds. And good on you for holding it together without meds, I know how hard that is, you are awesome.
>>42279885Not schizophrenic. Borderline. It's kinds like diet-schizophrenia. No meds work for it as nothing is actually "wrong". It's just how I am made. I see things others don't, often within others, even before they recognize it. I immediately start harmonizing with others to avoid detection, and I am often unaware it is happening until I notice and shift tone. It drives me mad when psychologists have that brief flash of snide internal suspicion confirmation joy when I tell them something, and then they have the gall to lie to my face when I point it out to them. A Tengrii shaman and an occultist when I was younger said things along the line of me opening a gate I couldn't close. "Dark" entities, for the most part, have never given me trouble. Anything aligned with YHWY, huge distress and pain. Always. It's why I have my alignment theories on harmony and the like. Some of us align with the "dark", others align with the "light". There is no shame in it. My mother aligns with the light and it brings her peace. It's always brought me nothing but distress. But neither side is safe in their totality.I'm probably going to drop out of therapy again.Also, fuck Uriel. Fuck angels. Fuck sublimation.
>>42279940>Some of us align with the "dark", others align with the "light". There is no shame in it.Agreed. Therapy never worked for me either.
>>42276468In the name of the Father, and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit. Amen.The lord is faithful and He will strengthen and protect you. Be guided by His light and have faith in His plan. Keep this soul calm and strong, knowing that any attacks will all fail against Your divine protection. AmenAttacks like this are common mate, they get more and more intense as you get closer to the church and Baptism. Just know that the insults of people, the thoughts in your head that are not your own, things going wrong. All Attacks against you from the demonic. You are clearly strong or else you would not be going though this. And I am going to give you evidence that only you would know. It always felt that life was given freely to those who are around you but you had to battle everything you have ever done. You have always asked yourself why everyone else has it so easy but you have had to struggle up hill. Its always been 8 times the effort but half the reward. But you are still here, and you have defended the parts of you that are kind and pure. You have not let the demonic change you for the worse after relentless attacks. And now you are on the final mile. Have faith, keep making steps to God no matter how painful. And once you are Baptized, it will all make sense. I know you have questions. And I know that the box around you is squashing you in. But keep moving forward.Pray as much as possible, but a cross and have it on you at all times. have as many things around you to remind you of your strength and Christ. And hold it as tight as you can when you are going through moments of complete exhaustion. God Bless you. You will make it through.
>>42276468Recently I started getting the urge to say I am lucifer. It surges an ecstasy and prideful spirit within me. Also, I can't stop kakaling and say "I am Chronos, death and destruction".>/x/ am I autistic? >>42279703The power of Jesus Christ compels you. Cast out Satan. WE REBUKE THEE!!!>or just schizo?
>>42279647>>42279618I fully believe BPD is just a modern framework of explaining possession in women. Which comes about from brutal rape (usually by fathers) or other trusted family members. Which shatters their souls- sense of safety, foundations of reality. Etc and in turns allows demons to graft into them at a young age. These women also carry an unshakable distrust and usually an of violent hatred of men. Which festers inside their soul. Which in turn creates behaviors that lower their vibrations and allow the demonic possession/ oppression to thrive.
>>42283058Funny you should mention this. I was raped, and shattering of the soul and unable to find all of my pieces is exactly how I described it to others. However, I was diagnosed with BPD long before the rape occurred.>These women also carry an unshakable distrust and usually an of violent hatred of men. Which festers inside their soul.It's not just men. It's everyone. Men, women, children after a certain age, usually teens. Absolutely adore children, though.The Catholic and Orthodox Churches both agree with your statement, Cluster B personality disorders are the only psychiatric conditions that are not automatic rule outs for possession. Bipolar, schizophrenia, seizures, all of these were considered possession until we figured out the chemical process on how they function. Bipolar and schizophrenia slowly cook the brain when untreated and cause dementia over time. Axis 2, however... no medications work. There is nothing structurally wrong with the brain. It's down to our very souls, and they are "incurable" conditions.Several exes have asked me to get exorcisms. I warned them that there is no other inside this body. There is only me; what if I was the demon they wished to remove? They'd often insist on the exorcism. I dumped and ghosted them on the spot.
