> be 17-18, think it’s cool to fuck with demon babes> succubus, little gain – saw absolute horrors of hell> pain, twisted monsters, creepy chaotic laughter> kept doing it, turned into a weird pervert> implanted seeds in my head, disgusting non-human shit> got delivered, spirits gone> killed lust, no porn, clean for years> during deliverance I SAW HEAVEN> saw the promise – wife and kids – with a warning> last thing: brown stain on my WORKS, HAND, SOUL> cross removes it temporary but damage too deep> spiritual vision stunted – Lord closed my inner eyes as mercy> now 20, saved but stained, spiritually half-blind> can’t truly love a woman – stain will ruin it> I will use her without meaning to> Swedenborg says profanation scars your WILL> forgiveness real, but stain takes YEARS of selfless service to fade> so to any anon thinking about messing with a succubus:> scrub your soul CLEAN EVERY DAY – no days off> serve others with ZERO expectation of return> no feelings, no visions, no “i’m healed”> just boring, painful, daily faithfulness> most who profane never fully heal in this life> carry brown stain to the grave> only next life, through mercy, fully washed> normies your age date, marry, laugh, live> you sit in the ashes scrubbing brown off everything> DON’T FUCK WITH PROFANATION.> you might still be saved, but your will is ruined for decades> you will know purgatory while still breathing---Please pray for my spiritual healing. New age messed me up. This sin goes beyond normal repentance. My soul needs rebuilt.Praise Jehovah. Thank You for the promise of wife and kids, and for the warning that the stain could ruin it. Thank You for saving me and letting me serve as a warning. Glory to You alone.
During deliverance I was shown my future wife. And I was shown that the brown stain on my works will lead to sexual immorality with her. I will use her. The marriage bed will be corrupted. That was presented as my future.But maybe – maybe – it's preventable. Maybe if I cleanse hard enough, the stain will fade. Not disappear. Not heal. Just fade enough that I don't destroy her completely. Maybe years of scrubbing – no days off, no feelings, no visions, just bleeding on my knees every morning – will wear down the brown just a little. Maybe the cross that covers the stain temporarily will, over decades, actually thin it. Maybe the Lord's mercy works through my desperation
Jesus died for your sins so you don't have to. Chill out and enjoy blessings if you got em. The blood was shed, you're clean
>>42282173Whoa, so Christianity is Satanism? I shall do what do I wilt knowing Jesus already died for my future sins. Thanks!
>>42282173you dont understand the brown stain i saw on my soul. The blood was shed to forgive, not to immunize. If you deliberately profane mix holy with evil, covenant with a succubus you don't just rack up guilt. You break your own will. the lord will restore me in time but i will never have a true selfless love till i go to heaven.
>>42282180Romans 6:1-4 What shall we say then? Shall we continue in sin that grace may abound? Certainly not! How shall we who died to sin live any longer in it? Or do you not know that as many of us as were baptized into Christ Jesus were baptized into His death? Therefore we were buried with Him through baptism into death, that just as Christ was raised from the dead by the glory of the Father, even so we also should walk in newness of life.
Christians are really weird.
>>42283089They serve the Most Evil, and scream and shit themselves and babble lines from their (read: the Jews) book incessantly, and curse the world and themselves in doing so.They say “do not resist an evil man”, and they say “you(we) shall always be led by evil men”, and “hate your life and family”.They promise not just 72, but 73, 74, or 10,000 virgins plus Much More(tm) after you live a life of poverty and suffering and allowance of evil and transgressions upon yourself and your folk and country and everything. They reason every thing through thousands of years old “promises” made by the Deceiver Clan, and cast a shadow for evil to operate within with their “focus not on worldly things” and “do not dwell on hardships”The devil does not lie, he twists the truth, their religion is a twisted truth, unfortunately, and is perhaps even more than that. Professing themselves to be wise, they became fools. The arrogance, ignorance, and relinquishing of one’s own self, which is the divine essence, is so vast and deep set, it becomes easier to deceive them and maneuver their religion into being aligned with you, rather than to free their minds. And everything is a demon deceiving you except for near death experience visions of Jesus and spirits fleeing at his name, those are not deceptions, because they enforce the belife. In fact, anything enforces their belifs because if they don’t like it, they just call it a demonic deception, and it’s more proof. They beat Rodney King so bad you know that stealing cars and being a thug is the true religion, would he really have faced such a beating if his lifestyle wasn’t the truth?
>>42283175jesus is king. bible is the truths. the jews are like rodents in hell. My vision is real i was in the new age for a long time hermetism and gnosticism and all that. christian 200 years ago all condemned race mixing as evil. Nations are of kin and we have a right to them in the bible. defending your tribe is like defending your self and we can defend ourselves it is our scriptoral authority. and we are meant to uphold gods natural order.i was exactly like you when i began my journey not believing in jesus now look at me.
>>42281414>even more lies to seem interesting online
>>42283089Compared to... Satanists?
>my religion says I'm dirtyAww, switch until it's a boon
>>42283319Kek, I was am Christian, true Christian, before you, I remeber a time when I could count the other Christian’s on the chans, I am probably a huge reason that Christianity took off on 4chan, and even in my outcries and blasphemies and sin, and rebellion, I am more Christian than you. Your post is shitty, and gay.King of the Jews. Platinum Jesus is Emperor of all Kings (this includes the king of kings, whoever that may be)You worship a book, a demon, and a Jew, and perhaps that Jews mother and some beads if you’re Catholic.According to the book, Satan has not rebelled, and is a loyal follower of Yogwehs word. It is not rebellion to follow every word, every dictated action, to fulfil the order of “the word” which has existed since “the beginning”. Satan has done nothing but obey what is said of him in the bible, obedient. >“Our Father”>”Your father, “The Devil”What a puzzle??? Who could this father-god of the people who only didn’t lie once, the most important not-lie ever written be?The Bible could be true, but if I interpret it to say I should eat shit and put ants in my penis, then what value does the truth hold? Plus (you) can literally go to the afterlife right now and disprove the whole thing. The worst part is the plug-in personality it inflicts on people. I miss my family that can’t talk about anything else or shut the fuck up about Jesus for 2 seconds while also being absolute shitbags, backstabbers, gossipers, do-nothings, mediocretans, bores, fearful and jealous as all hell. I was gifted unbreakable pure truesight discernment, in obedience or rebellion, and false churches and false Christians is all I see. And even in those I once saw the true light, I see now the corruption and deception blooming. Ahh to not be fearful and to walk into The Terror, it is rare.
>>42283412Bro you talk like a real christian i was allowed 2 visions of the lord in my lide one when i was a small child and my parents though i was crazy. and 2 my delieverance at 18 i saw it all with my 2 eyes and realized swedeborg knew something because the last thing i saw before my spiritual sight closed was the murky spot on my hand which the cross could only remove for a second before returning because my will has been mixed with evil
>>42283327dude im only 20 and this is the last vision i will ever have in my life. i will never have the spiritual experience, the last waking vision was the permanant stain on my soul catholics and swedenborg both talk about such a thing. when you conjoin your soul to evil like that i will never be fully healed in this life. just looking for comfort in a lifetime of repentance>>42283401its was my vision last part is most important
>>42283349>false dichotomy to make you worship the Jewish god either wayWow, clever.
>>42284476Hey, if you say so. I am clean and perfect and safe always and powerful and always come out on top and am seen as a high quality being who does not need to toil with bullshit or worry about anything, since everything always ends up with me on top. I fucked a bunch of spirits way back, but had to send them away cuz I was cumming too much at night, I would straight up “piss” cum for 45 minutes+ in a half-awake-half-asleep state, one long orgasm the whole time. It was awesome and didn’t stain me or affect me negatively at all. Only good thing happen to me, and nothing could change that.
>>42284506We worship the eternal creator and respect the natural order>>42284526I did what you did every nightthought it was power. then I saw them.twisted bodies. limbs bent backward. faces collapsed into bone and teeth.some had no face – just hairy pulsing mass.they crawled. dragged themselves. laughed.not human. chaotic. evil. scrapes your soul like broken glass.swedenborg saw it: "hideous, void of life like corpses"that fate – becoming one of those things – is worse than any repentance.worse than jail. worse than monk mode. worse than scrubbing decades.because jail ends. that doesn't. it's eternal.I laughed with them once. felt my own face start to collapse.Lord pulled me out. mercy I didn't deserve.but I saw it. I know what waits.you brag about spirit sex with no consequences?keep going. you'll get there. then they won't laugh with you.they'll laugh at you.Heaven can still be yours if you repent don't say no one warned you.
>>42284526For profination Their faces are hideous, and void of life like corpses; in some cases they are black... in others, disfigured with pimples, warts and ulcers. Many appear to have no face, but instead thereof something hairy or bony; and in some instances nothing is seen but teeth.""Their speech is like the speech of anger, hatred or revenge — for every one speaks from his own falsity, and in a tone corresponding to his own evil."— Emanuel Swedenborg, Heaven and Hell 553–554I saw this first hand and laughed that devilish laugh when I was in your current state. Before I knew what swedenborg knew.
>>42283412Based based
>>42281414Sounds like vanity to me, anon.
>>42285223I do not trust visions.Have had many visions, others do not see them, thus they are not trustworthy.
>>42285223Anon i am probably am vainComplaining my sin worse. my fight harder. More unique.yeah that's vanitybut vanity doesn't make the warning wrongswedenborg was vain too. still told the truth.just don't ignore what i saw. The house of horrorstwisted faces. no eyes. just teeth. laughing in their delusion. mocking. just don't end up there.Understand that willing engaging with a spirit of lust will damage your soul. A uniquely terrible abomination pray for me. I'll be pure as snow one day.
>>42285426Have you ever seen mount zion these vision was beyond anything I will ever have.
>>42285454Vanity is a motherfucker. I'll pray for you my prayers are quite effective apparently
>>42285546This is some really pathetic nonsense propaganda by evil stupidity incarnate but I'll elucidate you some.One of the true stories of easter is Mary Magdalene changed an egg color red by beseeching God when she was summoned before caesar. This means Mary Magdalene presumably went to rome and presumably from there to france
>>42285505I have hyperphantasia but it interferes w daily life and I had to turn it off. The inner vision =/= what other people see and thus cannot be relied on as a depiction of reality. I can visualize a bomb going off outside my house, but it does not happen, thus the inner vision =/= reality and visualization is not a useful practice.
>>42286332Imagination is not vision. I was shown wthe most beautiful things in the heaven. I did not imagine anything, I was shown the most beautiful things i have ever seen. More beautiful than anything i have ever seen.
