I have recently come to the conclusion that I think it would have been better if I were never born, not nesscarily because I am a net negative on society or the people around me but my life hasn't exactly been the greatest I see no future for myself but, Im not suicidal person and I do have friends and family who would be saddened by my death so if there is no option I will continue to live i want to erase myself completely not existing in the first place to pass over into a place that isn't reality or reach a state of non existence.
>>42300346I dont know anon, but i will pray for your and the better of your life and health so you get a better outlook in life
>>42300346I feel the same way anon. This world simply has nothing to offer. I am not mentally unstable, I have a job that comfortably supports me, and I have people who would miss me, but I don't see a future.>>42300361I am tired of hearing that it is simply a matter of changing ones "perspective". The world needs to admit that it is fundementally unfulfilling for anyone who isn't a dumb materialistic sheep.
>>42300558I dont think so, i've found much join in the material things of the world that arent just "pleasure"Studyign subjects, understanding how things work and why, even the mere aspect of training the body and meditating in nature.Never have i felt unfulfilled by the material world, but thats just me, i can't dictate your life anon.I think we can gain much more by being well in all places, be physically, spiritually and mentaly, seeing the beauty in all those too and that worked for me wonders as i enjoy life.I can only bless you with good intentions and pray that you see the same as i see, bless ya anon
>>42300577You do you anon but I am convinced the world is a prison. I am not inclined to listen to a namefag with an archonic username anyway
>>42300346>... It would have been better if...Since making things better is your stated concern, why not apply that to your material life too? You have the key to your own liberation. Use it.
>>42300685NTA but we don't have the ability to influence the things that would make a difference. Should ugly anons start bone smashing like Clavicular? Should we try and assassinate Donald Trump to end this decades middle eastern debacle? Can we personally end the endless ideological wars occurring in society?No there is no realistic way for an individual to change anything that actually matters. At most you can be like Jordan Peterson and wash your penis.
>>42300346OP here, even if I did kill myself I know I would be back since we're stuck in the cycle of reincarnation which i guess wouldn't be the worst thing its not like I hate the concept of life I just hate the life I happen to live.
