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Let's make these maybe easier to focus on, more thematic. Wait for a different thread to get insight into why you're ugly or alone, we don't care unless it affects your career, life path, ambitions, jobs, role, etc.

Now, can anybody tell me what the fuck is up with my career path?
I desperately want to find my place in the world and pour my will into a stable life-long ambition that I can relate to and identify with, but so far, it hasn't been making sense:
>started with poetry and acting
>languages to escape into a different country and a different me
>working to become a criminal prosecutor
>bodybuilding
>casino
>police force
>working on the fucking internet
>looking to build an animal shelter + somehow slowly becoming the misunderstood mystical hermit that lives in a mystical looking house, into astrology, tarot and shieet
How do I cope?
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Does code monkey fit me? Somehow I end up using AI to work for me the most in the entire company kek I was even asked to train others on it too
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Anything odd desu ka
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Any comments appreciated, particularly as they relate to the spiritual quest. Is this a good chart for someone following the Golden Dawn system of self-initiation? And what pitfalls might I experience?
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>>42309093
It can't just be vague new age nonsense. There needs to be structure to it. One particular placement reveals this. You need some precision, goal, lists to feel good while doing your spiritual task.
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>>42309128
>One particular placement
Is it my Moon being in Virgo? I've tried imposing structure before, set times for things, but I find it very difficult. I'll try again though, and try linking habits to daily Resh Adorations. Thank you very much for the reply
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>>42309093
Damn Venus and Mars in Gemini? Serial cheater
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do people just use AI to make sense of these? somehow i'd like to hear the thoughts of a human who has a genuine interest in it
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>>42309623
Never been in a relationship but I do seem to attract women who are, and I did fool around with a married woman once but she initiated it. I don't think I would cheat, just might withdraw or lose feelings.
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>>42309670
You were born in what they call the cusp of revolution. You have an enormous amount of energy in the 11th house of friendship or brotherhood. This heavy Scorpio energy is probably something that you feel proud of and cursed with at the same time. You know it's not just about sex. If only it was. But sex is one of the only avenues you have found to use it constructively. It's still not enough though. Nothing ever is enough. Nothing could ever be enough. You have the weight of lifetimes of error and lessons that are back there in the shadows and no matter what you do in this life it seems to only scratch the surface and leave you wondering why you're somehow still so hungry. This is not an appeal to how deep or "karmic" you are. It's all great on paper, in theory, but another thing in practice. You could never resolve this in one life and you know it.
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This leads to a litany of strange choices which you've no doubt come to accept about purpose. The life of a strange nomad. Not necessarily in literal travel but in mind. The Sagittarius fire helps to pull you out of the depths of yourself but the free spirit feels too pleasing in this flimsy modern world. As if you could travel and just walk and climb out of all of it. If it weren't for this possibility you might have already given up but the fire allows you to believe that maybe, just maybe, if you keep looking, searching, examining, studying the way of the world and your place in it, you might eventually find your way out. The placement in the 11th house is ironic. The thing you probably want more than anything is to find meaning through kinship and yet the planetary energy forces you into a state of near isolation. It's your problem. It's only your problem. Your comfortable little house for horrors. A vessel of past lives that you're commissioned to carry with you (for some reason) in a place that has forgotten your use. Not obsolete. It just moved on. And so did you. Don't tell them it's not Venice. That it's really an imitation of Venice in Las Vegas. Don't ruin it for everybody. They wouldn't understand what you mean. Besides, something tells you that dipping in that well of unsolicited council like that is why you ended up here in the first place.
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What is the implication of the fire trine and what careers seems to best align with my chart? Thanks anon.
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I got fired from my previous job in retaliation for snitching on a sketchy retirement home (I worked for an ambulance service) and would like to continue working on ambulances in the future but holy fuck this saturn x opposition transit has been brutal for my career. Should I consider a career change or just keep applying to ems jobs and hope for the best?
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>>42308829
I just got laid off. My life is done, I can't believe the universe can be so cruel
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>>42310066
It ain't over till it's over. You have a CV and whatever skills it took to get and do the job in the first place, you're not starting from nothing.
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NO ONE WILL READ MINE! I AM LOST IN LIFE AND NEED HELP!
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>>42310177
I'm asocial and have 0 people skills and this was financially and emotionally the worst moment to lose my job

And I FUCKING LOST IT HOURS AFTER MAKING THIS STUPID CURSED THREAD. FUCK THIS THREAD AND FUCK SATURN OBVIOUSLY REEEEEEEEEE
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>>42310649
Maybe don't mess with the divine. You're asking about career through astrology. That's a retarded way of doing left hand path magic. You need to know what you're doing if you want to get into this evil stuff.
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>>42308829
Posted this in another thread not expecting to get anything useful but it was actually strangely accurate.
Was hoping for a more complete reading, though. Seem to be at a strong point in life where everything is good but I’m still uncomfortable and antsy.
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rate me
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>>42310649
You're not as bad as you seem to think you are if you have been working and providing for yourself until now. If you get through this, you will be stronger for it.

>>42310674
There's nothing LHP about astrology on its own, no more than observing bacteria under a microscope is LHP, or paying attention to your diet so you feel good, don't get sick or have an allergic reaction.
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>>42310785
I brought up LHP because OP wanted the focus to be purely on material matters like career.
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>>42310789
Oh that's my bad I didn't see that. Is focusing purely on material gain even LHP though? To me it's specifically about a refusal to acknowledge a reality greater than the self, or of a higher Self. One can practice 'low magic' like divination for practical benefit or making talismans for material gain while being committed to spiritual progress. We still inhabit the world, and asceticism is only one path to heaven. So even if someone just wanted to use astrology for work/money, so long as they don't reject the concept of Divinity or spiritual ascent, then they aren't really LHP per se.
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>>42310834
And also i am not against the left hand path. I'm fine with it.
Left hand path is not inherently evil.
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>>42310674
>>42310789
>>42310834
I have no idea what LHP is, and I'm not sure why asking about career through astrology is bad. Might as well say that asking anything through astrology is bad.

But I will admit that it does feel like a strange alignment. I never once posted or asked anything about my career, astro or not, until today. For some reason, I felt the need to do it today. Did I glimpse it before it happened to me? It was likely decided by the time I posted here. Maybe someone or something whispered it to me and I took it as a random thought. It has definitely not been the first alignment/synchronicity of this kind lately....

Anyway, I need to go seethe and despair for a few hours at least. Will come back later to this thread

>>42310785
Thank you fren for the vote of confidence, much appreciated. I will try to hold on to it
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>>42308829
OP I really resonate with you, and we are weirdly similar. Most of those interests and jobs are things I’ve done or pursued and I too am completely fucking clueless as to how to focus my energy. I have everything a guy could ask for. Hot intelligent wife, cute dog, big social circle, health, and made headway in most of everything I’ve done and risen fast. But still most days I’m fucking miserable. I’m 99% certain my path involves writing, esotericism, and story telling(maybe something akin to Alan Moore’s career) but it’s demoralizing pursuing that in the age of AI. I’m bartending right now it’s good but I’d rather have a better practical thing. Maybe journalism? Godspeed bro
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>>42310746
Very based, leo pilled and fire pilled. Kind of fagged out with the libra moon though.
You should work out at the gym and be more racist to get rid of your libra energy.
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Would really appreciate a reading, especially about romantic life
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>>42310971
>cancer
Oh yeah this nigga likes mommies
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I need help fast because I'm losing it
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WTF is going on? I was also fired from my somewhat stable job that I was good at it. I suppose that the things the "year of the snake" has shed and ended will now be put to motion by the year of the horse, right? RIGHT???
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>>42308829
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>>42311176
>He made his north node aquarius
You idiot. You made your growth point giving yourself chaos.
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>'outside of the box' thinking thanks to Mercury in Aquarius
>yet I'm destined to be misunderstood (Lilith in Gemini)
>want to be seen/recognized and long for deep connections
>yet my Saturn is in Pisces and I'm destined to be secluded
>filled with envy and lust for power, being able to crawl under one's skin because of the Scorp Asc.
>yet I tend to take care of others while forgetting about myself (same Saturn in Pisces)
Heh... What do? My whole life is a seek of balance and it becomes tiresome.
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I had a lot of jobs. I've been a prison guard amongst other things, got snaked. Now I'm doing well for myself in Marketing but I hate doing the admin duties.

Why do I always have a pisces wifey-friene around me and why there's always a Taurus woman so she can make me mad and force my pure beautiful heart to chat shit at her as she's fair towards me?

Will I always be a faggot?
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I have Painted, worked in a meat department, l worked lawncare and am now pursuing a military career. Does this relate to any of that at all?
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>>42311176
>>42311370
Also you are stuck in a never ending loop of giving yourself stability with capricorn and ripping it away again with aquarius.
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Will I be successful financially with my creative pursuits?
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>>42311551
idk man, I was born premature, I guess I really did put myself on this, huh?
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>>42311562
Your chart is a reflection of your energy. You should do meditation and try to center yourself.
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>>42311537
>leos and fire signs
Yes it fits military except the cancer moon which is a sensitive mothering sign.
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>>42308829
what do i do as a career? im clueless
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>>42312614
Chart is very schizo. Maybe build around the pisces moon and do something spiritual or psychological and combine it with a libra social aspect.
Therapist, counselor, social worker, artist, healer, spiritual grifter that sort of vein.
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>>42311551
The duality of saturn
>>42311176
Transiting saturn is square to your capricorn shit. It's fucking with you.
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Incel here...im average in looks at best i fear.is it true ill always be single or will i date and have sex?
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>>42312860
>North node cancer
I'm sorry bro, you're going to troon out at middle age.
>Venus in 8th house pisces
Stalker psycho.
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>>42312878
The moon mars conjuction in scorpio and on the IC makes your stalker psycho accusation 10x more potent.
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>>42312905
Yeah the scorpio moon too.... this guy is stalking women on social media for sure.
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>>42311176
This loser has a similar chart to mine (OP). Saturn & Chiron are crossing your 6H of work that's what's happening to both of us FUCK
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>>42311479
Can't see shit on your chart cant you post a better one
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>>42311554
Yes
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I’ve had some real traction in acting, but the industry is saturated and feels somewhat resistant to me long-term.
I get good auditions, but sustaining momentum and building the right creative relationships has been difficult for me.
I tend to operate in my own bubble more than I probably should.

I also experiment with DJing and music production. I enjoy it, but I don’t currently see a clear path to turning that into something stable or career-level.

Curious what stands out to you in terms of direction, blind spots, or where I should actually be putting my energy.
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>>42313149
You like acting because your aquarius is deleting your identity and making you a hollow person. I guess do that again but for not acting. Maybe an influencer/grifter/youtuber/streamer.
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>>42313149
Is it because of the Pisces Venus and Rising that this anon is artistic? I wish I was too but I guess I might shuffle a better chart next life
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I'm looking for life path advice. I don't know what to do.

I'm thinking about going back to school, but that's crazy expensive and stressful.

I kinda want to be a streamer, but I know that is not a viable career path for 99% of people.
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>>42309891
What placement in the 11th I don't have any there, is this for the chart in the OP?
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I don't want to post birth chart, I hope someone with experience can analyse this, but I truly feel like there's some heavy Archon/Saturn energy is blocking my dating life, get matches but no dates, have done some analysis on my charts both vedic and tropical and it says that this block should be gone by the end of this month and that I might potentially meet my twinflame this year, I think Jupiter enters the 12th house around June 2026 which might help if I have Venus in the 12th house Leo, which is sort of a sign of karmic/twinflame encounters I think.

Can someone correct me? I've been getting flooded with algorithms now saying this as well, I don't know if this is Saturn fucking with me or not

>Ascendant: Virgo
>5th house: Capricorn, no planets
>5th house ruler: Saturn in Taurus, 9th house
>7th house: Pisces, no planets
>7th house traditional ruler: Jupiter in Aries, 8th house
>7th house modern ruler: Neptune in Aquarius, 6th house

>Venus in Leo, 12th house
>Venus square Saturn
>Venus opposite Neptune
>Venus trine Pluto

>Mars in Libra, 2nd house
>Mars opposite Jupiter
>Mars octile Pluto

>Moon in Taurus, 9th house
>Moon conjunct Saturn
>Moon square Uranus

>North Node in Leo, 12th house
>Chiron in Scorpio, 3rd house
>Vertex in Aquarius, 6th house
>Vertex conjunct Uranus
>Vertex opposite North Node
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>>42313981
you know we can still calculate and craft a chart based on this

just post your chart, you can hide your birth and location data
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>>42314045
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>>42314066
i have no idea how to read whole sign but I see Venus opposed by Neptune which rules your relationship sector, so I definitely understand how love life "eludes" you. I think you may be prone to fantasy and idealization in the relationship area as well

waiting for the smart anons to chime in
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Doing an exercise for fun: if I told this chart belonged to a celebrity or historical figure who would you guess they were and why?
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>>42314292
can u post western chart equivalent pls
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>>42314066
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>>42314281
>i have no idea how to read whole sign but I see Venus opposed by Neptune which rules your relationship sector, so I definitely understand how love life "eludes" you. I think you may be prone to fantasy and idealization in the relationship area as well

Thanks, the reason I use whole sign is that it resonates more and Placidus sort of gets disorted near my latitudes
Also know that the Venus square Saturn is kind holding back the love life part, could be due to venus in 12th house leo and I'm slowly understanding and accepting why that's the case
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>>42314313
Is that symbolism supposed to mean something?
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>>42314327
IT#S A SYMBOL FOR THELEMA USED BY ALEISTER CROWLEY:
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>>42312930
>>42312878
>>42312905
im not a stalker. well not anymore
i live on fantasy mainly

anything else?
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Problems I may have and things I can improve on. Life feels boring recently
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anything worth noting this year?
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>>42314595
>psycho fire aggression combined with mentally ill aquarius
Oh shit, all the makings of a train wreck
>north node capricorn
Oh saved
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>>42314813
>>42312860
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>>42314826
I already called you a stalker. Some poor girl is probably going to be your victim some day.
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anyone can tell me what this says about my career path in life and my friendships?
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What does this mean?
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>>42314371
Are you stubborn and stiuck in your habits? Fixed sign placements all over the place.
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>>42315063
very...ive been a shut in hikikomori for years now
look i do believe people hate me or women would hate me not like me you know date or sex...is that true or am i afraid? ive been self isolated from people but yes very hard for me to change
fatalistic
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>>42315067
Yes it's true, you're a complete psycho and they would run away once your aura came close.
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>>42315205
why?
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>>42309974
oof you're fucked mate. try fent addict
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>>42315206
>All those water signs
Women can sense clingy possessive aura from miles away. It gives them the ICK. You're fucking done buddy.
>But I will hide my nature from them!
I think they would notice if the energy of hannibal lecter showed up beside them because all women are intuitive.
>All that aquarius
Adding more instability to your aura.
>Mars in scorpio
Okay now you're just adding violence to your obsessions.
>Saturn in taurus
Your hikikomori traits are here and your karma.
You have love obsessions but the astral jews are not letting you experience any of it. You're being cucked by saturn the karma god. They isolated you with saturn 12th house taurus.
You have a twin flame that orbits you from your past lives but she isn't here for this life. That's where all your water signs and love obsessions come from.
You're repaying your karma debts to her because you were over controlling. You're learning to not be an obsessed freak by getting cucked in love. Only watching for you this life pal.
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>>42315506
You're wrong. Women can be clingy too. So 2 people like that together is perfect.
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>>42315524
If that was true your twin flame bitch would be here right now and you would be fucking her sweet pussy. Instead she ditched. Nobody likes being controlled.
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>>42315559
Lie. Cancers love playing victim and being victims. The other water signs too to some extent.
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>>42315618
Still stubborn I see. I guess I will let Saturn pound your bussy some more. Carry on astral jews.
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Didn't realize there was a readings thread. Another anon mentioned I should be more prideful and selfish, but I have gotten more from being the opposite personally. I got all my boys into a good work position and now we are all working together to achieve our higher purposes, although I did have an earlier instance where selfishness aspect was applicable (as well as pride). Anyways, throw some bones for a dawg
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>>42315634
You're uneducated on the topic at hand. I see.
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>>42315506
i have saturn 10th taurus...actually
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>>42315674
Whatever I don't care how saturn is pounding your bussy. Just know that it is.
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>>42315719
that fits but so women wont like me then...
ive considered being the otehr type of incel then, the violent type
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>>42315727
>that fits but so women wont like me then...
Just try and tame your energy a bit. It's not hard. Meditate.
>ive considered being the otehr type of incel then, the violent type
That's just going to create more karma for you and more saturn bussy blasting. It will increasingly look like they put you in a cage. You want to be born with legs right?
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>>42315776
i just want to know love, the good things in life, my life has been miserable as of now, 25 years of nothing. im not even sure if the chart says but it should, i guess no partners for me...no love...women just find me repulsive i guess

suicide is the only path left
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>>42315778
A little over dramatic bro. Just go fraud women with looksmaxxing and all that stuff.
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>>42315795
i havent lived at all, i have nothing no memories, nothing
it is that dramatic
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>>42315798
Yes. Monks do that to themselves.
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>>42315804
well im no monk, i wanna be outside, meet people, have friends. date, sex, live
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>>42315805
You want fake and gay stuff then.
That's your aquarius instability talking. You're trying to create a clown show.
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>>42315810
I dont get it, all thats real. thats life, social life. I want that. ive neve rbeen in a relationship, never chosen, never love. does the chart say if this is gonna stay foreverl ike that i mean, incel for life? women? i mean my looks what does it say to others or women?
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Is this bad?
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>Thread about reading charts
>Majority of the charts in the thread are left unread
>Faggot regulars want to gossip about their homosexuality more so than reading the charts presented to them.

What is the fucking point? Fuck off to discord or some shit if you want to do that.
Now read my fucking chart, faggots.
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>>42315814
That's your north node in cancer 12th house. Cancer is an emotional water sign and it is about others, relationships and being nurturing.
So it looks like you will be looking for a soulmate connection as your growth point. You can probably already feel that you are looking for that. You don't need me to tell you.
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>>42315862
Yeah I dream of that. But I feel insufficient, inferior, lesser. I mean I am but I feel it in others. I am less than.
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Astrology is easy desu. I already understand what my chart means.

>sun sign Virgo
That means I'm going to be a virgin forever
>moon sign Cancer
That means I'm a cancer to society. And probably also that I'm going to die of cancer.
>rising sign Pisces
That means I'm a pisce of shit.
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>>42315869
You're already more wise at this game than the rest of the mooks in here.
Now read my chart with your newfound skills >>42315829
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>>42315829
>growth point from leo to aquarius
what the fuck is wrong with you nigger
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>>42315925
I don't know, that's exactly what I want you to tell me.
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>>42315938
You must not like yourself so you're trying to destroy your old identity in a fire.
You have all your placements spread everywhere like an NPC who couldn't decide who they were.
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>>42315985
Curious.
This is a little strange, because I did have an auto-pilot moment there when posting my last image, not sure why I specifically chose an image of The Tower to go along with that post. This situation kind of reminds me and mimics the scene where agent Smith says "Everything that has a beginning has an end, Neo" whilst not knowing wtf he was doing.

Now I'm unsure if that seemingly random decision influenced your post with the whole destroying my old identity in a fire thing (and the tower being to do with basically the same thing), or if you gleaned that information from the chart in itself...

Very surreal moment, from my perspective at least.
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>>42316102
The tower card is literally what north node aquarius is doing. See the guy over here >>42311551 >>42311176. It's self sabotage if you're a stable person and more chaos if you're already a chaotic person.
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>>42315829
I won't seriously read charts for free. Only joke reads.
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>>42316151
>It's self sabotage if you're a stable person and more chaos if you're already a chaotic person.
How am I supposed to gain the upper hand in this endless fucking battle with myself?
Inside, pure unbridled chaos, outside, stuck, stagnant.
It's all so very tiresome and I'm at my wits' end.
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>>42316220
Yeah because you're gemini which is already a chaotic air sign.
You have only one choice you must lean into the chaos. Become a clown of some kind. People like clowns.
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>>42316315
tfw when Gemini Sun but have Moon conjunct Saturn in Taurus and Virgo Ascendent ffs. I loathe try hard jesters, but natural jesters are great.
Fuck these charts and the accuracy they can give
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>>42316315
>>42316331
Looks like it's time for me to don the mask of the jester.
Come and see. Come and see...
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>>42316331
>>42316433
I kneel to the jester maxxers
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wtf why is all of my leo in 8th house, what does this mean?
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>>42316433
>>42316450
Tell that to my Saturn Square Venus
Archons have cockblocked me big time and always sent one of their agents or third parties to sabotage and undermine my love life.
It’s all good to have jester aspects but it’s completely pointless when Saturn is cockblocking me.
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>>42316485
>Saturn Square Venus
I have the same. Do you mean to tell me that this piece of shit combination is the cause for all of my love finding woes? Is that why all this has happened?
Man, fuck Saturn. And he's in the worst possible place too, why is he fucking with my Venus?

Now I'm mad. Again.
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>>42315865
It does feel like that attitude is more saturn holding you down like it's never enough >>42315719
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>>42316550
>I have the same. Do you mean to tell me that this piece of shit combination is the cause for all of my love finding woes? Is that why all this has happened?
Man, fuck Saturn. And he's in the worst possible place too, why is he fucking with my Venus?
Yes, luckily it’s a late bloomer not a sign that’s destined to be forever alone. We get rewarded with quality at least

I want to ask you this, when someone has shown you interest in real life has there always been this annoying third party twat who undermined it and somehow won because the person somehow read your weaknesses and made sure you never connected with the interest.
Another one is you get matches on the app, but they somehow either live too far and were willing to date or somehow they ghosted you despite a very positive first impression?
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>>42316578
If you're up for it, I'll give you some lore on my life then I'll answer your question.
I had more sex in my very early teens/pre-teens than I have had over the past 20 years since, and the sex that I had was with cousins mostly, 4 different female cousins. 2 of which were 4 years older than me and used to babysit me. 1 was like 1 year older, and the other was 2 years younger than me. Outside of cousins, I fooled around with 2 other girls who I used to play house with.
Btw I'm not well versed in astrology, but I do have pic related as part of my chart which from my perspective rings true yet again from what I've just divulged.

Now because of all these early sexual experiences, I became completely complacent in my pursuit of girls after that and just wanted to be alone playing video games. And at the time that is how I felt, I did unironically just want to do my own thing solo. I did enjoy the freedom of being alone. Unfortunately, that decision would prove to be catastrophic in the long term. Looking back, I should have pursued a girl I liked and then did everything else the same and things would have been perfect. Could have done everything else and weaved love into the mix too.

Anyway, I'll get into answering your question now in the next post.
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>>42316731
>>42316578
I recall 3 instances where I could have gotten a girl but squandered the opportunity and people who I hung around with at the time were present for those.
If I look back on them and evaluate those moments with honesty, I was the one who fucked up, not anybody else.
It's an anonymous imageboard and I still don't even want to type this shit out because it's so unbelievably retarded on my part.

One instance I had a girl straight up walk up to me and ask me out, while I was with 2 friends, and she did it in front of them too. Bold as fuck. Mid-early teens.
...And I said no because she was too short, and then I was mockingly saying how she'd need to stand on some yellow pages (a big phone book here in the UK) to reach up and kiss me. And incase you're wondering why such a thing would enter my head, I said it because of this advert that was going around at the time https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ywjfSVrCqnk
She was cute as fuck too, very attractive. And the great irony of this? I'm really into short girls.
So why did I fuck this up so badly? A combination of not wanting to show affection while I was with two other lads (yes, retarded), and because I wasn't actually looking for a girl then and I thought I could just pick one up at any time I wanted.
Now as you read this, you will no doubt be thinking 'wow, this guy must be fucking retarded' and I don't really have a retort to that. This is one of those haunting fuck ups that stick with you and I only really have myself to blame. I mean talk about having everything served up on a platter, I didn't even have to do the hard part and ask her, she asked me, I'm the one who said no.

I've had a few other times online where I've been really tight with some girls and we have both been openly into each other but they live across the world. Used to go on webcam with this girl and she'd be sitting there with just a towel around her after getting out of the shower flirting with me, but she lived in Canada.
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>>42316731
>>42316741
Sorry shortish answer but you aren’t retarded
I’ve always squandered a handful of potentials I only realise this when it’s too late and when the fantasy illusion dies down.

One being fear of being wrong and the other was that they didn’t quite live up to my ideal fantasy. You can imagine those two aspects go hand-in-hand. Same with you I started to realise that I’m the one who actually squandered it, I’ve allowed these third parties to get ahead when they might have been factor, ffs the women were inviting me not the third party knob. I should have ignored them and they would have been irrelevant.

I can’t let fantasy, delusions, fear and the hope of the universe dropping my soulmate or twinflame in front of my face.
I need to take the action myself and not let my overthinking ruin it.
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>>42316784
Also another question
Do you have Venus in the 12th house, because that might possible hint at a foreign connection or someone who lives far apart? I have it and that part makes my fantasy projections worse.
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>>42316784
Everything you're saying resonates with me. Especially the part about ideal fantasy and lack of action on our part and overthinking things so much that the moment passes by.
The next time an opportunity presents itself, I can only hope that I have learned to commit and following through with real action rather than being overly passive.
>>42316793
Venus is in the 5th house for me.
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can i get a QRD on houses
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>>42316830
Basically stuff like 12th house cages whatever it's influencing because it's death and the other houses are different parts of your life like 4th house is your family life.
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>>42316827
It’s hard man but during this month something has hit me differently, I don’t want a fantasy life but rather I want love for the longing

I have venus in 12th house which means I have tendency of wanting foreign and different women, which is true but it’s not a fetish but rather physical attraction. I can see like a conventionally hot 10/10 white girl and think boring and mid because it’s not my ideal, I want someone unqiue.
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>>42316915
>I have venus in 12th house which means I have tendency of wanting foreign and different women
is that what it means? I have venus in pisces square uranus and can only be attracted to 2D furry characters
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>>42309974
I was trying to find something good about your chart but I can't. I take one look at it and realize why people support euthanasia
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>>42317033
>>42309974
For real though; I recommend suicide because there's nothing redeeming about you as a human being
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>>42317033
>>42317041
Not OP but why is he a bad person?
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>>42317060
>leo sun
>gemini moon
>venus in virgo
>jupiter in 12th house

An unstable narcissist with delusions of grandeur that only hurts those around him.
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>>42314813
How would that fix/mean?
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>>42317127
Capricorn is stabilizing and grounded
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>>42310971
>romantic life
you should become my fuccboi, the stars have spoken
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don't know much about astrology and all (rather weary of it really), but I'm mildly curious.
is anything out of sorts? having so many dudes in cancer (my sign) seems odd, and for almost all the rest to be retrograde too. idgi
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>>42315829
people just come here to post their chart and then leave again. so no one ever gets any kind of reading
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>>42317150
The more placements you add in that sign, the more extreme the depression and pain. I have noticed.
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Rate my birth chart anons
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>>42315865
>But I feel insufficient, inferior, lesser. I mean I am but I feel it in others. I am less than.
That's your South node in Capricorn in 6H talking. That's what you are used to and the inadequacy, insufficiency, inferiority complex etc. are the baggage and karmic memory you carry with you. I have South Node in Cancer and I feel permanently unloved no matter how much love or nurturing I'm given.

And that's the point, you will probably always feel less than, no matter what you do or how others respond to you. That's something you may have to make peace with and use your Cancer 12H energy to nurture and lick your own wounds, in isolation, contemplation and surrender. For the brief time they may stop stinging, you will have to go out there and search for love. When you return empty-handed, retreat into your spiritual cocoon and recharge for the next journey, whether it holds promise and brings results, or not. Welcome to the Capricornian mountain of endless suffering that you will never escalate completely
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>>42316168
I'll pay in (You)'s
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>>42308974
>>42309974
consider ACK
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If you have a night chart, are you more inclined to enjoy and function best at night?

Also, can astrology explain why this would change in time and as a night chart you would start feeling lighter and better during the day?
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do you guys have a recommendation between astrocafe and astroseek for generating birth charts? i’m very new to astrology so i might just be a retard but when i generated a chart on each site with the same info they look different.

in any case i tried to go the academia route but it made me very suicidal and jaded so i dropped out of grad school and now idk what to do, i just wanted to be a professor. lately i’ve been trying to get into substitute teaching to see if teaching is something i want to do with my life but i’m feeling a lot of hesitance and idk if i’m self sabotaging or if i should rethink my plans. any advice re: education as a career path and/or anything else you can discern from my chart would be much appreciated, even if it’s just clowning on me. currently going through some really horrific torturous life events that came completely out of left field during a period where things felt like they were coming together for me, dunno if that’s related to anything
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>>42309974
>>42310403
>>42309945
just give up dude there's nothing good about these charts



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