Have you ever had a mystical experience?How'd it happen? What was it like?
>>42313241I was on LSD in Vegas and my supposed friends tried to get me to do gay shit with them. I walked off into the desert (not really, every open area in Vegas is a desert) where God revealed the real reason that certain people left Africa originally, and why they built statues of men with small penises...
>>42313241I had sudden intense knowledge my brother got severely injured somewhere I couldn't possibly have known he'd be, and how he got injured. Everyone said I was crazy, but I found him in the condition I knew he was in. It took him years, but he can walk again.I also have experiences with various demons. They are intense. If they are in a dream, they have a hyper realistic surreal quality to them; and I've had one appear before me twice irl to save my life, to talk me out of suicide. It was bizarre.I've been told I am severely mentally ill. Maybe. But watching the various collectively souled people, it's honestly like they can't even process the physical world right in front of them, not noticing major things until spelled out in detail. I can see their emotional states flashing across their face briefly, even before they themselves recognize it. They keep telling me I am wrong, and sometimes I am, but I am right most of the time.Also, watching ravens and vultures soar on thermals. That's a pretty mystical experience in of itself.
>>42313893Using drugs for it is probably cheatingAlthough if I had access to lsd or dmt id use it until I go insaneLike how poorly planned comics did>>42313937How do u get this to happen? Did god just pick u to give cool visions to?
>>42313241>Be dented >Made of nothing >Walking corpse >Lose what's most loved>Surrender on a beach>The patterns finally start making sense the connections are real>Try to explain to my sister see I'm not schizo >Still thinks I'm schizo >Too much signal too fast>System overload = sick>Three years of quiet >On third year around DDay again>Happens again>Harder>See crazy shit>Feel crazy shit>Die inside>Lifted from the ash and ruin>The real majesty >It finally all makes sense what I've been looking at all these years >Tell a plush star about it on /x/Seems fitting. They say reach for the stars. I didn't really think to look inside either nor did I know how. But that's where it is. Down deep in the dark. Where no one thinks to look. Sitting just behind the one they call the devil.
>>42315127>How do u get this to happen?I watched a lot of really close people die at a young age. In person. Watched them depart. Watched a lot of animals die too. I also hache a personality disorder, BPD. The two events may or may not be related. I may be crazy.I still see shadow people, sometimes full on people along road sides, it's weird. I don't really think about it much, sometimes stuff I shouldn't just ignore happens.Always great the entities friendly, and then move on!
>>42315417Wtf r u saying
>>42313241>Have you ever had a mystical experience?my entire life >How'd it happen? What was it like?lots of shit growing up in a haunted houselike paranormal activity shit but with shadow peoplethen i did 4 tabs of acid with my ex and had the alef enter me becoming its bet that didnt really do much but confuse the shit out of me then i got a sheet of acid 100tabs and did them over 6months now that broke reality for menothing has been the same the worst part is the more you know the dumber everyone becomes in relativity to you and when you become really good at picking up patterns you can really see how shitty everyone is
So far nobody has described a mystical experience. Only schizo experiences.
>>42316610They're the same thing. You think a sane person that just accepts reality as is will fall down the abyss and find themselves reflectionless over the still waters and falling into the wasteland? No. You flatten peoples experience into something you can dismiss and judge. Just as your logical mind has taught you. If you can't hug the devil inside and rebel against your self you'll never find anything so why even bother?
>>42316610ok nigger please define what a mystical experience is then cause its literally the same thing i swear so many people are retarded now its hard to tell if anyone is even pretending to be for the attention they lack in life just retards making retards out of retards
>>42316646A mystical experience is a profound, often temporary altered state of consciousness characterized by a sense of oneness, unity with the universe or divine, and deep inner clarity. These experiences often feature a loss of individual self-boundary, feelings of immense joy or love, and a perception that the experience is ineffable (beyond words) and reveals ultimate reality.
>>42316638Schizo literally means "split," schizos have fractures views and perception. This is the opposite of unity and oneness.
>>42313241I walked into my neighbor's house once thinking it was mine. Luckily they didn't shoot me. It made me reconsider my options.
>>42316779I've experienced this three times in my life, once while high and twice sober, each subsequent one more profound then the last, i was meditating a lot at the time in the hopes of bringing about deeper understanding or insight, i didn't know it then but i was at the end of a long journey, it's not very exciting because it's literally an ineffable experience but for a brief second or two i felt as if i could see or feel or was experiencing everything, the entire universe, it was so overwhelming i couldn't maintain it or completely comprehend it, it was reminiscent of how people talk their life "flashing before their eyes" and the "fractal universe" everything was energy flowing within everything else, constantly flowing in and out, i felt like i was god or witnessed the face of god or something like that. a year or two later i would experience a psychosis, i don't think those two experiences are related but i do believe my psychosis was related to my spiritual path.
>>42316779yah been there done that its not as cracked up as you're making it its the fear and aww of i amnot a cuddly hug by charobs that take you into love and blissalso did the bliss (infinite orgasm of i am) thing but thats a seperate experience not the unity of all
>>42316870>it was so overwhelmingyup if you hold on youll get all of reality revealed to you i chose to forget i can only make assumptions of why
>>42316779>altered state of consciousness characterized by a sense of onenessImpossible for it to happen because it's not one. I'm the only one who exists.
>>42316882Could just be a limit of the hardware; our simple mortal minds being incapable of containing anything more than the flash in the pan.if we were meant to be a being that could contain such knowledge we would already be there, the fact we're not is a testament that their is still work for us to do
>>42316610It's the same fucking thing, dude. I swear, every time someone shares a weird mystical experience, one of you mouth breathing NPCs comes trundling along to exclaim, "that doesn't count," and then proceed to dismiss everything anyone says, followed by some materialistic Hollywood example. These experiences are extremely personal. Have you ever considered that you just simply are not a person? P-Zombies are very real.>>42316779I experience these things regularly.https://youtu.be/Yam5uK6e-bQThis is the best way to describe my daily waking existence. I experience most of the divine as extremely isolating, dream like, and in a sense of revalry (I can't spell).Either get off your stupid maguspsychosis high horse, lay down the payote, or accept you are a pzombie.They should have never dumbed down the new capcha.
>>42316924It’s not that I couldn’t I believe it was more like I wasn’t ready yet>the fact we're not is a testament that their is still work for us to door I got tricked by something I thought of as higher then me at the time even though it told me I was higher but that could have been later All of this stuff kinda blurrs together
>>42316610lifting the veil of reality makes you crazy. you don't understand until it happens to you.https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=bPcgoaZjsu8
>>42317187THIS
well minus that stupid video you made to scare people off the path
>>42317187How much do you get paid? I constantly see you spamming your videos, but you never stick around or say anything.It's just pure advertising?
>>42313241Was talking to a coworker at work about LSD. Consciously tuned into the frequency of God. Of the subconscious. He verbally acknowledged the experience. Confirming it. "Oh yeah you know what's up". Confirming the reality of our subconscious experience. It's been so long since I had the experience, it's hard to touch on. Like an old dream you only know of by note. But it was real. It is real.
>>42317417man for a brief time my subconscious would speak to me but it freaked me out and went i away i wish i knew what i know now so many missed opportunities thanks to fear
I am not sure if I am sane or insane.Somehow I am not dead yet.
>>42316924Seconding this. People often forget that our brains and minds are inherently limited.
>>42317441>Seconding this. People often forget that our brains and minds are inherently limited.inherently filtered by perception and ego limited by culture its not about hat your machine can handle its about what you can handle people will pass out from to much pain
Bump
>>42316638>>42316646No it fucking isn't. Your drug induced psychosis is something else
I was sitting at home reading an article on Tvtropes when I had the sudden realization that there's nothing after death and everything is going to die and cease to be one day. This snowballed into the realization that all religions are lies, that all human activity is a cope for death, that everything that I am is a product of complex processes instead of a unified soul, that life has no inherent meaning or purpose, and for the first time in my life experienced the reality of being a conscious physical being in a world of lies and made up rules with an unknown expiration date. All of this came to my head unprompted, as if all the pieces of a puzzle had accidentally come together.This awakening was so intense and mind-shattering that it sent me into a months long depression that I could overcome only after I stopped struggling against the fear and absurdity. Until I realized that my psychic pain had become greater than the fact itself. I felt as if the universe granted me a small solace, a cold hug, a piece of wisdom: the fear of death is the one problem that will solve itself.After I started smoking weed, I've only had experiences that relate to the void. Extremely unpleasant episodes like:>Falling deeper and deeper into darkness as I let go of every coping mechanism and anchor until I feel like Im about to disipate into nothing>Feeling empty inside and surrounded by emptiness, so that I am nothing more than a thin, shivering membrane that separates two great voids>Being pulled, or falling towards, a huge blinding light like a sun, into my total dissolutionIn all of those scenarios, I always pull out before disappearing, always with an extreme feeling of horror and distress that becomes depression and feelings of meaninglessness, until I rebuild myself.I'm afraid all the other drugs will just do the same.
>>42316975See>>42320258
Has anyone ever had (a none drug induced) encounter with angels, for example?
>>42320258>>42320263I don't do drugs. I occasionally drink or use tobacco, but that's it.Feel free to ignore the comments about starling murmurations.
>>42313241I have seen beyond the veil, I see the truth
>>42313241>>42316610I had a mystical experience about 3 years ago. I've tried telling people about it but they just look at me like I'm crazy, change the topic, or just pretend I didn't say anything.I was able to understand, wholesomely not just intellectually, the omnipresence of God. It was an extremely bittersweet moment that occurred after years of hardship. I was finally able to accept, and understand, that I could not accept and understand God's presence because I wanted the Divine to fit in my little understanding of what it meant. During my experience I was able to perceive that the Absolute is beyond any description, and beyond good and evil. It was a very intense experience. It is hard to put into words because many there are no words that can really capture that kind of experience and when one tries to write it down it seems trivially contradicting. It was extremely humbling. I cried and laughed at the same time because it destroyed the illusion of many of the things I held onto, and it made me feel as if lost in the vast ocean, but at the same time it was comforting because I was able to see what is Real for the first time in my life. Now the only thing I am 100% certain exists and is the all.It lead to profound changes in my life. Before this experience I believed that either God existed and was evil, or that the universe was materialistic. After the mystical experience I was completely humbled, and I became extremely curious about mysticism, and began to read many different books on the topic. I could endure pain and suffering just to experience it again. It gave my life meaning and that's my true goal in life now.Let me know if you want to know more.
>>42320842i do
>>42313241Every time I meditate. Sometimes I see flashes of color, sometimes I get a quick few seconds of a memory I don't actually remember living through. I'm not saying I'm enlightened or that I can remember past lives. These are simply weird phenomena that occur when I meditate. I take them to be mystical experiences.
>>42321025what do you want to know?
>>42321323NTAWhat practices do you do? What books did you read and which one did you most resonate with?I've come to the near same conclusions but only intellectually not through the opening of the chakra you've had.How do you go about life, do you believe you've free will, some free will in a story set by Him or no free will as it is an illusion and you're here to be a character in a book written by Him I request you to not ne vague but as serious as you can be, I'm on my journey too and would appreciate truthfulness
>>42313241discordgg/G8N5zqWfr3
>>42321372i try to meditate but i'm pretty bad at it. so far i've read the works i could find attributed to hermes trismegistus, some texts by plato like phaedos and parmenides, some stuff by ramana maharshi, some sufi texts that i can't remember the names of, among others, but the book that most reasonated with me is the mystical theology of pseudo dionysus the aeropagite and the apophatic approach in general. i began to read texts about mysticism after the event though, before that i didn't really know much about it.i believe that our free will is part of the will of the Absolute. when we dream, we represent ourselves as an individual that is pretty similar to our waking self, but we also construct a separate identity for every individual in the dream with their own intentions and 'will', and they all seem to act independently even if they're all imagined by us. when we wake up all the characters disappear and we realize that the other characters, their intentions and will, were roleplayed by us as well. i hope that made sensethe intensity of the memory of the experience stayed with me for months but eventually subsided. i'm trying to attain self realization now.
