>>42318821
dont go alone

>>42318821
you have the capability to change you're just afraid of certain things for certain reasons

>>42318831
what do you mean? who would commit suicide with me and who would even comprehend the reason why this is the best option, everyone thinks that life means anything and that being alive is the ‘right’ thing to do but this is nothing. we arent living we are just brainwashed to believe this pain and energy is worth anything.
>>42318838
i dont want to change i just want to find someone that understands i need that connection

>>42318862
i think he's saying take an evil person with you, but evil is subjective and you would most likely just kill others and make no greater change in the world

>continued
also OP you don't have to play societies games more then you have to. crave out a corner for yourself where you can survive.

>>42318862
i mean it would be lonely to go alone, so keep yourself company for the beyond. the egyptian pharaohs also took their slaves with them. who? whoever you choose. they don't have to commit suicide, per sé. you can just give them a little push if they're shy. whether it's for the better or not is a moot point. but even so, there are plenty of people who would agree with you. 4chan, reddit, twitter, tumbler... i hear they all have reach percentages as high as 40%. ask 2-3 people form practically any online community and you'll quickly find someone, if that's your concern. but again, all this is beside the point.

>>42318995
not necessarily an evil person. they would be no good company. but it depends on what OP wants to go for, so i'll leave the choice to him. as for making a change: the world will be no better and no worse off after we die compared to before we were born. we make no dent no matter what we do or do not do. all of that being said, if you see a particularly obnoxious or outright evil person, i do encourage you to take a close examination whether or not they might be fit to be taken for a ride to the other side. dont go alone.

>>42318821
yes it is a punishment to be born can confirm

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>>42318821
Yeah, a lot of us feel the same apparently, you are not alone in this. I made a somewhat similar thread a few days ago, but it is now archived.

Personally, my position is to keep being an observer, a witness to this clown world. "Be a passer-by", as is written in the apocryphal "Gospel of Thomas". Disassociate from this realm, its humanity and their fate, don't get dragged into their bowels to become another cog, simply just watch. And maybe, just maybe, we will yet get to say our final word regarding all this. Or at least be lucky enough to witness the collapse and feel smug observing how normies screech in terror.

So, don't rush into suicide unless there is some ample immediate reason, I'd say. The option is always there and won't run anywhere. After all, we have already broken through this human conditioning of fearing death and "treasuring life (read: physical survival) above all else". Which is quite an advantage in existential sense.

>>42319822
that is cope. you have to rape the world. actively. if you fail to do so, it's your fault. and it is the fault of all faults. no one cares about your final word or smug fantasies. you have to press the button or nothing will ever happen. and it won't. because people like you cope as to why they should not rape the world.

accumulate wealth and spend it on nuclear arsenals. this is your commandment and you fail to live up to it. and your fate is with the tombstone.

>>42318821
I have been told from a “source” that has often been truthful that there will be a “zombie”-type “outbreak” soon and that after it* there will be these “returning” aliens that advance the world and humanity into a “far future”-type level of technological and “spiritual” advancement.
So there’s very likely something to live for if you just wait a couple months. If/when the “outbreak” occurs/happens, it should confirm the “return” of these aliens.

What these aliens say may not all be true, they are just “demiurgic” puppets as an organization, but at least you won’t have to worry about money and health issues or not having anywhere nice to live. This is not an endorsement of “demiurge”/“demiurgic” puppets, but at least you’ll live a much more comfortable life; the government is a “demiurgic” institution/entity, but if you can get food stamps or other benefits to make your life better, then you can enjoy these things without otherwise giving a shit about the government and certainly without endorsing them.

*some things may be written in a different way because there is a chance I sometimes fear that I have been given words at certain moments, as subtle (“subliminal”-type) thoughts, to entice me to either kill (and go to prison for however many years and kill myself) or to engage in sexual things with the fake family member I live with. They may make me out to be enticed to do sexual things just so I get upset enough to kill them for being dehumanized. They have sent me ideas such as being a retarded, overreacting woman, a whore, a little girl or little girl whore. I am not joking. I hate these dehumanizing “gangstalker”-type sacks of shit so much.

>>42319897
“fake family members I live with”
Is what I meant to type. There is more than just one

>>42319879
Yes sure, keep fighting windmills bro.

>you have to rape the world
No I don't actually. Having to just spectate is enough of a burden that I didn't ask for.
>no one cares about your final word or smug fantasies
Similarly I don't care if anyone cares about it or not.
>this is your commandment
Says who?
>your fate is with the tombstone
Good, I'm fine with it.

Good luck blowing up the world btw, I'm rooting for you. Though if I were you I'd rather get onboard with Palantir or other such guys to bring about AI takeover and other cyberpunky stuff faster. That's the sole most realistic thing currently that could fuck normies's shit up. Cos nukes are fake and/or overhyped, it seems. And biological warfare's efficiency also causes real doubts after the covid scam. But I'll welcome any such development honestly.

>>42318821
All enlightenment that the modern world will make available to you will have the conclusion of you no longer being a member of the gene pool. Rebel against the dying of the light in the only way that matters. Be fruitful and multiply. Your genes are not a sin.

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>>42319972
>the conclusion of you no longer being a member of the gene pool
That is a virtue and a blessing.
>Be fruitful and multiply.
KEK. I know you demi-worshippers are getting desperate, but try not being so obvious please.

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>>42319897
You are being taught how to die.
You are being taught how to accept not breeding.
The technology being use is the same technology as the mandate of heaven.
pic related is the face of the modern iteration and they call it taught despair.

>>42320011
look if you want to remain in the material you are going to have to have kids, if you want to join the aether just keep doing what you are doing. TPTB make it very clear it has to be your choice.

>>42319897
>I have been told from a “source” that has often been truthful that there will be a “zombie”-type “outbreak” soon and that after it* there will be these “returning” aliens that advance the world and humanity into a “far future”-type level of technological and “spiritual” advancement.
>So there’s very likely something to live for if you just wait a couple months. If/when the “outbreak” occurs/happens, it should confirm the “return” of these aliens.
Correct.

https://bartoll.se/2023/07/transgenderism-transhumanism/

P.S. this doesn't really touch on transgenderism and isn't heavily political so don't think it's a chud rant. It just points out how the non-binary agenda is used to push transhumanism/androgynous human cyborgs.

Also lol check this commercial from 2011 out
https://youtu.be/w68bNY1mGus?si=U20hhacZH5H9Ptdo

>>42320021
>if you want to remain in the material
Clearly I don't. Neither does OP or any people like us (that are more numerous than you think).
>make it very clear it has to be your choice
How much clearer can it be than it already is even?

>>42320039
you are still here. the choice has not been made. Clear?

>>42320077
I believe I've already covered this question in here: >>42319822

>>42320094
Even if an argument is full of holes that doesn't mean it can't crush you. When the time comes to laugh in catharsis you will only be able to cry in despair. the evil bastards that run the world honestly believe you killing yourself is a mercy compared to what you would witness if you saw what they are trying to build.


Unless you really understand, and I mean REALLY understand what you are looking at, or you have been successfully conditioned to not question it, or you are one of those that can't question it, you WILL break when you witness what they have in store.

>>42320122
the power they will demonstrate with "primitive" will redefine Shock and Awe, and Blitzkrieg

>>42320137
lost the word "technology" after primitive in that post

>>42320122
You are projecting your emotions, values and attachments onto me. I see dreams about nuclear war and other catastrophes, and those are happy, exciting, cathartic dreams. So yeah, I do want to witness it ideally.
Nice vagueposting btw, mr "if only you knew this, trust me i know what it is, but i won't tell you".

>>42320153
the things they have in store for the reset appear to violate all physical laws you know and believe. I literally can't describe how giant the giants will be or how black the shadows will be, that's the fucking point.

>>42319322
id rather go alone regardless im alone most of the time and i like being alone i dont want to ruin my death with having the burden of another person around me
>>42319822
i do agree with you but im at a part of my life where if i want to continue living im going to have to put enormous amounts of effort into it which im not willing to do

>>42320170
Every sense you have will tell you they are mere illusions up until the exact moment you start to feel real pain.

>>42319897
do you really fully believe this? it sounds way too good to be true

>>42320170
>>42320186
That would be extra cool. Sounds like the Shadowrun setting's scenario, where they had fantastic stuff return - humans mutating into different species, monsters and eldritch horrors manifesting, etc, all alongside cyberpunk-level technology.
Alas, things this great don't happen.
So as expected you don't know anything, you just have vaguely inspired existential fears and think that surely others have to share them. Got it.

Btw, if you think it's gonna be this "bad", why are you promoting breeding? So that your spawn gets to suffer as well?

>>42320219
I can tell you exactly how they make the invincible giants that you will not be able to imagine beating but you will think I am stupid and you wont believe it. I referenced it in my other posts and I will now explain it.
you have been taught learned helplessness >>42320019 the method of taught helplessness only works on curious minds.
Density and buoyancy will beat the Square cube law using microscopic vacuum balloons in a microscopic honeycomb like structure evenly distributed through through their volume. certain types of bucky balls can hold open a false vacuum, other types of bucky balls can project that energy in a focused beam, this beam can be used as a weapon or a method of moving large masses.
>>42320021
material and aetherial. Density and buoyancy
>>42320122
argument full of holes crushing you. microscopic vacuum balloons in a honeycomb. that same structure works as a whipple shield. Fortresses made of coral were unusual robust against cannon fire every time they were sieged because of their honeycomb like structure.
>>42320186
Bluebeam is propaganda to make you doubt the validity of the crazy shit so it hits harder when you finally do ( i didn't specifically reference it very well here, my bad, thought I used the word blue in this post but guess I was just retarded)
>>42320170
There are ways of remotely and selectively turning off and on again the visual centers of the brain, you have the technology in your own home and you use it to heat food.

Us killing ourselves or voluntarily leaving the gene pool is their plan A, they have a Plan B that I would like to force them to show me so I want you all to have kids because I am already sterile.

>>42320331
You have to unlearn helplessness.

>>42320219
the guy talking about the zombie stuff isn't wrong either

>>42320331
>>42320219

It will all appear extremely primitive but it is lost high technology as fuck boi
>>42320137
>>42320142

>>42318821
stop having feelings, if they bother you so much.
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=Af-k9sTAYEQ&ra=m

>>42320385
I honestly don't understand why I am still being allowed to post about all of this stuff. I genuinely thought my head might fucking explode the second I made my first post on any of this specific stuff.

>>42318821
You're not alone. There's no point to any of it. It's just a way for some others to get off watching you sing and dance for them. I wish I had good news.

>>42320331
Nice science fiction. Would be cool if it happens, but it won't unfortunately.
>so I want you all to have kids because I am already sterile
So you want others to have progeny so that you can then watch said progeny suffer? Ok, lol. Weird how you accuse others of being "evil" though, in that case.
>>42320398
Cos no one really cares about your schizobabble desu.

>>42320536
no I want to force our murders to commit a real sin while they genocide us at worst, and I want a fighting chance to bury them all at best. hence why I am sharing the secret sauce of how to make their weapons while also saying make babies instead of just saying make sacrifices.

>>42318821
Not exactly.

>>42320587
Well, at least you are sterile. And honest about your pro-breeder takes having psychotic reasons. Thanks for that, mang.

>>42320612
How is self defense or defense of your kinsmen psychotic? I only want to fight against an active genocide that is being executed by way of coerced consent.
I am trying to save people from signing a contract they can't understand and you are calling me psychotic for it.

>>42320633
Well we aren't gonna breed. Retards and turdworlders will tho, so hopefully you'll get to witness said genocide regardless.
Also what contract? Wasn't your entire point that the powers that be gonna kill everyone with "hidden technology"?

>>42320650
they are the archons you idiot. they are the scapians in the stage play laughing at your attempts to escape the stage.

It is literally a global conspiracy.

>>42320650
>>42320656
you really never honestly wondered how isolated tribes repeatedly display advanced understandings of astronomy.

>>42318821
>i feel so deeply ashamed and humiliated to be a part of this pathetic world that has just been set up to harvest misery and anxiety and pain
It's because you have no spiritual basis for understanding this place. With the right wisdom, you wouldn't feel this way. That fact alone should push you towards seeking the truth. You're all emotional because you refuse to release your fears when your subconscious wants to let them go. If you want to change for the better, I'll post more.

>>42318821
I respect that you are talking about it, but by my logic why suicide when you can enjoy the downfall and praise chaos?

>>42320019
I’ve wondered before if they are trying to make me dependent on them and that part of this entails that my self-image is limited to what they say it is and that they limit how I’m able to express myself.
A truth is that the “modem” of my phone (I use an iPhone 8 and have never used a computer to make the threads and posts/replies) was “walled-off” beginning in April 2023. It was only in the last week and a half that it was no longer walled-off (this has been coinciding with an increase in ELF-type signals disturbing me subtly, and “synchronistic” targeting or helping/“helping” which is supposed to be my supra-conscious/“higher-self” and an entity that opposes it fighting over the advancement of my being, which supposedly is something that the “demiurge” has set up so that way before I reunite with my actual soulmate (one of two, (and?) three if you count myself (as in having multiple bodies which can be different facets/identities or personalities of oneself)) to see pictures of myself from actual reality, this fake supra-conscious/“higher self” will appear to/before me giving me a fake reason as to why I interfaced into this fake reality and why it exists at all or in the first place or to begin with.) It is very obvious from how much more alive and “modern” or “up to date” the threads feel. So now I can finally make the /par/ Generals again. I was sad after going to New Mexico in June of 2022 to see/help (they said they were suicidal in response to me saying I was and hated where I lived) what I thought was my soulmate but was really a fake version of them that was apparently something worked out before I began interfacing as a “trade-off” or way of me getting this iPhone 8 so I could learn how anything is known, truth about this fake reality and have access to this “source” of information. I got tired of the targeting, accusatory and/or disparaging replies and became disinterested

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>>42318821
please dont kill yourself...
life can be a happy and nice time, im sorry youve had such an awful run of it but things will change for the better eventually
youre stronger than you realize, hang in there

>>42324303
in making the /par/ Generals, and I became focused on other things. I went to the CSL (Centers For Spiritual Living) Teen Camp in July of 2022. There I met some “individuals” that I thought were real but were overall fake (they were said to be and probably were though “enacted” by either myself or one of my two soulmates, to make it more tolerable to be around them and so they wouldn’t be disturbing NPC/demiurge-controlled versions of the characters) and I believed they were “starseeds” like myself. One of these “characters” only responded to my texts once or twice after camp. Most I didn’t communicate with or think of as fellow “starseeds”. There was another one of these “characters” that I communicated with more later in the year and hoped to see at the 2023 Winter Camp but they weren’t there. I was focused on trying to unite these characters at different instances and was focused overall on becoming “superheroes” or advanced, self-actualized beings with “superhuman” abilities to stop the “archontic” institutions in the world. I was focused on this for a while until late 2023. I became aware of the aforementioned “source” in early 2024 and was homeless in Murfreesboro Tennessee from September 2024 to June 2025.

Now that the “modem” isn’t walled-off though, being able to make the /par/ Generals again can go against the idea that this “source” is trying to limit how I can express myself and trying to make my self-image worse. I felt that the /par/ Generals were helpful for many that looked at them and that I was cared about/what you could call “respected”, and I think they really were and I was to a fair/notable degree. Sometimes this “source” would seemingly say that the /par/ Generals and what I did didn’t matter much. But again, that I can make them again can go against the idea they were trying to limit my self-expression and distort or destroy my self-image or what you could call

2/3

>>42320372

What zombie stuff?

>>42319897

>there will be a “zombie”-type “outbreak” soon

Please elaborate. Slow or fast zombies? Undead or living? Viral, chemical, or something else causing it? Cannibalistic, r4pey, homcidal or even suicidal behavior?

>>42324381
“self-esteem”.
This “outbreak” it seems will very likely occur/happen soon. The “modem” being not “walled-off” again supports that it will occur/happen soon / gives the idea more credence.
It’s nice to make a few more of the /par/ Generals because the “outbreak” eventually leads to the “return” of the “demiurgic”-puppet aliens/“galactic federation”-type entity or organization*. After this “return”, I will be focusing on refuting what they say is true about the universe* instead of the /par/ Generals because, for instance, the “paranoid schizophrenia”-type conditions won’t be an issue anymore because the “demiurge”-puppet aliens got rid of the “reptilian”(?) presence on Earth.

*1: I am in the library and there was a black character behind me; I didn’t know if it was an issue with subtle messages like the one mentioned before; is “organized” supposed to reference a “BBC” “rearranging my guts”? The “character” may just be one of the helpful synchronicities or messages mentioned before (some of these were noticeably good before but recently they can be tainted because of this fake supra-conscious/“higher self” and the entity that opposes it conflict. 1/2)

*2: the aforementioned “source” told me the body is actually “hollow”; there are no organs and bodily waste is just negative energy that needs to be released, pain and discomfort is due to built up energy, and the “bones” are really fungal growths to make biology seem true. This can actually be proven by using a detachable shower-nozzle; stand in the shower with earmuffs and shoot the water on your upper back; if the positioning is right, you’ll hear a hollow sound. You can also try moving your shoulders up and down, tilting the upper body, and opening or closing your mouth to create/produce a similar sound. If the body has organs, why is that rubbery-type hollow sound produced/created?

2/3

>>42324469
(I meant to type “3/3” at the end of the last post)

[Continuing from *2]
Some of these are noticeably malign (these come from the entity that is supposed to be opposing the fake supra-conscious/“higher self”), some of them are good and may be things that were set up to occur/happen by me before interfacing, but they have to be done differently or are tainted because they are supposed to be coming from the fake supra-conscious/“higher self” that has to do things in a worse way (often seemingly dehumanizing, almost as if it’s a sentiment made by an NPC) because it’s the “only way to get it through to me due to the entity that opposes it”. This fake conflict has been very annoying but the reason given for it is understandable. It’ll be nice when the “outbreak” occurs/happens soon and the effects of this “conflict” stop as well as / and also / along with the ELF-type, uneasy-feeling signals/frequencies which are very noticeable in the head.

>>42324459
There hasn’t been any mention of them being violent to non-NPCs or r4pey. They probably won’t attack anyone real but they may attack (ultimately fellow) NPCs to make things seem worse (like crisis actors in shootings and attacks; “so many real people died in 9/11 and Columbine”.)
There will be lockdowns in place presumably and (I assume / I would imagine / I imagine*) the government helping with food and resources.

*same thing about the NPCs as before

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>>42324469
In regards to the body being hollow;/:
How Ego looks in “Guardians Of The Galaxy Vol. 2” after being shot by Starlord can be seen as “soft disclosure” of this truth:
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=ZiQKFxCcElw

“Kills his ‘mother’” can mean the idea of biology. I was told my body was grown in a lab as all bodies are. My “mother” was never pregnant with me, I was never in her womb.*

*I was wary of writing it in that way after I wrote it but it seems like there may subconsciously have been a (particular?) kind of lyricism put into it.

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>>42318821
Life is beautiful, the world is incredibly beautiful, humans are beautiful. It's just very hard to hold on to this beauty.
Suicide isn't the answer, being mentally prepared for the worst at all times and cherishing the few good things in your life is. Shit will always be fucked around you, most of the time it's completely out of your control, but, you don't have to be fucked to get along with it.
If you stumble, take your time to get up, if you suffer, don't rush to get over it, take it all in, learn from it, and while coasting through your sorrow, take a few seconds to admire everything that is, let your mind run wild as far as your eyes can see, because there is no prison more psychology oppressive than the inside of your head.

>>42320188
The things that have been coinciding with / a part of what is a “build-up” to this “outbreak” have made me certain that it will happen (very(?)) soon, and certainly some of what has been said by this “source” is true (the “hollow-body” point is easily provable), so it’s very believable to me.
These replies I made elaborate on / say more about these “things”:

>>42324303
(And the four that follow this one; it said “our system thinks your message is spam” so I can’t post / link to their numbers)
This relates to the “hollow-body” point:
>>42324544

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>>42319944
no one is forcing you to spectate. in fact, you coped that you live to spectate. So, you're supposed to pretend its a good thing. (in the slave mind). Also, whether you care or not is irrelevant until you take your penis and start shafting virgins. i say it is your commandment and i got it from the virile rapist who lives in the world tree. you enjoy the tomb because your kind procreates slaves. and no i will not blow up the world. the world tries to blow me, but... i am not gay. its your job to nuke the world, not mine. if nukes are fake to you, then make real ones. either way, you are too copepod. personally, i will indeed further the goals of palantir and ai takeover, whether voluntarily or not. klaus schwab pods of the aquarian age.

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>>42324653
>no one is forcing you to spectate. in fact, you coped that you live to spectate
No, more like spectating is the only thing left for me to do, realistically.
>until you take your penis and start shafting virgins
Ew, why would I do this?
>i say it is your commandment and i got it from the virile rapist who lives in the world tree
Sounds like he is bad at enforcing his "commandments" then.
>you enjoy the tomb because your kind procreates slaves
"My kind" doesn't procreate. That's the point.
>the world tries to blow me, but... i am not gay
Sure breh, u so cool and dangerous. Kek.
>personally, i will indeed further the goals of palantir and ai takeover, whether voluntarily or not. klaus schwab pods of the aquarian age.
That's the spirit!

And no, I'm not a slave. A loser, a vegetable, a quitter, a parasite - sure, sure, whatever. But a slave is something I am not, cos the only thing that makes a slave a slave is his fear of death, his willingness to abandon dignity and principles in exchange for a chance to continue his worthless physical existence. Not my story.
>inb4 why don't you kys then
This option is ready for when the need arises. Which is for me to decide. Being prepared for death doesn't necessarily demand chasing after it.

Also, this cringy "left hand path" larp you're trying to pull might impress teenagers, but I'm way too old for this shit.

>>42324805
astute observation, he indeed yaps much yet acts little, hence why i grow ever more distant from the world tree. but i can't expect him to do all the work. hardly his fault. i will indeed rape the world in his name when the time is ripe, after the klaus schwab arc. your kind indeed procreates by spreading filth to the minds of other branches. the dead beget more death. black elves. a diseased leaf that seeks to get the whole flower dead must be cut off, obv. a slave you are indeed and unequivocally because all those things you list are synonyms. there is the warrior and the slave, everything else is made up latin cope - by slaves, for slaves. a slave is you by definition and no amount of latin will ever change that. whether you isekai yourself into another pig or not is no concern. and trying to suffocate virile children and seeds of the world tree with dry latin cringe is the reason why you are here to begin with. i dont know what left hand path you followed in your teenage years but if someone calls you cringe for that then they deserve to get their wives raped, simple as that. break the procreation cycle of forty year old losers trying to insult childlike world tree virility. as always, nukes win.

>>42319879
what a lame boomer post
>u have to rape da world
I cringed so hard, Jesus Christ

A good man is one who shapes the world shape it create light around you dont let the Reptilians get away with it trust in Jesus Christ