Blog post incoming.A month ago I randomly went apeshit and am losing my mind (I have no diagnosed mental illness) basically switching between feeling like I am some sort of God and like I want to game over (from start of day to end of the day, it switches). I have began seeing shapes in the corner of my eyes. This isn't a shitpost. I have also been seeing more patterns which I could get into if needed.I've resisted it for some time but I'm thinking I should just go all in on this shit. I was afraid of losing it too much but I realized that the patterns could give me true knowledge beyond whatever else there is in this world.Does anyone have advice for how I can follow the patterns without permanently losing it? I feel weirdly incredible right nowThanks for reading my tumblr blog
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>>42354049>>42354049tell us the patterns.So far it just sounds like run of the mill mild psychosis because of too much dopamine somewhere in the brain (feeling good, mild hallucinations) and bipolar switching from feeling like a god and back down again.
>>42354201I will make it brief I am going to try to sleep in a bit.>tell us the patterns.I was at a store, and store staff said to another customer, "Your order is 666". I checked my phone and it was at 66%. Then (this will sound weird) an Asian man like walked past the front of the store, stopped, leaned over, and smiled at me in a very weird way while leaning over. Not like an accidental think he did this for a good 5 seconds. When I went to leave the store, there was a poster that said something like "this is the world of man" (i.e 666 number of man again). When I got home I went on the internet and I was shown an article with the title something along the lines of "this is the joke". Also throughout the entire day, literally everyone was wasting as much time of mine as possible - constantly changing orders etc.Other days there were tons more weird patterns but they are hazy in my memory and I'm too tired atm to write them all out.>So far it just sounds like run of the mill mild psychosis because of too much dopamine somewhere in the brain (feeling good, mild hallucinations) and bipolar switching from feeling like a god and back down again.I do not think so. I have known people with these and they are proper fucked. I can still function aside from not sleeping well and feeling depressed occasionally. The only 'mental' thing I have is that I'm a sperg
>>42354229 (me)also note I am not a christ-fag but the constant weird occult 666 stuff is still weird
>>42354229 those patterns are exactly the kind of thing some people get when are starting down the bipolar or psychosis road. It can feel REALLY good, not to mention interesting and important. Maybe I am wrong but it's something keep in mind like you obviously have been questioning already.good luck and restful sleep to you
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>>42354049The world is going through a weird phase it will only get weirder, i think, you are in in tune with the world. Be humble, don't say "christ cu*k" or whatever, keep us posted.
>>42354049Your symptoms sound like mania that turns into depression like >>42354266 said and also clearly psychosis.
>>42354049You may have reached the age where schizophrenia activates. Seek help. Even if you want to follow the patterns, it'll go badly without someone to keep you tethered.
>>42357531ignore glowies like this
>>42354280Prime factorization of 616 is 2 2 2 7 11>>42354049Don’t fear, find center and endure without attachment. Love transcends time and space. Become one, and luciditymax. How’s your dreamlife?
