I'll start from the beginning.For many years, I've been obsessed with the idea of being able to control my dreams. I've always been interested in books that discuss the topic from a psychological perspective, but I haven't rejected the more esoteric side either. I have to say it's almost a morbid obsession. An obsession that recently bore fruit.But my problems began when I had my first lucid dream where I manifested the Hazbinverse. The first thing I did was try to seduce Beelzebub from Helluva Boss, the worst mistake of my life. When I tried, she immediately pulled down her shorts and for some reason, she had a huge dog sausage; for some reason, I can't demanifest or make that part of her body disappear. Now, every time I sleep, I suffer a lot of stress because no matter where I go, it always reappears after a while. I can't try to dream about anything else, and I'm afraid something in my brain has been damaged.Does anyone know how I can fix this?
So, a few things. The place you manifested is powered by the attention of the humans who, like you, enjoy that fictional world. Ergo, it is a more powerful thoughtform simply because it is popular.Names like "Beelzebub" are sort of "claimed" by various entities. Ergo, when you invoke the name you "ping" the entity and ask for a response. Well, you got one. My sense of your situation is that you are a naturally strong dreamer and you've just begun tapping into that, probably because of the ascension event which is working its way through the collective. Your abilities are growing stronger and you feel that as the longing and obsession with dream mastery. It *is* a worthwhile endeavor but you have put yourself in the path of things you don't understand. How do I know this? Because you're here asking for help with something you should have seen coming if you truly understood the "esoteric side". I think what happened is you didn't actually manifest anything, you dream traveled to a dream version of a cartoon world and, since powerful names are simply part of the fabric of fiction, you actually sent a message to *The* Beelzebub (Ba'al Zvuv) and they wanted to have (dream) sex with you. It's fairly common for entities like that; they enjoy a good romp. The "stress" you feel sounds similar to what happens when actually touching the presence of a demonic power, the fact that's it's just stress and recurring dreams seems like you've still got this entity's interest. Meaning, they really want to fuck you and since you summoned them they don't have to leave until you start making that clear. (To be clear, it might also be just some weird unnamed entity wanting some human action, but the point is the same). Your brain is not damaged, you are simply meddling with dark powers to get your rocks off--and you wouldn't be the first. Personally I would avoid feeding into things like this at all, they just want more and more and more, and you always give more than you get.
>>42354236>>42354303The "fix" is also going to have some layers on it, depending on how strong the attachment is. Here's how I would handle it: -Affirm your sovereignty, always.-Announce and make clear that you reject and end any contracts or agreements which do not serve your highest good.-Create sacred space. Call in divine presence (however you feel called to) and establish a place (like your bed) where nothing unwelcome may enter. -Cleanse your living space. You can tidy up the house and then burn sage. -Let go of any feelings of shame for what you've done. Shame feeds them just as well as lust. It's a normal human thing to want to do, and in some way this whole experience could be a very good lesson about self-honesty. -Ask for help from spirit guides. You probably need more guidance than what this forum can provide, truth be told, and it sounds like you're awakening to much deeper levels of dream mastery anyway. Threshold events like what you've just described are very typical for spiritually awakened humans that are transforming into more ascended states. You're shining brighter and more visible through veiled darkness, that's not nothing, but some precaution is wise.
>>42354303I had already read documents that said demons were able to manifest in your dreams, but I thought that since it's a series of cartoon about horny demons, nothing would happen. Other thing, it's not that the character design is ugly, it's just that I wouldn't like the idea of her penetrating my ass. She also yells "Here, here, twink boy" a lot while i run form her, i mean, that’s is a real demon would says?.>>42354337In the Hazbinverse, there's something called "Days of Extermination" where angels descend and kill demons. Perhaps I can invoke an angelic presence through that.
>>42354390You're still trying to play the game. You do you, Anon, but it sounds to me like you're the one giving this entity the energy it needs to keep pestering you. What you're suggesting might work, but in my view it's too much like trying to "jump back in" to the matrix you just woke up from. You should sever the connection completely, and reorient yourself once normal dreams have returned.
>>42354236>>For some rason, she have a huge dog cockYeah, I wonder why that is.
>>42354236It's ur brain telling you to quit furry porn and come out of the closet.
>>42354412Even though I try to avoid it, I can't. It's as if my ability to dream is stuck in the same fictional universe where it always haunts me.It's a problem I've had for weeks. I've tried praying and having religious symbols in my room, but it doesn't work.>>42354886I'm not gay
>>42354923You are giving power away, Anon. Praying and having religious symbols in your room don't matter if you haven't changed anything about yourself. Just based on what you've already described I can tell you have immense sexual shame which is fueling this. I don't mean this as an insult, but you are partly to blame for what is happening. Not because you like some fictional character or not, but because you are giving power to thoughtforms simply by not being honest with yourself. If you were confident and standing in your power this being would not affect you this way. The imagery chosen was chosen *because* it affects you. You're on the cusp of a dark night of the soul and you're still running from it. I can't tell you much more than that. The work remains yours to complete.
>>42354236Dreams are very important. Everyone tries to lucid dream. The more important part is understanding what your dream is about and what you want to do in a dream.
>>42354236I wouldn't bother anyone with your sexuality.Sex is a stupid thought when it can get the woman pregnant without contraception, and nobody is interested in going through contraception for a dead screw. It's a mind concept for males to get over.
>>42355348She looks cute in the show and all, but I don't want her to impale me with her dog's dick. I'm not gay.
