how do i induce never ending psychosis while being on olanzapine injections?(if i stop getting it they put me in the mental ward again cuz im on a CTO)
>>42356678find a neverending supply of meth
>>42356678i'm also on olanzapine (the pill, not the injection). 20 mg a day. how much u on
>>42356697300mg of the monthly injectionThey are also having me take lurasidone pills but i got them to agree for me to take them at night when nobody watches me and im pretending that i take them
>>42356709i used to not take it, but it's so much easier to sleep on it
>>42356709i just looked it up, looks like we're on the same dose. 20 mg/day oral is the same as a 300mg two week injectionthis shit used to make me feel bad but now it doesn't? idk it's weird
>>42356678Why would you want to do this? Every person with psychosis I've encountered strikes me as absolutely, profoundly miserable. Even the manic ones seem like they're suffering in their own way.
>>42356729psychosis is fun but it always makes you do shit you deeply regret later. i think OP is just retarded
>>42356729This is what I was wondering too>have bipolar>don’t really have intense, full mania>get hypomanic episodes fairly frequently, though>like mania-lite, basically>[percieved] reduced need for sleep and food, but to a lesser extent than full mania>ridiculous levels of energy that cannot be drained>but still mostly lucid, not fully delusional >less “I’m God” as in more typical mania but more “God likes me and that’s why I’m awesome”>people frequently act like the mania thing is good/helpful>i guess it sort of can be if it hits at the exact right time>but mostly it’s miserable and highly uncomfortable >having energy that can never, ever be drained all the time for 6 weeks gets to the point where it’s kind of like having to piss like a race horse but nothing will ever come out>highly uncomfortable Going through one of these right now. Maybe 3 weeks in? I just want to be comfy, guys :(
>>42356678>CTOpicrelWhat happens when you don't take your injections? What do you do that gets noticed?
>>42356729Psychosis is basically like free acid/lsd.
>>42356749>curious to see the spiritual source to the bipolar>look>neck sliced at a desert mountain over an ancient burial ground >see lots of spirits underneath the visible spectrum >seems like a past life
Take drugs or ask the government. I had a load of shit put in my head in a former workplace, then when I left they sent an employee round to trigger a psychotic episode, and it was a lot of the little things they repeatedly did in front of me in that work place that came out. They are experts at it.
>>42356678What’s wrong with being in a mental ward? Seems like a pretty sweet gig to me. But I’ve also never been in one. I have to been to jail though. And I did enjoy it. I have philosophy, if you always think you’ll be happier somewhere else you’ll never be happy where you are.
>>42356678I don’t know…if you want to experience mild hallucinations temporarily staring into a mirror while in a dark room is a surprisingly reliable way of doing that, same thing with the ganzflicker effect (not to be tried if you have photosensitive epilepsy). As for dealing with your Community [of Hitlers] Treatment Order, most schizos smoke and this seems to reduce the effect of their medication somewhat, but this comes at a great cosr to your lungs. Chemically speaking antipsychotics are usually dopamine blockers so I think to counteract them you’d need a dopamine increaser. A dopamine agonist would probably be the best means of achieving this but would be hard to obtain and I’m not a doctor so I don’t know what kind of drug interactions it will have.https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Schizophrenia_and_tobacco_smoking?wprov=sfti1#Impacts> Tobacco smoking increases the metabolism of some antipsychotics, by strongly activitating CYP1A2, the enzyme that breaks them down, and a significant difference is found in these levels between smokers and non-smokers.[13][14][15] It is recommended that the dosage for those smokers on clozapine be increased by 50%, and for those on olanzapine by 30%.[14] The result of stopping smoking can lead to an increased concentration of the antipsychotic that may result in toxicity, so that monitoring of effects would need to take place with a view to decreasing the dosage; many symptoms may be noticeably worsened, and extreme fatigue, and seizures are also possible with a risk of relapse. Likewise those who resume smoking may need their dosages adjusted accordingly.[16][13] The altering effects are due to compounds in tobacco smoke and not to nicotine; the use of nicotine replacement therapy therefore has the equivalent effect of stopping smoking and monitoring would still be needed.[13]
