I have finally gotten to Wave Three, and the Energy Food exercise just amazed me. I haven't felt this good in over a year, I can't believe how deeply this one hit. Most of the tracks take me a few times to "get," but this one just clicked. I just want to get the word out that The Gateway Experience is real, and it can change your life for the better.
>>42356826Im working extremely slowly through the tapes now. I managed to get into focus 10 on my first try and it kinda made me convinced there is something to these tapes. But i haven't felt comfortable to move onwards to Wave II yet. I listened to the first track once but felt I wasn't really ready.I havent gotten anything out of exploration sleep or free flow 10. Im currently reading through Bob's first book and it's pretty good.
I am more than my physical body, because I am more than physical matter. I am more than my physical body, because I am more than physical matter. I am more than my physical body, because I am more than physical matter. I am more than my physical body, because I am more than physical matter. I am more than my physical body, because I am more than physical matter. I am more than my physical body, because I am more than physical matter. I am more than my physical body, because I am more than physical matter. I am more than my physical body, because I am more than physical matter.
If I don't kill myself it will be thanks to these tapes. Naturally as a child I reached focus 10 and focus 12 but my parents chastised me for doing this, I was probably 7 years old. Hopefully I can learn from being who have knowledge greater than myself and break free of the demiurge-esque influence that my family put me under as a child.
>>42356899That's great to hear. For real, keep working on it, it gets even better. It's better to take your time with the tapes rather than rushing through them...
>>42357070Parents are a mess, but when you think about it, they had no idea what they were doing. It took me a long time, but I finally forgave my parents for all of their nonsense when I was growing up because I realized they are flawed humans, just like I am. Try your best to let go of the bad feelings about your parents. I know first hand how difficult it can be. Once you are able to do it, you'll be much happier not carrying all of that around with you...
>>42357070Most of our parents are demonic in nature and not at all our frens. Family is largely a spook.
>>42357528You don't need to forgive them. You need to forget them.Leave them behind forever.
>>42357551You can do both. Forgive them, for the sake of your own karma. Forget them, for the sake of your own well-being.t. raised by boomers.
>>42356826What is focus 10 like? While doing the tapes I feel capm and aware but I don't really get what sort of state focus 10 means. On wave 2 right now.
>>42357872It feels like the body is numb, almost like it is not there, but the mind is alert. I had a ton of trouble with Focus 10 until I read somebody put it a different way; body relaxed and mind alert. That was huge for me, as I don't really know what the body feels like when I am asleep, as I am, well, asleep...
>>42357872At focus 10 you should feel your body is asleep, but your mind is awake. Similar to sleep paralysis, except you're voluntarily in such a state and you can depart and wake up (return to focus 1, bright, awake and refreshed). It's only tricky if you overthink it, literally. Thoughts are what will either keep you entirely awake as it keeps tension in your body with each passing thought, or if you allow passing thoughts to be observed but relaxed you fall asleep completely and go to dreams.The way they guide you, is to be aware of your body and how relaxed it is, and observe the sensation. It should be like when you're riding in a car as a child and you're watching the scenery whip by, except you're observing how your body is asleep and any background noise, movements in the air etc.You will find it helpful to replay tracks you've covered over and over again. Like any skill, you need to practice, especially the fundamentals, you can't rush the process.
I really suck at this, thread is a good reminder to keep doing it. How often do you guys use the tapes?
>>42357528>>42357532>>42357551>>42357832Thank you for your input frens, not trying to hijack the thread with my problems, but it's good for a thread bump.I think the gateway experience, even if just used for meditation or internal alchemy and transmuting the negative, the bad, the terrible into something that's useful or beautiful is incredibly valuable, even without trying for OOBE.With that said, I hope we meet on our astral/non-physical journeys. :)
>>42357951As often as possible. Some will say it's bad to use before bed, since you train yourself to just fall asleep rather than achieving the different focus stages, but if it gives you a good night's sleep is it a bad thing?I think ultimately, how much you go back to the tapes depends on your goals and desires. Maybe even there's something better for specifically, some people like Joe Dispenzas guided meditation, some like binaural beats, some prefer chanting. The biggest thing to know from there is that you should commit to one thing at a time, the more you switch between methods, the more things get convoluted.So tldr, just use the tapes as much as you can if they interest you.
>>42357967Keep on using that energy conversion box, and do the Release and Recharge exercise from Wave One often, it is a huge help for me in overcoming a lot of life's problems...
