the dreams are becoming intense again. Is this a sign of something to come? bit scared of what will happen tonight in that realm. This will be the 4th night in a row if it happens again. The first night it was about an intense sadness and purity of freedom that came from release and letting go, the second a calming storm that rested and gathered strength, last night it was like an intricate part of some machinery inside a million different vectors or points of light. They have been building in clarity and intensity. Many lives have been lived in the past few nights and it felt like many more are on their way. An edifice of seemingly infinite length stretched upwards and downwards as I found myself climbing a never ending mountain. After climbing for some time I got the sensation that I could not be sure if I were climbing up nor down as it looked the same in both directions with only the feel of gravity dictating that sense. Instead of climbing down how a normal person would I positioned my body to climb downwards like I would climb up and reality shifted with down now being up. The violation of senses resulting from the shifting of gravities influence caused me to reposition myself like how I was before and again reality shifted back to how it was initially and I continued my climb. Crevas or openings in the side of the infinite mountain occasionally could be found which opened up to their own worlds in each of them. One of them was a red haired woman who i knew i was not meant nor bound to spend forever with and only for a time.
>>42365017Again the scene changed and I saw a malefic force to rival the powers of gods and the god alike. terrifying in scope with an awful radiance of horrible gold, like it was a mockery of something angelic. several different entire lifetimes flashed before my eyes in what felt like seconds. dark shapes writhed within its depths, purple orbs fluttered around with a sensation of falling. stars, galaxies and things too terrifying to be real where present yet impossibly far away and i felt a strange sensation of being at peace in a way i cannot describe
remembering some broken pieces, on the second night there was an island that a big group of people had somehow been placed on, either by plan crash or not, its not clear to me how that happened but i was there and among them. We were all wearing modern clothes so it seemed as though more than 1 plane had crashed and there were many survivors, at least 30. It was a very forresty island and we first had to get over a ravine that had alot of different ways to cross and was somewhat perilous. I was the first to get to the other side, and i had achieved this by seemingly going around the ravine on a strange angle. Once i had made it to the other side one of the people noticed how i did it and followed my path, and we went to greet others who had almost made it to the other side. When we met them we talked about how we had a responsability to try to find everyone and to keep everything together. When this group of us went to meet the next group of people we had seen crossing; this second groups bodies had seemingly dissapeared leaving behind all their clothes in the place where they had been, as though they had evaporated or something.Further on there was an opening on the ocean facing side of the island with a white house that i for some reason was sure that a family friend of mine who i referred to as an uncle had lived there. There was a woman with me as well and we took shelter in this house. It was not long after however that the people from the other groups would not leave us alone.
the first night i remember more clearly the sensations of flying, but not in a lucid dream sense. i was flying but not commanding it like a lucid dream can be, and i was not entirely aware that i was dreaming, it was as though every few moments of this dream an entire life time would pass through my eyes like a dream within a dream and the details are difficult to remember. One was some kind of lottery or casino winner with riches and luxuries. Another was pious and meek with a mud hut and boulders. there were queens, kings and beggars, i saw a knight wielding a silver sword in blackened armor and a barbarian wearing furry animal hides that were red in hair and not from blood although the bat he held with a rock lodged in its top was red with bloodi was flying into the wind like how a fish would swim upstream, there was no one voice and no one face, but a cacophony and a chorus
there was a woman in a green field looking up at the sun lit blue sky and basking in its glory, picking flowers and slowly going along taking her time, wearing a white dress that had individual pink flowers designed in it that were spaced out apart from each other evenly with lots of space in between them.
>>42365212she was wearing a straw hat like the pirate ones in one piece, her facial features elude me, not sure what her hair color was, but she was white and very confident she did not have black hair but i could not make out those features as anytime i tried to see her face it was like it was invisible to me and never actually there
>>42365017Did a tick make this post
Look im not reading your novella but yes, strap in for crash landing.
>>42365017>They have been building in clarity and intensity.here is an intense video where they discuss sleep and dreams and everything when meditation covers whole of one's lifehttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HhMVrr7-JEkdid not read full post, yet
I do not trust in dreams/nightmares/visionsI have had many. They dont influence outside world.I once had nightmare of nuclear warDidnt happenImagination is not reality. Have tested this many times.t. Hyperphantasia haverYou cannot use your imagination to influence external eventsThis is good thing, otherwise there would be giant kaiju monsters running around destroying cities and eating people Some claim visions of angels, demons, ayylmaos, fairies, mermaids, etc etc etcThese are i m a g i n a r y. Not real.
>>42367772Get off my board.
