Earlier tonight i tried going to sleep and had a strange vision. I was lucid in the moment, and clearly understood that my eyes were closed but i was still awake in my bed. I was approached by a green creature with many eyes shadowed in darkness. It said to me "auroth" several times, what this means i do not know.I asked it to tell me what it was and it embedded me with a strong sensation of dread and melancholy. It was such despair I felt pain trying to wriggle inside my chest like a wormI woke up from my phone ringing, but there was no new notification. i woke up uncomfortable and am afraid of falling back asleep
>>42372062When my mind makes autonomous entities, they tend to carry feelings of terror and despair. I relate to your own description. I used to fear demons, ghosts, aliens and shadow people too, but now I don't because I don't actually get hurt. I believe one can come up with coherent meanings behind the kind of thing you describe, but I also have a suspicion it has something to do with personality genetics. If you're congenitally low-happiness, I think you're more likely to be internally populated by spooky frens.
>>42372162>If you're congenitally low-happinesssounds about right, lolmaybe there is some connection
