Under consistent psychic and or technological attack. Advice appreciated.
could you please elaborate
Stop participating and become a simple observer. It'll stop you from shedding so much LOOSH and you'll become boring to them.
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>>42373837Not at the moment, it takes several different forms. Basically if I say things I'm not suppsoed to (context dependent), look into things it doesn't want me to (ie it tries to "tune' you by modulating your pattern of attention) it will just attack me physically and metaphysically until all activity ceases. It knows it generally can't influence me, so it just tries to create paralysis. Usually it also tries to split the mind by making whatever it;s doing superficially believeable.In this case over a period of days it hollowed me out and rendered me essentially mute, empty head, very difficult to even conceive of how to produce output. Then it affects the digestive system, paralyzing it. Then the broader body, anxiety and tension builds in all the muscles. Then finally drowsiness and disorientation. A sensation that your entire body is being crushed from all sides, muscles in the back of the head lock up, sensation of high pressure inside the skull. Whole body inflammation. My stomach feels like it's raw and burned, like being poisoned or something. Everything I eat produces more inflammation and confusion. Problems with working memory in particular.On other occasions, eg with a plant like kava, I become separated enough from the mind that subliminals are moved to the threshold of vague awareness. It's as though there is a cosntant background "chattering" which is arguing endlessly with the subconscious. Kava (acting ont he cannabinoid system) however weakens the broader faculties too much to usefully counterattack whatever it is (probably synthetic, hence its stability).I am in immense anguish. It's been worse before but it's creating rage, which is probably the point. I manifest easily so it treats me like a high voltage capacitor. It builds it up and then tries to trick me into draining it into a target. Least that's how it seems.All of the muscles are constricting, it's autonomic based, and it won't stop.
I have every indication it can watch the world through your senses, and tries to infer things based ony our pattern of attention within them, and the activity pattern applied (ie it can use intermediate steps not just what you see as the results of mental activity).It's very monetary in its thinking as well. In this case it registers changes in my bank account. It will try to fuck it up so I have no money. Clear cause and effect relationship. If it thinks I'm going to anything involving interaction, it will try to put me to sleep or make me drowsy enough to disincentivize it. I caught it doing this recently. Someone sent me an email saying they would be at such and such a thing. It knew I went home, and knew my direction of travel, but didn't know that I didn't read my emails. So I'm driving and suddenly an intense wave of drowsiness comes about, as if it's trying to put me to sleep. In other cases if you think to say something someone isn't supposed to hear, it feels like getting clubbed over the head with dense air.The list is endless. I used to make threads about the minutia involved, I'm not going to make my case because it's always take your emds, mental illness, whatever. Fuck it, I'm on my own.
>>42373914>it's always take your emds, mental illness, whatever. Fuck it, I'm on my own.
>>42374096All pharmaceuticals are hard drugs
>>42374099not my problem
Interesting - somewhat relatable.
>>42374132yeah it's called stress and anxiety
>>42374096Yeah.
>>42373827Chew gum.Focus.(In this modern era it's probably necessary to point out to avoid toxic and unnatural ingredients. Everything necessary for life has become an attack vector.)
>>42373827The devil is trying to wear you out, resist and he will flee, if you haven't, gain the Holy Spirit by doing what pic related says as patience is a fruit of the spirit
>>42374577I've found that the "be still and know that I am God" method works. My other method is becoming aware that I'm crammed into a tiny box with a fluffy blanket over it, or inside some sort of dome, and then metaphorically eating a cake like Alice in Wonderland. I grow giant and then shatter and scatter the containment, everything shrinks until it's a tiny point, so miniscule it need not even be deliberately crushed.
>>42373827>>42373883>>42373914Just fap mate
>>42375818The sensation of intracranial pressure keeps increasing. I feel like I'm going to throw up.
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>>42373883>>42373914Gotta do some "return to senders" and interpretive dance.
how are you feeling now anon?
>>42373827sungazing? you do?
