So what do you do after you awakenedThis place feels like a fake loosh farm now and basically everyone is just some form of hollow energy parasite. Reality is thin because most of the divine sparks have left. Everything this place has to offer seems worthless and detrimental when it's all just material world nonsense and illusions of ego
>>42390558The options are to die by taking out some evil people with you, just plain old suicide (although I dont recommend due to the damage to your soul), become NEET if you have the ability and resources, or go homeless.
>>42390558i experienced samsara back in 2007 thanks to pot brownies and LSD. it's one of those things that only really makes sense when you're tripping. didn't affect me afterwards afaik
>>42390572my bad, i was thinking of samadhi
>>42390558I'm putting that pic on a t shirt
>>42390568You can commit suicide, but it has to be a high energy event.Like a bomb, or a wild fire.Monks in the past have done by committing suicide via starvation, dehydration, and self immolation.Granted, you must commit to preparing the soul for years beforehand; you can't just decide to do it without laying down the spiritual foundation.
>>42390568>although I dont recommend due to the damage to your soulimagine shilling this hard. the soul is literally beyond "being damaged" it's just evolving, fucking retard
Become a enlightened yuppie.
>>42390558is this why the goonisattvas have vowed to never leave until they help all those that are stuck??
>>42391129such material thinking is why OP is concerned with this human construct samsara, >Everything this place has to offer seems worthless and detrimental when it's all just material world nonsense and illusions of egohuman made material world of t-shirts, and mobile phones, and LSDs and pot brownies, and more which keep people distracted from being silent and sensitive - to the natural world of nature, plants, breeze, your feelings generated within your body, this place has much to offer, just ruthlessly confront the ego - that is the fake man made synthetic world
>>42390558There is still so much light. don't you see?
>>42391136>>42390568yeah, uh, there's something real soul damaging about suicide unlike getting murdered, bombed, run over, or having a "natural" death of writhing in agony from cancer for months/years, and we should continue suffering here in shitworld long past our personal expiration dates instead of killing ourselves, OR ELSE, ooga boogaI hope the christ tards who started this anti-suicide meme got reincarnated as lepers in india or something, and I hope disinformation faggots like you join them someday
>>42391543>hylic gaslightThe fact you just allude to something in hopes of deceit instead of telling what it is means you're fucking archon
if we understand that religious feeling is itself a kind of psychic pleasure, or libido, and that this feeling is what gives significance to all all religious thought, how then are to classify said thought? delusion?this person feels that there are divine sparks that inhabit the world, but if we are speaking frankly, this person is merely recognizing a sign or symbol in the world which gives them a numinious or beautific feeling which they then interpret, ontologically, as the presence of a divine spark.and yet to understand this feeling, they cannot be thinking of it as the result of a metaphysical object, what good does that do for understanding? this is similar to thinking that the sun moves because spirits pull on it. or that is perhaps a bad example, you might say that when a bad spirit inhabits someone they feel sad, ect. so they construct a ritual to ward off bad spirits. mentally speaking what are we doing right now? we are constructing a religious framework, that is, a mental framework, not as someone would say, to feel pleasure of control or ease of anxiety, but to build a structure, which often materializes in the real world as well, see religious orders or temples, but mostly is internal, that is, mental. what is being discharged here? what is the source of the pleasure. no metaphysical objects. no divine sparks or bad spirits. what then?the unformed intensity takes form to create resonance, you say. so it seeks to intesify itself through resonance. to expand and grow as nietzsche might put it
>>42391645How do we live past our personal expiration date? Wouldn't still living simply that we're still supposed to be here?
>>42393232*meant to type "imply" not "simply"
>>42391541I'm having big THC cravings right now, your words reached me. I'll try just sitting and listening to the breeze and my own breathing.
>>42391541>this place has much to offerlike what? >>42392795Father, forgive them, for they do not know what they are doing.
>>42393038The reality of mystical experience lies in non-experience; anything outside of that is illusion.
>>42391136There is no such thing as soul damage.You can however, reincarnate as a jeet.So, you gotta make sure you do the deed properly & not just cause you're a weirdo and can't get any pussy.Christ is gay.Demiurge gang
>>42393303i am wondering how you classify an experience as a non-experience.
>>42393232it's when you're still physically functioning (more or less) but without a hope for the future, the point past which you're just the walking dead
>>42393379Kenosis.
>>42393417Why would that be a thing? Generational curse? Hatred from God?
>>42393367The worms in your butt are lying to you.
>>42393469this is still just something that "seeks to intesify itself through resonance." in my opinion, though you are welcome to challenge that.
>>42390558The experiential collapse of the creator/creation dichotomy. All is experienced as creativity, as divine poetry, the universe continually creating with itself. Even the most mundane - especially the most mundane - glows with numinosity. The feeling is unshakable awe and wonder. It is the echo of long-forgotten feelings experienced as a young child, but intensified with the experience of adulthood.We, meaning everything, are co-creators of the creative process of reality. Creation isn't an isolated incident but an omnipresent fact. The fact of facts.Modern science confirms this, having demonstrated a trend in the universe since the beginning towards greater complexity and the production of novel beauty. At first even atoms didn't exist - it was too hot and dense. When the universe expanded and cooled enough it made possible the formation of stars and galaxies. The first generations of stars forged the heavier elements, which made possible the formation of rocky planets such as Earth, which made possible the emergence of life, which made possible the evolution of consciousness and sapience, until stardust began to investigate the fundamental questions of its own existence.Curiosity and wonder is the extension of the primordial creative impulse of the universe in human consciousness. Every act of creation, exploration, discovery, connection and love is an expression of this, and adds to the creative community of reality. Everything you do matters, everything matters. A single endlessly open-ended question remains: what will you create with the universe?
>>42393520The nous that rises to the place where God is hidden remains naturally silent. Simplicity has unified it. In the unity and communion of the Spirit, it becomes illuminated by the One that surpasses understanding. Indeed, what can it say, since it is above its own faculty, placed outside of all thought, entirely naked, above meditation itself?1.493Every thought, in any case, signifies a multitude, or at least a duality. Indeed, it is a relation that exists midway between two extremes that it unites: that which thinks and that which is thought. And neither naturally possesses simplicity. In effect, that which thinks is a subject, possessing the power of thought entirely contained within itself. That which is thought is also a subject, or is contained within a subject: it has the power of being thought contained within itself, or rather, the essence of whose power it was previously subject. For no being is entirely in itself a simple essence or thought, to the point of also being an indivisible monad. As for God, if we say that he is an essence, he will not naturally have the power of being thought, comprehended within himself, because he is not composite. If we say that he is thought, he does not naturally possess an essence that is a subject capable of receiving thought. But God in himself is essentially thought, and entirely thought, and only thought. And, according to thought, it is in itself essence, and entirely essence, and entirely above essence. That is why it is a simple monad, without division or parts. Therefore, he who, in one way or another, has some thought within him, has not yet managed to escape duality. But he who has completely freed himself from any thought attains, in a certain way, the monad: he has eminently divested himself of the power of thinking.
>>42393525>creation is so wonderful!>actual creationwhy do you demiurge puppets say the same shitthere's nothing here other than consuming others to keep yourself persisting in an unpleasant world
>>42393537He still couldn't figure it out.
>>42393536personally, i don't think this kind of metaphysical speech helps with understanding at all. it is just fluff.
>>42393537You're so lost. You've been groomed into a hyper-alienated perspective that makes existence itself an omnipresent foe.How do I begin to touch such a blinded mindset? I do not have an answer.I do know what I will continue to do: continue to sing of the glory of life and existence with all the soul I can muster.
>>42393473uh, noit's just how "life" ends up for millions of people every dayask your wageslave dad, he's been dead inside for years already
>>42393571are you familiar with nietzsche? he would say that it just boils down to physiology. the person to whom you are replying has an overabudance of unpleasant feelings and few pleasant ones. which probably is the norm for people today and for the last many hundred years. so you cannot really make him 'realize' another perspective, short of making him feel better- i suppose you could say that there are some mental steps he can take to get there, but that is probably a rather long process and it doesn't take into account the possibility that he might even be enjoying his suffering.
>>42393570>it is just fluff...>>42393571>I do know what I will continue to do: continue to sing of the glory of life and existence with all the soul I can muster.KEK! There is no life around here, pal, only death and decay. You are already dead.
>>42393616i mean you could just say a "weakening of self/world boundaries weakened," instead of talking about god/monad all that jazz. i suppose i just dont get why its necessary to invent all these metaphysical objects that just serve to obscure and mystify.
>>42393571>glory of life and existence Like what? You won't answer because your job here is to just deflect and do damage control for whatever archon is currently puppeting your npc body lol.
