I've had dreams now and then of being in a relationship, while in reality I'm single.Though the girls faces keep changing, yet the feeling of warmth is the same. The girls differ from one dream to another. But whenever I see them, my heart elates and I feel like all my troubles will be subdued by my own effort, my inner pure wanting to be the best version of myself, to keep striving for excellence and do the best for her. In some dreams the girl enters the room, or I'm in Part of a conversation she's in and she gently pulls my head towards her belly as if to lean on her.I'd this one dream, where I'm back in high school, as an outsider meeting all my old school mates, and I get this feeling my beloved is rushing downstairs upon hearing of my arrival. When I see her, she's wearing a mask, a white mask with a hint of mist like colours on it, primarily red or green and some others. I don't know who she is as in the person, but internally I know she's my beloved. She jumps on to me and my heart elates, she holds my hand running across the school.I don't know what to make of it. I know a woman wouldn't change my life, I have to change it. But I recall a study I came across recently of men in mutual love, who were healthier, happier, more ambitious and had more energy to get things done. Having a woman does make a difference and maybe that's what my daemon is telling me. Or it's a mix of my daemon with repressed desires. But it's never sexual. I have never thought of having sex, just being in her company that's all.I would like to know, genuinely, what yall make of it. I don't know whether dreams are a subject to be discussed in terms of the paranormal. I've anyways read from realised beings that all answer lies within, so maybe I need to be awake Within the dream and try manifesting the guidance.
>>42392207I've also looked for guidance within, but I have no idea what I'm doing, and as a result I'm drawing a blank.Any experienced paranons that can share their experiences. I highly appreciate y'all
>>42392207>I don't know whether dreams are a subject to be discussed in terms of the paranormalNot really. That's psychology.
>>42392274I've thought of that. But I've come to my own conclusion that it really can't be the case.Read about Neem Karoli Baba, about Cormac Mccarthy on the subconscious and Socrates' "Daemon".There's something to it. In the Jewish magic system as well as the Eastern Magic system, there's merit to thoughtlessness where it bestows prescience.Any denial just comes out to be reductionist.
>>42392319I'll tell you another dream.I went for a vacation with my family. Stayed at this Airbnb. They were rooms within a 2 storeyed bungalow.I went to sleep and had a dream, as if I were the person or an observer who owned the place. In some sort of grief or sadness about his family and brother leaving him and living alone and looking out the balcony. I saw an elevator to the second floor.Later post dinner, my mother told us about the owner of what she heard from the caretakers. Had a family, a brother who left him and went away and that he loves here alone and doesn't talk to anyone.I went for a walk outside, when I did return I grew curious and looked around the house to find the literal lift I saw in my dreams.I haven't had such an experience again.Why did I have this dream particularly I don't know why. But there must be someway where the previous generations worked on it.
>>42392207Hello anon, I had a dream related the last night, I saw a beautiful girl who looked lik Casca from Berserk, but more pale and glowing golden eyes. I relate becouse the sensation of meeting this girl (and others in the dream realm) is similar to what you are describing. A sense of familiarity, friendship, loyalty and love unmatched yet by the 3D. I feel a great atraction towards her, specially an emotional one (there is no place for lust/sexualty since her presence is enought to satisfy my emotional/physical perception of beauty) These girls are charming and lovely and my "man" needs to feel related to the opposite sex is already fulfiled by her. I have a theory that this kind of dreams are the anima of existence itself allowing to show herself to us
>>42392274Kys golem
>>42392401The yellow eyed demon is the Beast herself. She's the apex predator.
>>42392401Thanks for sharing your experience anon I wonder what the purpose and end game is(in a positive sense)Sometimes I think its to realise that I'm complete as a being(and not incomplete for the lack of friends, guide or a partner) since the love and the feeling is within me, all I've to do is train myself to tap into it. And so I need not look outside. I have the potential to love and care even without a lover, and it is to hone and refine that love energy and be complete.Other times I think, it's to make me realise what I'm looking for in a relationship, that sense of fulfilment and elation in each other's company. To build a life together, these are the values that I'm looking to cherish with a woman, and this it'll help me cut a lot of bullshit going into a relationship. That while sex is a part of what a loving man and woman do, it won't be the base of the relationship but the love would be. I know there's attraction and then there's genuine care for your SO that grows over time.The anima part is also what I'm thinking about, based on the Hermetic(as bove so below) principle, the Anima of the Universe resides in me and she is taking this form. All the while earlier she took faces of women I've met in my life, this time she came in a faceless form. Regardless, I wonder what it means. Is it the Divine mother taking me in her embrace? What do scholars of the past have to say is what I'm looking into.Another part of the dream was where I was in a mode of elation and my thinking conscious coming into analyse the dream. Whenever the latter was taking control, I was happy but thinking why am I with her, I don't wanna be with her I don't like her, and then people started surrounding us. And then I would go back to the mode of elation and then people would disappear and we would be running around again. This back and forth happened to a point where my analytical mind took over and I woke up.
>>42392409I wouldn't think so. I've never seen golden eyes, but I've been surrounded by a golden light. Like the sun's golden hour. And there's a feeling of warmth and completeness.I think that is the ultimate point of being in a relationship, just effortless unconditional love for your SO, that envelops you in the form of the light for me
